Chapter 57: I can't help but forgive me
"Thank you."
She picked up the cup uncomfortably, carefully avoiding his gaze, and her heartbeat suddenly became uncontrollable.
Gu Xiaoru, are you crazy? Didn't you say don't love this man anymore?
As soon as she wrinkled her eyebrows, she took a sip of milk.
"It's hot!"
Gu Xiaoru's face changed, she jumped up directly from the sofa, stretched out her hand and fanned her tongue, almost without tears.
"Are you alright?"
Qin Siqi also frowned, he didn't expect her to be so careless, so he hurriedly went and poured her a cup of cold white boiling.
Gu Xiaoru took the water cup and drank a glass of water boldly.
"It hurts!"
Because it was hot and it was a big mouthful, she almost burst into tears without pain.
"Stick your tongue out and I'll see."
Qin Siqi was worried that if the blisters came out, how would she eat later?
"No need."
He suddenly got so close, Gu Xiaoru only felt extremely uncomfortable.
"Obedient."
He was like coaxing a child, and Gu Xiaoru actually stuck out his tongue like a ghost.
"It's okay, it's just red, why are you so careless?"
There was anger in his tone, but his eyes were distressed.
"Aren't it all you?" She muttered quietly.
"Me?"
Qin Siqi really had the feeling of sitting and lying down, he kindly made her a glass of milk, what else did he do wrong?
Gu Xiaoru glared at him, and didn't want to tell him, it was because she was thinking about him that she was hot.
Qin Siqi can hear it: This is a bit of a vexatious rhythm? But from another point of view, is she being spoiled to herself?
Catching a glimpse of the light curvature of the corners of his mouth, Gu Xiaoru couldn't help but be a little stunned.
"You're right, it's all my fault."
Hey? He confessed? But why should he admit it? He could have ignored what he had just said!
Gu Xiaoru was confused by his attitude, could it be that he said before that he wanted to pursue himself again was it true?
Looking at her cute appearance in a daze, Qin Siqi couldn't help but pick up her face and kiss her lips.
"I can't help but forgive me."
Yes, it would be strange if the woman you love stood in front of you and could be indifferent!
"Ace, Xiaoru, it's time to eat!"
Hearing Qin's mother's scream, Gu Xiaoru came back to her senses, she pushed Qin Siqi away, walked quickly to the dining table, and helped Qin's mother set the dishes and chopsticks.
"Haven't done it yet?"
I don't know when, Father Qin walked up to Qin Siqi and looked at the two women at the table, with a smile between his eyebrows.
"I believe that Xiaoru still has feelings for me."
Otherwise, when I kissed her just now, I would have been slapped a long time ago.
Father Qin turned his head and looked at his son meaningfully, "After all, you were sorry for the girl first, so now you have to be doubly good to her, so you have to have a chance to make her fall in love with you again." ”
Qin Siqi nodded approvingly, "I understand." ”
Father Qin patted his son on the shoulder, "Come on!" ”
Then, father and son walked to the table together.
"Xiaoru, these are the dishes you like to eat, you have to eat more!"
Gu Xiaoru replied lightly, when she came here from her hometown, she was taken care of by the Qin family and her husband.
"You're too skinny, eat more beef."
After Qin Siqi finished speaking, he sandwiched a large chopsticks of beef for her.
Seeing this, Qin's mother joked: "It's really a heavy color and a light mother!" Why don't you see me picking up vegetables? ”
Although he knew that his mother was a joke, Qin Siqi still obediently sandwiched a chopstick beef for his mother.
"Yes, I know that it is not easy for you to give birth to me, this is my son's filial piety to you."
"If it's really filial piety, you should cook us a delicious meal." Qin Mu smiled.
The named man turned his head and looked at the woman sitting opposite him affectionately, "My cooking skills are not good, I'm afraid you don't like it." ”
It is said that eating people has a soft mouth, and Gu Xiaoru is not willing to eat other people's food for nothing.
"Auntie, when are you free, go to my apartment with your uncle, right? I'm going to cook you a home-cooked meal, and I'm going to invite you back. ”
"Huh! Girl, why don't you marry our family Ace, so that I can eat your cooking often! ”
These words made Gu Xiaoru not know how to pick up the stubble for a while, but just laughed dryly.
"Mom, it will scare Xiaoru if you say this."
Although he also thought so in his heart, Qin Siqi understood that he couldn't push Gu Xiaoru too hard now, otherwise it would only backfire.
"Xiaoru, to be honest, I like you very much. Straightforward and unpretentious, unlike some girls, who are inconsistent on the outside and on the outside. ”
She has seen a lot of scheming, and she has seen a lot of bells and whistles, but there are really too few frank and kind girls like Gu Xiaoru in this fast food era!
"Auntie, you think too highly of me."
She was embarrassed to say this, and even the speed of eating slowed down.
"I'm telling the truth, those men who missed you are really blind!"
As soon as these words came out, Qin Siqi couldn't help but show a wry smile on his face: Mother is scolding herself in a corner!
Gu Xiaoru couldn't help laughing, and the corner of her eyes looked towards Qin Siqi, just in front of his gentle eyes.
"Mom, you're right, the men who missed Xiaoru are blind."
If he hadn't been white-eyed before, maybe he and Xiaoru's children would have been able to make soy sauce, and now he can only envy others.
After eating, Gu Xiaoru took the initiative to help Qin's mother wash the dishes, but she couldn't resist her, so Qin's mother had to agree.
"Xiaoru, are you full?"
Gu Xiaoru bowed, "Today's dishes are very rich, I can eat them all." ”
Although his back was facing the kitchen door, Gu Xiaoru could feel that two lines of sight were burning his back.
"What's wrong?" Seeing that her face was a little uncomfortable, Qin Mu asked with a puzzled face.
"It's fine."
You can't let her say that she suspects that Qin Siqi is watching her, right? It's too narcissistic.
"Xiaoru, Auntie has something she wants to ask you."
"Just ask."
"Do you really dislike Azie anymore?"
Gu Xiaoru's hand that was originally washing dishes paused, and her eyes became a little misty.
"Qin Siqi and I have already passed."
It's in the past, right? But if it really passed, why did the heart still hurt when he said this?
"Xiaoru, maybe what I say next, you will think that I am defending Aqi, but I still want to tell you that Aqi has really repented."
Pretending to calmly put aside his favorite dishes and chopsticks, Gu Xiaoru said, "So all he does now is to atone for his sins?" ”
"Alas! There are some things that the child would rather keep in his heart than probably not tell you. Everything he's doing now is both to please and to pursue you again. ”
"But I don't have the courage to love him anymore." Coldly, she said what was in her heart in front of her elders.
There has been such a long time between them, and there is also a human life, which is not something that can be erased by erasure.
"I know that the unborn child is an eternal scar in your heart, and in the same way, he is also a scar in our heart."
Her son's temperament, she still knows it very clearly, young and vigorous, relying on her own conditions to play with flowers, and Gu Xiaoru at that time was a well-known little pepper, he bet with others that he would definitely chase this thorny rose into his hands. Later, he succeeded, Gu Xiaoru, who became his girlfriend, was obedient to him and had no temper, and the heat of those three minutes came and went quickly. After the novelty passed, Qin Siqi reverted to his old ways, and even when chatting with those bad friends, he said that Gu Xiaoru was not his favorite type, and the reason why he chased her in the first place was nothing more than not wanting to lose.
Any woman who hears these words will be hit hard, especially a girl with strong self-esteem like Gu Xiaoru, that day, she listened to all his words, and ran away sadly, but because of lack of concentration, she had a car accident, and after being sent to the hospital, the child had a miscarriage.
Since then, she has disappeared from their eyes, and Qin Siqi has also woken up in the process of searching, and with full of repentance and love, they moved to G City with their family.
"Auntie, I don't want to mention what happened back then."
Speaking of that child, Gu Xiaoru's eyes were red.
"Okay, don't talk about it, you go out first, and I'll do the rest."
Gu Xiaoru also felt that she was not suitable to stay in the kitchen anymore, so she changed her gloves, and as soon as she went out, she saw Qin Siqi standing at the door with a flashing look of guilt.
Gu Xiaoru just glanced at him, and then walked out of the villa quickly.
"Silly boy! What are you doing here? ”
Father Qin pushed his son without curiosity and motioned for him to hurry up and chase people.
Qin Siqi glanced at his father gratefully, and chased him out......
Since coming out of the villa, Gu Xiaoru didn't know how far she had run, she just thought that she couldn't stay where there was Qin Siqi, otherwise, she would go crazy!
Of course, Qin Siqi, who came out later, had been following her, and he knew that this was not a good time for him to walk over, so he could only follow silently.
In the moonlight, the two figures were stretched out, one of them looked sad, and the other was lonely.
Wiping away the tears rolling down her cheeks, Gu Xiaoru stopped.
"How long do you want to follow me?"
She didn't turn around, no matter how light Qin Siqi's steps were, she was once a little sister on the road, and she was naturally sharper than the average girl's senses.
was caught, Qin Siqi touched his nose and walked side by side with her.
"I know you don't want to see me right now."
"You know it's still in front of me?"
"Because I can't worry about you."
His tone was softer than ever before, and his eyes flashed with tenderness.
"I'm such a big person, can I still get lost?"
She glared at him curiously, perhaps because the pain in the past was so deep that it was difficult for her to have a good temper when she saw him.
"You're a girl after all, and if you encounter danger along the way, then I'm a sinner."
"I'll do self-defense."
It is impossible for an ordinary little thief to get close to her.
"As the saying goes, 'two fists are hard to beat four hands', when you meet a group of people, you have no advantage."
So, he followed himself just to protect himself?
Although there was still a cold face on her face, Gu Xiaoru felt some joy in her heart.
"You've wasted too much time on me lately."
If it was him many years ago, he would only be dismissive, right?
"If it's you, I don't think it's a waste of time."
He has already set a goal: his biggest investment for the rest of his life is to marry this woman home as a wife!
"Qin Siqi, get straight to the point: What do you want from me this time?"
Hearing her words, a trace of injury flashed in Qin Siqi's eyes.
"Do I have other intentions for being nice to you?" He asked aggrievedly.
"Isn't it?" She asked rhetorically.
Qin Siqi looked at her crystal eyes, and became more and more afraid to tell her that his only attempt was her.
His silence was like a hammer slamming down on her heart.
Gu Xiaoru, what are you still looking forward to? Could it be that he hasn't been hurt enough in the past, so you still fantasize that he has the slightest true affection for you?
"It's me who is too careful."
After speaking, she lowered her head, unable to express the sadness in her heart, just took a few steps forward, Qin Siqi still couldn't help but call her name.
"Xiaoru, wait!"
Gu Xiaoru didn't stop, she just blinked her tears, she couldn't hold it anymore, she just wanted to hurry back to the apartment.
In the next second, the man caught up from behind, and with a spin, she fell into a warm embrace.
"Qin Siqi, you let go of me!"
She beat his chest, as if she wanted to vent all the dissatisfaction in her heart, Qin Siqi was not annoyed, and let her vent.
"Qin Siqi, you bastard! If you don't like me, why provoke me? ”
He is always like this, never considering the feelings of others, coming and leaving as he says.
"I don't like you, but I love you!"
His words were like a thunderclap on the ground, which shook Gu Xiaoru stupidly.
"You...... What did you say? ”
She wondered if she had misheard? Otherwise, how could you hear Qin Siqi say that he loves himself?
"I'm serious! I love you! ”
His eyes were like a vast starry sky, grabbing her gaze deeply.
"Qin Siqi, this joke is not funny at all......
She couldn't understand why her heart was beating so fast all of a sudden. Just because of those three words he confessed?
"Xiaoru, whether you believe it or not, from the beginning to the present, the only person I love is you!"
"You ......"
If everything in front of you is just your own illusion, then there is indeed a big problem with your brain.
"If I didn't love you, how could I chase this place from K City? If I don't love you, why should I stay with you all day long? If I don't love you, how can I want to do intimate things with you? ”
The second half of his sentence made Gu Xiaoru blush, "It's not like you haven't done ...... with other women"
Look at how much he says he is like a saint, and he is not ashamed!
"But since I've been with you, I haven't dated any other woman."
"And what about the years I was away?"
She didn't believe that a man who lingered in the flowers would suddenly become good and become a pure monk with six roots wholeheartedly!
Qin Siqi shook his head, "No." ”
"Liar!" She retorted without thinking about it.
"If I really had another woman, I wouldn't be ...... the day I meet you"
Before he finished speaking, Gu Xiaoru covered her mouth, and she looked around nervously.
"Qin Siqi, this is on the street!"
This bastard! She's embarrassed, she's going to do it!
Qin Siqi smiled and pulled down her hand, grabbed the back of her hand, and gently printed a kiss.
"Xiaoru, let's do it all over again, okay? I will compensate you in full for everything I owe you before. ”
"Qin Siqi, let me ask you one last time: Are you serious?"
Qin Siqi raised his hand to make an oath, "It's more real than real gold!" ”
Hearing this, the corners of Gu Xiaoru's lips raised a light smile, "Okay, I'll believe you again, if you make me sad again this time......
"If I lose you again, I'll be left alone until I die, and no one will send me to the end!"
Slowly hooking the corners of her mouth, Gu Xiaoru stood on tiptoe and kissed his thin lips......