182 Fate has been cherished
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I didn't expect that these two people are doing things at the same pace now. As soon as Mink finished looking for me, Xu Chengcheng took the initiative to come to me to find me, and he knocked on the door just three minutes after I arrived at the door.
As soon as I opened the door, when I saw that it was Xu Cheng, I was quite emotional. In the past, he was like the male owner of this family, and he never had to knock on the door with his own key, but now he ...... Hehe, if you give birth, you will give birth.
I said, "Yo, are you two women singing husbands, one on the front foot and the other on the back foot, have you come to me for a showdown?"
He said anxiously: "Yes, she called and said that she talked to you, I was afraid that you would think a lot, so I came to look for you."
I said, "Come in first."
With that, I closed the door, then walked to the closet, took out his shirts, pajamas, and other daily necessities that he had left with me one by one, and folded them neatly in my newly purchased suitcase.
He just watched me unhurriedly arranging his clothes, and after a while he said, "Well, what are you doing?"
I said lightly: This light blue one, you look younger, and you usually wear this when you get together with friends. These are a few dark ones, which you wear when you are talking. This suit is what you wear to high-end parties. And this bottle of perfume, I brought it back to you in Nanjing, especially for you, I thought of you as soon as I smelled the fragrance, so I bought it back......
I explained to myself, like a wife explaining to her husband before leaving, and like I was saying a final goodbye. He couldn't help but take my hand and hold me in his arms, and he said: "Zhizhi, don't be so calm, the more calm you are, the more panicked my heart becomes, and the more I feel that you are about to leave me......
It's been a long time since I've had a hug, it's still so warm, and I still remember my heart palpitations when he hugged me for the first time. But now, my heart is like stagnant water, some heavy, some resolute.
I said softly: you have a bad stomach, usually pay more attention when eating. When I was in Nanjing, I consulted the old Chinese medicine doctor about your illness, I brought you some nourishing Chinese medicinal materials back, I put them together for you, you go home and ask your aunt to help you stew, I also wrote down the method of stewing with paper, put it in it, you call your aunt to stew according to that method......
I suddenly felt that my heart was old, and the feeling of mourning that year was greater than my heart was dead, seemed to hit the tip of my heart again......
He hugged me, I felt my shoulders wet, he seemed to cry, he said, "Yes, please, don't say any more, we don't separate, let's not separate, okay?"
I also cried, tears ran down my cheeks, rubbed on his clothes, embarrassed nose, rubbed his expensive suit, I said: You choose to cooperate with her, don't you choose to end up with me?
He let go of me in an instant, and he said, "Well, you can't understand that." Relationships and business are two different things, you know?
I shook my head, and I said, "Just because I understand doesn't mean I can accept it."
He sighed, and he said: I have no other way, you also understand the current situation, if I still want to gain a foothold in T City, I can only win her over, and only she can let me cooperate with confidence.
I was immediately sour, too, to this day, I have withdrawn from this game, and even if I did not quit, I was already a dead move. Mink is different, her family has strength and background, she is a person in power, it is said that her family also has a certain relationship with the political circles, which local enterprises are not strong. Xu Cheng's choice to cooperate with her is naturally justified, not to mention that Mink will not save him if he dies.
I laughed a little bleakly, and I said, "Yes, I can't help you, it will only hurt you." She's different, she can not only help you, but also be so good to you, love you for so many years, hehe.
When he saw me like this, he immediately felt a little pity, he touched my face, and he said, "But the one you love is you." I only worked with her on a business basis, although ...... She was really interested in me. But we're all on business, and I'm not going to do anything with her, don't worry.
I laughed, and I said: She helped you so much in times of crisis, but I chose to withdraw when you were in the most difficult time, will you not be moved by her? One puts you in this situation, and the other takes you out of this situation, Xu Cheng, you say you love me, I don't believe it anymore.
He was silent for a moment, looking at my eyes full of pain, I continued to help him sort out his clothes, I said: once my biggest dream was to be with you one day, and I don't need to look up to you anymore. Once upon a time, I really thought I had reached such a state. But in the blink of an eye, I fell down, and I can't match you anymore, Xu Cheng. If I continue, I can only look up to you, because I am no longer in the business district. This is the ending I chose myself, and it is also my last dignity in love.
He said: "Yes, you have to believe that this is all temporary, you and I will have a chance to regain our footing, believe me, I will take you out of this mud.
I shook my head and I said, "Forget it, now that I'm out of the game, I don't want to get involved anymore." Moreover, I think that life is very good and comfortable now, and I like to live in such a peaceful way, without having to fight or grab.
He looked at me very puzzled, and he said, "This is not like the words of someone I know, are you the kind of person who is willing to be plain?" I know you better than anyone else, you're not.
I smiled and said: Liu Yixi has called me many times threateningly, saying that if I go out of the mountain again, I will definitely be wiped out. However, my current choice is to follow my heart, not because I am afraid of the power of the Gao family.
He said with some indignation: The golden mean will only wear out the fighting spirit in a person's heart, you are really not suitable to stay with your father, you have been brainwashed by him very much. Why, women must have a career of their own, what I have always admired is the self and persistence in your heart, I don't want you to live back and be an ordinary woman, that is useless charm.
Hehe...... I instantly felt that my thoughts and his thoughts were no longer the same, and we seemed to be unconsciously going astray on the road of life, and it became a little difficult to come together. Once upon a time, didn't he ask me if I would give up my career for the sake of my family, and at that time my choice was admired by him but regretted by him. And now, I really chose this, but he doesn't need me like this anymore, what he needs is always a woman who can go hand in hand with him at different times.
Suddenly I felt that mink and him were really a match.
I said lightly: The Tao is not the same, Xu Cheng, we have already been divided, and our cognitive outlook is no longer the same. I'll put your things in order, and you can go back and take care of yourself from now on.
When he heard me say this, he said helplessly: It seems that I am in your heart, and I can't compare to your own father. I really don't know what kind of ecstasy he poured on you to make you so desireless. However, you are always the one in my heart, and my Xu Cheng's love is only once in a lifetime. When I turn the tide of things, no matter where you are at the end of the earth, I will find you and let you come back to me.
I laughed, and I said: She is your good match, and you are the most suitable partner. Cherish it.
He shook his head, and he said: If the person I love is her, how can I be with you. Of course, love cannot be forced, nor can it be articulated.
I nodded, and I said: There is no even the most basic trust between us, I transferred the company without a good discussion with you, and you chose to join hands with Mink without revealing anything to me. We are all at fault, so the love between us will go away. Xu Cheng, let's all try to let it go.
I neatly closed the suitcase, then zipped it up, and he took me in his arms again, threw himself on the bed, and kissed me frantically, but I didn't respond.
He kissed me for a while, and seeing that I didn't respond, he kissed me the lips, and then said: Temporary disappointment does not mean forever, and when I turn things around, you must wait for me.
Then he got up from me, took his suitcase, and left as quickly as if he had made up his mind. My lips hurt from his sucking, and I still have the strawberry marks he planted on my neck, but he is so far away......
Xu Cheng, we are separated at this intersection, can we still go back to the past at the next intersection...... Time changes so fast, why do you think I can wait?
In the sleepless nights, I keep looking back on the past, those days when I was happy to the extreme, those joys derived from love, those romances that were boundless beautiful, and those times when I stayed together day and night, all of which were irreversible...... Who said that you only care about what you have now, and you don't care about how long it lasts? You have had so much love and how much pain you have had later.
No one will know what awaits us at the next crossroads of life.
However, I only allowed myself to be sad for a short time. Because, I have many, many things to do. This time, I didn't tell the fairy, I can imagine how sad my breakup with Xu Cheng would bring her, she almost loved Xu Cheng as her own son.
I drove to the old man every day, and I humbly became his close disciple, and he really didn't treat me harshly, and I had to be punished accordingly if I couldn't remember. In order to keep it secret, I didn't tell Gao Lei about the old man's life, I was afraid that she would be too young to bear it, so I ran to tell Kaohsiung, it would be bad.
Thinking about it, Xu Cheng is at least benevolent and righteous, no matter how much he dislikes the old man, he still respects the old man's own choice and does not reveal the fact that he is still alive.
It's so tangled, it's so tangled......
I really need to relax lately, and I feel like the limitations of my thinking are getting more and more like that......
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