378. Fanwai (16) What is Ye Peijun to you now?

Later, Su Jingchu rarely came back, he seemed to be a different person, and he was no longer as gentle as before, Fu Xue only then realized that he was not a naturally warm and gentle person, it turned out that he could also be so indifferent.

It was also from that time that Fu Xue gradually realized that she might not really care about Su Jingchu.

Such a discovery made her panic, she always knew that love is a terrible thing, it can make people lose their minds, make people unable to control their words and actions, and even make people become less like themselves.

In the Fu family, she has seen too many tragedies and unbearable, her own parents, and Fu Yao's parents, so she has always told herself to keep a clear head and reason at all times, and not to lose her heart easily.

So she ignored Su Jingchu more and more, and even escaped from the feelings in her heart.

Later, she went abroad to study abroad, so everything faded away, she thought that even if she saw him again, she would not feel like that again, but she still overestimated herself after all.

Later, she inadvertently met Su Jingchu abroad, perhaps by fate, she met him outside the same hotel.

He was drunk and sat in the hallway as if he were asleep.

Recognizing him, she naturally didn't care, and took him back to her room.

In a daze, he opened his eyes, called her name, and pounced.

But she didn't stay, but left like a fled, even she didn't know why she was so afraid that Su Jingchu would know what happened to them that night.

Later, she knew that she was afraid of falling into the abyss called love.

But in the end, she still didn't control herself, that night disturbed her heart, even though she was trying her best to cover it up, and even found countless reasons for herself to return to China, but the most sober self in her heart understood that she was going back for Su Jingchu.

It's just that she doesn't want to admit it, and she keeps deceiving herself.

followed her into pregnancy, but she didn't keep the child.

She never knew that when she fell in love with someone, she would never forget him, even if time flies and time flies, he will eventually become a cinnabar mole engraved on the tip of her heart.

You can't erase it, you can't take it off.

The past was a painful experience for Fu Xue, but now she remembers it with a lot of sweetness.

It was the love she had experienced with him, the indelible footprints and the most unforgettable memories of her and him, how painful it was, and how unforgettable the feelings there are now.

With the exit of the word love, Fu Xue suddenly said, yes, she loves him, and she has always known it, but even now, she is still leaving a way out for herself, and she is not wholeheartedly.

And Su Jingchu still indulged her reservations and poured out his heart and lungs for her.

Fu Xue thought, since he could indulge her, then why couldn't she indulge his petty temperament? Indulge in his bad temper?

She suddenly felt that Pei Jun was just an insignificant person, but she had a conflict with Su Jingchu because of such a person, which was really a little unworthy, you know, that person was the one who put her wholeheartedly at the tip of her heart.

Fu Xue suddenly remembered that whenever she was willful or unreasonable in the past, Su Jingchu helped her unconditionally and stood on her side, even if she was unreasonable.

And today, she didn't treat him the way he did him.

She felt a little sorry for her discomfort, she felt that she was not good.

Fu Xue raised her head to look at Pei Jun, and she said: "I feel very sorry for today's incident, whether he did it on purpose or not, you can afford to apologize, this is polite." ”

She said: "You said before that I was me and he was him, but I didn't think so, I was husband and wife with him, we were one, his fault was my fault, so I had a reason to apologize on his behalf." ”

But in her heart, she didn't feel that Su Jingchu was wrong.

Fu Xue's indifference made Pei Jun frown, she spoke to him so politely, obviously there was a difference between intimacy and intimacy, she regarded him as the one who was sparse.

And Pei Jun also felt that in her heart, she was on Su Jingchu's side, even if this man was so impolite before.

endured it, and some emotions Pei Jun didn't hold back after all.

Since he saw Fu Xue, some emotions have begun to accumulate in his heart, he endured it again and again, those emotions were like snowballs, and finally they got bigger and bigger, and now, under Fu Xue's performance.

Those emotions finally collapsed, and I couldn't hold back anymore.

Pei Jun squatted down to support Fu Xue's shoulder, and he said a little out of control: "Fu Xue, you love him so much now, what about Ye Peijun?" What is he to you? You forgot about him so quickly? Forgot your promises and vows so quickly? ”

Fu Xue didn't expect that Pei Jun would mention that person at this time.

In fact, from the first time Fu Xue saw Pei Jun, she wanted to ask him, ask him if he knew Ye Peijun, and ask if they had anything to do with each other.

But she couldn't open her mouth all the time, and besides, she felt that those people were already in the past, and that person was no longer there, and there was no point in mentioning it again.

Since this is the case, there is no need to pursue it again, so she is not very attentive, and completely regards Pei Jun as a friend who meets in Pingshui.

Hearing Pei Jun ask her like this at this time, Fu Xue knew in her heart that it was obvious that he knew Ye Peijun and had an unusual connection with him.

Fu Xue's mind came up with the words that they were brothers and relatives, but she couldn't help but blurt out: "What is the relationship between you and him?" ”

Pei Jun didn't answer Fu Xue's question, he half-squatted in front of Fu Xue, looked at her seriously, and asked her: "Tell me, what is Ye Peijun to you now?" ”

Although Fu Xue didn't know why Pei Jun asked like this, she still answered him: "The past has passed, and people always have to look forward." ”

Yes, the past has passed, people always have to look forward, and it is impossible to stop moving all the time.

She can't just because that person is dead, she can't close herself off and ignore love, although she did and did so, but in the end, she still didn't stick to her position.

Her world broke into a person, a man named Su Jingchu, so everything was different.

Pei Jun's eyes sank, and he didn't accept such a fact.

There was some grief, resentment and disappointment in his eyes, surging like a tide, trying to drown people alive, the waves were surging, making people tremble and make people afraid.

Fu Xue looked at him like this, and his heart was a little nervous, and he suddenly put up his whole body on guard.

Her mind was a little messy, and a lot of things were floating around.

Pei Jun, Ye Pei Jun, Pei Jun, Ye Pei Jun.

The names of these two people kept churning and wandering in her mind, and she finally discovered the secret hidden in the name.

Maybe she didn't care about it before, so she didn't feel anything when Pei Jun lost a leaf word, and she didn't think about it, after all, one of them was Pei and the other was Pei.

And in this world, it is not surprising that there are too many people with similar names, and it is even more surprising if Pei Jun and Ye Peijun are really related.

Thinking of these at this time, Fu Xue was startled, something exploded in her mind, and she said, "You? ”

As soon as she spit out a word, she was dragged into Pei Jun's arms1, he buckled the back of her head and spoon, and kissed her with the surging emotions in his heart.

As soon as Pei Jun touched Fu Xue's lips, he was pulled away by a force, followed by a fierce punch.

The punch hit him in the face, and he staggered and almost fell, but fortunately he held on to the wall so that he didn't fall to the ground.

Fu Xue sat on the ground in a daze, as if she had been frozen.

After that punch, Su Jingchu ignored Pei Jun anymore, he picked up Fu Xue, hugged her into the room, and threw Pei Jun out of the door.

As soon as he closed the door, he pressed her against the door and kissed her fiercely and deeply.

Su Jingchu's mind came up with the scene he had just seen, and he couldn't say the anger in his heart.

He hurt her, Fu Xue pushed 1 and refused, but her action was exchanged for a more ferocious deep kiss from him.

The hand that originally held her was domineering from the hem of her clothes, and landed on her shiny skin, which made her feel trembling and soft.

"Su Jingchu." She called his name in a hurry.

He ignored her, picked her up, let her climb 1 to attach to him, and both of them fell into the soft couch.

He peeled her apart, and broke into the dark land.

Fu Xue's hand waved in the chaos, leaving scratches on his arm.

Feeling his obvious stiffness and unnaturalness, Fu Xue had a suspicion in her heart and turned on the light in the room, so she saw a large bruise on his arm, which must have been very painful.

"What's going on?" As the words came out, the events of tonight came to mind.

He had been saying that his hand was slipping, but neither she nor Bae Jun thought he did it on purpose.

Fu Xue felt a little guilty in her heart, blaming herself for being soft and incredible.

"I'm sorry." She apologized to him with some reason.

Su Jingchu didn't make a sound, just lowered his head and grabbed her lips, and vividly probed into her mouth and occupied her wet ground.

Fu Xue, who was sleeping very peacefully, suddenly had a dream, and she dreamed of Ye Peijun.

In fact, Fu Xue hadn't dreamed of him for many years, and I don't know why, but she dreamed of him tonight.

In the dream, Ye Peijun's sunshine was no longer warm, his face was a little terrifying, and his eyes exuded anger, he asked Fu Xue: "What am I to you?" What are the oaths we once had? ”

"You forgot me so easily, and threw yourself into another person's arms so easily!"

"Betraying a promise so easily."

Ye Peijun said that Fu Xue was cold and unkind, saying that she had no heart.

Fu Xue in the dream was very sad to be scolded, she wanted to refute it, she wanted to say sorry, and she also felt sad to betray the promise she gave, and felt that she was very despicable, just like he scolded, she was a cold woman, she was not good.

Fu Xue in the dream was in a very depressed mood, almost out of breath when she was depressed, and her heart was also pinched, very painful, very uncomfortable, as if she was going to suffocate.

Questioning and questioning, Ye Peijun went crazy, and he suddenly used force on Fu Xue.

Fu Xue was startled and waved her hands indiscriminately.

"Ye Peijun!"

"Ye Peijun!"

Fu Xue wanted him to let go of her, but she couldn't say a complete sentence out of breath.

In the end, Fu Xue was awakened by Su Jingchu's hand, she suddenly opened her eyes, and met his dark and deep eyes.

Fu Xue changed her breath, and her heart rose from one volt to one volt.

She inhaled and exhaled heavily, and it took a while for her to come back to her senses and realize that she had just dreamed.

She felt that there were tears in the corners of her eyes, which were her apologies and apologies to Ye Peijun in her dream.

Su Jingchu looked at her fixedly, such a scene coincided with the scene many years ago, when she also woke up by calling that person's name.

He knew that it was a man's name, and at that time he just felt unhappy in his heart, but he felt that it was nothing more than a name, and it didn't mean anything.

Later, when he went to check, he found out that there was someone in her heart.

Knowing the truth, Su Jingchu drank a lot of wine that day, and after that, he didn't go back often, and he didn't treat her as well as before.

Because he knows that no matter how good he is to her, she won't care, her heart, whether he is warm or not, forget it, he thought.

Su Jingchu thought of this incident in the past, Fu Xue naturally thought of it too, and looking at his gloomy appearance at this time, Fu Xue knew that he had thought too much.

Therefore, she didn't explain, just got up and kissed him without hesitation.

Although the feeling of sadness and guilt brought to her in the dream was still there, although she was not in the mood to be intimate with someone like this at this time, she just wanted to be quiet, but at this time, she didn't want to pay attention to the emotions that made her suppress.

Now she just wants to appease the man in front of her who has begun to be unhappy and has begun to think crankily.

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