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He stood up and left without looking back. He never showed up again until I was discharged from the hospital. He was always like this, appearing suddenly, and disappearing very simply, cloudy and unpredictable. Just when I thought he could not be emotionally attracted to a woman like me, he promised me so earnestly; And just when I thought he was going to do something, he simply disappeared......
Jin Yan became a catastrophe for me when I was 18 years old. I was discharged from the hospital and I didn't see him again until the end of the year.
He literally did as he said and disappeared into my world, leaving no words behind. After a few struggles, my heart gradually calmed down, I no longer had any hopes, and I began to adjust to this ordinary life again.
At the end of the first year of going out to work, there was goose feather snow in H City again, and the snow made the whole city covered in snow, and the pedestrians and vehicles who went out were struggling to move in this cold wind. After the miscarriage, I was particularly afraid of the cold, and after the cold came and went, I finally gritted my teeth and bought myself a discounted down jacket to withstand this cold winter.
The previous episode made me feel sad when I was originally working hard, I always shed tears inexplicably, and my body was thinner day by day, and I was originally overweight, but I lost 80 pounds. My face is getting smaller and smaller, my facial features that weren't three-dimensional enough are suddenly becoming prominent, and my chin is getting sharper, and when I often look in the mirror, I am startled.
Just after the New Year, my sister came to say goodbye to me, and she was ready to take her brother-in-law Meng Changqing back to her hometown for the New Year. Originally, we had agreed to travel together, but because I decided to stay on duty, this long-awaited trip back to our hometown did not happen. My sister felt regretful, but I also felt sad.
She and Meng Changqing bought a lot of New Year's goods for me, and also bought me a new dress for the New Year. I didn't want to, so she pulled down her face and pretended to be angry, but I didn't want to.
I haven't seen Meng Changqing for a long time, and the big brother in my memory once used to take all kinds of candy to tempt me to trick my sister out in order to chase my sister. Although Meng Changqing is my quasi-brother-in-law, after so many years of getting along, we have already become relatives.
Since he went to graduate school, his sister said that he spent almost every day in the laboratory except for sleeping, because he did not see sunlight all year round, the skin on Meng Changqing's face showed a sickly white, and he was wearing a black windbreaker, which made his face even pale, and he was still thin and thin, looking gentle and elegant.
"Hello brother-in-law." I screamed sweetly.
He smiled gently at me, and my hand was immediately pulled by my sister, who frowned and said very distressedly, "Little sister, why did you lose so much weight?" ”
"yes, I've lost a lot of weight. The chubby little round face that used to be has now become a melon seed face. Meng Changqing echoed on the side.
My sister sighed leisurely, and her brow furrowed even more as she finished examining my room. She took out a 200 yuan shopping card from her bag, handed it to me, and said to me: "Whether you spend the New Year outside or at home, you must be happy on New Year's Eve." This shopping card is an extra reward from the company where I work part-time, and I will transfer it to you, you go and buy a comfortable quilt for the bed, don't be wronged yourself. ”
The quilt I am on my bed now is still the quilt my mother made for me when I was just admitted to high school, when I first arrived in H City, I took a lot of effort to carry it from my hometown, and the quilt was covered with some small holes that have been sewn up by my mother, although it looks worn, but I often clean it, so it is quite tidy. However, how could my sister not recognize how many years this quilt has been with me?
I refused to ask for it again, so my sister lost her temper, she said: "You can't let people see jokes when you go out, we can be wronged by others, but the bed must be comfortable." This quilt has not been warm for so many years, you hurry up and buy a new one! I'm going to check it when I come back in the next year, if I don't buy a new quilt, my sister won't be too lazy to pay attention to you in the future! ”
My nose was sore, and I couldn't help but hug my sister, silently put the card down, and didn't say anything more. When my sister saw that I accepted it, she pulled me to sit down and chatted with me for a long time. Later, Meng Changqing helped me repair the wires, water pipes and other things in the room, and the two of them left my residence.
After saying goodbye to my sister and feeling the affection of my sister and brother-in-law, I felt even more desolate when I was alone. Xiaohua went home early, and Xiaoxue also returned home two days ago, and the originally crowded room suddenly became empty.
I didn't expect someone to knock on my door at this time. My sister and Meng Changqing have already gone away, and it is already dark at this time, who will it be?
Could it be him? I "chuckled" in my heart, and then completely denied the idea that I had spontaneously generated.
How could he think of me, I heard that he had already reunited with Shen Ziyan, I heard that they went abroad together and were about to study abroad, and I heard that the two of them were ready to get engaged...... I smiled self-deprecatingly, knowing that it would not be possible again, but when the knock sounded, my heart was still full of hope.
My heart began to beat faster, and I walked briskly to the door, but did not dare to open it until the knock was more rapid, and I mustered up the courage to open it. As soon as the door opened, I was surprised by the people standing in front of me.