"Speaking of killing...... Tianlan, can you promise me one thing?" Ye Yi thought of the scene when Tianlan killed Jin Xiao Jinyu, the decisive and almost ruthless him, the contrast with the gentle him in Ye Yi's heart was too great, so he couldn't accept it until now.

"Say it......" With Tianlan's mind, where would he not know what he wanted to say. He knew that Ye Yi would never be able to see the murder. He was too kind. Kindness is a good thing, but too much kindness can bring bad results. Tianlan was very clear about this, but Ye Yi couldn't understand it now. He has experienced too little, and the beauty and ugliness of human nature are equally thrilling, as the saying goes, "You can't have the heart to hurt people, and you can't have the heart to prevent people." ”

People can't help themselves in the rivers and lakes, often it is not up to you to decide whether to kill or not, to be tolerant of the enemy is to be cruel to yourself, people are not made of good, you can ask yourself to be kind and charitable, but you can't force others to sacrifice themselves for others.

Tianlan is not a person who loves to kill, he just kills those who want to kill and saves those who want to save. In the 20,000 years of earthly ups and downs, he has killed many, many people, and saved many, many people, and there is no absolute standard of good and evil in his heart, it all depends on how he thinks! Maybe one day there will be an enemy to hunt down, maybe one day there will be a benefactor to repay the favor, and the sins and graces of the last life are waiting for the baptism of reincarnation.

Tianlan knew that his fate would not be long in coming, if Ye Yi asked him, he would not mind giving up killing people, and it could be regarded as accumulating some yin virtue.

Ye Yi saw that his words were ambiguous and he couldn't figure out what he was thinking, so he had to say cautiously: "I...... I want you to kill as few people as possible......"

"Good. Tianlan knew what he was going to say, and he didn't hesitate to answer, but Ye Yi was stunned.

"I promise you. Unless necessary, it will not easily injure human life. ”

"Really?" Ye Yi was overjoyed, he didn't expect Tianlan to be so easy to speak, and he agreed almost without hesitation, but he felt unreal for a while.

Tianlan didn't explain much, just smiled and looked into his eyes.

Ye Yi also looked back at his eyes. The eyes are the windows of the soul, and those dark and deep eyes are so firm, Ye Yi knew that he must be serious, so he couldn't help but be a little nervous, and said, "Ah, don't be so serious, I don't ask you for anything." ”

"I know. It's just a promise. Tianlan said calmly. But a promise weighed even more weight in his heart than his life, which Ye Yi didn't understand.

"Childe!" At this time, Xiaotang suddenly ran over. Her hair was a little messy, and she was still holding the coat that Tianlan had put on for her before, it seemed that she had just woken up, and when she found that Tianlan was gone, she hurriedly ran out to find it, and she didn't bother to tidy up her appearance.

"You're here! great!" she ran to the lake, panting, and laughed, "why don't you wake up and call me? ”

Tianlan stood up, gently smoothed her messy hair with her hands, and said softly, "Seeing that you are sleeping soundly, I can't bear to disturb you." You must be so tired that you have dark circles under your eyes, and you haven't slept well in the past two days, right?"

"Do you have dark circles?" Girls pay the most attention to appearance, especially in front of the people they like. She lowered her head and quickly rubbed her eyes, and her heart was full of deer.

"Okay, stop rubbing. Tianlan smiled and held Xiaotang's wrist and said, "I'll tease you, our Xiaotang is the most beautiful." ”

Xiaotang immediately blushed, lowered his head, his voice was as thin as a mosquito's voice, and said, "It will make me happy......" Ye Yi saw that the atmosphere between the two of them was just right, so he didn't join in the fun, and walked not far away to continue to watch his moon. But curiosity caught way, and I couldn't help but prick up my ears and listen.

"That's right," Xiaotang suddenly remembered the purpose of his coming out to chase him, gently draped the coat in his hand over his shoulders, his eyes were full of tenderness, and said, "The wind and cold are heavy, your injuries are not healed, wear so thinly, beware of getting sick." ”

She spoke softly, like a considerate wife. She doesn't wear much herself, but her heart is on him, where can she take care of herself.

"Xiaotang," he grabbed her hand, then let go weakly, turned his back to her and said abruptly, "You...... I understand your intentions, but you don't need to be like this, I'm not a person worthy of your love. ”

Xiao Tang's outstretched hand froze in mid-air, his smile instantly froze, and he asked in a daze, "What, what do ......you mean?" I don't understand......"

Tianlan's voice was full of helplessness, and he said: "You should understand, you are the person who knows me best, don't you? I may not be able to repay your love, your youth, you...... Will find someone who is more suitable for you. ”

He has been with Xiaotang for ten years, and most of the time Xiaotang is by his side, how can he be puzzled by her thoughts! He knows that she loves him, and this kind of love has long surpassed the love of master and servant, and is the real love of men and women. But he couldn't accept it, because he was not qualified to accept the love of any girl.

He also has his own thoughts about love. What is love? Is love a vigorous and unscrupulous love?

No, love is also a responsibility. To really love someone is to make her happy all her life, at least to be by her side for the rest of her life, and never give up. However, Tianlan does not have that condition. In a short time, maybe tomorrow, maybe the day after tomorrow, at most half a year, he will die. In this way, how could he accept Xiaotang's selfless love? How could he give her happiness and stability? He didn't want to delay her youth, she should have someone who could accompany her and love her for a lifetime, and that person couldn't be him.

If you can't take the responsibility behind love, then don't love, and don't let the cherished person endure the pain of losing a lover. Because he is such a person, the more emotional people are, the more rigorous they are about their feelings. If you don't love it, it's a good thing for him or Xiaotang.

"No, Childe, why did you say that? Isn't it, is there something wrong with Xiaotang? Is there something I made you unhappy?!" Xiaotang walked around to Tianlan, grabbed his arms, and his voice unconsciously became louder. She couldn't accept Tianlan's words, although she could vaguely understand Tianlan's thoughts, because her Tianlan was always so gentle, always the most concerned about the people around her and didn't think much about himself.

"Xiaotang, calm down. Tianlan saw that Xiaotang was about to lose control, and she regretted telling her these things in her heart, but she had to say this, I don't know if there will be a chance in the future.

"Calm down, I'm calm! I know very well, you're the person I'm looking for! Why? Why not? Do you hate me?" Xiaotang has always been a little reserved that she can't let go, even if she has made sure that she loves him, but she doesn't want to cause him unnecessary trouble. So she struggles to maintain this delicate balance. But now that Tianlan has brought it up, Xiaotang can't cower anymore, she is afraid of losing him forever.

"How could I hate you......" Tianlan still couldn't bear to say cruel words to her, sighed faintly, and said, "You know, I'm a dying person, and I'm not qualified to love you at all, why do I have to force me to say it?" He gently stroked her pretty face and wiped the tears from her face.

"No, no, you won't die! I will definitely find a way to save you! Definitely! I will not let you go!" Xiaotang cried and hugged him, crying and shouting, but it was the most sincere and touching side. At such a moment, she still remembered that Tianlan had injuries on his body, and she was careful not to touch his wounds.

"Xiaotang, first love is always difficult to give up, in the future, when you meet the destined person, you will know who you like a little more......" He couldn't bear to see her crying, comforted her softly, and gently patted her back.

Xiaotang suddenly smiled, and smiled beautifully. She said, "When I met, I fell in love with ...... If there is really such a person, Xiaotang will not have a second heart for him. She said so quietly that even Tianlan, who was leaning against her, couldn't hear the second half of the sentence clearly.