367 I'm on the safe side

His face stiffened in vain, Chen Tu's hand on the back of his head paused, he quickly let go and took a step back, he didn't know if he was really in a hurry to go on a business trip, or if he wanted to escape the question I had just asked, in short, the answer he gave me was: "Wu Yi, I'm in a hurry." ”

I thought I could be calm enough, I thought I could not be alarmed, but after a night of precipitation, I still couldn't get out of the tangled cage, those shackles were still the same, my nose was slightly sore, and I pumped a lot hard: "Chen Tu, even if you cared about a customer before, you wouldn't let others give me even a trace of embarrassment." ”

His brows furrowed, and it didn't take long for it to twist into a deep knot, Chen Tu's nose moved, and he slowly opened his mouth: "Wu Yi, Zhou Qi is just a spoiled and simple-minded little girl, I don't think you should have a lot of trouble with her." ”

My heart felt like it had experienced a lonely late autumn for a moment, those withered yellow leaves fell to the ground scattered and fell to the ground, thickly accumulated into a layer, and Chen Tu stepped on it so heavily, making a creaking sound, these sounds were stacked on top of each other, as if they could shake off all the sadness.

The thick and astringent taste came to my heart, and the stalk was in my throat, and I squeezed almost word by word: "Whether you were at the airport last night or when you returned home, you and she had a good chat, right?" ”

I don't know if it's because that little bit of caution was so vaguely pierced by me, I feel embarrassed, or I feel that I am suspicious and misunderstood him and annoyed, in short, Chen Tu's face changed slightly, and there was a shallow anger at the bottom, he stared at me: "Wu Yi, what do you want to say?" You mean, you can be friends with Wu Yidi, and I shouldn't have some friends of the opposite sex who are more chatty? ”

The cracks in my bones were all cold, my body shook slightly, I staggered back two steps, and pulled out a reluctant smile with my conscience: "I'm just joking, why are you so nervous." Aren't you in a hurry, what are you doing here? ”

The wrinkles between his eyebrows were still gathering, Chen Tu stared at me for no less than ten seconds, his eyes were full of mist, he hesitated, he took a big step closer to me, he seemed to have a lot to say, but what he finally said was: "Wu Yi, I'm leaving." ”

Immediately turned around, Chen Tu held the handle of the suitcase, and I subconsciously followed, but stopped in the middle of the hall.

He changed his shoes with his back to me at the entrance, and then he opened the door and squeezed his body out, and he slammed the door again, and the whole person disappeared completely in front of my eyes.

I was in a trance, my body shook a lot, and when I finally stabilized, I suddenly walked into the dining room like a nervous person, I fixed my eyes on the dining table as if I was sure of something, I felt that as long as I found the steaming breakfast that Chen Tu prepared for me, the cruel fact that he slowly became less loving to me was just my delusion.

However, the dining table was deserted and empty.

Somewhat distracted, I glanced at the peek-a-boo cat who was nestled on the couch and stared at me, and I walked to the fridge a little awkwardly, rummaged through the ham, and made a very sloppy breakfast.

I didn't have much appetite, and most of the ham went into the mouth of the peek-a-bougainvillea, and it didn't notice my loneliness at all, and it ate with joy from beginning to end.

On the way back to the company, I recalled over and over again that before I went to Shanghai, the more I thought about Chen Tu's strange appearance, the more I thought about it, the more subtle changes in him were connected together, and his recent inexplicable busyness and inexplicable snubbing to me were like a fluttering snow, which made me feel cold.

I think about it again, since the beginning of winter, the number of skin-to-skin kisses between me and him, he is getting more and more late, he doesn't like to hold me more and more, he likes to turn his back to me more and more, he also likes to move in the opposite direction to me, and distance himself from me, and the cold wind of winter comes in through the gap in the quilt, I shiver with cold, so I have to take the initiative to hug him, but he responds to me from beginning to end with only a snoring that is higher than the other. ad_250_left();

At that time, I only thought he was tired.

Now think about it, in the past few years that I have been good with him, he has not been tired one day. But he rarely snubbed me like that.

The more I thought about it, the more sad I was, I almost wanted to take out my mobile phone and call Chen Tu, wanting him to personally confirm that I was right about these ideas, but I found that I was so cowardly that I didn't have the strength to take out my mobile phone, so I had to comfort myself, his tiredness during this period was more serious than ever, he now became so concerned about customers, or because Chen Zheng withdrew from management, he wanted to carry forward the industry left by his grandfather better, I should not be too demanding of him.

Self-deception and self-hypnosis, always the best friend of the cowardly, after this self-anesthesia, my mood temporarily warmed up, and when I returned to the office, I immediately picked up with busyness, and rushed all the unhappiness out of the clouds.

When I got home from work in the evening, Chen Tu was a little more normal, he took the initiative to call me, we chatted on the phone for about half an hour, he didn't repeat the previous unhappiness with me, but he chattered to me about the operation of Youman, and those subtle management rules that he basically didn't mention to me.

I interpret this as Chen Tu is hinting to me in a different way that he is busy and tired.

The more he spoke, the more sincere he became, I couldn't be perfunctory anymore, I casually talked to him a few words, and in the end, none of us mentioned the past again, and we were tacitly reconciled.

Chen Tu returned to Shenzhen on Friday, and I don't know exactly what time he would get home.

Anyway, when I got home from work, he had already prepared three dishes and one soup, with meat and vegetables evenly matched, and he also bought a bouquet of perfume lilies.

Seeing him so diligently cooking and buying flowers, the remaining resentment against him vanished.

After the meal, we worked together to clean up, snuggled up and watched TV for a while, and Chen Tu immediately urged me to take a shower.

By the time I came out of the bathroom, Chen Tu was already sitting on the edge of the bed naked.

He left only a dim bedside lamp, and his back was dragged down to the wide bed.

As soon as I saw that he was clearly about to play a hooligan, my body immediately surged with an irrepressible restlessness, and these restlessness was not pure impulse, but also mixed with the desire to have a child. Hope.

Slowly kicking off my shoes, I climbed onto the bed from the other side and took the initiative to lean towards Chen Tu, I grabbed his neck from the back and rubbed against the side of his face.

Hooking my loose hair to my earlobes, Chen Tu turned against him, hooked my body into his arms and hugged me, and by the dim light he stared at me motionless for almost three minutes.

I couldn't hold it anymore, so I had to pout and pretend to be calm: "What do you think I'm doing?" ”

Without saying anything, he grabbed the back of my head with his hand and imprisoned my face in place, and Chen Tu turned over and kissed me like crazy.

Maybe I haven't rolled for too long, I became a little rusty, and I didn't respond to him for a long time, but Chen Tu didn't care, his action of attacking the city and plundering the pool became more and more rough and agitated, he quickly pulled my pants open, opened my blouse, and the rough breath he kicked and fell on my earlobes were all hot and hot, I became more and more confused, but I still caught the small sound of him tearing open the condom bag.

My body trembled slightly, I put my hand around Chen Tu's neck and put my lips to his ear: "Chen Tu, how about not wearing that tonight." I'm on the safe side. ”

Actually, I'm almost ovulating.

But the reason why I coaxed Chen Tu was because I knew him.

Even if Chen Tu knew the truth about my trip to Shanghai, he would not focus on whether I had recovered or not, he would only blame me for fooling around, and even if I had a clear medical report proving that there was no progesterone virus in my body now, he still didn't want me to take such a risk.

So I think that if I want to have a child, I still have to hide it from him first, and I can get pregnant first before I can continue to talk to him on that issue. Otherwise, with his stubborn temper, I would definitely not be able to do so.

Unexpectedly, Chen Tu didn't eat my set at all, he kissed deeper and hotter, his hand kept teasing, he quickly put it on his body, he leaned over and bit my ear: "The safety period is not necessarily really safe, Wu Yi, let's not take this risk." ”

In the inner anxiety, I had a flash of inspiration, and I sanded my legs to resist Chen Tu's stormy attack, and I tried to make my voice ambiguous. Temptation. Confused, I blew shallowly in Chen Tu's ear, and I said slowly: "Where is it so easy to get pregnant." Chen Tu, there is no barrier and directly rubbing, I think it is more refreshing, come on, I don't want you to wear that, just like this, okay. ”

Chen Tu's body trembled slightly, he pasted it again, the heat was even higher, his lips were like a hot furnace, it seemed to have burned, his voice was already a little unstable, but he was still stubborn: "You can be willful in everything, this thing can't work." I can't let you suffer that kind of sin again. ”

I still don't give up, and continue to use both soft and hard things with Chen Tu, but after a few rounds, although Chen Tu has endured it to the point that he is about to explode, he still doesn't fall into the trap, he buries his face in my neck, and the hot breath he exhales is boiling on my skin, I can't bear it, so I have to compromise: "Wear it, hurry up, don't grind, I want to go to bed early." ”

After a few seconds of delay, Chen Tu then drove straight in ecstatically, unleashing his enthusiasm and restlessness.

Those are dripping with joy. The feeling is like a wave being blown by the wind, and the wave does not stop and rises again. I bit my lip and couldn't bear it anymore, floating and stirring in the clouds, and the cells in my body seemed to have been washed by a heavy rain, and there was an indescribable transparency.

The after-effect of this madness was that when I came out of the bathroom, I was completely like an eggplant, lying on the bed with no strength to move.

There is no suspense, it is completely different from my almost exhausted death, Chen Tu's spirit is very good, he wrapped my hand around me and put it on his side, he smiled: "Tired? ”

I gave him a blank look: "Your uncle." Ask while knowing the answer. ”

I thought that Chen Tu would ask for some more bargains, but he was unprecedentedly serious, he stroked my somewhat messy hair, and said, "If you're tired, go to bed early." ”

This kind of long-lost warmth with Chen Tu made me a little reluctant to end here, I forcibly raised my eyelids, and said coldly: "Chen Tu, what about tomorrow Saturday, otherwise how about we go to the stone cave where you took me last time?" How about I bring my small outdoor alcohol stove and some ingredients to eat a wild hot pot? Otherwise, let's take the fish cat with us, maybe let it go out for a walk more, and it can change its cold temperament. ”

Maybe because of the bad light, I couldn't see Chen Tu's expression, his outline blurred into a mist in my vision, his hand holding my hair stopped, and he said for a while: "Wu Yi, I have to go back to roam and work overtime tomorrow." Some projects need to be followed up. ”

Disappointment covered my heart like a mist, and I stretched out my voice, and soon smiled as if nothing had happened, and said, "You have something to do." Then get busy. I'll see if Deng Qiqi and Song Xiaoxi are free tomorrow, I'll find them to sing k. ”

Holding my hand loose, Chen Tu tucked the quilt, he didn't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, in short, his body was a little farther away from me, he said, "Well, sleep." ”

Fatigue has been coming, and I can't hold it anymore, so I didn't dwell on this little problem anymore, and I just fell asleep wrapped in the quilt.

When he woke up in the morning, Chen Tu made breakfast.

Although this breakfast was much simpler than ever, I smelled the warmth that I had not felt in a long time.

Sitting down happily, I took the milk handed over by Chen Tu, and it was a mouthful of pride. Chen Tu looked at me and said, "Wu Yi, I went back to Shenzhen yesterday, I was in a hurry to buy vegetables and cook, and my suitcase hasn't been packed yet, if you are free, help me tidy it up?" ”

I didn't even think about it, "Yes." ”

After drinking most of the milk in one go, the corners of Chen Tu's mouth rose: "The clothes that are pressed at the bottom are dirty and need to be washed." ”

I nodded: "Mm-hmm, I know, you finish eating, busy with your going." ”

Drinking the half cup of milk thoroughly, Chen Tu paused the cup on the table, and he stood up with a loud voice: "You eat slowly." ”

After Chen Tu went out, I finished the sandwich in my hand, hummed a little song and cooked a few fish fillets for the fish cat, and watched it finish with satisfaction, so I slowly went to the bedroom and pulled Chen Tu's suitcase to the hall.

I guess I am grateful to me for cooking fish for it, and the fish cat has changed its previous high coldness, and from time to time it is swaying under my feet to sell cuteness, so I look at it from time to time, but my hand has not stopped, and I have been taking Chen Tu's clothes out.

After stacking the clean ones into a pile, I set about to take the dirty ones out one by one, and out of inertia, I felt in my pockets for each piece to see if Chen Tu had leaked anything in his pocket.

I guess I have criticized me a lot, but Chen Tu has improved a lot, and I haven't turned over anything in a few pieces, and in a blink of an eye, there is only a pair of trousers left at the bottom of the suitcase.

No longer hot just now, I grabbed the pants a little carelessly, and swiped them nonchalantly, but I didn't expect my hand to be smacked by a hard object.

I sluggishly reached into my pocket and pulled out a small ball of folded paper.