Chapter 154: The Good Times Are Like a Dream (5)
"My surname is Song."
Xu Jiaqi nodded, "Thank you, Mr. Song, really...... Thank you! ”
Song Ling looked at her, "Forgive me for taking the liberty of needing this money......
Xu Jiaqi pursed his lips and said in a low voice, "My child is sick and I need ...... Surgery fees. ”
Song Ling immediately understood, and looked at the driver in front of him, "Go to the hospital!" ”
After making up the medical expenses, the doctor immediately began to prepare for the operation, Xu Jiaqi was very grateful to this man who fell from the sky, and he kept thanking him all the way. ’
Song Ling looked at it and suddenly said, "What about the child's father?" ”
Hearing this, the expression on Xu Jiaqi's face couldn't help but change, and then, she whispered, "He...... There is no father. ”
Song Ling's brows furrowed slightly.
Xu Jiaqi asked the person next to him for paper and pen, and wrote an IOU seriously, "Mr. Song, this money should be borrowed from you, and when I have the opportunity, I will definitely return it to you!" ”
"Not necessarily." Song Ling shook his head, "If this money can save this child's life, it's my honor." ”
"I insist." Xu Jia said firmly.
Looking at her like that, Song Ling couldn't help but smile, then stretched out his hand and accepted the IOU.
"Thank you." Xu Jiaqi said again.
Song Ling glanced at the time, "I still have something to go, this is my phone number, if you have anything, you can find me." ”
"Thank you."
Xu Jiaqi's eyes were red, Song Ling looked at it, and originally wanted to pat her on the shoulder, but remembering the jealous one in his family, he could only take his hand back and smile.
……
The surgery went well.
The child began to heal day by day, Xu Jiaqi still went to work during the day, and only came to the hospital to see him at night, but fortunately, the people in the same ward got along very well, and the child did not make a fuss, so he could help take care of him.
Under such a rush, Xu Jiaqi's whole person lost weight, his eyes were sunken, and his former pretty face was only haggard at this time.
When she saw him again, she was like this.
He was still dressed in crisp clothes, and he looked almost the same as when I first met him.
At that time, Xu Jiaqi suddenly thought, why did he meet him?
If it wasn't for him suddenly appearing in her life at that time, would she have met a very ordinary man, or accepted Zuo Fei's kindness to her, like an ordinary woman, and lived her life?
However, she met him.
Xu Jiaqi quickly lowered her head, she wanted to walk directly past him, but heard his voice, "Did you give birth to the child?" ”
In a word, Xu Jiaqi's footsteps suddenly stopped.
The hand that had been hanging by his side suddenly began to tremble.
Lu Kun looked at her, "Didn't you say that the child is gone?" Why is there still one? ”
There was a gloom in his eyes, and there was a hint of anger after being deceived.
Xu Jiaqi immediately said, "That's not your child." ”
If he knew that it was his child, if the people of the Lu family knew that she gave birth to his child, they would definitely snatch the child away!
With such a big family business as the Lu family, they will never allow their children to be left behind!
So, she can't admit it!
"What did you say?" Lu Kun stepped forward with an arrow, as if he was going to kill her, "Whose child is that!?" ”
"Whose child it is, it has nothing to do with you." Xu Jiaqi's voice remained as calm as possible, looking at him, "You're already married, and your wife is about to give birth, isn't it?" ”
Lu Kun suddenly laughed.
He looked at her, "So at that time, you didn't mean anything to me at all!" I was thinking, at that time, why did you give up our relationship so easily, in fact, it was because you never really liked me, right?! ”
Xu Jiaqi bit his lip and didn't speak.
That seems to be a kind of acquiescence.
"What about the child's father? Why, after being played, it was lost, right? ”
When he was sarcastic like that, it was like something, and he cut his heart apart.
Xu Jiaqi's face still didn't change, and said, "Yes, he ran away, but it doesn't matter, I will raise the child by myself." ”
Lu Kun looked at her, "In that case, why did you go to the Lu family to ask for money?" What kind of identity are you, you dare to ask the Lu family for money like this!? ”
Xu Jiaqi naturally knew that she was not a single person.
She slowly raised her head and looked at the person in front of her, "Anyway, I also followed you, and I asked you for money, isn't it too much?" ”
As soon as her words fell, Lu Kun suddenly raised his hand, Xu Jiaqi originally thought that he wanted to give himself a slap, but he didn't want to, he just threw a stack of money in her face.
Xu Jiaqi stood stiffly in place.
"Take the money, don't appear in front of me in the future, Xu Jiaqi, you completely disgusted me!"
Disgusting......
He said she was disgusting......
I don't know why, I've said to myself thousands of times in my heart, don't be sad, don't be sad, but why, when I heard his words, Xu Jiaqi's heart was still as uncomfortable as a knife.
The scar that she thought she had healed was torn open in blood, and his words were the sharpest blade, inserted into her heart, the softest place.
How much strength does it take for her to stand still?
Xu Jiaqi forgot, she only felt that when Lu Kun walked past her, it was like a slow-motion shot in a movie, which made her feel as if the air was solidified, and it was even more difficult to breathe.
Finally, he walked away from her.
And there is nothing but money all over the ground.
Xu Jiaqi slowly squatted down and picked up the money one by one.
Her hands trembled slightly, and then, something cold fell from her eye sockets, and with a "click", it fell on the back of her hand.
It turns into a scorching slice.
Finally, she still didn't control it.
As she held the money tightly in her hand, she squatted on the ground holding her knees, crying uncontrollably.
At that time, when the lights were on, and all the hurried people passed there, they could see a woman in her early twenties squatting on the ground, holding her body and crying, her voice was so sad and desperate, as if she had encountered the saddest thing in her life.
But no one will stop.
For them, it's just a matter of inconsequential.
A person's life is so long, everyone has their own things, how can they be interested and sad for other people's things.
I don't know how much time has passed, Xu Jiaqi finally stopped crying, wiped the tears off his face, and went to the direction of the hospital.
She also has to take care of her children.
Five years have passed.
The child grew up day by day, and Xu Jiaqi gave him a name, Xu Chen.
Compared with his peers, Xu Chen is much more well-behaved, he does not go to kindergarten, and when all the children are crying every morning and do not want to go to school, he can already put on his own clothes and shoes, and help his mother organize things.
It is precisely because of such well-being that it makes people feel more distressed.
Every day he would stand at the door of the bakery and help the owner hand out flyers, and then the owner would give him a dollar.
Xu Jiaqi's body is not as good as day by day.
Years of exertion have dragged her body down little by little, but she knows that she can't fall.
Because she knew that behind her fall, there was no one.
At least...... She wants to see Xu Chen grow up, at least, until he can be independent alone, she can leave.
But God still doesn't want to realize such a dream.
When Xu Chen was seven years old, a menacing serious illness finally made her whole person tired.
At that time, Xu Chen had just signed up for elementary school, and the day before he went to school, Xu Jiaqi collapsed.
In the dark basement, Xu Jiaqi took a note to him, "You...... Make this call. ”
Xu Chen ran all the way to the phone booth on the side of the road and dialed the phone.
"Hello." On the other side of the phone was a soft and glutinous female voice, "Who are you looking for?" ”
"I ...... I'm looking for Mr. Song. ”
"What are you doing with my dad? It's my birthday, and none of you are allowed to disturb him to be angry with me! ”
After saying that, she hung up the phone directly.
Xu Chen stood on the other side of the phone, not knowing what to do.
After thinking about it, he ran to the bakery, and after hearing his words, the boss immediately asked people to help and sent Xu Jiaqi to the hospital.
Jiangcheng.
After the little girl hung up the phone, she walked to the mirror and carefully arranged her princess dress.
Song Ling came down from upstairs, "Song Song, did the phone ring just now?" ”
The little girl looked at her father, she knew that if her father received a call, he would definitely be busy again, today was his third birthday, and he said that he would accompany him!
But remembering the voice on the phone just now, she still nodded.
Song Ling walked over, checked the phone number, and found that it was the number of the Haicheng phone booth.
He thought about it seriously, but he never remembered who could find him.
At this time, the little girl had already walked in front of him and looked at him cautiously, "Dad, are you going to work again?" ”
"No, I'll be with you at home today." Song Ling's hand rubbed her hair, "Go see if Mommy's cake is ready." ”
"Good!"
The little girl turned around and bounced away.
Song Ling looked at her back, and suddenly remembered something.
He turned around and dialed a call, "You go and check someone for me, a friend of mine in Haicheng named Xu Jiaqi." ”
……
Song Ling's intuition was very accurate, and sure enough, something happened to her, and when she heard that she was lying in the hospital, Song Ling immediately stood up.
"What's wrong?"
The little girl looked at her father, and suddenly had an ominous premonition, and sure enough, in the next second, she heard her father say, "There is something, I have to go to Haicheng." ”
The little girl's brows suddenly furrowed, "Dad is not good, Dad said he would accompany me!" ”
Song Ling kissed her forehead, "Song Song, Dad will come back tomorrow to accompany you." ”
The little girl was about to say something, but the little boy next to her, who was a little older than her, took her hand and said, "Song Song, don't be willful. ”
The little girl closed her mouth at this time, looked at Song Ling and said, "Then Dad, go ahead, I will leave you a cake." ”
Song Ling smiled and looked at his wife, who had become accustomed to waving her hand, "Go, go, go." ”
Song Ling smiled, kissed her forehead lightly, and then turned around and left.
He went straight to the airport.
In fact, Song Ling herself didn't know why she valued Xu Jiaqi so much, maybe it was because in the heavy rain that day, she asked those men over and over again, and asked others to buy her appearance over and over again, which was too shocking.
This reminded Song Ling of when he was a child, and his mother was like this, raising him with the most humble body.
So now, when he heard that Xu Jiaqi needed help, he just wanted to help her.
After Song Ling got off the plane, he went straight to the hospital.
The investigators had already sent him all the ward numbers, so Song Ling easily found Xu Jiaqi's ward.
Xu Chen sat on the edge of her bed.
When he saw Song Ling, he stood up directly.
"You are?"
The young man's face was vigilant, some of the malnourished bodies were very thin, but the eyes were very attentive, looking at himself fixedly.
Song Ling looked at it, couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, and said, "You're so old." ”
"Are you my dad?" The boy said with a frown.
Song Ling immediately shook his head, "No, I'm not your father, how is your mother?" ”
The boy glanced at the person on the bed and said, "Are you a friend of your mother?" ”
"Yes, my surname is Song."
"You're Mr. Song?"
Song Ling nodded,
At this moment, the person in the bed suddenly woke up.
"Song ...... Mr. Song. ”
Song Ling immediately stepped forward, "You're awake." ”
"I have something to tell you."
Song Ling nodded, and Xu Jiaqi looked at the children beside him, "You go out first." ”
Xu Chen stood up obediently and turned to go out.
Xu Jiaqi looked at Song Ling, "I know that we are meeting in Pingshui, and you don't need to help me, but apart from you, I can't think of anyone else......"
As Xu Jiaqi spoke, tears had fallen, Song Ling looked at it, stretched out his hand, and wiped the tears off her face.
"You want me to help you take care of the kids?"
Xu Jiaqi kept nodding.
Song Ling thought seriously for a moment, "Is the child's father still there?" ”
He ...... Won't have children. As Xu Jiaqi spoke, tears fell even more wildly, and Song Ling looked at it, and his brows couldn't help frowning.
"I don't want him to enter that family, he will be bullied, I just want my children to grow up happily."
"Then you will work hard to get better and take care of the children yourself."
Xu Jiaqi looked at the person in front of him and said in a low voice, "I know my own body, I ...... It couldn't be better. ”
"Why are you so sure of things that doctors can't be sure?" Song Ling said, "Don't think so much, you'll be fine." ”
"Then if something really happens to me, can you help me take care of the child?"
Xu Jiaqi is anxious to find a sustenance for the child, so that even if something happens to her, the child will not be helpless.
Song Ling looked at the person in front of him and said in a low voice, "What do you think, why did I help you?" ”
His words made Xu Jiaqi stunned for a long time.
Then it was as if she had suddenly remembered.
yes, why did he help her?
She hasn't paid him back the money from seven years ago, and it's already a miracle that he can appear in front of her this time, why should he help her raise a child?
Xu Jiaqi looked at the person in front of him in a daze for a long time, and then suddenly struggled to get up.
She looked at the person in front of her, and slowly, took off her clothes.
Song Ling immediately stood up, "What are you doing here?!" ”
"I have nothing left, some ...... It's just this body, as long as you want, I'll give it to you. ”
Xu Jiaqi's eyes were red, although her body had been emaciated to the extreme, her skin was still fair, and the soft beauty was clearly visible.
When Xu Chen walked to the door, he happened to see a person standing at the door, as if taking pictures.
"Who are you?" Xu Chen walked over, and the man was startled by his voice, and immediately turned around and left.
Xu Chen still wanted to chase, but found that the door was hidden, and when he was about to enter, he happened to see his mother's clothes open, and the man was helping her dress.
Xu Chen's hands suddenly clenched tightly.
As a young man, he didn't know what it was, but he saw his mother's red eyes, and he knew that only his parents could do such things.
"Xu Chen......"
Xu Jiaqi said this, but Xu Chen didn't know where the courage came from, so he stepped forward and pushed Song Ling hard, "You go away!" ”
Song Ling was caught off guard, and when he pushed him like this, the whole person almost fell.
Xu Jiaqi pulled Xu Chen back, "What are you doing!?" ”
"You go!" Xu Chen only looked at Song Ling angrily, in his consciousness, the scene in front of him could only explain one thing, that is, the man in front of him bullied his mother!
Xu Jiaqi's heart was anxious, his eyes looked at Song Ling, he sorted out his clothes, and then put a sum of money on the bedside table.
"That's all I can do."
"We don't want your money, you go!"
Xu Chen grabbed the money and was about to chase him out, but Xu Jiaqi pulled him back, and when she found that Xu Chen's emotions still couldn't stabilize, she directly raised her hand and gave him a slap!
Her voice trembled slightly, "Have you made enough trouble!" ”
Xu Chen finally quieted down.
Xu Jiaqi looked at him and wanted to say sorry, but Xu Chen turned around and ran away.
Xu Jiaqi didn't want to chase it, but she forgot that she was still in the hospital bed, and the whole person fell down directly.
Hearing the voice, Xu Chen finally stopped, and when he turned around, Xu Jiaqi had already fainted.
"Mom!"
Xu Jiaji's condition is getting worse day by day.
At the beginning, she was only physically weak, but as long as she took good care of herself, she could still be cured.
But I don't know when it started, and her spirit also began to have problems.
She's always talking to herself.
Xu Chen couldn't take care of her at all with a child, but apart from the money Song Ling left for her and the owner of the bakery, she had no one to rely on.
After she died, what would Xu Chen do?
Xu Jiaqi remembered what Song Ling said that day, no matter what, he was his father......
For more than seven years, he didn't know about the existence of that child, and naturally he didn't fulfill his father's responsibilities, if he died, would they accept this child?
But anyway, it's much better than when he was sent to an orphanage, right?
That day was Xu Chen's birthday.
Xu Jiaqi struggled to get up from the bed and made noodles for him.
This is what she does for him every year.
This may be the last thing she made for him.
Xu Jiaqi's hand gently rubbed his hair, and said softly, "Child, if I die, you will go to the Lu family, you are the child of the Lu family, and your father's name is ...... Lu Kun. ”
Xu Chen looked at the person in front of him with wide eyes, and then said in a low voice, "But Mom, you once said that I don't have a father." ”
"No, he's your dad!" Xu Jiaqi's hand grabbed Xu Chen's hard, "You are the child of the Lu family, you must return to the Lu family, no matter what the reason, you have to go back!" Promise me! ”
At that time, Xu Jiaqi had been tortured by the disease, and his eyes collapsed, and there were bloodshots all over it.
Looking at her, Xu Chen finally nodded.
Xu Jiaqi finally laughed, and then hugged him into his arms, "Don't hate me, don't hate your father, don't hate anyone, you know?" ”
Xu Chen nodded
Xu Jiaqi finally laughed, and when he closed his eyes, tears suddenly fell.
At that time, Xu Chen didn't know what death was.
He only knew that his mother held him with great strength, as if she was going to rub herself into her body, and then slowly let go.
Then, she just fell straight down.
Xu Chen was frightened, and he immediately went to the owner of the bakery.
He told him that his mother was dead.
To die means to be gone forever.
On the day of his eighth birthday.
Xu Jiaqi's funeral was very simple, because they had no money, they found the cheapest cemetery, and after cremating the body, they buried it directly.
No wreaths, no priests.
There was only a little boy dressed in black, and the owner of the bakery.
When everyone was thinking about what this little boy should do, he only took a photo of his mother and went to Lu's house.
The Lu family that looks so big, but how empty.
"I'm looking for my father, my father's name is Lu Kun." The little boy raised his head, looked at the person at the door, and whispered.
No one cares about him.
He held his mother's picture and knelt directly at the door.
It was as if he was kneeling here, and it was raining again in the sky.
He knelt there stubbornly, his black clothes almost blending into the night, and then a little boy in a little suit came out, raised his chin and asked him, "Who are you, little beggar?" ”
"My name is Xu Chen, and I'm here to find my father." He replied calmly.
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