Chapter 235: In the Name of Love (1)
"Aunt Wan still loves him with all her heart, right?"
Nangong Luojing's words were like an alarm bell quietly ringing in Aunt Wan's ears, and in the process of chewing on these words repeatedly, she suddenly realized that the voice in her heart was getting stronger and stronger, making her suddenly fall into a sense of confusion.
Is she really as memorable as she says she is to have an old affection for him?
Looking at the figure of him leaving, she can say that what she got is a burst of melancholy, and she can also say that the taste in her heart is not good, but can she say that she still has an unforgettable love for that person.
Twenty years have passed, every time she thinks of everything back then, she knows that everything has passed for a long, long time, and she almost forgets the time, but every time the scene after scene flashes in front of her, the feeling of heartache and regret in her heart lingers deeply in her heart, so she can't say that she has no feelings for him at all, but whether her feelings for him are still love, she really can't be sure, maybe she still can't let go of the things of that year, or perhaps, the things of that year are too unforgettable, so she still remembers everything back then。
What kind of emotion is it, what kind of emotion is it?
asked herself over and over again in her heart, Aunt Wan never got an answer that relieved her about this question, she could only say that Nangong Luojing's question reminded her of a lot of past things, and slowly evoked all the memories that should not be evoked.
"Aunt Wan can't answer me" Seeing Nangong Luojing, who was at a loss because of one of her own questions, she looked at Aunt Wan obsessively thinking back to the year, and she had to be surprised that she already knew in her heart that it would be like this, this reaction of Aunt Wan really said everything, everything back then was so unforgettable, so that every time she mentioned it, she could always immediately fall into her own thoughts.
"This"
Hearing Nangong Luojing's question, Aunt Wan's face immediately showed a faint embarrassment, she knew that she wanted to know the facts of the year to the bottom of the matter, so she asked her this question in confusion.
Once upon a time, she also thought about telling the truth of the matter without concealment, and admitted everything she did back then, but she couldn't, she clearly knew that she couldn't, if she said it, everything would be irreparable, it would be difficult for her to stay by her side, she couldn't, because the only thing she wanted to stay by her side from beginning to end was to atone for her mistakes back then, and stayed by her side for so long, she never atoned for everything she did, on the contrary, she still owed her a lot of kindness, everything she always owed her too much, she wanted to make up, really wanted to make up, so she must not say。
"Aunt Wan's hesitation seems to have told Luo Jing the answer in Aunt Wan's heart"
The doubt on her face turned into a kind of certainty, Nangong Luojing didn't know how unbearable the past was, so she took the slight regret on Aunt Wan's face as remorse, she didn't know what she was regretting and since Aunt Wan had a relationship with King Nan back then, she also gave birth to Xiahou Yi's son, could it be
The thousands of thoughts in her heart converged into a clueless speculation, and Nangong Luojing's conclusion that she didn't know whether it was right or wrong made her scruple about Aunt Wan's feelings, so she didn't delve any further, turned around, she looked at the sky, it was already time for the sun to set, and she couldn't help but feel that time passed quickly.
"Aunt Wan, I'm tired and want to take a break, you go down"
A low voice came, and Aunt Wan raised her head suddenly, seeing that Nangong Luojing had already walked a long distance, she felt a little more helpless in her heart, but what about helplessness, since she said so, she did so, and after blessing herself, she turned around and left.
Through the window, Nangong Luojing looked up and saw the figure of Aunt Wan leaving, I don't know what the reason is, looking at Aunt Wan's figure being stretched by the slanting sun, her heart inexplicably gave rise to a trace of change.
When Qin Yue appeared beside her, she was in such a state: her beautiful eyes followed the woman in the distance, until the woman disappeared from her sight and still looked at that place.
It wasn't until she appeared for a moment that she arched her hand and said, "Qin Yue has seen the queen."
Qin Yue's voice was so familiar, every time she heard Qin Yue's voice, she always had great expectations in her heart, but when that expectation was cold, only a barren land was left in her heart.
"How did you get here today" Glancing at Qin Yue, Nangong Luo Jingxuan was about to put on his sleeve.
"The king wants Qin Yue to help the queen" Zhen frowned, and Qin Yue's voice was faint.
"What the king wants to do" What can he do for me
With the last half of the sentence in his mouth, Nangong Luojing's eyes unconsciously felt a little moist.
"The king knew that the wind guard had been arrested and sent to the heavenly prison, so the king ordered Qin Yue to come"
Explaining her intentions, Qin Yue waited for Nangong Luo Jing to say something, but after waiting for a long time, she never spoke.
Just when she was suspicious, Nangong Luo Jing opened her mouth lightly: "What does the king decide?"
"The king will have his own arrangement, but this arrangement needs the guidance of the wind guard, so Qin Yue will rescue the wind guard from the prison first, and everything will be considered in the long run."
Qin Yue deliberately lowered her voice. Although she knew that there was no way that anyone was eavesdropping in the vicinity, she had to take all precautions just in case the wall had ears.
Qin Yue's cautiousness Nangong Luo Jing understood, so her voice was also controlled a lot.
"Did the King Tell You About His Plan?"
Qin Yue, who knew that she would ask like this, suddenly remembered what Feng Yihan said to her in her heart, she understood the king's intention of not wanting her to know, since the king didn't want her to know, then she couldn't tell her about it on her own, and decided in her heart, Qin Yue shook her head and said: "The king didn't talk about it, but the king asked Qin Yue to remind the queen that she can only be more careful in the palace."
From Qin Yue's mouth, Nangong Luo Jing's heart couldn't help but feel a little sour, and she couldn't help but feel a little sour in her heart, but she couldn't say these four words from his mouth in person.
Pressing down the sourness in his heart, Nangong Luojing nodded lightly and responded, "I know."
In just the blink of an eye, Qin Yue had already disappeared in front of her as if she had been blown by a gust of wind.
The immersion in the room shows that the short conversation of Fang Cai is becoming more and more inauthentic.