184 I feel guilty in my heart
As soon as this aunt heard that I was going to lose money, the expression on her face immediately turned into a smile again, and she pretended to be embarrassed and said: "I actually didn't say that you have to lose money, you can ask our manager first, if our manager says ......" Before she finished speaking, I quickly gave her fifty, saying that a sheet, fifty yuan is enough, don't talk, hurry up and change it for me, I will continue to rest after changing."
Auntie just accepted the money, changed the sheets for me and went out, after she went out, I found that my brain was still a little confused at this time, I don't know if it was the reason why the wine didn't go down, or I didn't sleep well, of course, I didn't have the heart to continue sleeping at this time, and my mind was full of this matter.
Think back carefully about the feeling when I broke her last night, but I can't think of anything, this is the most wronged, it's the first time for me, it's so confused, and now I can't even remember that feeling, it's really wronged.
The biggest headache is what to do with Su Xiaoyi, I think, it's better to find a chance to talk to Tang Bingbing first, to see what her attitude is, if she shows that she doesn't care, then I should be able to feel better, in this way, I think I can still be with Su Xiaoyi, as long as we keep this secret, although this is a bit unauthentic, but there is no way.
But in case this Tang Bingbing also cares about this, then I'm afraid it's troublesome.
Maybe I wanted to erase all this, I later went to take a shower and washed my body clean, but I can wash my body, but I can't wash my heart, the feeling in my heart, not to mention how aggrieved.
It's about nine o'clock, Zhang Qimei came to knock on my door, saying that she was going out for breakfast, after I went out, I found that she was alone, she said that Tang Bingbing seemed to have a cold, her body was uncomfortable, she didn't go to eat, let's bring her some casually, and buy some cold medicine at the same time, although Zhang Qimei said so, but I think that the reason why Tang Bingbing can't go down may be related to me, she must be very tormented in her heart at this time.
And when I was having dinner with Zhang Qimei, Zhang Qimei also muttered vigorously, saying that after she and Tang Bingbing went back to the house, she went to the toilet twice, and every time she went to the toilet, she found Tang Bingbing sitting on the edge of the bed in a daze, I don't know what to think about, she asked me later, I didn't have Tang Bingbing last night.
Although I was very panicked, I could only pretend to be calm at this time, I said: "Look at what you said, I drank too much, what can I do with her, she also drank a lot of wine last night, I guess she is still confused, it will be fine in a while!" ”
She said she wished.
When the meal was about to be finished, Su Xiaoyi suddenly called me, and when I saw her call, I chuckled in my heart, although I knew that Su Xiaoyi could not know about it at this time, but this call still made my heart beat.
Maybe seeing that I was stunned there and didn't answer the phone, Zhang Qimei shouted at me at this time, saying, "What are you stunned there, why don't you hurry up and answer someone's phone?" ”
That's when I quickly answered.
"What color of short sleeves do you like to wear?" Su Xiaoyi asked anxiously at this time, seeing what she meant, she should buy me short sleeves, I asked her why she asked this, she wanted to buy it for me, she said: "Yes, I saw two better-looking ones, one is blue and the other is white, which color do you like, I have to buy it for you quickly, and then mail it back, I can't let my parents know!" ”
If it was usual, Su Xiaoyi would be like this, I would definitely be beautiful in my heart, but at this time, I felt uncomfortable in my heart, and I felt sorry for Su Xiaoyi, ashamed of her, I said I don't need to buy it, the size or something, I am not there, what if it is not suitable when the time comes, Su Xiaoyi snorted and said: "Just tell me a color, grind and chirp, hurry up!" ”
I said the white one, I like the white one, she said okay, and hung up the phone when she was done.
When Su Xiaoyi called me just now, the voice was relatively loud, so Zhang Qimei also heard it, Zhang Qimei smiled at this time and said: "Look, Su Xiaoyi, it's still very good to you, I like you very much, don't have blind dealings with other women in the future, really, if you look like Andy Lau, you can go to the waves casually, you look like that, and find a girl like Su Xiaoyi, don't you hurry up and spoil the pain, and come to mess with the girl who was being fooled, do you say that you are a lack of heart!" ”
I smiled and said yes, I was a careless person.
Zhang Qimei pouted, saying that what happened to me today, I don't know what to talk about, I wonder how I have the heart to talk back at this time, I knew that this trip shouldn't have come, what is the whole thing.
After eating and buying medicine, Zhang Qimei was just about to open the door of her house, and suddenly signaled me not to move, not to make a movement, and then she put her ear to the door, and then listened quietly, and I also vaguely heard at this time, there was crying in the room, it should be Tang Bingbing crying, as for why she was crying, I know, it must be because of that.
"Tang Bingbing is crying?" Zhang Qimei asked in a low voice, I said I don't know, it should be, Zhang Qimei muttered, why are you still crying, what's wrong? Saying that, she opened the door directly, and then went in, and shouted at Tang Bingbing at the same time: "Why are you still crying, what's wrong?" ”
At this time, Tang Bingbing was sitting on the edge of the bed, facing the window outside, and when she saw that the two of us were back, she quickly stopped crying, and then wiped her tears, and then she shook her head and choked up: "It's okay!" ”
"What the hell is going on? Who bullied you? We're going out for a while, why are you crying? Someone came in? Or did someone call you? Zhang Qimei sat down in front of Tang Bingbing, put her arm around her shoulder, and asked, Tang Bingbing said that she had just answered a phone call and felt uncomfortable.
As soon as she said this, Zhang Qimei might guess that it should be an emotional matter, and she scolded: "What about the stupid still contacting you?" Didn't I tell you, don't contact him, it's all a liar, and he deceives you with clever words, don't believe it! It's not worth crying for him! ”
Tang Bingbing nodded and said she knew.
And at this time, I felt very uncomfortable, and I felt very embarrassed to stay here, so I said that if there was nothing wrong, I would go back to my room, Zhang Qimei also gave me a blank look, and said: "What are you doing in a hurry to go back, I haven't slept enough, Bingbing should feel uncomfortable now, you come and enlighten her with me!" ”
The bitterness in my heart, I used to enlighten, I'm afraid that the more enlightened I am, the more uncomfortable she will become.
I said that I still had a terrible headache in my head, and I was going to lie down for a while, and after saying this, I didn't care how Zhang Qimei buried me, and went straight back to my house.
After returning to the house, I thought about it, Tang Bingbing was able to cry, which shows that the mood fluctuations in her heart are still relatively large, then she cares about this matter very much, I can't think about it, then it seems that there is no drama.
It was almost eleven o'clock, Tang Bingbing and Zhang Qimei went to her relative's house, before leaving, Zhang Qimei also asked me to go, saying that the place was so lively, and I went to be happy, I said that my godsister didn't have to look for me today, so I didn't have to go, after they left, I didn't even have the mind to go out to play, and then Guan Qingqing really called me and asked me to go to lunch, saying that I would entertain me well, but I also found an excuse to push it off, anyway, I was lying in the house all day, and I was thinking about how to solve this matter.
Of course, the most important thing at the moment is to have a good chat with Tang Bingbing, but she has always been with Zhang Qimei, and she has no chance to be alone at all.
Later, the more I thought about it, the more I felt that it was not good, I couldn't continue to stay here, I was embarrassed, Tang Bingbing was also embarrassed, if the three of us stayed together, Zhang Qimei would find out the problem between me and Tang Bingbing sooner or later, and when the time came, it would be troublesome, so after thinking about it, I finally sent a text message to Zhang Qimei, saying that I had something at home, I had to go home early, and they could go back with Tang Bingbing's family when they turned around.
After the text message was sent, I packed my things and went straight to the station, this trip, it was really disgusting.
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