Chapter 57: Unless I'm Dead
Song Yan suddenly remembered his dream, and here, the people around him had already opened the car door and walked straight down!
The man was in front of Lu Yinchen, and Song Yan couldn't hear what he said with the car door closed, but what could be seen was an anxious expression on his face, as well as Lu Yinchen's frowning brows.
As if he was gambling, Song Yan's hand couldn't help but grasp the wedding dress on his body.
Then, just under her eyes, Lu Yinchen turned around.
But instead of coming to her, he went to the man's car!
Song Yan almost didn't think about it, opened the car door and went down.
"Lu Yinchen, today is our wedding, what do you want?!"
At this time, the people of the entire Haicheng were looking at them, and everyone was looking forward to seeing a prosperous wedding, but Song Yan knew that behind such a gaze, there were many unfavorable eyes.
She kept telling herself that she could, she could, and that everything that happened in that dream would not happen.
However, she was disappointed.
She carried the wedding dress next to the wedding car, and then watched Lu Yinchen get into that person's car without looking back.
He didn't say a word to her, didn't look at her.
When that car started, Song Yan's entire body was stunned, and then, she rushed straight up!
She tried to stop the car with her body, but she was still a step too slow, and the car drove out in front of her, and after a few steps behind her, she fell to the ground in embarrassment.
"Miss Song!" Alluring the country and the city immediately stepped forward, but his eyes were already red.
Song Yan was still lying on the ground and not moving, at that moment, the wedding was being broadcast live on TV, and the picture was also fixed on her face, and then, all the live broadcasts were cut off.
The hotels and churches that were supposed to be full of guests also received the news of the cancellation of the wedding at the first time, and the festive red and romantic flowers were all faded.
……
Song Yan sat alone in the church, with no guests or grooms.
Then she realized that it was not a dream, it was an omen.
When Lu Yinchen said that he wanted to marry her, Song Yan felt that this thing was too unreal.
Then now Song Yan knows that this is a dream of his.
He never wanted ...... Marry yourself.
The phone rang suddenly.
Song Yan glanced at the caller ID, it was not him.
Twelve hours passed.
She waited for him in the church for twelve hours, during which Song Yan also told herself that maybe something happened to him, or maybe it was just a misunderstanding.
However, no.
Yao Fei is still here, and there is nothing wrong with the company, it is him, gone.
He didn't give himself a text message, a phone call, either.
It's gone, it's clean.
Then the day before, she was the envy of the people of Haicheng, and suddenly it became the biggest joke.
Song Yan can even imagine that in the clubhouse in the future, there will always be someone who will use her things to teach.
"People, you should recognize your own position, a bitch is a bitch, the first day you step into this circle, you will never be able to wash it clean, what is on the top of the branch and becomes a phoenix, it will never happen to us! It just happened, and that's a joke. ”
That joke is her.
Song Yan finally stood up.
The alluring countries and cities guarding the door all looked at her with red eyes, and wanted to step forward to say something, but found that they couldn't say anything.
In the end, it was Allure who stepped forward, "Miss Song, let's go back first!" ”
Song Yan turned his head to look at her, his dry lips moved, and before he could say anything, the whole person had already fallen.
Song Yan suddenly dreamed of himself at this time last year.
That was the first time she met Lu Yinchen.
At that time, she was still in the Wenmeng Club, and she could string several tables in one night, and she would not get drunk with a thousand cups.
At that time, he was sitting in the middle of the sofa, a white shirt and a smile that hooked the corners of his mouth, which was enough to make Song Yan feel that she was drunk.
And that day, he also helped her block a glass of wine.
Song Yan will never forget that he took his wine glass and said, "Girl, let's drink less." ”
From that day on, Song Yan could often see him, and every time she saw him, she would sit next to him.
Until one time, in the bathroom of the box, he kissed her, and then asked if he would like to be his woman.
Song Yan fell in.
That night, she was in pain.
What had never been delivered to anyone, something that had even been protected with her life before, she gave him like that.
In the six months since then, they have an incomparable fit and an incomparable tacit understanding, and Song Yan always thinks that even if they can't get married, it's not bad to keep such a relationship.
Until that day, after crazy intimacy, he said, break up.
Then, she was left with a million.
Song Yan didn't believe it, until a new woman moved in, she went to the company to look for him, and after being denied entry, she waited downstairs.
On that day, as if to set off this scene, it rained heavily in the sky.
She stood under the rain, waiting for him to meet.
Such a scene is in a TV series, and the actor will definitely be moved, at least, willing to come down and take a look at her.
However, Lu Yinchen did not.
Only Yao Fei came down, he said, Mr. Lu doesn't like stalker women, and he doesn't want to be able to get along in Haicheng, so don't appear again.
At that time, Song Yan knew that there was no difference between himself and his countless previous lovers.
This man has no heart.
Just why.
After having such a cognition, when facing his warmth, she still fell into it.
He dragged her in single-handedly, and then when she struggled in the mire, he got up and smiled at her, you are so stupid.
Song Yan opened his eyes.
He's still not there.
Allure's eyes were obviously red and swollen, "Miss Song, you're awake." ”
Song Yan glanced at her, "Are you crying?" ”
As soon as he opened his mouth, Song Yan found that his voice was hoarse and unpleasant.
Allure hurriedly shook his head, but Song Yan said, "If there is anything to cry about, I won't cry." ”
Allure looked at her like this, her eyes suddenly turned red again, and Song Yan closed her eyes, "Take my phone." ”
Still no phone calls or texts.
Song Yan was calm, she glanced at the time, it had been a whole day, 24 hours, since he ran away from their wedding.
Song Yan swiped his phone, "Allure, I'm hungry, help me go out and buy something." ”
Allure naturally agreed, and after seeing her walk out, Song Yan dialed a number, "Doctor Jiang, it's me." ”
……
"Miss Song, this is millet porridge boiled in the kitchen......"
Allure's words were just broken in half when they were halfway through, and there were still people in the room!?
She immediately put the bowl down and looked at the bathroom in the room, and there was no one either.
"Where's Miss Song?"
The dumping country guarding below was unexpectedly stunned when he saw the dumpling rushing down in such a hurry, "What did you say?" Isn't Miss Song upstairs!? ”
The people of the entire villa immediately began to look for it, but there was no shadow of Song Yan up and down.
"Quick, call Mr. Lu!"
……
Song Yan was wearing a wide windbreaker, and he almost fell to his death when he climbed down from the stairs, but fortunately there was a garden below, and the ground was covered with soft grass.
Ignoring the embarrassment on his body, Song Yan patted the dust on his body and walked directly to the door of the community.
"Stop, who are you?"
Hearing the voice, Song Yan's footsteps suddenly stopped, and when he turned his head, he found that it was the security guard of the community.
Song Yan took off the hat of the windbreaker and looked at her expressionlessly, "Is there any problem?" ”
When the security guard saw her, he blurted out that he was about to say Mrs. Lu, but then remembered the news he saw yesterday that the wedding had been canceled.
Whether this is Mrs. Lu or not is already another matter.
Just when the security guard was shocked, Song Yan had already turned around and left.
Jiang Bei was waiting for her at the door.
"Miss Song, are you sure that today's incident will not put my life in danger?"
Song Yan glanced at him, "Doctor Jiang, your news doesn't seem to be well-informed enough, don't you know?" Mr. Lu ran away directly from the wedding, and I have become an outcast. ”
Song Yan's tone was calm, so that Jiang Bei, who was sitting next to her, couldn't help but look at her several times.
Song Yan knew what was going on in his heart.
In their opinion, Song Yan at this time should cry, make trouble and hang herself, after all, everyone in Haicheng now knows that she was abandoned by Lu Yinchen at the wedding, and there is nothing worse than this, isn't it?
It's a pity that her performance disappointed them.
Jiang Bei licked his lips and said, "It's okay, in fact, I think this matter is still good for you, after all, now the people in the entire Haicheng know you, you are famous in a fight!" Are you interested in entering the entertainment industry? Guaranteed to be an instant hit! ”
Song Yan glanced at him, "Doctor Jiang, it's not funny. ”
Jiang Bei touched his nose and glanced at Song Yan's stomach, "So you...... It's decided. ”
Song Yan's body leaned on the seat and snorted lazily.
"My life is already so miserable, there is no reason for my children to suffer with me."
Jiang Bei frowned, "But you should have been five months now, right?" It's a hassle to deal with. ”
"I believe in you, Dr. Jiang." Song Yan smiled at him, as charming and charming as before.
……
In addition to the hospital, Jiang Bei has his own small clinic, in addition to himself, there is only a small nurse, which seems to be safe and hygienic, Song Yan didn't think much about it, and said directly, "I don't have much time, the sooner the better, money is not a problem!" ”
Jiang Bei frowned and looked at her, "But the examination that should be done still has to be done, you come with me first." ”
Song Yan really wanted a quick solution.
It's not because she's afraid that Lu Yinchen will find her, because she knows that now she is just an abandoned woman for Lu Yinchen, and the reason why she is so anxious is because she is afraid that she will be reluctant.
It's been five months since then, after all.
He grew up in her belly day by day, and even when Song Yan put his hand on it at this time, he could still feel his rhythm.
And now, she's going to kill him.
"The surgery can be done, we take the medicine first, and then we induce labor, this is the medicine."
Jiang Bei put the medicine in front of Song Yan, and when Song Yan was about to pick it up, Jiang Bei held her hand down.
"Are you sure?"
"Doctor Jiang, this door-to-door business, you just want to stir up the yellow like this?"
Song Yan pulled his hand out.
Jiang Bei looked at her, "I just think it's a pity, after all, the child looks healthy, do you want to take a look at the photos?" ”
"I don't want to." Song Yan replied directly and picked up the medicine, "Please pour me a glass of water, thank you." ”
Jiang Bei walked out.
Song Yan was sitting in his office, and there were pictures of babies posted on the wall, and Song Yan didn't know if Jiang Bei hung these photos so that people could have more compassion.
But Song Yan thought that no mother was willing to give up her child's life unless it was a last resort.
The sound of opening the door came from behind, Song Yan didn't look back, only said, "Doctor Jiang, when the medicine is taken down, will the child be in pain?" ”
"What do you think?"
A cold voice came from behind, Song Yan's face suddenly changed, and when she turned her head suddenly, the man who had disappeared for a day and a night finally appeared in front of her.
Jiang Bei's hand was clasped, and he was looking at him with an angry face.
Song Yan paused for a moment and said, "If you have something to say, you can let Doctor Jiang go first." ”
As if he didn't understand her words, Lu Yinchen came up directly and clasped her hand.
Song Yan didn't struggle, just looked at the person in front of him calmly.
The emotions in those eyes, Lu Yinchen didn't know whether to say calm or ...... Like ashes.
As if something had stung in his heart, Lu Yinchen's brows couldn't help frowning, and he said, "Second time, Song Yan, you just want to kill this kid like that?" ”
He had a lot of strength, clasping his hand as if he could directly break Song Yan's hand in the next moment, but the expression on Song Yan's face didn't even change, he just looked at him and said, "Mr. Lu, you disappeared for a day and a night, how much does it owe for 24 to disappear, when you saw the bride who waited for you alone in the church for a day, the first thing you said was to question me?" ”
Song Yan's voice was calm, but the questioning in it was like something that directly ripped open the wound he had just been stung out, and it was bloody.
Lu Yinchen's hand that was holding her suddenly let go.
Song Yan looked at his frowning appearance, suddenly smiled lightly, and said, "Why did I kill him?" I don't want to, but if I don't kill him, do I want him to repeat his mother's fate? Let him, like his mother, be the joke of the entire Haicheng people? ”
Lu Yinchen didn't answer, and the corners of his mouth tightened more and more.
Song Yan picked up his mobile phone, "Lu Yinchen, I don't ask why you left at that time, because during this time, you didn't give me a phone call, a message, if I didn't appear in the hospital at this time, how long would you be going to disappear?" ”
"You want to explain?" Lu Yinchen finally said this.
Song Yan shook his head with a smile, "No need, I don't want to hear it, I won't let you divorce me, because I said it, unless I die, but this child, I won't give birth!" ”
Song Yan's tone suddenly raised, and his eyes looked at the person in front of him.
"As long as I don't agree, no one will give you this operation, Song Yan, don't force me."
Song Yan laughed, laughing louder and louder, like a madman.
"Forcing you? Lu Yinchen, I'm going to force you today, you don't want people to operate on me, do you? As soon as Song Yan's hand stretched out, Jiang Bei picked up a fruit knife that Jiang Bei had originally placed on the table and pressed it against her throat.
"Then you'll give it a try?"
"Song Yan, I know you're afraid of death, so you can't threaten me like this." His face didn't even change for a moment, and he said calmly.
Sometimes, Song Yan really hated the man in front of him.
Why did he do this, why was he so high in front of all things and all people?
Why is he the one who obviously did the wrong thing, but she still has to look like she is trying to make a compromise!?
Song Yan gritted his teeth, "Lu Yinchen, aren't you forcing me?" ”
"You want a wedding, I can give you another one."
He said as if she was just a child who couldn't get candy, and there was another candy store in the past.
However, she is not a child, and she does not want candy.
It's her stupid.
During this time, he still felt that no matter what, he was willing to marry him and be the father of his children.
And in front of the Lu family, he never suspected that this child was not his.
All of this made Song Yan mistakenly think, did he also want to be with himself for the rest of his life?
Now Song Yan knows.
No.
If you have such thoughts, you are the stupidest person in the world.
Something cold fell from her eyes and smashed on the sharp blade, Song Yan's hand tightened a little harder, and blood slid down her neck.
"Lu Yinchen, do you want to try it?"
When he saw the blood, Lu Yinchen's brows couldn't help frowning, and his eyes looked at her, "Don't forget, that child is still in my hand." ”
It's morning again.
Song Yan knew that he would definitely use him to blackmail him.
"You can do whatever you want, anyway, if I die, he has no relatives in this world, so it's better to let him die. Some things, from the very beginning, were a mistake. ”
For example, she and Lu Yinchen.
"I command you, put down the knife in your hand immediately!" Lu Yinchen finally lost all patience.
Song Yan instead cut the knife into her skin a little, and she could clearly feel the pain.
Lu Yinchen is right, she is afraid of death, and she is even more afraid of pain.
But now, she was stubbornly unwilling to put the knife down, "As long as you agree to my terms." ”
"I promise you!" Lu Yinchen finally replied, and the cold light in his eyes seemed to kill her.
Song Yan's hand finally let go, and when her knife was just put down, Lu Yinchen stepped forward in two steps and threw her knife on the ground!
"Song Yan, you are the first one who dares to threaten me like this!"
Song Yan looked at him and smiled, "I won, didn't I?" ”
She was victorious.
But he also lost a mess.
Song Yan was taken back directly, and when Lu Yinchen stuffed her into the car, Song Yan reacted, "Lu Yinchen, you have gone back on your word!" ”
"What if I go back on my word? Song Yan, the child in the belly, you have to give birth to it, and you have to give birth if you don't give birth! ”
"Lu Yinchen, you are despicable!" Song Yan raised his hand, and a slap was thrown directly on his face!
The sound of "pop" was particularly crisp in the carriage, and Yao Fei's hand in front couldn't help but tremble, but Song Yan didn't care, and it was another slap in the face.
Lu Yinchen didn't hide, he didn't want to hide at all.
Song Yan gritted his teeth, "Lu Yinchen, don't think that I will forgive you like this!" I won't forgive you! When hell freezes over! ”
"You can beat and scold as much as you want, but as you said yourself, you want a divorce unless you die, and you want to kill this child, unless I die!"
……
Song Yan has never hated a person like this.
After returning from the hospital, General Lu Yinchen locked her directly on the bed, with her hands and feet.
She refuses to eat anything.
When he heard the news, Lu Yinchen asked people to boil porridge, drank it himself, and then in front of everyone, he pried her teeth open with his tongue and told her to swallow it!
When he let go of her, Song Yan immediately began to retch, and Lu Yinchen covered her mouth tightly to stop her movements.
Song Yan kept screaming and struggling, and finally opened his mouth and bit Lu Yinchen's finger raw.
Bloody.
Lu Yinchen continued to feed her with his mouth as if he couldn't feel it.
Song Yan couldn't struggle, and finally could only shout, "Let go of me!" Lu Yinchen, apart from bullying me, what else will you do? Why are you doing this to me? You say! ”
"As long as you're obedient, I'll let you go." Lu Yinchen said calmly.
"Obedient? Lu Yinchen, you knew from the beginning that I was not the kind of woman who could be quiet and obedient, why did you provoke me? Why should I meet you?! ”
Song Yan suddenly began to cry, tears kept falling from her eyes, and she couldn't reach out to wipe her snot with snot, she knew that she must be ugly now.
Lu Yinchen took a tissue to help her wipe it, and Song Yan opened his mouth and bit his arm directly.
She vented all her bitter hatred on her teeth, and soon, she tasted the taste of blood.
Lu Yinchen didn't seem to feel the pain, and only frowned at her.
Song Yan finally let go of his mouth.
"Have you gotten rid of your hatred?" He said.
Song Yan closed his eyes, "You let me go, I promise, I won't run away, I won't do anything to the child." ”
Lu Yinchen did not answer.
Song Yan opened his eyes and looked at him, "If you continue like this, you just want to drive me crazy." ”
Lu Yinchen finally took the key and came out and untied her hands and feet.
Song Yan wiped his face and looked at him, "Now, you can say, that day, why did you leave!?" ”