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"I'm sorry baby, I just heard me say that the child is gone, so I feel a little messed up. So I didn't think about it so much, I wanted to go out and calm down. I didn't expect it, but it made you so worried, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have been like this. Xu Yaran gently patted Tu Baobao's shoulder, pursed her lips and said to Tu Baobao.

mentioned the child in her belly, Xu Yaran's heart hurt again, this pain ran through her whole body, and Xu Yaran felt that her hands and feet were a little numb.

Tu Baobao was crying sadly, but when he heard Xu Yaran mention the child. Tu Baobao's heart was weak for a while, she let go of Xu Yaran and stood up straight in front of Xu Yaran. wiped the tears on his face and looked at Xu Yaran with some embarrassment.

"Ranran, in fact, your child ......" Tu Baobao looked away with his own eyes, whispering with a weak face, wanting to explain to Xu Yaran, in fact, today's things were all arranged by her, saying that the child is gone, but it is just a lie she said, she really didn't mean to deceive Xu Yaran.

Before Tu Baobao's words were spoken, Xu Yaran had already grabbed Tu Baobao's hand.

Xu Yaran looked at Xu Yaran seriously, and there was sincerity in her eyes, she said to Tu Baobao: "Baby, you don't have to say it." I've figured it out now, that child still has no fate with me, and since I knew that I had this child, I always wanted to get rid of this child. I'm a hard-hearted person, and I'm not a mother who doesn't deserve to be a child.

This child itself is going to be killed, even if this time it is not a miscarriage, this child will be killed by my own hands, and now that I have a miscarriage, my conscience will be better. It's just that I knew that the child was gone, and I wasn't mentally prepared yet, so I had such an abnormal behavior, and I have now figured it out.

It's not necessarily a good thing that this child is gone, and you really don't have to feel sorry for me. ”

Every word Xu Yaran said was what she thought in her heart, but it was not what she really wanted to say. When she said these words, Xu Yaran's heart really hurt one after another. But she still had a relaxed smile on her face.

It's as if the child is gone, and it's really what she wants.

Tu Baobao looked at Xu Yaran with a relaxed smile for a moment, looking at it, Xu Yaran in front of her became more and more blurred, more and more blurred, and she could hardly see Xu Yaran's expression. As soon as Tu Baobao lowered his head, he forced his surging tears back.

When it came to his mouth, Tu Baobao also swallowed it again.

Now seeing Xu Yaran's relaxed smile, Tu Baobao originally wanted to explain, but he couldn't say anything. Tu Baobao's heart was very worried, after these two incidents, Tu Baobao didn't dare to speak to Xu Yaran so blatantly, and he could say whatever he wanted.

There are some words, Tu Baobao just wants to say, and he has to consider Xu Yaran's feelings.

Now I see Xu Yaran as if she is very relaxed, as if she doesn't care about the child in her belly. If you tell Xu Yaran that what she said in the afternoon is actually a joke, in fact, the child in her belly is still in her belly, and I don't know if she will be stimulated again and do something excessive.

And now that Li Yilan is also back, Tu Baobao has to pay more attention to these things.

Tu Baobao can't say it now, and he has something in his heart, but he doesn't dare to say it easily.

This is obviously a happy event, but at this point, it seems that the happy event has also become a bad event. What Tu Baobao didn't know was that Xu Yaran had feelings for the child in her belly. The reason why she pretended to be relaxed was because she was afraid that Tu Baobao would feel guilty after hearing it.

She didn't want to let the relationship between herself and Tu Baobao slowly begin to change because of this lost child. She and Tu Baobao are friends, and they are friends for life. The child has been lost, and the original intention of Tu Baobao is also good. I hope I can be okay.

"Ranran, I'm sorry, it's actually ......" Tu Baobao licked his somewhat dry lips, and looked at Xu Yaran with hesitation.

Xu Yaran saw Tu Baobao so hesitant, she thought that Tu Baobao was still in her belly, the lost child and couldn't go.

Xu Yaran showed a sincere smile and said: "I'm fine, this child is gone, it's also a good thing for me, you don't have to think too much." Actually, at the end of the day, I don't want this child. ”

Xu Yaran pulled Tu Baobao, who looked uneasy, and sat down on the sofa, Xu Yaran took Tu Baobao's hand, looking like she was going to have a long talk. Xu Yaran said to Tu Baobao with some words: "You also know now, the child in my belly is ...... It's ......" Xu Yaran lowered her head, and now when it comes to Li Yilan, Xu Yaran still has some obstacles in her heart.

Xu Yaran took two deep breaths before her heart slowly calmed down, and she continued: "You also know now, the child in my belly is ...... Li Yilan's. I didn't want to tell you, after all, Li Yilan ......"

"We were only together for three months, and then he didn't say goodbye. Later I learned about him and Nangong...... Nangong Meining is together, and this is the end of the relationship between us, I thought that this relationship would end like this. But......

But I didn't expect that I would get pregnant later. This kid is Li Yilan's, you know? Baby, although I have already made up my mind to let go of Li Yilan. But I really hate this man, I hate this man. Hating this man hurts my heart, and I hate this man for giving up all the time. So ......"

Xu Yaran paused, she stroked her stomach and said: "So I also hate this child, I not only love this child, but also hate, love and hate." I don't want the baby in my belly, I want to get rid of this child. I don't want to give birth to this child for this man I hate. ”

What Xu Yaran didn't say was that part of the reason why she didn't want this child was that she didn't want her child to be born illegitimate child. And she regrets it very much now.

After she lost that child, her heart really hurt very much. It's very sad if she is given another chance. She will definitely no longer be disgusted with the child in her belly, people are like this, after loss, they will understand how important the lost person is to herself.

It's okay for her to know these by herself, and there is no need to say it to Tu Baobao. Let Tu Baobao's heart not be happy, she said the wrong words, just to comfort Tu Baobao's heart.

"So this child is gone, I'm very happy, I can finally let go of Li Yilan completely. This child is the last connection between me and Li Yilan, and now this connection is broken. I can finally live again. After Tu Baobao finished speaking, the corners of his mouth lifted and showed a sincere smile.

Since breaking up with Li Yilan, she has always worn a special mask. No matter when she sees Li Yilan, or Nangong Meining, or Li Yilan and Nangong Meining together, she has to be casual, can't lose her temper, and let others know that the two people were once such close lovers.

So now Xu Yaran's acting skills are much better, even in front of her friends for many years, she is very smooth when she tells lies.

Tu Baobao looked at Xu Yaran seriously, her smile was really beautiful, when she laughed, her eyes were bent into curved moon buds, and even the laugh lines next to her eyes could be seen very clearly. It looks like I'm really happy.

Tu Baobao's heart was originally very excited because Xu Yaran came back. But now her heart is sinking little by little, Xu Yaran originally thought that the child in her belly was gone, so now she is very happy, thinking that she can completely break off the relationship with Li Yilan.

But the truth of the matter is not like this, and Li Yilan is also back. When Xu Yaran mentioned Li Yilan just now, her mood was still very unstable. These things, if Xu Yaran knew about them, I don't know what kind of expression she would have? What do you think?

After Tu Baobao listened to Li Yilan's words, she glanced at it again and again, and she didn't know how to speak. No matter how she said it, she didn't know whether she should tell Xu Yaran these things.

Tu Baobao looked preoccupied, and even his gaze at Xu Yaran was a little wandering.

Xu Yaran was immersed in her own world, naturally she didn't notice Tu Baobao's abnormality, and she finished speaking. Her eyes were a little red, so she kept her head down and didn't speak. I didn't go to see Tu Baobao either.

Both women have their own agendas, so they didn't notice each other's abnormalities.

After being silent for a while, Xu Yaran calmed down. She took a deep breath, then raised her head, and pretended to be relaxed and said to Tu Baobao: "Okay, it's not too early, you should go back early." Otherwise, your husband will be angry with you again and won't let you go out again. ”

After Xu Yaran's reminder, Tu Baobao remembered that Xu Yaran had returned. But Chu Li and Yin Ziye, Li Yilan didn't know. The three of them must still be looking for Xu Yaran everywhere.

Tu Baobao had to temporarily let go of the things in his heart and said, "Oh, it's over, Midnight and Doctor Chu are still looking for you outside, and they haven't come back." They certainly didn't know you were back, and I called to inform them to come back. ”

Xu Yaran was also startled when she heard this, she didn't expect Chu Li and Yin Ziye to be looking for her outside.

But if you think about it, you can figure it out, it must be that they thought they were devastated because they lost the child in their womb. So I ran out of the hospital, afraid that she would do something stupid, so I went out to find myself in such a hurry.

She was stimulated, she was stimulated, but she Xu Yaran has always been a person who cherishes her life, and she doesn't want to give up on herself easily. She just went to the hospital to see the baby in the nursery, and met a calm and reserved man.