"Irresponsible?" My heart became more and more sad, looking at Pei Yanqiao's eyes with a sour heat, I asked him in a very disappointed tone, "We are husband and wife, it is natural to do this kind of thing, you actually think this is irresponsible?" Without waiting for him to answer, I nodded and said self-deprecatingly, "Yes............"

"Even if you have a marriage certificate, what if you have a wedding? You were forced, but it was just to fulfill your parents' wishes, and in your heart, you didn't treat me as a wife at all, did you? ”

After hearing this, Pei Yanqiao suddenly sat up from the bed, "Chu Chu." He called out my name in a deep voice, as if trying to reach out and put his arms around me, but his hands were at his sides and eventually clenched into fists.

Under the candle flame and the light, he wrung me with those dark brown eyes, where something was floating and floating, "My dad once told me that if a man can't be responsible for that woman, then don't take off her clothes, so I hope you can really understand what I mean." ”

"Whether it's you, or any other woman, I really can't fall in love again, maybe I won't have a second woman in my life, but if I have to have you tonight, then I will still be responsible for you. In this way, you really can't get rid of me and this marriage, I hope you think about yourself in the future, if you can't live with a man who doesn't love you for the rest of your life, it's too late to regret it now. ”

I understand.

Pei Yanqiao is saying that although he married me, he will not have a relationship with me, of course, he will not let me stay a widow for a lifetime, maybe after Pei Tingqing and Pei Shuyi both pass away, he will let me go and let me leave him and the Pei family innocently, and the other possibility is that he is forced to touch me, he will be responsible for me for a lifetime, even if he doesn't love me, he will not divorce me and abandon me.

This is really ridiculous and sad, my husband actually filed for divorce on my wedding night, reminding me to see the reality clearly, not to be so naïve to think that one day he will fall in love with me, Pei Yanqiao, how can you be so cruel?

In the past, I have always been an invulnerable and invulnerable woman, my stepmother's conspiracy and the struggle in the family, as well as the deception in the business field, none of these can hurt me, but at this moment I was hurt by the kind and ruthless Pei Yanqiao, and my heart was dripping blood.

This is also the first time in my life that I have had an argument with someone, I am so aggrieved and helpless, desperately holding back the tears that are about to roll out, staring at Pei Yanqiao with wide eyes, I asked him hoarsely: "Exactly, marrying me is just an expedient measure in your desperation?" Since you treat marriage as a transaction from the start, why didn't you tell me the rules of the game in advance? ”

"I'm serious, so serious that I gave up my identity as the heir of the Qi family and married you Pei Yanqiao, I don't have any child's heart at all, but you are so selfish to let me play with you. I really underestimate you, Pei Yanqiao, are you relying on me to love you, otherwise how can you be so sure that I will spend my youth on you? ”

Pei Yanqiao's pupils contracted sharply, so shocked and incredulous, "You gave up the entire Qi family for me?" ”

I shook my head.

In order to marry Pei Yanqiao, what did I give up was the inheritance of the Qi family? But it doesn't matter how much I give up, anyway, after marrying from the Qi family, it means that I have nothing, before that I was powerful and had the ability to call the wind and rain, but now I only have Pei Yanqiao, only him to rely on, even the grandfather who loves me the most, I don't want it anymore.

Pei Yanqiao seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, his clenched fist loosened, loosened and clenched, looking at me with obscure eyes, Yanqiao's tightly pursed lips turned pale and trembled slightly, he finally opened his mouth hoarsely, "I don't deny that I did delay you, if you don't want to, we can go to the Civil Affairs Bureau tomorrow to dissolve the marriage." ”

Pei Yanqiao is forcing me, he wants me to take the initiative to divorce him, but we had such a sensational wedding, everyone in the world knows that I am Pei Yanqiao's wife and the eldest wife of the Pei family's chaebol, divorce may not be anything to him as a man, but as a woman, what kind of evaluation and vision will I face from the outside world? Where is the reputation of the entire Qi family, and what is the face of my grandfather?

Has Pei Yanqiao considered it for me? He didn't, he only thought about himself, he didn't care about my feelings at all, I suddenly felt very tired, physically tired, and I didn't have the strength and mood to continue arguing with him, I closed my eyes and stopped looking at Pei Yanqiao, and said to him softly in a weak tone: "You let me think about it, and I will give you an answer tomorrow." ”

"Okay." Pei Yanqiao replied in a low voice.

I lay back on the bed, turned over and turned my back to Pei Yanqiao in an indifferent and calm posture, not far away, not close, I felt that my heart was very cold, I covered the corner of the quilt on my body, and the moment I closed my eyes again, I tasted the salty taste on my lips, why did I cry so uncompromisingly?

Today is my wedding day, I have had a crush for seven years, and I finally got my wish to marry the man I like, I should be happy, why cry?

There was a sound in my ears, Pei Yanqiao lay down behind me, he probably found that my quilt was not covered, so he reached over and helped me tuck the corners of the quilt, and when his slender fingers touched my cheek, he froze, "Chu Chu............"

"I'm asleep, and you're early." I interrupted Pei Yanqiao and said such a sentence to him calmly.

It took a few seconds for his hand to be withdrawn, and he said hello to me, and said goodnight and then there was no movement.

The room was silent, the wall lamps were not turned off, the candles were burning quietly, a small patch of light was spilled on the large bed, and I fell asleep unconsciously.

That night I had a dream, I dreamed that one evening when I was seven years old, my father and mother had a quarrel because of their emotional discord, I watched my mother accidentally fall from the third floor, I screamed in fright at a young age, but I didn't make a sound at all, until my father strode over and hugged me, I cried out, desperately trying to break free in the crook of my father's arm, but I couldn't break free.

"Chuchu? Chu Chu ............ "There was a man's low and flustered voice calling me in my ear, I woke up suddenly, trembling and covered in cold sweat, and after a while, I found myself lying in Pei Yanqiao's arms at some point, his face against his chest, and his arms tightly around me.

I didn't move.

"Nightmares? It's okay, don't be afraid. Pei Yanqiao's voice was gentler than ever, he soothed me, one hand patted gently on my back, and his thick palm stroked my long curly hair.

My tense nerves gradually relaxed, and Pei Yanqiao's nightgown was soaked with my tears, "I'm sorry." As I spoke, I shouted, "Yanqiao? ”

Pei Yanqiao's hand movement paused, his chin rubbed against the top of my head, full of pity, and he responded to me in a low voice, "Huh? ”

I found more and more that he was not as simple and kind as he seemed, and since he did not like me, he treated me gently and kissed me from the night of the engagement, and his manners and behaviors were so intimate at the moment, that he did it only to make better use of me, so that I would willingly play this marriage game with him.

My lips hooked up with ridicule, it has been two years since I met, but he doesn't know me at all, he took a deep breath, I felt that my breathing was difficult, but I said to Pei Yanqiao lightly: "Divorce, we will go to the Civil Affairs Bureau after dawn." ”

All of Pei Yanqiao's movements froze suddenly, and then his hand suddenly held my little half of my face, forcing me to look up at him from my chest, I could feel Pei Yanqiao's chest vibrating, and the flickering candle flame was reflected in his dark brown eyes, the meaning was unknown, and he said with difficulty, "Chu Chu............"

He may still have a little conscience, he doesn't want to delay me, he wants to force me to take the initiative to divorce, but he doesn't want to divorce, otherwise he can't explain in front of Pei Tingqing and Pei Shuyi, because he knows that they will definitely not allow it, so the better way is to selfishly occupy me, until Pei Tingqing and Pei Shuyi die, he doesn't have to worry about anything anymore.

Knowing each other and confidant, I really see Pei Yanqiao this man thoroughly, since he forced me, then I will also let him taste the dilemma, I want to see who will lose to whom.

I didn't say anything more, after breaking away from Pei Yanqiao's arm, I lifted the quilt and got out of bed, and under Yanqiao's gaze locked on me, I walked to the sofa, and then lay down.

And this night Pei Yanqiao sat at the head of the bed and smoked all the time, he is not suitable for smoking as a casual and noble person, this is also the first time I have met him smoking in the past two years, I glanced over, only to see his face hidden behind the pale cyan smoke, and he couldn't see his expression clearly.

I don't know how long I slept, I was alert to the movement around me, I opened my eyes suddenly, the sky outside the window was already slightly bright, and the next second the light in front of me was blocked.

Pei Yanqiao bent down at this time, stretched out his arm to hook my two calves, he picked me up and walked two steps, and then put me on the soft big bed, Pei Yanqiao leaned over to cover me with a quilt.

The candle had been extinguished, the faint light of the sky outside, in the morning light, Pei Yanqiao sat on the edge of the bed, lowered his head and stared at me with a gaze that I couldn't understand, quietly, he pursed his lips, stretched out his hand and tentatively touched my face, and only after a while did Pei Yanqiao say in a low voice: "Don't divorce first." Chu Chu, I hope you can give me a little time. ”

Pei Yanqiao's reaction was expected by me, my eyes glanced at the ashtray on the bedside table, full of cigarette butts, and also smelled the smell of tobacco between Pei Yanqiao's fingers, it seemed that he smoked a lot, and even his throat was a little hoarse.

I retracted my gaze and met Pei Yanqiao's eyes, "Three days, three days later is the day I will return to Qi's house, and I also hope that you can do something before this, so that I can dispel the idea of divorce." ”

Last night, Pei Yanqiao spared no effort to hurt me, and I turned defeat into victory after one night's hard work, and it was his turn to keep me and not let me get a divorce, is it child's play? No, but he never took it seriously, so why should I be soft-hearted?

Pei Yanqiao paused and nodded, "Okay." He lifted the quilt and got into bed, turned sideways and pulled me over with his hand, and then hugged me into his chest, and after a while he realized something, he asked me if the smell of smoke on his body was too strong, do you want to take a shower first?

I'm not a scheming woman, since Pei Yanqiao took the initiative to show favor, then I shouldn't have the fierce quarrel last night, I shook my head at Pei Yanqiao and said it's okay, he is a little girly and clean on weekdays, so he has the charm of a mature man.

Pei Yanqiao's face became gloomy after hearing this, and he asked me unhappily where he was so girly? It's clear that I've always been a man, doesn't smoking mean immaturity? I just smiled faintly, and didn't discuss the issue with him in depth, but he himself viciously broke it into pieces, and he would definitely prove that he was a man.

This second goods, I buried my head deep in Pei Yanqiao's arms, under the toss of a night, feeling the heat on his body at the moment, I finally felt at ease in my heart, thinking that I was really humble, what I wanted was so simple, just his chest and hug.

I've been so tired lately, I didn't sleep well last night, lying in Pei Yanqiao's arm at this time, I almost fell asleep again, thinking of something, I opened my eyes again, and said to Yanqiao to wait until nine o'clock to call me, so as to avoid Pei Shuyi and a few of them asking me, and as long as I stay in the room, they should be able to think that Pei Yanqiao worked me too hard last night and made me tired.

Later, when I went downstairs, sure enough, Pei Tingqing and the others were no longer at home, I went to the restaurant, ready to ask the maid to get me something to eat, Pei Yanqiao came out of the kitchen, he looked at the watch on his wrist and said that I was on time, otherwise he would go upstairs and call me.

And I was a little surprised to look at Pei Yanqiao, who was untying the apron around his waist with the cuffs of his shirt pulled up, what is he doing, cooking? In the past few years, I know Pei Yanqiao more than I know myself, but I really didn't know that this young master could cook.

Yan Qiao turned back to the kitchen, and when he came out again, he held a bowl in his hand, and then pulled away the chair beside me with one hand, and put a bowl of seafood noodles under my eyes after sitting down, "I ............ last night", Pei Yanqiao has been used to doing whatever he wants over the years, and he rarely apologizes to anyone under normal circumstances, hesitating and finally jumping over, he handed me the chopsticks, and said in a rather ostentatious tone in an instant: "You eat, I made it for you with my own hands, it tastes very good." ”

The red lobster and turquoise greens are spread on the noodles, which looks very good, but the taste may not be good, my questioning eyes speak for themselves, until Pei Yanqiao's self-esteem was hurt, and his face was about to break his chopsticks, I took it.

I picked up a few noodles and took a bite carefully, the taste was amazing, okay, I underestimated Pei Yanqiao again, I thought he was making a dark dish that could poison people.

Pei Yanqiao raised his chin a little arrogantly, and said proudly: "I'm very smart, as long as I learn something, I will do anything, at that time on Infernal Island, I just disdained to learn cooking, and later for Wei Wei's only ............", Yan Qiao should have realized that it was not good to mention the woman he loved in front of me, his wife, the smile on his lips froze, and he suddenly became very silent.

And in fact, I don't want to dwell on a person's past, and I can't expose Pei Yanqiao's old scars because of this, maybe I should thank Wei Wei for making Pei Yanqiao more perfect, so that I, a latecomer, can enjoy it and get Pei Yanqiao, a good man.

I changed the topic and used chopsticks to clip a lobster and asked Pei Yanqiao to help me peel it, Pei Yanqiao didn't take it immediately, but raised his eyes to meet my eyes, and he said in a low voice: "I once peeled the only shrimp for Weiwei." ”

"So what?" I can guess that Pei Yanqiao has done a lot and paid a lot for Wei Wei, maybe everything about Wei Weiwei occupies every detail and bit of Pei Yanqiao's life, but I don't want him to keep running away like this, I want him to open his heart to me.

I didn't get angry, smiled lightly and asked Pei Yanqiao in my usual calm tone, is it just like he doesn't want a woman other than Wei Wei, what he has done to Wei Wei Wei will not do it to a second woman?

Pei Yanqiao shook his head, "I'm just ............", he probably didn't know how to explain it to me, or maybe he didn't feel the need to explain anything to me, after all, he didn't care about my feelings, Pei Yanqiao didn't say anything, took the shrimp and peeled it for me silently.

In my marriage with Pei Yanqiao, Pei Qi's two families have no less etiquette in all aspects, no omission, according to the rules, Pei Yanqiao and I want to go back to Qi's house three days later, and our honeymoon trip is scheduled on the sixth day after the wedding, during this time Yanxiao went back to the company, and before Pei Yanjin has "died", now he has changed his name to Ye Lixun, as the son-in-law of the Pei family's chaebol, temporarily helping Yanqiao take care of the company.

In the past two nights, Pei Yanqiao and I have been at peace, Yanqiao no longer rejects blind date with me, although there is no deeper development than the wedding night when sleeping, he will hold me in his arms, one arm under my neck, chin against the top of my head, very intimate posture, just like this all night will not let go of me.

On the other hand, neither of us is taciturn, so we will take the initiative to talk to each other, although it is not the affection of a newlywed, but it is not embarrassing and relatively speechless.

At the end of the third night, Pei Yanqiao came out after taking a shower, turned sideways and sat at the head of the bed, his freshly washed hair was not completely dry, the inky hairline was on Junyi's eyebrows and eyes, and occasionally a few drops of water rolled down, scratching his fair and delicate face, adding to the sexiness and temptation.

And the long black eyelashes hung down, reflecting a small shadow, and the pupils seemed to be moist, containing a layer of moisture, making this man look so warm and soft at this moment, my eyes were on Pei Yanqiao's lips, and the next second I turned my face away, because I was worried that I would not be able to control and kiss him.

Pei Yanqiao pinched my chin with his slender fingers, and stared at me in the soft light for a few seconds, his eyes darkening little by little.

In fact, I have never questioned my appearance, just in terms of appearance, I may not be as good as Wei Weiyi, she is a cold and lonely beauty, and I am delicate, elegant, and quiet.

Pei Yanqiao and I looked at each other, for a full minute and so long, his throat slid a little, and the force on his fingers was a little heavier, and then Pei Yanqiao leaned over and kissed him, and lifted the quilt and went to bed, this time his heavy body directly pressed me, and the other hand stroked half of my face and controlled me.

At this time, Pei Yanqiao gently pried open my lips that were still closed with my teeth, and then pushed my flexible and hot tongue in, giving me a long and deep tongue kiss, and although I am mature and theoretical in love, it is the first time I really practice it, I followed my instinct and put my hands on Pei Yanqiao's shoulders and closed my eyes to meet them.

Pei Yanqiao's tongue hooked mine, licking, sucking, using a lot of strength, making me feel a little numb, plus his hard chest pressed on my softness, the two fit too closely, just three minutes passed, my brain was a little hypoxic, I couldn't breathe, I only felt that the blood in my body was surging up, not to mention how uncomfortable it was.

"Hmm............" I couldn't help but make a sound, my fingers couldn't help but grasp the neckline of Pei Yanqiao's nightgown, after all, I still couldn't stand it, and subconsciously pushed Pei Yanqiao's chest, and then he withdrew his tongue, rubbed my two soft lips against me, and pecked lightly.

I was confused, it took a long time to ease up, but Pei Yanqiao's gasp in my ears was heavy, he grabbed my arm, let me wrap my arms around his neck, and after leaving my lips, Pei Yanqiao came over and kissed me from the forehead, leaving a string of damp and hot traces, occasionally pecking hard, making an ambiguous sound in the quiet room.

Like on the wedding night, Pei Yanqiao kissed my collarbone from my chin, his fingers picking at the suspender nightdress I was wearing, leaning down, and then his hot lips fell on my soft ball.

I trembled violently, but I didn't dodge, but hugged Pei Yanqiao's head buried in my chest with both hands, looked at Pei Yanqiao with his eyes down, his hand held the softness of my side, and stroked me skillfully, and after a while, he changed his lips again.

In the end, my snow-white and flawless body was completely exposed under Pei Yanqiao's eyes, and at the place where his hot and soft lips kissed my lower abdomen, the unprecedented stimulation made my body suddenly arch, forming an arc, and my legs also subconsciously curled up, only to feel a stream of hot fluid gushing out.

"Chu Chu, you are so beautiful." Pei Yanqiao said in a low and hoarse voice, reached out and lifted my leg up and wrapped it around his waist, and he got up and leaned over to kiss me on the lips again.

I felt something hard against my lower abdomen, Pei Yanqiao's hot and humid lips rubbed against mine, and he muttered in a low voice, "Even if I want to endure it now, I'm afraid I can't help it, otherwise I will really die, but Chu Chu ............"

Pei Yanqiao's words paused, and then he propped himself up with one arm, held my face, and stared at me above, I could see the beads of sweat on his forehead because of forbearance, and my body also had sweat, both afraid and eager for everything that happened at this moment.

When Pei Yanqiao stared at me, I pursed my lips and replied unsteadily, "Hmm." ”

"I won't divorce you, but it's really hard for me to fall in love with a woman again, and I don't have confidence in myself. In this marriage, if you can't accept that I don't love you, then try to make me fall in love with you in your way, after all, I don't hate you, you have to know that there are not many women I have a crush on, except for Wei Weiyi, you are the second woman who can make me remember and make me think about it occasionally in the past thirty years since I was a child, so I want to give you and give yourself a chance. ”

I didn't know what to say when I heard this, I looked at Pei Yanqiao in a daze, this is the most real and moving confession I have heard so far, he said that he would try to fall in love with me, which means that he really let go of Wei Weiyi, no longer let himself live in the memories of the past, and also changed the idea of being alone until he is old.

I don't know what kind of pain and struggle he went through when he made this decision, but I know that it is indeed too difficult to let a person let go of the obsession in his heart, just like in the past few years when I was unrequited in love with Pei Yanqiao, many people persuaded me to give up, and sometimes I don't want to suffer from suffering and missing anymore, watching him hurt for other women behind my back, and I also suffered.

I remembered a very vulgar saying, it may only take a few seconds to fall in love with someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget a person, if I didn't marry Pei Yanqiao, then I would be miserable and lonely for a lifetime, I am infatuated, Pei Yanqiao is also infatuated, even if the object of his infatuation is not me, but at least we are the same kind of people.

Suddenly, I felt a little sorry for this man, did I push him too much, force him too much?

Pei Yanqiao saw that I didn't speak, thinking that I was angry, he called my name, and then put his lips on mine, "If you have the confidence to make me fall in love with you, then we will continue tonight; If you can't tolerate that I don't love you for a while, but still occupy you, and you don't dare to gamble on your years, then stop now and go tomorrow to ............"

I blocked Pei Yanqiao's next words with my lips, confident as me, how could I not dare to bet? What about a few more years? I've been doing this for a long time and have been in unrequited love for eight years, haven't I? I know Pei Yanqiao doesn't love me yet, but I always believe that I can make him fall in love.

The reason why I forced him was to untie the knot in his heart, so that he would not run away or reject the second relationship, but face me and this marriage squarely, so that I would have a greater chance of being stationed in Pei Yanqiao's heart.

"Click", Pei Yanqiao raised his hand and turned off the light on the bedside table, the last light disappeared, and the room fell into darkness, after all, I haven't slept yet, I don't feel comfortable, and asked Pei Yanqiao what to turn off the light.

He kissed my neck, gasping and said hoarsely, "I'm afraid you're embarrassed." ”

I was not weak at any time, and trembling told Pei Yanqiao that I was not embarrassed, I wanted to see him, but the thing replied to me in a low voice, "Actually, I am embarrassed." ”

Me: "............"

"You're still not a man?"

Pei Yanqiao smiled playfully, the bodies of the two were close together, I felt the vibration of his chest, Pei Yanqiao's hands broke my legs down, he bit my ear, and said hoarse and evil: "Now I'll prove it to you." ”

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Digression: Speaking of the habit of turning on the lights in this kind of thing, in fact, most people don't turn off the lights, a few people will turn off the lights, and when they are not familiar with shyness at first, they will also turn off the lights, right? O(∩_∩)O haha~,It's far away.,Do I omit the next one.,Harmonious society,~~~~~(>_<)~~~~。