The sky suddenly burst into a loud thunder, and dazzling lightning streaked across the dark and dreary sky, as if to tear the entire sky apart.

I stood alone in the wilderness, my hands tightly clasped over my head, my whole body trembling. I subconsciously wanted to pull my legs and run, but my feet seemed to be grabbed by someone, and no matter how I struggled, I still didn't move.

At this moment, I felt that something in my body was violently expanding, and my whole body was supported by an inexplicable air current, as if it was about to burst.

Just when I thought I was going to tear to death, the swollen gas suddenly drilled out of my body. Before he had time to catch his breath, his pupils dilated geometrically at the moment he saw the vision in front of him.

The thing that came out of my body was not a gas at all, but another me and my little ninety-nine.

"Don't! Come back! Don't go! I shouted hoarsely at the backs of the big and the small, and the anxiety and panic in my heart were self-evident.

However, we are like two phantoms in different time and space, and the self can't hear my cry at all. I just watched the other self walk into the night without looking back.

It's like walking into the fate of no return.

As I uttered my last heart-rending cry, there was another even more terrifying thunderclap from above the dark firmament.

"Boom ————"

The sound shook people's souls and scattered into the sky.

I closed my eyes in pain, and a heartbreaking scene appeared! I covered my ears sadly, but I couldn't hold back the desperate wail from the bottom of my heart.

In his dying dream, he sat up in shock, and his heart was full of tears.

Suddenly, I seemed to have finally struggled back from hell to the world, but is the so-called world really warmer than hell?

The first thing that caught my eye was a haggard and unshaven face. I shook my head vigorously before I remembered that the owner of this face was named Duan Muqing.

I opened my mouth, the corners of my lips were as tight as if they had been coated with glue, and I struggled to move, and I immediately felt my skin burst into blood due to the tear.

Duanmu Qinghong's swollen eyes were red, and his hand was shaking as his voice at the moment, "Jian Xi, don't say anything yet, just wake up!" It's okay, don't be afraid! ”

He soothed me as he quickly pressed the call button. After a while, several doctors and nurses hurried over and took measurements and asked me about it. I nodded or shook my head blankly, my eyes rolling between the faces.

Turning around, I couldn't see the person I wanted to see the most, and I couldn't help but cry in my eyes.

My little Jiujiu, where are you?

Duan Muqing wiped my tears for me while holding my hand tightly, "Don't worry, Xiao Jiujiu is fine." It's up to you, hold on. ”

As soon as I heard him comfort me in this way, my tears became more and more uncontrollable.

I know that something must have happened to my little Jiujiu!

Seeing my grief-stricken appearance, Duanmu didn't dare to say anything more, but just held my hand tightly.

After the doctor dispersed, he carefully wiped the blood stains on my lips with cotton dipped in water, and was about to put the breathing mask back on again, when I raised my hand with all my strength and grabbed his hand.

"Take me to see... My son. The voice was muddy and hoarse, and it didn't feel like it was anything I could make anymore.

He shook my hand gently, the look in his eyes was complicated and gentle, "I know that it will be more uncomfortable to blindly hide it from you." But you have to promise me that no matter what, you won't cry hoarsely anymore. The doctor said, if you don't pay attention to your voice, it will be destroyed. ”

I blinked quietly in reply.

After that, he pushed me in a wheelchair to the window of an intensive care unit, and I looked through the glass, and the person lying on the bed had an oxygen inhaler on his face and gauze wrapped around his forehead, and I couldn't see who it was. But judging from the size of the body, he is an adult man at all, not my little Jiujiu.

I didn't know why, I glanced at Duan Muqing anxiously. He squatted down with a gloomy expression, "He's Zhao Alcohol next door to you, do you remember him?" ”

I was shocked and my eyes widened, how could he be here!

Duan Muqing silently stared at Zhao Yu who was lying on the hospital bed, and said in a deep voice, "Before I arrived, he bumped into you and was killed on the way home. While fighting with the gangsters, one of them pulled out a knife and pierced one of his kidneys. After being sent to the hospital, he was bleeding profusely due to severe kidney damage, and in order to save his life, he had to..."He paused with difficulty, "The right kidney was completely removed!" ”

My heart tightened, and as soon as I opened my mouth to cry, my hoarse voice stuck with blood. Duan Muqing hurriedly took out a handkerchief to block my mouth for me, but he couldn't stop the tears that flowed from the bottom of my heart.

Zhao Alcohol, Zhao Alcohol, who do you know is not good, but you know me, and you have to suffer this crime for no reason! Forget if I suffer, who told me to run out in a daze when I panic! But what did you do wrong? Just because you know me, your life... It's going to have to be a different story from now on, I'm simply your scourge! Hit the scourge star!

Duan Muqing hugged me into his arms, "Don't worry, the operation went well, and I am out of danger at present." ”

Hearing this, I nodded heartbrokenly.

When he pushed me and walked away slowly, I was anxious and scared! The one who was afraid to push me was the last place I wanted to go.

I closed my eyes in fear, I had never believed in any religious gods in my life, and prayed helplessly in my heart: The god who dominates all living beings in the underworld, please let my little Jiujiu live, as long as he lives, even if he wants to exchange my life, I am willing. I don't dare to do anything else in my life, I just pray that you will keep him alive! Please!

The wheelchair stopped, and my heart pounded.

I plucked up all the courage of my life and opened my eyes. All of a sudden, I felt as if I was alive again.

In front of me is the operating room, and the lights are still on.

I exhaled heavily, and Duan Muqing patted me on the shoulder, "Xiao Jiujiu is an intracranial injury, and the intracranial operation is very time-consuming, and it hasn't come out yet." But... No news is the best news, I know the chief surgeon, the professional skills and medical ethics are excellent, and the little guy is so strong, he will definitely be able to get through this difficulty! ”

I covered my mouth with one hand and nodded with tears in my eyes.

Alive! Little Jiujiu, mom as long as you live! Otherwise... If you have any accidents, Mom really doesn't know how to face the rest of her life!

I stared at the door of the operating room in such a daze, not daring to close my eyes for a moment. Duan Muqing walked up to me and squatted down, "Jian Xi, it's not a way for you to spend so much time here." Shall we go back and lie down and rest first? Am I guarding here? ”

I stubbornly shook my head and said hoarsely, "If he doesn't come out, I won't leave." ”

He opened his mouth, thought for a moment, and finally did not speak again, but sat quietly on the stool beside me.

Time passed like this, minute by minute.

I felt like my head was so dizzy that I could fall down at any moment and never wake up again. When I couldn't hold it anymore, I closed my eyes quietly, and as soon as my eyes were closed, my little Jiujiu jumped out like this.

From croaking to babbling, from chaos to ignorance......

"Mom, is it because I am disobedient that you will be beaten?"

"Mom, Mom, you're finally awake, I'm so scared alone, I thought you didn't want me anymore!"

"As long as my mother is here, I am not afraid to go anywhere!"

"Mom, don't lie to me, I saw ......"

"Mom, don't worry, Dad doesn't want you, and I will protect you, don't be afraid."

And I'm here to protect you, don't be afraid......

I clutched my chest tightly, the feeling that I really wanted to cry but couldn't cry, but I really couldn't help but want to cry, it was really worse than death.

I clenched my fists, hating this for a while, and hating for a while, hating and hating, and the person I hated the most was myself!

At this time, the door of the operating room suddenly opened, and a nurse-like person with blood on his hands and placket rushed out, handing a note to Duan Muqing, "Don't let me explain!" It's the seventh time, so hurry up and sign it! Come on! Time is tight! ”

The man hurriedly said, then turned around and walked quickly to the other side, and after more than ten seconds, he took a few plasma packets in his hand, and by the way, he took away the note that Duan Muqing had just signed, and then, like a gust of wind, disappeared from view.

The door to the operating room slammed shut again, and I felt like it was shut, along with my hope!

The seventh?

I looked at Duan Muqing on the side blankly, he pressed his head low, and his hand held my hand tightly. After a while, he raised his head, "Jian Xi, promise me, no matter what the result is, you will be strong and hold on!" ”

Hearing this, I closed my eyes heavily. I thought to myself, if that's the case, I don't want to live anymore.

I really don't want to live anymore!

Isn't it? This person lives because there is more or less hope and hope in his heart, even if it is difficult and hard, as long as he hopes not to die, he can live.

I glanced blankly at the operating room, and then casually skimmed out the window. After making up my mind, I didn't have the anxiety and panic I had before.

Taking a deep breath and exhaling it all, I calmed down and counted every second I could survive in this world.

I don't know how long it took, I felt the person next to me gently tap me on the shoulder, I slowly opened my eyes, and saw a warm light in front of me......