Chapter 131: Don't force me to hate you more and more
Straight trousers wrapped around the long legs and walked over with vigorous steps, a gentle face and facial features were plated with a layer of cold temperature, and the long figure had a cold and deep atmosphere, like an emperor in the dark night.
The eyes of the two men instantly met.
Zuo Feng's eyes didn't dodge, and he said calmly: "If a man can't even protect his own woman, he is not qualified to be labeled as 'her man'." β
Ning Juexi was expressionless, his silent gaze patrolled around Qiu Yinong and Zuo Feng twice, and he stopped on the bouquet of roses for a few seconds, raised his eyes and spit out a faint voice, and said with a smile instead of anger: "If a man has ever staged a live spring palace picture in front of his fiancΓ©e and other women, then he is not qualified to appear in front of this woman in his life." β
Zuo Fengjun's face instantly lost blood, the fist on his side was clenched tightly, and he reluctantly smiled at Qiu Yinong, and said in a low voice: "Xiaoyi, I'm going back, good night!" β
Qiu Yinong blinked, nodded and replied seriously: "Bye-bye!" β
The elevator door opened, and Autumn Yinong bent down to pick up the heavy fruit basket and walked into the elevator.
A few minutes later, Qiu Yinong entered the ward, her head was still very painful, she put the fruit basket on the table next to her, she took off her coat and coat, planted her body softly on the sofa, supported her forehead with one hand, and gently massaged it.
Ning Juexi, who came in silently after her, stood in the center of the ward, looking at the woman who had a headache from the interference of alcohol and closed her eyes, even then she was still holding the bouquet of roses in her arms.
With deep facial features, he looked at the woman who completely ignored her, and her name popped out of his throat: "Autumn is strong." β
Her red lips pursed, but they didn't open them, as if she didn't hear him, or rather disdained him to speak.
I spent a whole week with her in the hospital, delayed a lot of work, and also attracted gossip, Ning Juexi has been working overtime day and night in the past few days, and received a call from the bodyguard in the evening, saying that she got into Zuofeng's car and ran away, and then Yin Yimo said that she was drunk in the bar, he lost his job and rushed to the bar, but he pounced. When I returned to the hospital, I saw her holding a large bouquet of roses in an ambiguous relationship with Zuo Feng, and the anger that had suppressed a lot suddenly erupted.
He hurried over. Holding her arm and pulling her up, he stared at her with a gloomy face: "You did it on purpose?" Use your ex-fiancΓ© to me off again? Well, you made it! β
Qiu Yi had a strong headache, frowned and opened his eyes, only then did he notice that he was still holding flowers in his hands, and said in a low voice: "I'm not that boring, I just ran into it by chance." β
"Occasionally? Well? The arc of his lips was extremely mocking: "Then why haven't you met me by chance?" But again and again, can you meet your ex-fiancΓ©? β
"Believe it or not. Also, you hurt me...... "Qiu Yinong regretted drinking that bottle of wine, but it was not the reason for the good wine, the stamina was very great, and she put aside the roses in her hand, she was now having a headache that was about to crack, but Ning Juexi was still bothering her at this time.
His palms tightened, then loosened a lot.
She nestled into the sofa again, and the thick smell of alcohol emanated in the ward, covering the woman's previous clean and fresh body fragrance, stimulating the man's impulsiveness.
Ning Juexi's eyes were like a black hole that couldn't be explored, and in the end, he couldn't help but lean over and kneel down on one knee beside her, bowing his head and clasping her cheeks, her cheeks were squeezed out of shape, and his lips had to open, and he kissed it wantonly.
Qiu Yinong struggled instinctively, and pushed him back with all his might: "Let go...... Don't kiss me...... You let go of ......"
Perhaps it was because he was kneeling on one knee on the couch and his unsteady body was that she pushed him away in a struggle, and she escaped from his arms and climbed into bed along the side aisle. Breathlessly wheezing, he looked at him vigilantly, and muttered, "I have a headache, I want to rest, you can go." β
The expressionless face became more and more gloomy, there was a fire burning in his heart, the more it burned, the hotter it became, he took off the coat outside and the suit inside, then raised his hand to tear off the tie, and threw it all on the sofa, his eyes were locked on her face, he turned his wrist to untie the cufflinks, and his thin lips spit out two words: "Come here!" β
The voice was gloomy and damp, like a whirlpool under a dark lake. She raised her head and ducked to the side unresponsively, but she accidentally didn't see it clearly, and the whole person fell out of bed.
Ning Juexi's eyes shrank heavily, both annoyed and distressed, and walked to her side with long legs, fortunately this was a VIP ward, and there was a thick carpet on the ground, which didn't hurt her too much, so he picked up the person and threw it on the bed, and approached her as if he was going to eat people, "Nong, you give me some peace, don't make trouble for me again." I've already found out what happened in Liuyan Mountain that day. In addition to Gao Can and Wang Qiang, Zuo Feng also participated. He's hurting you! β
"I know, I don't need to be reminded." She turned her head indifferently and climbed to the other side of the bed.
She was in a hurry to distance herself from him, the smell of alcohol on her body was frowned upon, but she didn't cooperate, the fire in Ning Juexi's chest was about to be unable to suppress, and she ordered in a deep voice: "You are very stinky, don't sleep like this, go take a bath, wash it and sleep again." β
Feeling that her head was getting heavier and heavier, she willfully pulled the quilt and got in: "It's also my business to stink, what do you have to do with it, I'm sleepy, and now I want to sleep." β
The man had already circled around by this time, leaned over to pick her out of the covers, and strode to the bathroom.
As soon as she entered the dull space, she couldn't help but struggle: "Ning Juexi, don't think I don't know, you just want to let me take a bath, right?" When Zuo Feng or Chi Shaosen was with me, they never forced me no matter how much they had ideas, can you not make me disgusting? She kicked her legs and refused to have intimacy with him.
Tonight, Ning Juexi tried not to let herself be troubled by a drunk woman, but she was challenging his patience everywhere, daring to compare him with the man she had before? Hmph β
Qiu Yi's thick eyebrows frowned tighter, bit his lower lip, and continued to say incoherently: "I have never forced you to ...... when you are ambiguous with other women."
He squinted a pair of cold black eyes without the slightest temperature, and lifted the corners of his lips: "What do you mean by mentioning other women, doesn't it mean that you and I have our own play, I can go to other women, and I can't interfere when you go to find other men?" Like saving your ex-fiancΓ©, right? β
Qiu Yinong suddenly replied unusually calmly: "Wasn't this tacit agreement between you and me at the beginning of our marriage?" Don't you think it's ridiculous that you're asking me like that now? β
"Am I ridiculous or are you ridiculous?" Ning Juexi's eyes were full of sarcasm, "Autumn is strong, you are in a hurry to divorce me, didn't you just find your next home?" Do you really think that the surname Zuo regrets that he wants to be with you is in love with you? If he really loves you, will he join forces with Wang Qiang and Gao Can to calculate you? Look at your calculated jumping into the sea, lying in the hospital for seven days with a high fever that does not go away, and the doctor said that you may burn again and become a vegetative person. β
In the end, the force of the hoop on her body became heavier: "You listen to me, and then let me see or hear you and him ambiguously entangled, otherwise I will let the entire Zuo family bury you!" β
Qiu Yinong bit his lip and looked at the man holding him, but there was a smile in his eyes: "If you really have the means and courage, why don't you marry Qin Shangshang back and let her become yours completely, you have got what you want, give you the name of the woman you love and everything, and I can also be free, find someone I like and like my marriage for a lifetime." β
Ning Juexi's gloomy eyes shook slightly, and the green tendons on his forehead seemed to be jumping.
"Isn't it more interesting for you and I to be well from now on, than to torture each other now?" Qiu Yinong looked at him, smiled at him ethereally, couldn't tell whether he was sober or drunk, his red lips squirmed and said slowly: "Ning Juexi, why don't you want to let go?" Are you protecting Qin merchants? The outside world now hates her identity as a third party, doesn't it? You don't want to divorce me at this juncture. Even if you marry Qin Shangshang in the future, then your Qin Shangshang will have the shameless infamy of being a junior for the rest of your life, right? If that's what you care about, then I'm willing to sign a non-disclosure agreement on the divorce agreement, and I'm going to be completely silent from now on. It's up to you to announce the reasons you think are appropriate, for example, if you say that I cheated in marriage, hooked up with three or four, or water-based poplars, or I can also cooperate with you to take a few photos of me in disheveled clothes, and then say to the public that you caught rape in bed......"
As the words came out of her mouth, there was a graveyard-like dead silence in the bedroom.
The world was spinning, and her whole person was deeply pressed against the wall of the bathroom by the man, her handsome face was close at hand, covered with a thick layer of haze, and she smiled mockingly: "You think about me everywhere, should I thank you?" β
He stared straight at her. Bad playfulness: "Or should I say something, huh?" β
The big hand clasped the back of her head and kissed it heavily, as long as she resisted or struggled a little, she would bite directly, without pity, cold as a blood-devouring vampire.
The big hand pulled off the sweater on her body, and her eyes widened, "Ning Juexi, what are you going to do?" β
"Be nice." With a broken sneer on his gloomy face, he pulled the clean towel hanging from the towel rack with his big hand, and quickly tied her wrists behind him, his lips did not stop, and the kiss was extremely heavy and brutal, not at all like the gentle style of his usual love.
Fear slowly crept up from the bottom of her heart like a poisonous snake, as if the night of sixteen, and it was like now, she was pressed and couldn't move, her face was full of men's rough kisses and clutches, she couldn't break free no matter how she struggled, like a bird whose wings had been broken and could only bear humiliation. Her crying, her plea for mercy was taken as a cheering voice by the man pressing on her body, and she will never forget that kind of picture for the rest of her life.
Qiu Yinong was so frightened that his whole body trembled, and he kept muttering: "Ning Juexi, don't you do this...... Can you not ...... like this?"
"What am I? Well? He smiled wickedly, and directly removed her clothes neatly, without any warning, and went straight to the point.
Her eyes widened, trying to see the handsome and sexy face in front of her, but it was blurry. All she could see was a dark shadow, like the man who had raped her that night, galloping wildly over her like a wild beast.
Her body was unprepared, and she couldn't bear the pain, but this pain was far less painful than other places, because the man's face suddenly became clearer, and the figure of the person who raped her and the figure of the man in front of her slowly overlapped, they were the same person.
Tears welled up in her eyes.
It was only then that she realized how ridiculous this marriage was, and she was so clumsy that she didn't even realize that she was going to marry a man who had raped her, and this man had brought her a devastating blow and made her miserable. However, many years later, she didn't realize it, and still fell headlong into it, and stupidly married this man......
Ning Juexi looked at her white face full of silent tears, frowned, and lowered his head to kiss her tears, but the movements under him did not slow down at all, and they were still fierce.
It hurts......
It felt like she was being dragged into hell, and she was being tortured.
The pain all over her body was concentrated in one place, and she trembled and tried to huddle herself into a ball to resist, though it was of little use to do so.
Although Ning Juexi usually treats her in the palm of his hand, it can be regarded as gentle, she never dreamed that one day he would treat her like this, so indifferent that she is just a venting tool.
Time passed slowly, and she was tender and beautiful, except for putting her under the shower for a shower. He had been tasting tirelessly the rest of the night, as if he wanted to force his mark on her.
In the middle of the way, her crying, her begging for mercy, her trembling, he ignored it, it seemed endless, and in the end she died and whimpered with the uninterrupted pain.
After changing a few places, she was pressed into the sofa by him, she trembled violently, crying until she was exhausted, and before she passed out, she stared at the white world in a daze, thinking in a daze, this is probably a woman who doesn't love, because she doesn't love. Because you don't care, you can do whatever you want, you can pet when you're happy, and you can hurt unscrupulously if you're unhappy.
Sometimes, she would pathologically envy Qin Shangshang, envying Qin Shangshang for having a man's sincerity.
If it were possible, if she could turn back time, she would rather be a third party without a name than be a wife. It's because she's too stupid, at first I thought that as long as she was Mrs. Ning, she would have a backer, and she wouldn't have to be bullied and hurt anymore. In fact, she was wrong, very wrong, it doesn't matter what position she is, what matters is whether you get that man's heart or not, even if there are countless women around him, as long as you are attractive, he will still only look at you alone.
Another example is Hua'er and Bo Yanxi, Yanqing and Steven, at this moment she is extremely envious and jealous of them.
Since the age of sixteen, she is destined to be a woman abandoned by fate, and happiness for her can only be a flower in the mirror and a moon in the water.
She resigned herself to her fate!
At four o'clock in the morning, she woke up from a nightmare.
With his eyes wide open, he looked at the mottled black shadow on the ceiling in horror, and when he looked up, he felt the cold sweat on his forehead, and his body was too, as if he had been fished up from ice water.
She needed water, she needed hot water, and she sat up, her body torn apart as if it had been run over by a car and put back together, every bone aching, and the nightmare fragments that lingered in her mind.
She bit her lip and almost screamed as her legs landed on the ground, covering her mouth so hard that she wouldn't make a sound. On the other side of the bed, the man was still sleeping deeply.
After sitting for a while, she touched her aching eyes, she couldn't remember how many tears she had shed last night, she only knew clearly that the more she begged him, the more enjoyable she became, just like when she raped her. No matter how personable this man is on the outside, he is still a cruel and bloodthirsty man in his bones.
Barefoot gently got out of bed, moved to the bathroom with difficulty, and after boiling hot water under the shower for a long time, she couldn't help but raise her eyes to look at a huge grooming mirror next to her, and reached out to wipe away the mist, the scars on her body were miserable.
She looked at it and laughed and laughed at it, what was the difference between her and that year, she was raped all night.
It's sad.
It's also what you asked for, autumn is strong, it's you who sent it to the door to give this man the opportunity to hurt you.
After a long time under the shower, her body gradually warmed up. After turning off the shower, she went outside to pick up clothes and put them on, and it was a little brighter outside, and by the light, she opened her bag, poured a glass of water, and took the medicine box in her hand.
The light in the room suddenly turned on, she instinctively closed her eyes, and after getting used to it, a low and cold voice came: "What are you eating?" I don't remember the doctor prescribing you a self-medication. β
After a night, his voice poured into her ears like hot water, and she only felt that the flesh and nerves of her whole body were burning and burning.
She picked the medicine in her hand and replied coldly, "It's nothing." β
When she was about to pour it into her mouth, her arm was grabbed by the man, and with a shake of her hand, the medicine and the medicine box in her hand fell to the ground, and his foot stepped on it: "Don't think I don't know what this is, don't eat it." β
Qiu Yi looked at him indifferently, neither speaking nor moving.
"Don't take birth control pills." He repeated what he had just said, "If you have it, you will be born, and now you will sleep!" β
She replied almost without thinking, "I won't get pregnant, and I won't give birth." β
He turned around and walked towards the big bed, his big hand had already lifted the corner of the quilt, and when he heard this refusal sentence, he narrowed a pair of cold eyes, catching the disgust in her eyes, and his voice was as sharp as a knife: "Won't give birth or don't want to give birth?" β
In addition to the smell of disinfectant water in the ward, there was also a strong smell of joy, she looked down at the water cup in her hand, looked at the deformed fingers through the wall of the cup, and said in a calm and fluctuating tone: "Have you ever heard of someone giving birth to a rapist?" β
She's reluctantly stating a fact.
It sounded like a sudden crime to him.
Rapist ?!!
Oh, what a hat!
Ning Juexi walked up to her with a gloomy face, raised her hand to touch her face, she trembled all over, and took a step back to dodge.
Her face dropped to zero because of her movements, and her long arms easily took her into her arms, locked her delicate body, and said in a magnetic voice in her ear word by word: "Why not, aren't you?" Not only did you marry a rapist, but you also ate and slept with you, and you came over for so many days and nights. Who are you showing with a towering face right now? Mrs. Ning, you're reminding me to work hard to let you have more children, that's what it means, huh? β
His tone was smiling, but there was no smile in his eyes, full of heavy mockery: "Or you think that if you don't have children, you don't care, and if you're unhappy, you can leave if you want to." β
A cold smile overflowed from his lips, and the next second, he raised his hand to caress her buttocks, hugged her to the table, and licked and kissed her neck without any scruples: "Do you think I don't want you enough tonight, so I need it a few more times, many times, and there will always be one time to win the lottery." β
"I don't want it! You go away! She screamed and erupted, slapping him the shoulder, but her force hitting him like a grasshopper shaking a tree had no effect.
Qiu Yi was very angry: "Ning Juexi, don't force me to hate you, don't force me to hate you more and more......"
"You already hate me, don't you?" He bit her hard at once, in this position from beginning to end, and he asked for her.
The autumn mood was hoarse, the lightning flashed outside, the rain was majestic, and the ward seemed to be the most tragic torture in the world.
When everything stopped, the sound of water could be heard in the bathroom.
She got off the table, unsteady on her legs. Stumbled and fell, her mind was blank, thinking that he had left just now, and he didn't even look at her, as if she was the woman he could just throw away when he ran out.
The bottom line of defense in her heart completely collapsed, she bit her lip stubbornly, with trembling hands, put on the sweater and knitted skirt thrown in the corner, black stockings couldn't be put on, and the mobile phone was randomly stuffed into her handbag, put on flat leather boots, and ran out in a panic.
As soon as she got out of the hospital, the cold winter wind carried the bean-sized raindrops on her half-exposed calves, she shivered, and beckoned a taxi in the rain.
The taxi butt snorted white exhaust and quickly disappeared into the cold street in the morning.
After a while, a black van followed.
Under the shower, the water flowed on the man's undulating strong muscles, his mind gradually cleared up, and his reason returned, Ning Juexi wiped the water droplets from his face, smashed his fist against the wall, and with a low curse, he heard the sound of the door opening outside, and also heard the sound of the door closing.
The force of this punch was overwhelming, and he couldn't help but raise it in front of him, looking at these hands, thinking of the small cries she had endured throughout the process, as if his heart had been crumpled into a ball.
He was crazy, how could he bully her so much.
Thinking of her previous attitudes and words, he was furious.
She was afraid of him, he knew, she hated him, he knew, he knew everything, but he couldn't control himself, she hurt, and he was also uncomfortable.
It was like someone had hollowed out his chest, and he had to fill it with something, or he would go crazy, he would really go crazy.
So, he began to love her non-stop. In every corner of here, he wants to prove that she is still by his side, that she still belongs to him, that he still owns her.
When it was all over, he slowly realized that the short-lived pleasures could not hide his empty and cold chest, and he was annoyed and didn't know what to do.
There seems to be a dead end between him and her, and there is a difficult problem in front of him and her, no matter what method is used, the cruel truth seems to tell him that there is no solution to this problem!
After taking a shower, he went out with a bath towel, the mess in the room, he rubbed his eyebrows, the solid wood hanger, and took out a box of cigarettes from his coat, and the lighter was not in his hand, and the mobile phone rang.
It was a call from the bodyguard: "Mr. Ning, I'm sorry, my wife was originally sitting in a taxi to the south of the city, but when we caught up, the taxi was empty." β
"What did you say?" The man gritted his teeth and whispered, "Say it again." β
The bodyguard trembled on the phone and said, "Madam...... My wife was lost by us and now she doesn't know where to go. β
A few minutes later, Ning Juexi drove out of the hospital gate, pursed his thin lips into a straight line, looked ahead with a cold face, dialed a number instead, and ordered: "Send a few more groups of people out." His voice was cold and without a trace of emotion: "In addition, go to the traffic department to adjust all the taxis out of the city in the past hour, especially those to the south of the city." β
It was just dawn, Yue Chen was still nested in the quilt, and when he heard Ning Juexi say this, he immediately got up, and after a reaction, he realized that she might be his wife in Ning Juexi's mouth.
Yue Chen didn't care about getting dressed, and hurriedly went to call one by one.
An hour later, Ning Juexi drove all the way to the south of the city, and when he arrived at the place where the bodyguards were, Yue Chen and nearly a hundred people had already checked the neighborhood.
The taxi driver was pressed over by the bodyguard, and the driver was frightened: "Ning...... Mr. Ning, I didn't know it was your wife. β
"Where's she?" A cold light flashed in Ning Juexi's eyes: "Where did you get her?" β
"It's not me, I didn't do anything." The driver had a bitter face and pointed in a direction tremblingly: "Mrs. Ning seems to have noticed that your bodyguard's car was following all the way, so she asked me to turn the car into the alley in front, and she ran away after my car stopped......"
Yue Chen saw that the driver's frightened legs were weak, and said in a low voice: "Mr. Ning, we have searched all the neighborhoods, but we haven't found Mrs. Do you want to ask your wife's friend or something, maybe she went to a friend's house. β
Ning Jue narrowed his eyes, sat in the car, and commanded coldly in the window: "I'll call over there to ask, and now continue to look for it." β
The bodyguards released the driver and wrote down the driver's license plate number before leaving, in case the driver was tired of playing cats, he would definitely not be able to eat and walk around when he turned around.
Yue Chen organized people to go to the traffic hall to check the monitoring of various intersections, Ning Juexi drove back to the villa, Liu's mother had just come back from buying vegetables, and when she saw Ning Juexi's car, she stopped outside the gate and bent down to say hello: "Third young master." By the way, he looked into the car, "Hey, where is the third young lady?" Didn't you say she was discharged today? β
Ning Juexi didn't care about answering, and drove the car into the courtyard, he got out of the car, went straight to the guest room on the second floor, opened the wardrobe, and the box in the corner of the wardrobe was lying quietly, indicating that she had not come back.
In the hospital room, her bag and her mobile phone and other belongings were almost all taken away, and he thought she would come back to get her luggage. Like last time.
Facts are not.
Two hours later, Ning Juexi pursed his lips and sat on the sofa expressionlessly, with a mobile phone and an ashtray stuffed with cigarette butts on the coffee table in front of him.
Before that, he had called all the friends or sisters he could think of around her, and the answer he got was no news.