After that, slowly, step by step, it was all within my expectation and plan.

The first time I took you home, I saw you gently leaning back in your seat and falling asleep.

I don't know if it's because the moonlight is too soft, or the breeze is too drunk, you are so beautiful at that moment.

I looked at you quietly, and in the song in my ears, I kept singing and whispering:

"It was a perfect day,

You have made me forget myself.

I think I'm somebody,

The happy one.

……

You make me so...... Hungry"

That night, I also went to your lodgings on the pretext of excuse. To be honest, I was both a little curious and a little distressed when I knew that you lived in such a place.

Curious, I don't know what your nest will look like.

When I actually walked in, I was really relieved, fortunately although it was simple, but it was extremely warm.

I took a cursory look at it, silently remembering the broken light bulb in the hallway and the old dripping paddle in the restroom. Then, find the right time and quietly change it for you.

I think it started that night when things started to go off track.

After you verbally rejected me, I called your phone and you turned it off. I can't bear the ridiculous reason that you can't be with me because your friend likes me.

So, without thinking about it, I knocked on your door.

I thought about many kinds of pictures, but I didn't expect that when I opened the door, I would be greeted by such a sultry you.

I stared blankly at your slightly furrowed brows, your softly lowered eyes, your flushed cheeks, and—

I want people to kiss on the lips.

I don't know why you are so ordinary, and you who have even conceived children for other men, are so attractive that I can't take half an inch off my eyes.

You shook your head in a trance, trying to close the door, but I stopped you. You sneered back, and when you turned around, I saw that there was nothing on you but that sexy nightgown.

At that moment, there was really no need for words, and unintentionally, it was full of temptation.

Impulsiveness, that is, it starts from that night.

Everything deviated from my expectations.

I watched as you wept bitterly as you broke with Manko.

Later, even though he received Xiao Jiujiu's call for help, he had already rushed to the scene as soon as possible, but he still watched the irreversible tragedy unfold.

God knows how desperate I was during the time you were lying unconscious in your hospital bed!

I finally looked forward to you waking up, looking at your painful appearance, my heart felt like a knife was constantly cutting.

In fact, I know what it means when you learned that Xiao Jiujiu might not survive, and you glanced out the window with a dull expression.

Xiao Jiujiu is your life, without him, you won't live.

Therefore, after learning the truth, I thought about it again and again, and finally chose to hide it.

You know what? After that, I felt happy and tormented to spend time with you. I cherish every moment I can be with you, because I really don't know if you will abandon me immediately when you know the truth.

The more cautious I was, the more scared I was, the more certain I was that I was real...... I'm in love with you.

So much so that later, when I learned that the person who designed you behind me was the person who had harmed my mentor's family before, I originally just wanted to defeat him so that he would have no place in the business world in the future, and suddenly I wanted to... Destroy that bastard once and for all.

I carefully designed, layer by layer, peeling back the cocoon.

Seeing that the plan is going on step by step, you and Zhao Alcohol... But it always chills me again and again.

On the one hand, I know you owe him and have to be nice to him. On the other hand, you're the woman I love, and I...

I used to only know that love is sweetness and love is hatred.

But you let me know that love can be the devil too. That night, I didn't know what I was doing, only that when I woke up, I had made a big mistake.

When I came back and faced you, I really had mixed feelings.

Wu Chenxi's side was unexpectedly quiet. However, on your side, it is a sincere confession that I never expected.

Do you know that when you really fell in love with me, I suddenly felt that I was no longer qualified to love you.

After that, I watched you decadent, sad, hopeless, and perked up. How can my heart have a moment of good suffering?

I found someone to listen to Lin Moxuan's mobile phone, and I realized that you decided to take a risk for the sake of the project. So I secretly sent Chen Liang to open the room next to you, and waited for me to have news for him, and he would immediately break down the door to save people.

But you... Hehe, it really impresses me.

However, it was precisely this incident that made us detect signal interference when we were listening to Lin Moxuan's mobile phone, and then found out that your mobile phone was also tapped.

After that, there was a decisive recording when the truth was revealed.

Originally, I had decided to tell you everything except that Xiao Jiujiu couldn't wake up, and then I would propose. Succeed or not, at least do my best to fight for three.

But I never thought that you would suddenly say those things to me.

After struggling, I still chose to hide it, at least in my opinion, you were happy at that time. I really can't bear to break this happiness with my own hands.

It is precisely because I have too many secrets hidden in my heart that I want to hold the wedding as quickly and low-key as possible, as if in this way, I can really escape the ordeal and go straight to happiness.

However, many things, the more you are afraid, the more you have to come.

When Wu Chenxi appeared at the wedding like that, I was instantly stunned.

She told me on the phone that if I didn't go out, she would die with the child in her womb, and she would let you know the fact that Xiao Jiujiu would never wake up again.

Hearing that last sentence, I rushed out regardless of it, I really didn't expect your grandmother to die of hatred because of this.

You may not know that on the day your grandmother was cremated, I drove behind you. I saw you crying to death, and I followed a man in the car crying bitterly.

Seeing you uncomfortable, I really feel worse than death! But what can I do? I'm the one who got you to this point. And I, on the other hand, don't have the ability to make you happy anymore.

I know that between us, there will never be a return to the old days. Before, I never believed in fate, what was destined. But at that moment, I suddenly felt that you and I were destined to have such an abrasive and sweet encounter before we met.

When we meet again, I'm already a sinner.

On the one hand, she kept torturing me endlessly with the little Jiujiu thing I told her when I was drunk that night, and on the other hand, you were desperately indifferent.

My heart is bleeding.

I was afraid that if she stayed here any longer, she would have to tell her about Xiao Jiujiu sooner or later, so I had to coax her back to Singapore.

After finally sending her back to her previous residence, I opened the hotel as usual, and as soon as I stayed there, she came running and said that the bathroom at home was sprayed and that she wanted to take a shower somewhere in the house.

Physically and mentally exhausted, I didn't have the heart to think about what she wanted to do anymore, so I nodded and let her go.

Just then, there was a knock at the door.

I think life is wonderful here, so that you can never guess what kind of surprises will be waiting for you after the next door is opened.

You don't know that after you said those words to me, I was so moved that I wanted to cry, but on the surface, I still had to pretend to smile calmly.

Actually, I really want to tell you that I am also tired, helpless, and in need of comfort.

But when those words came to his lips, he endured them all. I am your man, and giving you gentleness and serenity is what I should do.

I could see the hurt look on your face when I heard her voice in the bathroom. Please believe that I was definitely more heartbroken than you at that time.

Or you, once again surprised me, you said you would wait for me, and you did the same. So, what reason do I have to hide?

After getting rid of the whole thing, it eased me, but it hurt you.

That night, we hugged each other and cried, desperate and helpless.

After you are gone, my people are here, but my heart has long gone with you.

When I heard that something had happened to you, I rushed back as soon as possible. The people who rescued you, but I know that your people are still imprisoned.

Until that terrible day finally came, Wu Chenxi finally told you about Xiao Jiujiu. One of the most unknowable things, let a person who didn't want her to know the most, at that moment, although I was still alive, I really felt that even my heart stopped beating.

Until the sharp knife pierced me in the chest, so the pain, guilt, hopelessness, all the fear, all the fear, the dust finally settled.

If I can't love you anymore, then at least, I'll be with you when I die.

After that, in my mind, I always felt that you were standing not far away, and I kept walking forward, trying to catch you, but it was such a short distance, but I couldn't walk anywhere.

When I opened my eyes again, I saw you sitting next to me, smiling with tears in your eyes.

It was a feeling of being a world away.

Xiao Jiujiu's unexpected awakening made me very happy.

And the last text message that Zhao Ol sent to my mobile phone before he died, "If you can't make her happy, I won't let you go." "I can't help but break my liver and intestines.

Oh, yes! Your happiness is more important than anything else. As long as you're okay and you're not by my side, what's the matter? If there is only pain here, then all I can give you is freedom.

Even in the second year after you left, Wu Chenxi finally figured it out and left me. But I still didn't bother you.

No news is the best news, isn't it?

When I see you again, 6 years later.

6 years, what a long and difficult time for a person who deeply misses you from afar.

During this time, I carried most of the affectionate thoughts, and... Tears!

Fortunately, the moment I saw you, I really felt that all the hard work was worth it.

I was a little disappointed after the initial accident, but when the child told me her name in a childish tone, it dawned on me.

When we hugged each other as a family, I silently thanked God from the bottom of my heart.

Happiness is so hard, how can I not cherish it!

Lu Jianxi, if I fall in love with you because I am lost, then I would rather sink into it for the rest of my life and never quit......

!!