21. Do you feel a little sorry for me?
I don't know how I said these words in a stroke of my brain, in the countless confrontations with Li Shu, I think, I haven't won for a while, and not to mention the events of that night, just these few times, I have been the same.
I felt a little sympathetic to myself, looking at Li Shu's concerned tone, I didn't know how to answer him, what did I say? Before I met Wei Zheng, I wanted to get something out of Wei Zheng's mouth.
And at this moment, I suddenly twisted a lot of energy, wanting Li Shu to tell me personally.
Tell me if his heart is really so cold, and tell me that in the past two years, when he changed his girlfriend next to him, did he think about me?
It could be that self-esteem has really taken a hit.
Regarding my request, Li Shu just replied lightly - okay.
He said yes, which was expected by me, and the strange thing was that my heart tolerance became much stronger than before, and I didn't feel so sad.
When we arrived at the school gate, we said a few words, and I walked towards the campus without looking back.
Sometimes when I think about it, it's better to grit my teeth and simply never see it again, but I just know myself so well, no, is it possible?
I don't think it's much of a possibility.
What I didn't expect was that the conversation between me and Li Shu this time really played a certain role. The most direct manifestation is that he didn't even call me for a week.
I'll sneak a peek at what he says, but I'm just going to see it.
Every day, I go to class and end with the head of the dormitory, and I go to the playground at night, and my life is okay.
In the past, Gao Zijian said very unconscionable, people, that's it, whoever leaves can live the same, it depends on whether you have the heart to guard. That's right, when he followed Chen Xiaojia in a hurry, he chose to guard.
And Li Shu chose a different way from him.
I didn't contact him either, although there really seemed to be something missing somewhere in my heart, but fortunately I was able to eat and drink well, and everything was still content. I'm practicing not caring so much about a person.
On Saturday afternoon, as the whole dorm room was about to go shopping, my phone rang.
When I picked it up, it turned out to be an unfamiliar number. I was thinking that it was another commercial call, and the tone of the call was not very good. On the other end of the phone, a familiar voice came.
It was Wei Zheng who found me.
I remember the last time I didn't succeed, I didn't go to him, he actually came to me.
The head of the dormitory glanced back and forth over me several times with gossipy eyes, and finally let me go and allowed me to stay.
Wei Zheng said that he was running errands nearby, and he happened to be passing by here to see me.
After I told Wei Zheng the dormitory number, I stood at the bottom of the building and waited for him, looking left and right, only then did I see that familiar figure, which was different from the last time I saw Wei Zheng's outfit, this time, he actually wore a dark blue sportswear, pulled his figure to be extremely tall, and a pair of white Nike sneakers on his feet, full of vitality.
Not only did I blind my eyes, but I could also see the heads poking out of the windows of the two girls' dormitories that were connected.
Moreover, Wei Zheng also brought me a large bag of snacks.
It was five o'clock in the evening, the bright red sunset hung in the sky, the breeze was blowing, he and I were walking on the university playground, leaning on my right side, like a beautiful landscape.
"Are you still used to being here?" Wei Zheng opened the conversation.
"It's okay, it's pretty good." I nodded and followed his footsteps.
"What do you want to eat at night?" Wei Zheng turned his face to look at me and asked.
"Whatever."
"I heard that there is a good barbecue nearby, do you want to come along?" Wei Zheng pointed in a certain direction outside the campus, and asked in a flat voice.
It's the weekend anyway, so it doesn't hurt to go, so I nodded.
When I changed my clothes and walked out with Wei Zheng, I suddenly noticed that something was wrong.
The girl's intuition tells me, Wei Zheng, is he dating me?
Lu Xiaoping gritted her teeth on the phone two days ago and told me that she wanted to give Li Shu a good look, in addition to greeting the eight ancestors of the Li family, she also ordered me to tell me that I must not take the initiative to call Li Shu.
I did the same. The point is, he didn't call me either.
Thinking of this, I followed behind Wei Zheng without hesitation and ran towards the school gate.
After only two steps, the phone rang.
Sometimes it's like this, what you've been looking forward to for a long time, he may not be able to get it easily, and you don't have any hope, and his call comes again.
Here's the rough conversation:
Li Shu: What are you doing?
Me: I'm going to eat.
Li Shu: What to eat?
Me: Barbecue.
The two of them are like cold-blooded zombies, without any feelings. At this point in the conversation, I felt absolutely necessary to hang up. Just as he was about to speak, Wei Zheng suddenly turned his face and asked, "Ranran, do you want to drink a cup of milk tea?" ”
Li Shu heard Wei Zheng's voice, to be precise, he heard a man's voice.
I nodded to Wei Zheng and said, "Strawberry flavor." ”
Wei Zheng went to prepare milk tea very gentlemanly, while I, standing on the side of the road, continued to talk to Li Shu on the phone.
"What about dating?" Li Shu said angrily.
It's not a date, not to mention that the other party is still Wei Zheng. But I didn't plan to tell Li Shu the truth, so I coughed calmly and said, "Aren't you watching?" ”
"Gao Ziran, if you don't get in touch, you really don't get in touch, originally I thought you were busy with your studies these days, but now it seems that you're busy in love, right?" A sarcastic tone.
"You said ......" I glanced at Wei Zheng, who was preparing a drink behind me, and continued, "Under investigation." ”
"Examine what?" The calm tone seemed to fluctuate.
"Don't say it, I'm going to dinner...... "I know that if I continue to talk about it, it will definitely be exposed, so I'm not so stupid."
But why, when I hear the voice of Li Shu, I can't help but feel a little excited?
Maybe it's because of a phone call from Li Shu, and I was much happier than I imagined for dinner, or maybe it was because I only had Li Shu in my eyes before, and when I really jumped out, I found that without him, I could slowly learn to adapt.
Wei Zheng is more gentlemanly than I imagined, he is responsible for roasting, I am responsible for eating, back and forth, and our words have been discussed.
When we came out of the barbecue restaurant, I suddenly realized that I hadn't asked a word about the plum tree from beginning to end.
I could really shut up and not talk about this person.
It's been two years, and this is the first time. Even if I don't say it, it's the first time I've done it.
Wei Zheng invited guests to dinner, I should return the gift, went to the small supermarket on campus and bought two Qiaolezi, one for him and one for me, while eating, I walked towards the dormitory.
Facing the wind, I suddenly felt very touched.
Growing up so big, he rarely concentrates on one thing, his academic performance is average, he loves to play and make trouble, but fortunately, his father loves his mother, and he lives a happy life.
The only thing I insist on is that I like plum trees.
Now, I find that I can also like him less so much. In fact, life is like this, how difficult it is to be able to love someone so deeply.
When I was about to arrive at the door of the dormitory, Wei Zheng, who was talking to me, suddenly stopped, stared at the front with a pair of eyes, and followed his eyes to see Li Shu standing there.
Li Shu politely persuaded Wei Zheng away, and just as I was about to slip away, Li Shu's calm voice came over and said, "Gao Ziran, let's talk." ”
It just so happened that the head of the dormitory walked past us with a few classmates, and when he saw Li Shu, he immediately winked at us, and I sighed at where my roommate's conscience was, and pulled Li Shu towards the playground.
The two of them walked around the playground in silence for half a circle, Li Shu did not speak, and I did not speak. When I couldn't bear it anymore, I raised my head and pinched my waist, looked at Li Shu, and said, "What do you say?" Hurry up, the dorm room is closing. ”
Li Shu looked at me, sighed, and said, "Gao Ziran, why didn't you call me?" ”
I knew that the plum tree was absolutely black-bellied. I could sense the displeasure on his face, and when he spoke, he was so arrogant.
But why can't I just yell at him like I did at the beginning? At least that would make me happier in my own heart.
"Why don't you speak?" Li Shu saw that I didn't speak, and asked again.
"It's nothing, what are you calling?"
"Going out to eat? Is it with Wei Zheng? ”
I didn't speak, I lifted my feet and continued to walk forward. Li Shu hurriedly followed and said, "Gao Ziran, why are you going out to eat with Wei Zheng?" Because you're angry with me?? ”
Li Shu still knows me too well, he knows that in my heart, he is the most important.
"No, I ......" I estimated that there was really a problem with me and Li Shu continuing like this, and I had to give myself an explanation, so I said: "Li Shu, otherwise, let's not contact each other during this time, let me give it a try...... What do you think? ”
Li Shu looked at me in surprise and said, "What to try?" ”
"Give it a try – if not you, I'll see. Can you accept other men. I whispered, but I didn't dare to look at Li Shu's expression.
"You're going to accept another man?" Li Shu's voice suddenly rose very high, squatted down on his knees, raised his head to look at me, and asked, "Gao Ziran, what are you making trouble with?" ”
"Li Shu, I don't have a ......" took a soft breath and said, "My brother has a fixed girlfriend, I think, I should also find a boyfriend." ”
Perhaps it was the serious expression on my face that frightened Li Shu, his voice paused for two seconds, and then said, "Gao Ziran, this problem is not a trivial problem, I hope you can think about it calmly......"
"I'm quite calm, you have a girlfriend now, and we're ordinary friends, so I'll calmly consider finding a boyfriend, and last time my mom took a lot of photos for me to see......" I pretended to be calm.
"No, Hu Yueyue and me, there is ...... between us"
"Li Shu, that's your business, let's talk about it so much tonight......" I raised my feet and walked forward, saying, "Don't worry, I won't pester you in the future, let's go......"
"Gao Ziran, you are really as ruthless as you were at the beginning......" Li Shu suddenly said after I took two steps: "It was like this two years ago, right?" Obviously said that they would be together, but in the end they fled to the UK alone, even if I meditated in the hospital for so long, you can ignore it, and now I'm back, and I picked my heart up and down, and told me to find a boyfriend, I want to ask you, if you play like this, do you feel a little sorry for me?? ”
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