Chapter XV: Accomplices
Is that really the case? Can it really be as simple as Jia Wei said? Yu Qing bowed her head in contemplation. Even if she associates with Tang Zheng, she is forced. But emotionally speaking, it is immoral to hide it from Brother Beichuan. If this happened to someone else, if this person happened to ask her for her opinion on this matter, then she, as a sane outsider, would definitely tell this person clearly that no matter how difficult it was, she would either choose to break up with the previous one or reject the other directly. But how to change to yourself, hesitate? Beginning to hope that you can have both fish and bear's paws? Is she such a greedy person?
On the one hand, he coveted the warmth and harmlessness of Brother Beichuan, and felt that it was his safest haven; On the other hand, he struggled with Tang Zheng's attraction and felt that it was an exciting adventure world. She never knew she was so easily tempted, just because of that kiss? Is it because of that kiss that she opens up her erotic world? Before that kiss, she never thought that they would cross paths, and she never even doubted that her feelings would not waver. But what about after that kiss? She couldn't help but admit that Tang Zheng's kiss was the first time that she had the consciousness of being a woman, as if the softness hidden in the depths of her body suddenly broke through the ground little by little and slowly spread. But shouldn't this kind of realization be given to her by Brother Beichuan? Why is it not Brother Beichuan but Tang Zheng. She didn't know about the confusion caused by Tang Zheng, whether it was a short-term confusion or a true desire in her heart, and she didn't dare to ask herself, was she really just forced to agree to Tang Zheng and have a relationship with him? Is there a little bit of expectation in your heart?
Ma Jiawei's answer successfully alleviated her guilt, and she admitted that she was somewhat relieved to hear her say this, as if her guilt had been shared, and like an accomplice. But this is tantamount to walking a tightrope for the relationship with Brother Beichuan, if you are not careful, it is a bottomless abyss, and there is no possibility of survival. Even if he is as gentle as Brother Kitagawa, if he knows the truth, he won't forgive her when he faces deception and concealment, right? However, on the surface, she is really forced and has no choice, can there be a fluke mentality to fool the past?
"Yuqing, don't think about it." Ma Jiawei continued to chatter. "If you think so, if Li Beichuan loves you to the core, he will forgive you for whatever you do." "If he knows the truth one day and can't accept it and chooses to leave, then he must not love you that much." Only those who are deeply loved have no fear, a common disease of human nature. "In the end, he can only blame himself, this juncture is not by your side. When you leave, don't you know the infinite possibilities of the future? Ma Jiawei rolled her eyes again. He is the one who didn't get you, and he thinks he got your heart. Overestimating yourself. "Overestimating human nature too, sad!
Yu Qing listened to her say one sentence in the east and one sentence in the west, and she was also thinking in her heart: Jia Wei makes excuses for herself everywhere, just because they are good friends, and she is completely on her side? Or does her relationship with Brother Kitagawa really not have to be responsible for each other? So what is his relationship with Brother Kitagawa? These were all questions she had never considered before. Why is it that what seemed unwavering is now being questioned? The more I think about it, the more I feel a headache.
Ma Jiawei looked confused and entangled with her, and decided to say something light. "Yuqing, I can give you an analysis, how about it, in simple terms, comprehensive and thorough. And no matter what you choose, I've got your back. So in return, you're going to have to give me a chance to meet this person, who is it? With such a vision, I'll give you a counselor. Ma Jiawei said it well, but in fact, he wanted to satisfy his curiosity about gossip. Little girls are used to thinking about everything simple and beautiful, and then substituting themselves into the situation.
"I'm going to be annoyed." Yu Qing put her hand into her hair and rubbed her head, "The more you talk, the more annoying it becomes." After saying that, he buried his face in the pillow and said nothing.
After two days like this, Tang Zheng still picks up Yu Qing to and from work every day, he used to let the driver drive, but now it is different, knowing that Yu Qing has a thin face and does not want people to know their current relationship, so he would rather work harder himself, and he doesn't want to see her restrained appearance in front of outsiders. In the past two days, the city has welcomed an investment delegation, as the main person, he has meetings and reports every day, the schedule is very tight, and there is almost no free time at work, so the contact between the two is limited to the time spent together on the way to and from work, Tang Zheng has no other behavior that makes her uneasy, which makes Yu Qing gradually relax her vigilance, maybe he is really just a whim, that is the best for her.
Finally sent the delegation away. Tang Zheng put his body in the chair, rubbed his fingers on his temples, and let his brain empty for a while, the past two rounds of talks on the investor to strive for preferential policies must have made him lose a lot of brain cells, fortunately, everything is still in his control, what should be allowed can be made, what cannot be compromised is not allowed to be allowed, the other party is also a shrewd person, knows how to weigh the pros and cons. Both sides know that the person who knows how to make trade-offs is the wise, so the initial win-win situation.
He knew that the past two days had been very pleasant and relaxed for Yu Qing, as if the tight spell on his head had disappeared. I can see from her performance on the way to and from work that she is young and everything is just on the surface, but isn't this simplicity that attracts him? Look at her going, it can be regarded as a reward for completing the work task for her relatively well, and I miss her a little bit when I am free. Haven't been in since she moved next door to her! She really needs to be reminded all the time, and what he says never fails halfway.
So I cheered up, saw that there was no one in the corridor, walked to the next door and knocked on the door twice, and then turned the doorknob with my hand, and the inside was locked. When he was wondering if she was going out, the door opened a crack, Yu Qing showed her little head, looking like she had just woken up, seeing that it was him, the crack in the door opened a little more, and she looked to both sides of the corridor to see if anyone was passing by, so she motioned for him to come in. Tang Zheng was amused by her actions, went in with her and brought the door, turned around to look at her, only to see her sitting on the bed again with a confused appearance, it seemed that she had woken her up, and she hadn't come back to her senses! A pair of white and tender little feet were wearing slippers, because the clothes were a little messy and untidy when they got up just now, they looked real and casual, so they couldn't help but tease her: "What, this time I have a room, is it convenient to sleep?" Who told me the other day that I would write my dissertation wholeheartedly? I see you brought all your slippers, is it what it looks like to write a thesis? But looking at the way she looks like she is going to wake up, her eyes are blurred and her lips are slightly red, which is really good-looking.