198 Laughing while aching

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Dai Xiangwei didn't know how to use to help the fairy arrange a two-person ward in such a crowded hospital. I helped the fairy take off her coat and let her lie down to sleep for a while, but she was very awake, and pulled me to babble something about my childhood, I couldn't bear it, and tears couldn't help but burst out again.

The fairy said, "Why, why are you crying?" When you were a child, you didn't like to cry, every time you did something wrong, I beat you, you just don't cry. If you don't cry, the harder I will fight. Why, do you blame me? Am I treating you badly?

This is a clear test of my conscience. Lao Liu saw that I couldn't stand it, so he quickly took the fairy's hand and said: "Good, Lao Liu will chat with you for a while, and let him go back and help you get some things."

Lao Liu gave me a face, I would be satisfied, and pulled Dai Xiangwei out. We hurried over and didn't bring anything. The fairy is going to be hospitalized, and I have to go back and prepare a lot of things.

I walked out of the door of the hospital room and Dai Xiangwei shook my hand. The feeling was not ambiguous at all, it was more like a strong comfort between friends, he said: Don't worry, I will show my aunt's medical records to a doctor friend abroad and use the best medicine for my aunt. Don't worry, Auntie is such a cheerful person, she will be fine.

My eyes were red, he couldn't bear to touch my head, and he said, "Silly girl, I've never seen you cry so many times in a day."

I said slowly: Xiangwei, I feel very guilty. The fairy girl was sick, and I realized that she was old before I knew it. I've always thought of her as a strong woman and a superwoman, but I never thought she was an old man. You know what it feels like, the feeling that the pillars of the psyche are suddenly collapsing. It was a sour taste that I had never thought of or experienced.

As we spoke, we walked to the top of the stairs. It was already dark when everything was done, Dai Xiangwei hugged me, and he said: I understand, how you feel now is the same as my despair when Vivian died. Something I never thought would happen, and suddenly it just happened. Yes, I know.

I responded with a hug from him, and we quickly let go. Since then, there is no longer the entangled ambiguity between him and Dai Xiangwei, but instead there is a deep understanding of each other. I think that every feeling, as long as it can still exist after years of precipitation, there will definitely be a qualitative change.

He naturally took my hand downstairs and said, "Don't drive, you're not in good spirits, I'll drive you to get it."

I said, "Xiangwei, you've been with me for a day." I'll treat you to a meal, and then you can go back and rest.

He said: Between us, there is no need to say much. Don't talk nonsense, I'll take you to eat your best beef ramen, and then I'll take you home again, send you over again, and I'll go again.

His eyes were sparkling, and they were warm inside. Since Vivian's death, he has been immersed in a lot of temperament, and he is still naughty when he speaks, but most of the time there is a little bit of a deep meaning. Everyone grows up after going through the world, and everyone is no exception.

I nodded, didn't insist any longer, he told me to wait for him at the entrance of the hospital, and he went to the parking place to get the car out. Before I knew it, another year had passed, and the cold wind was steep, blowing me a little cold.

Thinking of this time last year, the romance between me and Xu Cheng was as good as yesterday. But now, it's a kind of loss that I need and he's busy with. Two people, sometimes far away, how much they attracted each other in the past, how much they reject each other now. The time is wrong, the space is wrong, the feeling is wrong, everything that happens is wrong, and love has changed its taste unconsciously. I still love, but I still can't. Is he still in love? …… I'm getting no response.

The phone rang again, and I hesitated for a moment, then picked it up anyway.

He said, "Yes, I'm sorry." After recording the interview, I happened to meet the boss of the media circle, and he took him to drink tea.

My heart, like the cold wind of this winter, is even colder. I remember that in the past, no matter how busy Xu Cheng was, he would take the time to send me a text message, even if it was just two simple words: love you.

I said, "Oh, then you're busy."

He said, "What's the matter, listen to your voice has a thick nasal tone." Where are you, the wind is so strong.

I said, "I'm at the door of the hospital."

At this time, Dai Xiangwei drove the car next to me, and he shouted: Zhizhi, get in the car, the wind is too strong, don't catch a cold.

I answered, and when I heard Xu Cheng's tone on the other end of the phone, he suddenly became stiff, and he said: Are you with Xiangwei again?

I didn't speak, and I felt like I didn't know what to say anymore. I opened the car door, got into the car, and Dai Xiangwei started the car.

Xu Cheng said over there: Are you still together every day?

I felt so distressed that I said: I still have something, hang up first, bye-bye.

Then, I hung up the phone and collapsed in my seat with some weakness. Dai Xiangwei was already sensitively aware of who it was, and he said: Do you need me to explain it to him?

I said weakly, "Let him go." Xiangwei, I feel so tired.

He said softly: Then you go to sleep, and I will call you when it comes.

I closed my eyes, and I couldn't sleep at all. I think that Xu Cheng, who has opened another peak in his life, should have been busy with various communications during this period of time. The circle is bigger, the pattern is bigger, the world is bigger, and the sense of accomplishment at the top must make him have no time to take care of love, so he will gradually ignore me, right?

I couldn't sleep, and when I closed my eyes, I was full of the old love, the love words he had said to me, the promises we had made to each other, and the lingering compassion between us. Once upon a time, I felt his complete love so truly, but now, how can I walk, it is getting farther and farther away.

I opened my eyes and I said, "Xiangwei, tell me a joke, I can't sleep."

He stretched out his hand and touched my head and said, "Silly girl, if you can't laugh now, I won't have to make any effort." I'll show you a song.

I nodded, and he played a song called "Aplacenearby," and he said, "This song is healing, honey, you have to lift your spirits." Your current emotional reaction will directly affect your aunt's mood, show your fighting spirit, and fight the disease with your aunt. Otherwise, don't think about anything else for now. If you really can't get married, no one wants it, don't you still have me?

I burst out laughing, and when he saw me laughing, he immediately laughed a lot. He said: You look at this right, you are such a positive person, don't learn what decadence the post-90s generation pretends to be. Look at my brother, look at my brother's body, isn't it quite non-mainstream?

I didn't even pay attention to what he was wearing today, and when he said that, I realized that he was dressed so hip-hop today. I said, "You are a man in your thirties, how can you still dress up for this virtue?"

He said, "You don't understand this, do you?" It's a style that's been trending lately, and as soon as I wear this outfit and stud earrings, I'm the focus when I walk to the bar. You say I'm a 20-year-old bar. Now that I'm 35 in the blink of an eye, why haven't I been old?

These shameless words completely relieved me from my sadness, and my personality that likes to hit people was stimulated again, and I said: Come on, go back at night and take off your makeup and look in the mirror, and you will find out how thick your foundation is today.

He immediately looked at me speechlessly, and he said: I am naturally white, don't be jealous. My big man, what foundation to wear.

I said, "I'm too lazy to expose your contact lenses."

He suddenly had a black line, and he said: Men, no matter what age you are, you have to pay attention to maintenance. It's the same with women.

I said, "Well, except for me who thinks you're a sissy, in the eyes of ordinary girls, you're quite a man."

He said, "No." So you have to hold on tightly, you see that you have been haggard recently, and if you don't take good care of it, you will look like my sister.

I immediately kicked over, he dodged flexibly, and then quickly patted my head and said: Child, after my brother's enlightenment, are you much happier?

He really took me out of my sadness when he interrupted me. I nodded, and he said, "Next, my brother will let you experience the absolute thrill."

I panicked and quickly fastened my seatbelt. Sure enough, he played the trick of drag racing in the downtown area again, and the car turned left and right, almost making me vomit again.

I screamed in fright from him, and he laughed and led me all the way to my house. When it was over, he looked at his watch, and he said, "Another record, five minutes."

I glared at him, and I said, "Sooner or later, I'll be killed by you."

He said disdainfully: Come on, brother is a professional racing driver, this little road will kill you, it is simply a contempt for brother's skills.

I opened the car door and went straight upstairs, and I said, "Little driver, wait for my sister downstairs."

In less than a minute, he was following my ass. I got into the elevator, and he followed, and I said, "Handsome guy, just wait downstairs."

He touched his nose and said coolly like Jay Chou: Tomato noodles, add an egg......

I was speechless for a moment, and kicked directly at his lower body, and I said: There are no eggs at home, so borrow two.

He dodged and hid in the opposite corner of the elevator and smiled at me. I glared at him and I said, "I'm not in the mood to joke with you."

He actually walked over like Mike Jackson, and said: Chick, don't be like this, you have to be happy, Auntie can be infected by you.

This guy ...... I'm really out of shape. Watching him pout and shake his ass in the cramped elevator as he migrated to Mike Jackson, I was defeated and couldn't help but laugh.

He saw me smiling, and finally relieved, and the elevator door also looked at us, and several neighbors looked at us with strange eyes, and it was really unsightly for him to open his legs and pouting his ass at me, and people who didn't know thought we were doing in the elevator.

I walked out of the elevator with a black face, he followed, probably embarrassed, he coughed twice, and then said: In order to make you laugh, it's easy for me to be treated as a pervert.

There is always a type of man who is particularly easy to get along with.

Dai Xiangwei is like this.

Zhizhi and Xu Cheng are getting farther and farther away.

By Zhizhi's side, there is such an outstanding man as Dai Xiangwei.

And Xu Cheng and Mink, what is happening now.

There are many external factors that can change a relationship.

Laugh while grieving, this is life, you have to be happy in the bitterness.

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