There was not much malice, Deng Qiqi's tone was full of desolation: "Wu Yidi, he loves you very much." ”

It was like being stung in the heart by the agile and sophisticated insects of the autumn, my heart trembled more than ten times at a speed that made me uncontrollable, my fingers were cold and stiff, the mobile phone I was holding was about to slip off, and I fished it back, my throat seemed to be choked by something all at once, and I snorted several times before I could squeeze out an extremely weak sentence: "That's just once." ”

Deng Qiqi smiled lightly, her undulating aura showed that her heart was not much calmer than mine, but her tone was very steady: "Wu Yi, I don't know if you misunderstood what I meant, but I still explain that I am not targeting you." In my place, I cherish you as a friend, your personality is quite appetizing to me, I haven't met such a match for many years. ”

I clutched the microphone: "I know, I understand, I understand." ”

used chuckles to suppress the endless desolation, Deng Qiqi said eloquently: "You have read my story, you should remember Zhou Jia, when she married Wang Shaodong, I still firmly believed that I did not lose to her, that is because I know that in Wang Shaodong's heart, a small piece of territory is still reserved for me, even if I have nothing to do with him later, but this is enough." But last night, I began to realize how cruel my unknown self-comfort at that time was to Zhou Jia. She fell in love with a man who had another woman in his heart, how embarrassing and cruel it was. Wu Yi, I am not like the past, all my courage and passion for the love moth to fight the fire, I don't know where to scatter. If I wasn't so sure, I really didn't have the strength to put myself in the whirlpool of love anymore. Although I don't say that I mix very well now, but at least I don't have to worry about food and clothing, right, and I'm happy, in this state, unless the mobile phone is not fun, the wine is not good, I am tired of this kind of life, and I feel that if I don't find some bad things to toss myself, I will die, and I will think about grabbing a relationship that is too ethereal, and may even put me in an embarrassing and passive situation, Wu Yi, right? ”

Exhaled, Deng Qiqi continued: "Wu Yi, you may think I'm an idealist, but in my current cognition, I prefer to get a period of autonomy, I am irreplaceable, rather than weighing the pros and cons and feeling that I am very good and suitable." If I can't, then I'd rather die alone, I don't like to settle down, and I don't want to be someone else's will. I think that this life is too short, and no matter how much you can't treat yourself. Maybe my thoughts seem selfish and funny, but I'm willing to forgive myself for doing so. ”

Although Deng Qiqi's tone has been light, and she has not exaggerated the desolation of what she said, the more I listen, the more sad I become, and then think about the scenes in "Overdue Love", which made me unable to stop crying, my eyes were red: "Qiqi, maybe Wang Shaodong is the kind of existence that you scold 10,000 sentences too little, and others scold half a sentence too much, but I may still need to offend you, in your past story, Wang Shaodong is undoubtedly the protagonist is the center, but he is really not a good person, He's not really a man, and he can't afford your affection for him. It seems to me that in your past war of feelings, you were like a warrior who ran to him in armor, but he wore a skirt like a girl and asked for candy. In love encounters of the same age, the saddest thing is that girls always mature faster than boys. In your past encounter, you were so calm that I felt shocked, and Wang Shaodong was impulsive, naïve, willful, and selfish, so that I was ashamed, he was not worthy of you. And Wu Yidi, he is different from Wang Shaodong, he is mature and stable and introverted, he is clean and gentle, he is not the kind of person who will pounce on him and hook up when he sees a good girl, he knows to a large extent what he wants and what he doesn't want, he knows very well what he is doing, he is a mature man. I don't think he's going to embark on a new journey for the sake of compromise. ”

After a pause, Deng Qiqi's smile was filled with bitterness: "I know that he is different from Wang Shaodong, and it is precisely because of Wu Yidi that he is different from Wang Shaodong, he is more than ten times better than Wang Shaodong, which brings me more confusion and timidity." Wu Yi, I don't know how to express my panic with you. But I'm really scared. I think in the future, if it is not necessary, I will try not to mix with Wu Yidi again, it is good for him and good for me. ”

My brows were completely knotted: "Qiqi, you can't lose confidence in all the men in the world just because you met someone unladylike." Believe me, Wu Yidi is definitely not the kind of person who can't figure it out. He had a past, and he really couldn't get rid of those pasts because it was part of his life. But he's very open-minded, he's wise, he's trying to create a new kind of life, and I think sometimes if you can't give the answer in your heart, you should leave the decision to time. ”

After being silent for half a minute, Deng Qiqi changed to a teasing tone: "I think it's a particularly helpless thing to leave your life experience to time to decide." But since you proposed it, I'll give it a try. Wu Yi, if Wu Yidi really wants to read my story, then tell him, maybe he will finish reading it, and time will give an answer sooner. ”

Bringing the microphone over a little more, my brows were still deeply furrowed: "Qiqi, trust my intuition, you are very special to Wu Yidi." I have known Wu Yidi for so many years, and there are many girls who have a good impression of him, but he rarely takes the initiative to contact him. And do you know, Wu Yidi doesn't like to be touched, and a colleague of mine almost touched him before, and he had to block it with a file. But several times you hit him with your fist, and he didn't dodge. ”

This time, Deng Qiqi quickly picked up my words: "He didn't hide, probably didn't treat me as a woman." ”

I was depressed: "No. ”

Deng Qiqi laughed crisply: "Wu Yi, I hope my nagging today didn't affect your mood." Anyway, I can see it quite open now, no matter where I go with Wu Yidi, but I know you, I don't think this deal is a loss. ”

The haze in my heart was not diluted by Deng Qiqi's laughter, and I was worried: "Qiqi, how about you contact Wu Yidi for a while and then show him your story?" ”

But simply, the kid said neatly, "No. Show him. You're right, Wu Yidi's past is a part of his life that he can't get rid of. And so do I. Even if it's true that some parts of my past don't see the light of day, at least I've stepped over. I don't think there's anything wrong with me, I think I'm still a good girl to the most part, and as for whether or not I can be accepted, that's someone else's business, it's not my business, it's not something I can control. I think sometimes it's slimy and not crisp, but it's messy. It's a lot easier, you say. ”

After ending the phone call with Deng Qiqi, I was in a trance for about ten minutes before I pulled my emotions out of it, and after hesitating for a while, I opened WeChat and typed the next line of words for Wu Yidi: Momo Romance Network, the title of the book is "Overdue Love".

Wu Yidi replied to me in seconds: I am grateful.

I almost wanted to press the voice button to tell Wu Yidi about Deng Qiqi's mood last night, her timidity, panic and cowardice, her expectations last night and the disappointment of catching up later.

Even if Wu Yidi's liking for me has gradually drifted away, but the awkwardness caused by the imprint will not fade so quickly, and I also said not long ago that Wu Yidi is a mature man, he has mature thinking, he should use his own behavior to pay for his future life experiences, and the most important thing I should do is to remain silent, don't meddle in things and give insights.

In the end, I didn't say anything, I quietly quit WeChat, put the information in the safe, locked it, turned off the computer, and left the lonely and empty office alone.

I was thinking about going to the bus stop to see if there was no direct bus, and when I took a taxi back, Chen Tu came up to me, and he was still carrying a big bag of vegetables in his hand.

Three and two steps, quickly walked towards me, Chen Tu squeezed my hand hard: "Wu Yi, I just went to the vegetable market next to me to buy vegetables." I bought two small yellow croakers and went back to make soup for you to drink with the fish-hiding cat. ”

Seeing Chen Tu so elated, although I was still worried about Deng Qiqi, I tried my best to restrain myself and pretended to be very happy to respond to Chen Tu.

Talking and laughing, I returned home, and Chen Tu and I worked together to cook together, under the thick cover of the night in the fragrance of the food.

Not long after eating, Chen Tu said that he was a little tired and wanted to go to bed early, so he went to take a shower early for the first time, and when he came out, he really ran to the bedroom to lie down.

Over the years, I've been used many times by him to get to bed early, and this time I thought to myself that he was giving me a hint to roll the sheets.

I thought that he took the initiative to buy groceries today, and thought that it would be encouraging to get me and the family cat a good meal, so I didn't need him to urge me, so I took my clothes and went into the bathroom.

When I came out with the water vapor, I looked at the wall clock on the bedroom, but it was just over nine o'clock, I was really hopelessly dirty, I began to calculate the time in my heart, and he would come a few times later.

As an adult who is physically and mentally healthy, I calculated that there was an irrepressible restlessness in my body, and as soon as I turned off the light, I crawled to Chen Tu's side from the other side, took the initiative to change Chen Tu's waist with my hand, and made suggestive small circles on his abdomen.

In normal times, Chen Tu would definitely not be able to bear it for a few seconds, he would come over, and the anti-guest would keep eating my tofu, and then it wouldn't be long before we would roll up and shake in a hot spot, but this time, he was surprisingly calm.

Gently patted my hand, Chen Tu's voice was slightly hoarse: "Go to bed early, I haven't rested well recently." ”

I stopped my hand on his belly, and immediately withdrew it, and lingered there to tease again, as if I were so hungry. So I paused a little awkwardly, and finally groped my way to grab Chen Tu's arm, and said with a vague temptation: "I can't sleep yet." ”

Patting my hands, Chen Tu whispered, "Close your eyes, sleep hard, and you will be able to fall asleep." We need to get rid of the bad habit of staying up late. In the future, we all have to go to bed early. ”

I didn't want to do Tai Chi in a roundabout way, so I relied on my intuition: "Chen Tu, are you in a bad mood?" ”

Taking off my hand and flattening my body, Chen Tu pulled the quilt over me and covered me: "No." It's just a little tired today. ”

No matter how thick-skinned I am, after sending a signal to ask for pleasure, I was rejected so quietly, I would also feel bored with myself, and even a little embarrassed grievance, but when I heard Chen Tu say that he was tired, I was not desired. I begged that I couldn't live if he didn't leave me tonight, so I swallowed all the bad emotions and was as calm as water: "Okay, if you're tired, go to sleep." ”

Brushing up my loose hair, Chen Tu rubbed it on my forehead, and he reached for the bedside lamp to turn off, and the darkness was like an uncontrollable curtain covering me.

I sighed silently in my heart, I was about to move my body to sleep on my side, so as to help me fall asleep, but Chen Tu didn't know what was going on, he suddenly jumped up like a leopard that had been beaten with chicken blood, jumped up and took me under him, his lips swam from my neck down, over my cheeks against my earlobes, and constantly used hot bites as a way to attack.

I was stunned by his sudden appearance, and I pushed his arm with my hand: "Chen Tu, what are you doing?" ”

There was a slight slowness in the attack, but Chen Tu quickly connected it again, and he covered my ear, his voice hoarse but ambiguous. Ambiguous: "Send you to the clouds." ”

I was stunned: "Aren't you tired?" ”

Snare up most of my body, close to his chest, Chen Tu quickly moved to the edge of the bed and opened the drawer to get a Durex, he quickly attacked the city and plundered, I passively accepted his enthusiastic movement, but soon indulged in this surging and could not extricate myself.

In this movement in and out, Chen Tu's enthusiasm does not seem to fade, he put my thighs up and hold down, the strong friction brings me a thicker throbbing, but when I was about to float up to the clouds, Chen Tu's speed suddenly slowed down, and finally settled in my body, his face was buried in my neck, the sweat on his forehead just touched my chin, and he spit out a few words coldly and inappropriately: "Wu Yi, if I can't get on you again and make you cool, will you still love me?" ”

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