"It's going to be fine."

Lu Yinchen's words of affirmation didn't make Song Yan feel much at ease, she still didn't agree to the operation, but at that time, Lu Yinchen had already begun to arrange the operation.

Lu Hengyi was also very happy to be able to save people, and when he was lying on the hospital bed, he was very excited.

"Mom, Brother Mumu will be fine, right?"

Looking at him like that, Song Yan stiffened for a long time before he hummed softly.

Lu Heng looked at her, "Mom, are you worried about my injection?" ”

Song Yan looked at him, in his eyes, as if injections were the biggest thing, and I don't know why, when looking at him, Song Yan's heart was full of intense uneasiness.

She took Lu Hengyi's hand.

"Do you remember? Before, your father said that he would take us to play, and when you get better, I will take you to your mother's hometown to have a look, okay? ”

Hearing Song Yan's words, Lu Hengyi was very happy, and began to pester Song Yan to ask what her hometown was like and what she was like when she was a child.

Song Yan told him a lot.

Of course, they are all happy things, and Song Yan didn't say a word about the memories after the age of fifteen.

Lu Hengyi didn't seem to care, listening to it, his eyes slowly closed, Song Yan gently rubbed his cheek and stood up.

When he walked out of the ward, Song Yan found that Lu Yinchen didn't know when he was already standing there.

Song Yan was still angry, and after taking a look at him, he walked directly past him.

Lu Yinchen followed behind her.

Song Yan could hear his footsteps, but he never looked back, let alone stopped.

She bought coffee at a café near the hospital.

Just as she turned around after paying, Lu Yinchen took a step forward.

Song Yan retreated to the side and walked past him.

Lu Yinchen suddenly stretched out his hand, he may have done it on purpose, Song Yan was still holding coffee in his hand, and under his movements, all the coffee in her hand was directly spilled on his body.

The man behind him screamed.

Song Yan raised his eyes and glared at him, threw the coffee cup directly at him, turned around and left.

Lu Yinchen was wearing a white shirt, and there was a large trace on it at this time, and a young girl handed over a handkerchief or tissue, Lu Yinchen ignored it and directly followed Song Yan's steps.

Song Yan's heart was full of annoyance.

After he had followed her two more streets, she couldn't help but stop and turn to look at him, "What are you going to do?" ”

"It's already splashed all over me, and you haven't gotten angry yet?"

Song Yan sneered, "I didn't mean it, you pulled me first, you deserve it!" ”

Lu Yinchen raised his eyebrows and looked at her, "Then do I apologize?" ”

"No, I don't." Song Yan gritted his teeth and turned around, "When the baby's operation is over, I will take him to Jiangcheng!" ”

"Why?"

"No why, I just don't want to be with you."

Lu Yinchen didn't answer, and Song Yan didn't bother to pay attention to him, so he walked forward on his own.

Just at the turning place, when Song Yan was just about to walk inside, a hand suddenly pulled herself, and then, her whole person was pressed against the wall.

His hand was on the back of his head to avoid hitting his head against the wall, but Song Yan didn't feel that he was intimate at all, because in the next moment, his lips pressed directly against hers.

The suffocating kiss made Song Yan almost out of breath.

Her hand was against his chest, trying to push him away, but his strength was amazing, and Song Yan couldn't push him away at all.

She was so ruthless that she bit his tongue directly.

Even so, Lu Yinchen still didn't feel any pain, and pressed her to death.

Song Yan felt that he was really going to be driven crazy by him.

There were other people on the street, who looked back frequently when they saw this scene.

He was cheeky, but Song Yan still wanted to be faced, so he could only push him hard at this time.

Finally, Lu Yinchen let go of her.

"As if I owe him."

His hand was still holding her tightly, and he whispered.

Song Yan bit his lip tightly, pushed him away forcefully, and then turned around and left.

At that time, Lu Yinchen didn't say who "he" was, and Song Yan naturally subconsciously thought that it was Xiaorou.

Also, she gave him a child, and because he even lost his life because of what happened to him, he owed her.

It should have been returned to her.

But why use her children?

Song Yan is not stingy, nor is he unbearable to watch Mu Mu suffer from illness, if the person who matches at this time is himself, Song Yan will lie directly on the operating table without saying a word, but no.

Lu Hengyi's body is not very good, if it really happens......

Song Yan didn't dare to think about it anymore.

……

A few days of preparation time passed quickly, and when Lu Hengyi was sent to the operating room, his mood was even more relaxed than Song Yan's.

Song Yan gently held his hand, "The baby is so brave." ”

Lu Heng looked at her with a small face, "Mom, shall we make an agreement?" ”

"What?"

"Wait for me to come out, don't call me a baby, I'm a man, don't call me a baby!"

Hearing his words, Song Yan burst out laughing.

Then, she nodded, "Okay, I promise you, I promise you." ”

The nurse came in and slowly pushed Lu Hengyi into the operating room, and Song Yan was blocked out of the door after following a few steps.

She really ...... I don't like hospitals a lot.

Lu Yinchen walked over and held her hand, "It's okay." ”

Song Yan didn't answer him, but he didn't break free of his hand, and just looked at the operating door.

Little by little, time passed.

Song Yan didn't want to look at the time after a while, and then grabbed Lu Yinchen's hand, "Why hasn't he come out yet?" ”

"He's just been in and will be coming out soon."

Song Yan bit his lip tightly, because of the force, there was already blood coming out on it, and then inexplicably, Song Yan's palms began to sweat, and then, cold sweat began to break out on his back.

A powerful uneasiness spread from her heart, she stood up directly, Lu Yinchen was about to hold her, and the door of the operating room was suddenly opened.

Song Yan immediately looked, but a nurse suddenly rushed out, with a panicked face on her face.

Song Yan rushed up directly, "Baby...... What happened to my child? ”

"Sorry, please get out of the way, the patient's condition is a bit urgent right now."

"Urgent? What do you mean? Is it my child? What happened to my child? What's wrong with my child......"

Song Yan was about to rush inside as he spoke, but Lu Yinchen hurriedly pulled her back.

"Let go of me, didn't you hear that something happened to the child? Lu Yinchen, if something happens to the baby, I won't let you go, I will definitely not let you go! ”

Song Yan's voice echoed in the long corridor of the hospital, and then the operating door was slammed shut.

It's as if a century had passed.

Song Yan's hands were clenched into fists, and every time the doctor came in and out, her heart tightened.

"Is it Lu Hengyi's family?" A nurse burst out.

Song Yan immediately stood up, "I am!" ”

"It's a critical illness notice, the child has a drug reaction and we found ...... in his heart"

The nurse kept talking, her mouth opening and closing, but Song Yan didn't seem to hear anything.

She only looked at the person in front of her fixedly, and then, it was Lu Yinchen who took the critical illness notice and signed it.

When the nurse turned around to leave, Song Yan grabbed her hand, "There can't be anything, absolutely...... Don't let my child have a problem! ”

"We'll do our best!"

Will do their best......

At that time, what was constantly circling in Song Yan's mind was the past countless times.

It's her parents, brother, sister-in-law, and nephew.

Every time they say they will do their best, but every time they come out they say that they have done their best.

Every time!

Song Yan's whole body was trembling, and she grabbed Lu Yinchen's hand tightly, "The baby will be fine, right?" Lu Yinchen, you promise me that he will be fine! ”

"I promise." Lu Yinchen's hand pulled her hard, but this action did not give Song Yan much sense of security.

"It's okay, Yan Yan...... It's going to be fine. ”

Song Yan's spirit was a little scattered, Lu Yinchen looked at her and said, "Yan Yan? Song Yan! ”

When Lu Yinchen's words fell, Song Yan's eyes closed and he fainted directly.

……

Song Yan had a dream.

She dreamed that she was in a forest, full of white mist, and she was constantly looking for something, and she walked forward, as if something was choked in her throat.

There was a voice in her heart that told her that she was looking for something, but Song Yan didn't know what she was looking for.

Then, she heard a cry.

The sound shook her whole body, and then she slowly turned her head.

What she saw was a man lying there.

No, it's a child.

Song Yan immediately rushed forward, and a few steps away from the child, her footsteps stopped again.

She looked at the child's back.

In my heart, there was a spontaneous fear.

She wanted to step forward, but suddenly felt that the picture she saw was not necessarily what she wanted to see.

Her body began to tremble.

The child was still crying.

Then, he slowly turned his head, and when he saw his face, it was like something, and he knocked Song Yan the head, and everything was shattered.

"Baby ......"

"Mom, I'm in so much pain......"

"Baby...... Baby! ”

Song Yan opened his eyes suddenly.

The moment she opened her eyes, she realized that there was a tear on her cheek.

She looked to the side sharply, Allure was looking at herself, "Miss Song, are you ......awake?"

Song Yan got up from the bed suddenly, and then, she grabbed Allure's hand, "Baby...... How is the baby? ”

Her hand was very hard, and Allure's brows wrinkled slightly, and such a dignified face made Song Yan's heart chuckle.

She was incredulous.

She let go of Allure's hand, and the whole person stepped back directly.

"What do you mean? What happened to the baby? What happened to him!? ”

"Miss Song, don't be nervous, the child is still in the ward, the doctor said......"

Before Allure finished speaking, Song Yan had already gotten up directly from the bed and ran outside.

She went straight to Lu Hengyi's previous ward, but was told that Lu Hengyi was in the intensive care ward.

Song Yan turned around and was about to go to the intensive care ward, but Allure chased after him, "Miss Song, I'll take you over!" ”

Song Yan kept nodding.

When he heard that Lu Hengyi was in the intensive care ward, Song Yan was actually the best prepared in his heart, but when he saw the scene inside, when he saw Lu Hengyi lying on the hospital bed with a breathing tube on his body, Song Yan's body was still paralyzed.

Allure was beside her and hugged her tightly.

Song Yan looked at Lu Hengyi in the glass window, and tears kept falling, "Baby...... Baby, why did it become like this, why did it become like this!? ”

Song Yan's hand was holding Allure's, and his emotions were almost out of control.

Allure couldn't answer her question at all, and just when Song Yan was about to faint again, a pair of hands hugged her.

The smell on his body made Song Yan's body shake, and then she didn't think about it and pushed him away.

"What qualifications do you have to be here?! Lu Yinchen, what qualifications do you have to be here!? If something happens to my child, I won't let you go! It's all you! It's all because of you, Lu Yinchen, it's all your fault! ”

Song Yan's hysterical voice echoed throughout the corridor, and Lu Yinchen just looked at her.

Until, she lost all her strength and fainted.

……

During that time, Song Yan spent almost all of her time in nightmares, and every time she woke up, she would go to Lu Hengyi's hospital room and guard until her body couldn't hold it anymore and fainted again.

And so on and so forth.

The more and more real dreams and Lu Hengyi's delay in waking up made Song Yan's heart more and more obviously uneasy.

"Don't, don't take my baby...... Don't take my baby! ”

Song Yan woke up from the nightmare again, and the person sitting next to her was Lu Yinchen.

Song Yan didn't even look at him, and got out of bed directly.

When she was about to walk out of the room, Lu Yinchen stopped her.

"What are you doing? Get out of the way, I'm going to see my kids! Song Yan's face was full of anger.

Lu Yinchen looked at her and said softly, "No need to go." ”

After hearing his voice, Song Yan turned his head and looked at him slowly.

The inside of his eyes was a patch of scarlet.

In that way, it was as if a hand had reached into Song Yan's heart and grabbed it.

Song Yan grabbed his hand, "What do you mean?" Lu Yinchen, what do you mean by this? ”

"Kid...... Nope. ”

Gone?

What's the concept of gone?

Song Yan's head was in chaos, and then, she slowly raised her eyes, looked at him, and said, "What are you talking about?" I don't understand, I'm going to see the child, if he wakes up and doesn't see me, I'll blame me, you get out of the way, you get out of the way! ”

"Yan Yan ......"

When she heard this voice, Song Yan's anger suddenly came up, and then she pushed Lu Yinchen away with force!

Song Yan, who hadn't eaten well for a few days, couldn't even walk neatly at this time, her whole body was trembling, and she stumbled all the way to the door of Lu Hengyi's ward.

There are no more people there.

Song Yan stared at the vacant bed for a long time, and then, she turned her head sharply to look at the back, just as a nurse passed by.

She grabbed the nurse without thinking, "What about the child?" What about my child? Where are you hiding my child? Where are you hiding my child!? ”

Her voice was almost hysterical, and the little nurse was startled by her, and her face was so frightened that she couldn't speak.

Lu Yinchen had already caught up, and when he saw this scene, he immediately rushed up.

"Yan Yan, calm down!"

His hand was gripping Song Yan's tightly, and his eyes were also red, Song Yan looked at him fixedly for a long time, and then grabbed his collar, "Lu Yinchen, what happened to your child?" What happened to my child? You don't lie to me, okay? I beg you not to lie to me, you give me back the child, give the child back, okay......"

Tears kept falling from Song Yan's eyes, her thin body kept trembling, and her eyes sank deeply, but she still looked at Lu Yinchen deadly.

In that way, it was as if someone shot Lu Yinchen directly in the heart.

Lu Yinchen closed his eyes and said softly, "Yan Yan, the baby has ...... No, he's dead! ”

The tone that suddenly increased behind him was like a basin of cold water, pouring Song Yan's whole person awake.

Song Yan's body shook, and after looking at him fixedly for a long time, she pushed him away with force!

"Dead...... How can you die? He was still calling me mom yesterday! How could he die? He also told me not to worry, he said he would be fine, Lu Yinchen, you said he would be fine! ”

Song Yan looked at Lu Yinchen and said loudly, "Lu Yinchen, you said it!" You lie! It's all you, it's you who killed my child! Why are you doing this? Why would you trade my child's life for her child's life!? Lu Yinchen, why are you doing this? You give me back the baby, and you give him back to me......"

As Song Yan spoke, a fishy sweetness suddenly surged up, and then, she opened her mouth.

A mouthful of blood came out of her mouth and spit it out.

"Yan Yan!"

Lu Yinchen immediately rushed up, and when he held her in his arms, Song Yan's legs happened to be weak, and the whole person fell down directly.

"Doctor, doctor!"

Lu Yinchen's voice echoed throughout the corridors of the hospital, and when people heard it, they only felt a burst of ...... Despair.

……

"Baby, baby, look at it, good sunshine, didn't you say you want to go out to see the flowers? Shall we go out and see the flowers? ”

"Baby, why don't you eat? Isn't it delicious? Is it okay for mom to make you a cake? Not tasty? You don't like to eat your mom's cakes, do you? Shall I buy it for you? ”

Song Yan looked at the "child" in front of her and kept talking, but no matter what she said, the "child" just didn't want to talk to her.

Song Yan gently stroked his cheek, "Baby, baby, don't ignore me, it's me who is not good, I'll buy it for you, okay?" I'll buy you a cake, and you'll wait for me here! ”

Song Yan said this, and walked directly to the door, but when he had just taken a few steps, he found that Allure was in front of him, and his eyes were red.

Song Yan looked at her, "Allure, what are you doing in my way?" Why are the eyes so red? Did you have a fight with your boyfriend? ”

Allure looked at her and shook her head constantly, but tears kept falling.

Song Yan was taken aback, "Why are you crying?" Don't cry, there's nothing that can't be solved, don't you cry, okay? ”

Song Yan's comfort didn't seem to be of any use, Allure covered his face, tears kept falling, Song Yan was embarrassed, "Don't cry, I'm going to buy a cake for the baby, wait a little for you to eat, believe me, there is nothing in this world that can't be solved!" ”

Allure's tears continued to fall, but he raised his head and wiped his eyes, "I'll help you buy it." ”

Song Yan thought for a moment and nodded, "Okay, I want to buy vanilla flavor, the baby likes to eat this flavor." ”

Allure nodded, turned and left.

Song Yan walked back slowly, picked up the "child", and said, "Baby, Aunt Allure went to buy you a cake, she seems to be very sad, when she comes back, you have to comfort her, you know?" ”

……

Outside the window, the man was quietly watching all this, watching her hold the teddy bear, treating it as their child, watching her constantly take care of the "child", looking at her as if she had recovered to when he first met her, playful and unserious.

And her every movement, like a needle, kept piercing Lu Yinchen's heart, where the pain became more and more obvious, but Lu Yinchen seemed to have no feeling, just calmly looking at everything in front of him.

The doctor walked over slowly, "Mr. Lu, Mrs. Lu's current situation ......?"

"Even if you can't heal, it's okay." Lu Yinchen said suddenly.

The doctor looked at him in surprise.

A few days ago, Mr. Lu clearly looked like he was about to tear down the entire hospital, and asked them to cure the person.

But now, he suddenly said that it doesn't matter if it can't be cured.

Just when the doctor didn't understand, Lu Yinchen had already gone inside.

Looking at Song Yan inside, Lu Yinchen suddenly felt that it was actually good for her to be like this.

At least, forgetting all the pain before, only remembering the happy time, she will not remember that their children...... There are no more.

Seeing Lu Yinchen, Song Yan stepped forward with a smile, "You're back." ”

Lu Yinchen gently hugged her, and Song Yan pushed him a little embarrassed, "What are you doing?" Let go of me. ”

Lu Yinchen didn't move.

Allure came back, and when he saw her, Song Yan immediately pushed Lu Yinchen away, and then took the cake from Allure's hand.

"Baby, your favorite vanilla cake!"

Song Yan cut a piece and handed it to his mouth, "Eat it, why don't you eat it?" Baby, what's wrong with you? Are you unhappy? Why not eat cake? ”

Song Yan's voice suddenly became chaotic, and he looked at Lu Yinchen, "Why doesn't he eat?" Does he still resent me? He must have resented me for leaving him behind......"

Lu Yinchen stepped forward, "No, Yan Yan, I'll come......"

When his hand just took the cake from Song Yan's hand, Song Yan's body suddenly shook, and then she slowly looked at Lu Yinchen.

"I remember."

Her sudden voice made Lu Yinchen's entire body stiffen, and then he slowly looked at Song Yan.

Song Yan smiled lightly and patted his head, "Babies don't like to eat sweet, and vanilla cakes don't like to eat either." ”

Lu Yinchen only looked at her.

Song Yan looked at the cake in his hand, "Then what should I do, this cake will be wasted if I don't eat it, and I don't like to eat cakes." ”

"I'll eat."

Lu Yinchen said in a low voice, and then, he reached out and took the cake in her hand.

"Hey, don't you like cake?" Song Yan smiled deliciously.

"It's okay, I can like to eat." He looked at her fixedly.

Song Yan looked at his eyes for a long time, then suddenly turned his eyes away and said, "What are you talking about, Lu Yinchen, why couldn't I find out when I was before, you are so oily?" ”

swallowed all the choked throat and the pain in his heart, Lu Yinchen only looked at her and smiled softly.

Song Yan sat beside him, watching his movements, and there was a smile in his eyes.

Lu Yinchen really doesn't like to eat cakes, not only cakes, but he doesn't like all sweets.

But at that time, Lu Yinchen felt that the taste of the cake was not sweet at all.

On the contrary, it's bitter.

The bitter feeling spreads from the inside of the mouth to the heart.

Almost made him ...... Inability to breathe.

"Lu Yinchen." A voice suddenly came, Lu Yinchen raised his eyes, Song Yan happened to come to him, and then kissed him directly on the lips.

In the smell of vanilla cake, there seems to be some fishy sweetness, is it blood?

It seems to be, and it doesn't seem to be.

At that moment, Lu Yinchen, who has always been agile, was in chaos in his head.

……

Night.

There was silence in the ward.

The woman who was lying in the crook of the man's arm slowly opened her eyes, and then sat up.

She looked at the sleeping man's face for a long time, and then slowly stretched out her hand.

Underneath her pillow were the scissors she had hidden there.

Just as she pressed the scissors to his heart, the person who had been closing his eyes suddenly opened his eyes.

He looked at her.

The moonlight outside was cold, Song Yan's hands were, and so did his body.

"I know, the baby is dead." She said calmly, "You killed it, Lu Yinchen, it's because of you, because of you and her child, so my child will die." ”

"Yes." He finally spoke, answering simply, his eyes also looking at her, "I know you hate me, it's okay, hate...... It's okay to hate. ”

Song Yan's hands trembled a little, and she bit her lip stubbornly, "Yes, I hate you, I want to avenge my child!" Lu Yinchen, you die, die! ”

Having said that, the movements of her hands did not move half a minute.

Lu Yinchen glanced down and looked at her, "Okay, I'll die, but promise me, you have to ...... Live well. ”

After saying that, his hand squeezed her hand, and then, stabbed hard!