037 I just want to spend the New Year with my child
"Ahem......" My suffocating cough disrupted this reunion after a long absence.
He let go of me. That's when I was able to breathe well.
He took two steps back, his hands folded around his chest, his eyes narrowed into a line, and he stared at me with fierce eyes.
"Chinese New Year's Eve, scared to death." I muttered angrily.
"New Year's Day, are you sure my appearance is not a surprise but a fright?" He pinched my chin, slowly approached his head, blew in my ear, and sighed leisurely: "I have lost so much weight, and my chin is ...... pointed."
I immediately got goosebumps on the ground, and my hand inadvertently touched my love knife on the workbench, I picked it up, put it against his throat and said, "If you play with me again, I'll do it!" ”
It's actually a joke, and I often talk to Xiaocai, and I accidentally pop up at the moment. However, it is obvious that not only is it uncomfortable to put it in this situation, but it is easy to derive a comedic effect.
He was amused. Very disdainful of that kind of laugh.
He reached out and pinched the tip of the knife, and said slowly: "This is the second time you have held a knife against me, how much do you hate me in your heart?" ”
"No hatred and no love, you don't have to blow on purpose." I subconsciously lowered my head, not daring to meet his gaze again. His eyes were on fire, and I felt like I was about to burn at random.
The knife "clanged" and was slapped directly to the ground by him.
He lowered his head and suddenly put his ear to my chest, and I almost went out of my body with such a lewd movement, and just when I thought he was going to do me wrong, I heard him say again: "My heart is beating so fast, it seems that I like it like me to be there?" ”
"Tell me, what do you want?" I just didn't want to talk to him.
"Will you be able to chat? What do you mean by me? ”
"Every time you appear, you have your purpose, and this time, please have a little fun." I stood up straight, my eyes piercing, and I looked heroic.
"I don't have any purpose, I just want to spend the New Year with my child." His words made me shake for no reason.
"You're trying to pour salt in my heart?" I had a sour nose and couldn't help but look up at him.
"If you still want children, I can give you another one tonight." His flirtatious tone ignited a small volcano in my heart for a moment.
I slammed a punch into his chest.
It's strange why every time we meet, we face a bloody disaster?
"You fight!" His voice was much sharper for a moment, "I know you're feeling uncomfortable, you beat, I won't do anything to you today!" ”
He instigated all my bad temper.
I punched him hard in the chest, and he didn't have a bodyguard with him tonight and seemed to come prepared.
Out of the corner of my eye, he swept to the small dish standing at the door of the workshop in a daze, and his eyes were full of shock, but when he saw that I had aimed at him, he disappeared into the door like a gust of wind in an instant.
Jin Yan didn't say a word.
I threw more than a dozen punches without mercy. By the end, my fists were red and I was exhausted, and I squatted on the ground, covered my face, and started crying.
The complex emotions of joy and sorrow, the bitter lovesickness for many days, the bitterness and sadness after the miscarriage, the ethereal but hovering feelings in the heart, the love and hate for the man in front of him, all were vented at this moment.
Crying out has become a kind of final catharsis and release. I suddenly wanted to thank him for giving me a proper outlet for my emotions that I couldn't put away.
He pulled me up, didn't care about my snot and tears, and hugged me into his arms again. Tears rubbed his Givenchy, he didn't dislike it, and patted me on the back uncharacteristically: "Mom, don't be sad." ”
He mentioned the child who had come in a hurry again, and gave me such a sad nickname. But I know he's trying to bring us closer, which is hard enough for a man like him.
"Don't mention the kids, okay?" I lay in his arms and pleaded.
"I want us all to remember." He whispered softly in my ear, and after a while, he said, "Do you think I'm not uncomfortable? I'm your first man, and I'm getting pregnant for the first time. ”
"Do you care a lot about a woman's first time?" He brought it up so many times that I had to ask the question.
Could it be that this is the root cause of his repeated closeness to me? The book says that men have a chu female complex, is he the same? But...... No, he's such an unruly man.
I sensed his hesitation, and instead of answering my question directly, he just said, "This is the first time I've felt guilty for a woman." So, I decided to come back and spend the New Year with you. ”
"When did you arrive?"
"I only arrived at the airport two hours ago, and I came back as soon as possible."
"Specially for me?"
"Hmm."
"Is it worth it for someone like me?"
"I don't know, I just think like that in my heart, like my heart is being held, and I can't get over it if I don't come back." He was very practical.
"But you're not ...... with Shen Ziyan"
As soon as the words came out, he was coldly interrupted: "Tonight, we won't mention her." She is our enemy. ”
I thought to myself, enemy, you are still with her, still reunited, and still studying abroad? But I didn't say it. Because of low self-esteem, I chose to keep my mouth shut. When you are not qualified to question and question, it is better to keep your mouth shut than to spoil the atmosphere without doing your best.
"Okay." Although I agreed, there were countless humiliations hidden in my heart.
"I brought you a set of clothes from abroad, would you like to take a look?" His tone became relaxed, freeing me from his arms, and he took my hand, a smile evident in the corner of his eye.
"Okay." The muscles in my face also loosened a little.
He took my hand and walked out of the workshop, I thought he would let me go when I got to the hall, but he didn't. Along the way, countless employees looked sideways. He didn't care, but I couldn't pretend I didn't.
When I got into the car and closed the door, he spread out the clothes and shoes he had bought for me, and said to me, "Here, you can change into them." ”
"Here?" I asked in surprise.
He nodded, and he said, "Don't worry, Ah Song won't look at it." ”
"But you'll see."
"I haven't seen where you are."
"I'm afraid you'll do it."
"I said no, no! Hurry up and change! "The patience he had so hard to have was on the verge of collapse again.
He didn't bother with my ramblings, unbuttoned my uniform, pulled my coat off rudely, and then removed and repacked me from the inside out.
His gaze was very focused as he did all this, like a professional fashion stylist who was wholeheartedly treating his models, and it was only at the moment that I ripped off my "xiongzao" that I heard him swallow a mouthful of saliva.
"I've lost so much weight, but my breasts are still quite big." He seemed to be complimenting me.
I blushed the whole time and was obediently at my mercy. Isn't it strange that such puppet-like manipulation should make me angry, but why is my heart overflowing with happiness instead of anger?
"Well, it's beautiful. Everything was as I expected. When he was finished, he looked at his "work" with satisfaction and praised it.
Without mirrors, I can't see what I look like at the moment. A woman like me, who has never seen anything in the world, doesn't understand what brand this is, how novel such a cut is, how soft such a texture is, I can only roughly understand that it is just a very expensive dress, this is a very beautiful pair of high heels, this is two very chic earrings, this is a very delicate necklace......
"Isn't the neckline a little too low?" I asked, apprehensive.
"No, just right." He stared at my chest in a daze, his eyes spurting with lust.
"What if the skirt is too long and I step on it?"
"Don't worry, you can just hold me."
"What are you going to do when you dress like this?"
This sentence caused him to be dissatisfied, and he glared at me and said, "Of course, I will take you to the New Year's Eve." ”
"Oh." I replied sullenly.
"Tonight, I'm going to make you my princess." He hooked my chin and said with a smile.
"I don't like the pomp." I say.
"No, you'll like it, Pan Rushu." He deliberately called out my full name for emphasis.
"Ason, let's go!" He shouted to Ah Song in the front seat, and at the sound of an order, the car slowly started, and he took my hand and took me into his arms. We sat side by side in the back of Lincoln, and everything was like a dream.
Jin Yan, he shouldn't have appeared in my life. At the beginning of love, I met such a ghostly man, how good must the latecomer be to be in my eyes? And my ordinariness and ordinariness are destined to be impossible for me to forget this man who has been shining in my life like a star. Thinking of this, I couldn't help but hold his hand a little tighter.
There is a kind of red face in this world that is destined to be a disaster. In the same way, there is a category of men who are destined to be doomed.
When I was young, my understanding of love was still very superficial, but there are too many truths in the book that tell me that in fact, staying away is the best antidote, otherwise it is destined to be a moth to the fire.
However, the moment the comet hit the earth, it knew that it would be destroyed, or would it be right?
"Your palms are sweaty, what are you thinking?" He bowed his head, gently stroked the long hair of my shawl, and asked me softly.
"Didn't think about anything."
I lied, and I was obviously very complicated.
"Don't think about anything, just be my princess tonight. You know you don't have many opportunities like this in your life. His words were very truthful and cruel. Is it a reminder to me not to have dreams after tonight?
"Okay." I smiled and stuffed all my emotions back into the deepest part of my heart.
"Here we are." Ah Song said in a deep voice, and then stopped steadily.
The car door slowly opened, Jin Yan jumped down one step ahead of me, and reached out very gentlemanly to help me out of the car. In front of you is a palatial palace-like villa, which is brightly lit and has a symphony of melodies. Looking at this scene, it goes without saying that it is understandable. It's a festival for the rich.
"I don't want to go."
"Why?" He was amazed.
"I'll disgrace you."
"It's okay, if you can't speak, don't talk, just smile the whole time."
"Then I don't want to go."
"You don't want to see the life of the upper class?"
I shook my head, there are some things, it has always been better to retreat and close the net than to envy the fish in the abyss. With less fantasy and more practicality, the road can be steady and steady.
"It's all here, let's go, come with me. If you're not happy, swing around and come out. There are all rich second generations inside, and there are no parents. ”
He still pulled me in without saying anything, and when he saw my hesitation, he gave me a reassurance: "I just want you to feel my life, maybe you will like it." ”
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