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"Ciyun, what are you going to do?" I didn't move, and my voice was as soft as a cat. +∧ Eight + ∧ Eight + ∧ Reading + ∧ Books, .※.→o
The man in front of him, his eyes were deep and wide, obviously so close to me, but these few inches of distance made it difficult to cross.
The corners of Jiang Ciyun's mouth provoked a wicked smile, the Adam's apple rolled slightly, and he didn't answer.
The back of my head jerked against a force, a few inches further intracted, and then our foreheads collided together.
He shook his head slightly, and if it weren't for our foreheads colliding, I probably wouldn't have felt it.
In a moment, his big hand swam behind me like a nimble snake, and landed on the part of my waist along my bones. His fingertips were lightly circled, as if he were writing, and he drew slowly.
I felt in my head the strokes that he had fallen, and the first word was me. His heart was pounding, and he would say he loved me, or tell me something he couldn't say.
I'd love to know.
He continued to paint, but only one movement noticeably slowed down.
The breath falls again and again, from light to strong, like a fine wine that has been brewing for many years. Our breath instantly stuck together, and even when I vomited, it seemed to carry the faint smell of tobacco on his body.
I was desperate to know what the second word he had written, but just as I was trying to make out it, he suddenly kissed me on the forehead.
The strong and enthusiastic lips that were slightly cool made my brain almost go blank.
He still wrote on my waist, but I was confused by the overly romantic atmosphere and the tender kiss he was about to burn me.
He kissed me in the eyes, then the bridge of my nose, my cheeks, my lips, my neck, my collarbone, my chest. I've long forgotten his strokes, and he's written so many words that I can't tell what he wrote anymore.
My eyes were wet thinking about his past, his past without me, my past without him. But these two people who have no early relationship will be in the car, but they will helm each other's bodies.
The shoulders are saggy. As if all my strength had been drained, I slowly hooked his neck, brushing on his movements, learning how he kissed me, kissing his forehead, eyes, bridge of nose, lips, cheeks, collarbones.
Then it all happened naturally, he lowered his chair, I lay down under him, and we were snuggled together.
"Ciyun." My voice was choppy, so light that even the air could easily shatter.
His voice smiled, "I'm here." ”
I told him, "I love you." ”
Jiang Ciyun was silent and threw me two words: "Okay." ”
Loss crossed my eyes and heart again, why? Why is he still reluctant to even say a word of love to me? Maybe it's like he said, he doesn't love me, he just likes me. What do you like about me? Just like to do it with me?
I was so frightened that I pushed him hard, but he didn't move, but a force ran through my body, and I couldn't resist anymore. There is an old song with a slow tone in the car, just like what is written in the lyrics, how many you and I in this life are swallowed up in the moonlight of the night.
When the first light of dawn came, I sat with him on the surface of the sea, on the same reef on which he had once sit. I leaned on his shoulder and let the sea breeze blow uncontrollably.
Jiang Ciyun's silky hair was curled up again and again, flying. The traces of our body have long since dissipated.
His shirt was buttoned only a few times, and his chest was almost open like a barrier.
"Yingying." He turned his head and kissed my temple and opened it lowly.
This is the first time he has called me that, and the extremely ambiguous tone is really easy to make people dizzy.
"Look, the sun is up. It's so beautiful. I pointed to the pink and orange sun in the distance. When he turned his head to look at Jiang Ciyun, he smiled faintly, it was an unsuspecting kind of smile, which took away my attention at once.
I couldn't take my eyes off it anymore, I don't know when the man I fell in love with came into my heart, but I knew very well that he would never go out again. Even if one day we will be separated, even if no one is destined to be together forever.
"It's too cold, let's go inside." He said.
We went back to catch up on the night's sleep, and he and I woke up almost at the same time as noon, due to a sharp knock at the door.
Jiang Ciyun quickly put on a wide T-shirt, and I quickly straightened my hair and got down from under the bed.
While I was putting on my slippers, Yan Jin rushed into the bedroom like a madman, and he drank again, and the thick smell of alcohol hit my nose the moment he entered the door.
"Tang Ying, you must know where she is, tell me, you tell me!" Yan Jin shook my shoulder.
I was shaken and dazed.
It was Jiang Ciyun who pulled him away.
Yan Jin fell to the ground, he had no intention of getting up again, his eyes were wet and blurry. He had one leg straight on the floor, the other bent up, and the arm in the same direction hung from it.
Yan Jin lowered his head and laughed loudly: "Why don't you tell me." My sons, the women I liked, are gone. I don't know if I'll ever see her again, it's been a difficult day. Tang Ying, I have played with many women, and some of them may not be able to remember their faces. It could be retribution, it was retribution! ”
I looked at Yan Jin like this, frowned deeply, and couldn't stop sighing.
In the world of feelings, whoever loves who more will lose a little more, Yan Jin is obviously a man, but I can still smell the similarities from him, we are so powerless, as if watching a tragedy, there is a hint of luck in the bitterness.
"Yan Jin, I'm sorry, I really don't know." I lowered my head and clasped the corners of my clothes with both hands.
Yan Jin got up from the ground, pointed at me, pointed at Jiang Ciyun, and said slowly: "Okay, okay, I won't ask again, I'll find it myself!" Hehe. ”
He actually walked away crying, I have never seen a man cry so sad and desolate, and then my head was almost down in the dust.
Jiang Ciyun walked over and grabbed my shoulder, rubbed it lightly a few times, and said, "I'll go see him." ”
"Okay."
"Don't go anywhere today, lie at home."
Jiang Ciyun changed his clothes and hurriedly went out, I stayed alone in the sea-view room, and made myself a pot of fragrant coffee, and I only remembered that I had an appointment with him when Xu Mushen's phone came in.
"Have you had lunch?"
"Not yet."
"Let's eat together." Xu Mushen on the other end of the phone said with a smile in his voice.
I promised the promise myself, but I was embarrassed to refuse, and after a long pause, I said intermittently, "Oh, okay." The location is yours. ”
Not long after the phone hung up, he texted me with the address.
I arrived at the place as scheduled, it was a very ordinary Chinese restaurant, the restaurant was very small, and there were only six tables in the hall, but each table was full of customers.
Xu Mushen beckoned to me, and at the same time, his smile entered my eyes.
I walked over and hung my bag on the chair: "Why don't you choose a better place?" Don't save me money. ”
"I like warm places, and the atmosphere of high-end restaurants is very good, but unfortunately there is a little less human touch." Xu Mushen picked up the herbal tea that the clerk made for him and took a sip, it was not a good tea, so the leaves were particularly large, and the color was by no means turquoise, it was inferior tea and dark brown similar to overnight tea.
"You can order whatever you want, you're welcome." I say.
Xu Mushen said: "Don't worry, I won't be polite to you." ”
If there was some ambiguity between men and women, my body was a little stiff, and he ordered a few home-cooked dishes, a soup, and a few beers.
Ever since I had drunk, I had become so averse to the taste of alcohol that when he held a bottle of beer in front of me, I gladly accepted it.
"Now you can talk to me about what's bothering you." Xu Mushen said as he poured me wine.
He didn't pour much, half a glass from a very small glass. Our glasses collided slightly, and each drank the wine in the glass.
"Actually, I've always wondered why you suddenly wanted to help me that time in the café." I put down my glass and looked at him.
Xu Mushen said: "When I saw that live broadcast, the camera swept to you, and when you looked at Lu Li's eyes, I was amazed, I have never seen this kind of calmness and strength in a girl." Especially such a beautiful woman. ”
He became oily and smooth, and the smile that floated at the corner of his mouth was very natural. I don't know him, I don't know if he is a master of picking girls like Yan Jin, so I have to laugh as if I was teasing.
We ate and talked, and I told him almost every detail, from what happened to me to my helplessness to the oppression of their group.
After Xu Mushen listened, his eyes looked at me very differently, as if he was appreciating and sighing.
He poured a full glass of wine, and was sullen in one breath, and poured another glass, and in another gulp.
After drinking two full cups in a row, he said to me, "Give it to me." ”
"Do you have a way?"
Xu Mu loosened his tie: "What you have done can't not exist." If there is no way to get justice, what else do you need lawyers and the law to do? ”
I grabbed the corner of his clothes as if I saw hope: "Lawyer Xu is really willing to help me?" ”
"It's Mu Shen." He laughs.
I twisted my hair around and stuck out my tongue mischievously: "I forgot again." Yes, you are Ciyun's friend, I call you Mu Shen. ”
Coincidentally, I didn't expect to meet my cousin in such a small restaurant.
When the seat on the side was empty, a group of hooligans came in, and the one in the lead was my unsuccessful cousin.
Last time, he was thrown out of the company by the security guard of the media company, and he must have hated me to death after swearing in his mouth.
He had a toothpick in his mouth and spat it at me.
I was poked hard in the sharpest part of the toothpick, and subconsciously raised my hand to cover the sore spot.
"Hey! Isn't this my cousin who is too good to be a good person? "My cousin's leg reached the crossbar of my chair, and his body staggered, and the thick gold chain around his neck swayed with him.
The cousin looked at Xu Mushen and looked at it: "What the hell is a man again?" How many men have you split this leg for? ”