An Yanan has never had such intimate contact with any man, and he never thought that Song Xu, who has always been gentle and elegant, would also have such a masculine time.

She was facing him right now, and she could see the tiny stubble that had just popped out of his face. I could also clearly feel the tight lines of his arms tightly around her waist.

And the worst thing is that her heartbeat is no longer out of her control! It was as if she could jump out of her chest at any time!

"Bang, bang, bang!"

She could even hear her own heartbeat, and it was as if the whole world could hear it!

Suddenly, Song Xu moved.

Hold her tighter in his arms, and bury his head, against her neck, in the socket of her shoulder.

His fiery lips were pressed against her collarbone.

An Yanan felt as if he was losing his reason. She swallowed hard, and stumbled to remind Song Xu: "Song, Song Xu, do you want to calm down." ”

Song Xu said something vaguely.

An Yanan didn't hear clearly. "What are you talking about, Song Xu?"

"Tongtong, don't go, don't go......" Song Xu muttered in a low voice, coming from Anya's shoulder socket.

This time, An Yanan heard it clearly, and his heart was also cold.

It turned out that Song Xu regarded her as Song Tong.

She thought it was ......

Anya smiled self-deprecatingly and let out a long breath. I don't know if I feel more relieved or more disappointed.

She moved her head away a little, tilted her head, and looked at Song Xu.

The torture during this period of time made Song Xu lose a lot of weight, and his cheeks were slightly sunken.

However, his sleeping face is still as pure as a child.

The long eyelashes, like feathers, flutter slightly as they breathe.

She really wants to protect his sleeping face like this forever, if she is Song Tong, she can let him sleep with peace of mind, and let him sleep well and steadily, then let him think so.

An Yanan sighed softly and patted Song Xu's back gently.

The next day, early in the morning.

Song Xu woke up with a headache as if it was about to crack.

"How can it be so uncomfortable?"

He pressed his temples, trying to relieve the pain and clear his mind.

However, he could not remember anything other than drinking a lot and climbing a very high building.

In his mind, a little broken fragment suddenly flashed, making him vaguely remember that he seemed to have decided to leave this world forever yesterday.

He climbed a few meters high on the wall and jumped from it, he also heard the sound of the wind, and it hurt a lot, but why is he lying in bed now?

Moreover, not a hospital bed. The surroundings are not white, and there is no pungent smell of disinfectant water.

Song Xu looked around and made sure that he was in An Yanan's apartment, opened the quilt, and wanted to go out to see what was going on, only to be shocked to find that he was not wearing clothes!

I didn't wear anything on my upper body, and I only wore my boxers on my lower body!

Won't it ......

Could it be......

Song Xu panicked, he knew that in this world, there were people who liked the same sex, but he never thought that such a thing would happen to him.

An Yanan cooked the rice porridge, gently pushed the door, and came in to see if Song Xu was awake.

When Song Xu saw him, he hurriedly pulled the quilt in horror and wrapped his whole body tightly.

An Yanan looked at him with some puzzlement.

Last night, it was Song Xu who pulled her into his arms, why did he look like she was being insulted by her now?

"You took the initiative to pull me yesterday, you won't remember it, right?" An Yanan folded his arms and looked at Song Xu speechlessly.

"Me? Am I proactive? Song Xu looked shocked, "Impossible, I don't like men at all, how can I ...... you No, no, no, impossible! ”

Song Xu pulled his hair frantically, feeling that his outlook on life and worldview had all collapsed.

"What do you want? Who picked up soap with you, I mean you treat me as Song Tong, and I won't let go. Your clothes were taken off because you vomited dirty, what are you thinking about? ”

"Well, that's it. I, ahem......" Song Xu scratched his head embarrassedly: "I may have been a little confused because I drank too much wine yesterday." ”

"You're confused. It's good to go and die. As soon as An Yanan thought of yesterday, his face became heavy and his tone became serious.

"If you have anything to say, you can't tell me, you must hide it in your heart and torture yourself. And let me rest assured to go to the event, you do this, how can I rest assured in the future? ”

Song Xu was told by An Yanan, and he didn't dare to fight back.

After a long time, he dared to look at her quietly and explained in a low voice: "I don't want to involve other people anymore." Su Li called me and threatened-"

"Am I afraid you'll be involved? Or is Song Tong afraid that you will be involved? When An Yanan heard this, he became even more angry.

"We are not afraid of anything, as long as you want to completely solve Su Li's matter, no matter what the situation, we can face it with you, and we can help you get through. You're dead, are you worthy of us? Are you worthy of your parents? ”

"The last time I was in the hospital, how did I tell you, do you really want your parents, the white-haired man, to send the black-haired man? You're not afraid of death, are you still afraid to face Su Li? Why is it more worthy of your life to be frightened by her again and again, she is more worthy of your life than death, than letting your relatives and friends bear all this? ”

An Yanan's words, every word, hit the nail on the head, and the needle pierced Song Xu's confused brain.

"I'm sorry." Song Xu lowered his head and buried his head in the quilt apologetically.

"If you really feel that this time is wrong, don't move the idea of seeking death in the future, don't drink indiscriminately, cheer up, no matter what happens, remember that there are friends and family behind you, and you are not alone in facing difficulties." An Yanan also felt sorry for Song Xu, but he still had to say what he had to say.

Seeing that Song Xu buried her head deeper, she didn't want to put any more pressure on Song Xu, sighed, softened her tone, and said to him gently: "The meal is ready, after you think about it, go wash up and eat." ”

Song Xu was in the quilt and let out a sullen "um".

He sat in the bedroom and thought for a while before he walked out of the bedroom.

An Yanan is right, in the future, no matter what, he will definitely not have any thoughts of death again.

Instead of choosing to end your life, you should work hard and live a new life.

Even if Su Li makes trouble in front of the whole world, what is it, right is right, wrong is wrong, black is black, white is white, even if she can be deceived for a while, it is impossible to deceive everyone forever. What's more, there are so many people who will always stand on his side and firmly support him!

Song Xu felt the motivation of life again, took a deep breath hard, and encouraged himself in his heart.

When he walked to the restaurant, Anya was biting a spoon and looking at his laptop on the side.

It seemed that she had encountered some small trouble, which made her frown slightly and think seriously.

This is an interesting contrast with her usual vigorous and unhurried appearance.

In front of her, there were two bowls of rice porridge and two side dishes.

One is scrambled eggs with tomatoes, and the other is red oil belly, which looks like they are made by themselves, but the appearance is not inferior to that of a restaurant at all, which makes people very appetizing at first glance.

In Song Xu's heart, he suddenly had an inexplicable feeling.

It seems that Anya Nan sitting there is not a man, but an all-round beauty who can go up to the hall and down to the kitchen.

And, like his girlfriend.

An Yanan sensed that Song Xu was coming, but he never saw him sitting over, and looked up at him strangely, and saw him poking two meters away from the table like a piece of wood, not knowing what he was thinking.

As if thinking of something happy, the corners of his lips rose slightly, and his eyes also revealed a kind of happiness.

Could it be that it was because she had a very appetizing appetite when she saw the breakfast she prepared, so she was in a very good mood?

"If you like it, come and eat, what's the use of watching." An Yanan took the spoon and said to Song Xu.

"You drank so long last night, and you vomited so badly, your stomach must be very uncomfortable, hurry up and eat, the food is served to you."

An Yanan urged, and moved the dish to the place where Song Xu was sitting.

Song Xu was frightened by An Yanan's sudden words, and his whole body was agitated, so he quickly put away his inner thoughts and sat down in his place.

He sandwiched some of the two dishes and tasted them, and the taste was indeed very good, no less than the chef of the restaurant.

"Delicious, right?" Anya pursed her lips and asked confidently.

"Hmm. Delicious. Song Xu raised his head, smiled, and clipped a lot.

The deliciousness of the meal made him feel a lot relieved about the idea he had just made.

Originally, Anya male looks indistinguishable, even if he is a girl, someone will believe him, and he has the ability to take charge of himself, and he can cook good dishes, and he cares so much about him, he can't be blamed for having that illusion.

This must have nothing to do with the fact that he likes men, whoever he replaces, seeing the warm scene just now, may have similar flashes.

Song Xu thought about it, and blurted out the praise: "The girl you marry in the future must be very blessed, the husband is handsome, capable, and can cook good dishes." ”

"I'm not going to marry any girl for a while. Eat more while I'm still willing to cook for you. An Yanan hooked his lips unnaturally and diverted the topic.

If she can really marry, she also wants to marry Song Xu.

If Song Xu looked up at An Yanan at this time, he could read from her eyes what kind of feelings she had for him.

It's a pity that he didn't look up.