Suicide?

When all of us heard the news, we were all stunned, and I quickly asked, "Suicide?" Why suicide? ”

The guide was a little indifferent and said: "How do I know why she committed suicide, you know, this is a mental hospital, how normal are the patients admitted here?" It's not impossible for an emotional person to commit suicide, I have been in class here for half a year, and there have been seven or eight suicides just by seeing them, but they just didn't die. ”

Dongdong seized the loophole in the doctor's words, and then asked, "Then is she already dead?" ”

The guide nodded and said, "Well, it is written in the information that he is dead." ”

I was quite surprised, I thought that if I found here, I should be able to understand the truth of the matter, but I got such news, since Han Xiaoyu is dead, then the person who threw the brazier downstairs that day should not be her, Han Lingxue is not the madman, the only thing that can be determined is these two, although the murderer who wanted to harm Su Mo was not caught, but this is also a relief.

But at this time, Dongdong asked again: "Sister guide, do you have any information about Han Xiaoyu's family here?" ”

The guide squinted his eyes and said, "Brother, of course I have this, but well, I am also responsible for the security of the patient's information, how can I tell you, I still have some professional ethics." ”

Dongdong looked at her and said seriously: "Five hundred." ”

"No......"

"A thousand."

"No...... Yes. ”

"One thousand and five, no more."

The guide thought for a while, gritted his teeth and said, "Okay, I will promise you to see how sincere you are, and now I will give you the address of their home immediately." ”

Dongdong was happy, and Yanzi said helplessly next to him: ", as I just said, I thought she had a backbone, one thousand five, and sold her professional ethics." ”

The guide retorted to Yanzi while checking the information: "Little brother, many things in this world are valuable, as long as you give the price, there is nothing wrong, you have money, I can sleep with you." ”

Yanzi looked at her face full of acne, didn't dare to reply, and after a while, the guide doctor told us the address of Han Xiaoyu's house, Dongdong threw out one thousand and five, and then the four of us left the mental hospital.

After getting into Yanzi's car, Yanzi asked if he was going to Han Xiaoyu's house to ask clearly, Dongdong shook his head and said no, he already knew everything roughly, so I asked him what he meant by this.

Dongdong looked out the window, sighed and said, "That place is the address of Ling Xue's house, I only sent her back last Sunday, so I know." ”

Dongdong was silent after saying this, we all know the meaning of this sentence, although Han Lingxue is not Han Xiaoyu, but it must have something to do with Han Xiaoyu, judging from the surname, it is very likely that they are sisters, and they are also mentally ill, the thing we are most afraid of now is that she is the one who attacked Su Mo, in this case, we don't know how to deal with it.

Dongdong turned his head and asked me if I had any cigarettes? I took out a cigarette from my pocket, gave it to him and Yanzi, and after Dongdong lit the cigarette, he took a puff and said, "I plan to ask Ling Xue out tonight to ask her to see if she is the one who attacked Su Mo, if so, I will give Yanzi an explanation." ”

Yanzi shrugged his shoulders and said: "Don't say it so seriously, I said everything I didn't explain, Su Mo was fine, and Han Lingxue attacked Su Mo in a mentally abnormal situation, I don't blame her, I'm worried about you, are you ready?" ”

Dongdong gritted his teeth, and after a while, he spat out a few words from his throat and said, "I will break up with her." ”

Yanzi and I were silent at the same time, and Xu Jie said at this time: "Actually, I don't think it's that serious, just go to the doctor if you are sick, Dongdong, you should ask yourself, are you really willing to break up with her?" ”

Dongdong took a cigarette in his mouth, raised his head and looked out the window, and said slowly: "To be honest, I am very attentive, and the time I spend with a person will not exceed two months, I regard every relationship as a kind of enjoyment, I like to devote myself wholeheartedly to it, and I get joy and so on, I enjoy this feeling, but the starting point is just to please myself, not so much that I am in love with Han Lingxue, but rather that I am in love with myself, now that I know that she has this disease, how can I be happy with her?" ”

When Dongdong said this, he smiled bitterly and said, "Am I very selfish?" ”

I didn't answer, and the swallow didn't answer, the swallow is stupid, and I think everyone has the way to choose their own life, we can question it, but we can't object, because you are not him, why oppose his way of life, everyone is an independent individual, everyone also has the right to choose, as friends, all we can do is to stand aside and sincerely bless them, otherwise we will come up and watch like passers-by and ask Dongdong to analyze the case in detail? That's not what a friend should do.

Dongdong and Feizi are different, Feizi was seen by me at that time that he was really reluctant to Lili, and Dongdong seemed to be just a little regretful, and there was no other emotion, just like the breakup he said, an unexpected quick knife to cut through the mess.

Many years later, when I analyzed Yi Xiaodong's personality again, what he did, and his almost pathological free and easy attitude towards life, I suddenly realized that the fundamental difference between him and me is that he will never love anyone, he loves himself.

Yanzi sent Dongdong home, and to our surprise, Dongdong was really rich, and the big villa of his family was worth nearly 50 million in Dragon City, which Xu Jie told me later.

After Dongdong got off the car, Yanzi took us to dinner, and we were still discussing Han Lingxue's matter during the meal, and the final result of the unification was that everything was handed over to Dongdong, he had a better head than us, and he must know how to deal with this kind of thing perfectly.

We can't be blamed for this, after all, that guy is always one step ahead of us, I can barely keep up with the speed of his head, but not Swallow, if he does that, his brain will probably be burned out.

After eating, Yanzi sent Xu Jie home first, and I ran to Yan Yunfei's bar when I had nothing to do, called Feizi and Yi Shisan, and asked them to come over and drink and continue the second half.

When Feizi came, he also took Lili, and I could see that he seemed to be very happy, and I asked to know that a few days ago a specialist came to the hospital in the center of the city, and gave Lili his father's surgery, the operation was very successful, the condition was controlled, and after a while, I could go home to recuperate, and I didn't have to go to the hospital to burn money.

Hearing this news, Yanzi and I were very happy with them, after all, the matter of money was solved, and Lili would not go to work in that kind of place in the future, and she would be able to be with Feizi well.

A few of us were drinking wine and chatting, Feizi suddenly asked Yanzi, Yitian recently accepted the blue lantern, here to explain, the blue lantern is our side of the statement, which means that all the members who intend to enter the underworld and have not ceremonial, at the beginning, they only need to simply seal the red envelope to the community to pledge allegiance, which means that they have died in the past, and they will be reborn as a human being when the initiation ceremony is held on the auspicious day.

At the beginning, Yanzi was also listed as a blue lantern on Yitian's side, and on the day I started school, he held a membership ceremony and became an official member, and he was also the lowest thug.

Feizi asked, the meaning is obvious, I just want to come out and mix, I am actually a little opposed, when Su Mo was almost smashed in the flower pot, Yanzi said, people in the rivers and lakes, I can't help myself, I don't want him to follow him to take risks.

Yanzi subconsciously looked at me, probably to ask my opinion, I didn't speak, just where to drink, Yanzi persuaded: "Feizi, have you thought about it?" Really want to join? You must know that the club is not as beautiful as you look on the surface, nor is it as heroic as movies or novels, this rivers and lakes, especially dirty, will be dead on the street if you are not careful, there is a saying in our industry, the success of the gangster, is not how many people he cut, nor how much he has achieved the leading position or even higher, but that he can live to the end of his life, that is the real success, think about it, how bad the environment must be to have such tragic words. ”

Fei Zi picked up a bottle of beer and took a sip and said, "I'm ready, people will eventually come out if they don't die, I want to fight!" ”

At this time, Yi 13 also came, originally he was smiling, but when he heard that Feizi wanted to join the underworld, his face suddenly darkened, and he slapped the table and said: "You are all idiots, what kind of underworld are you into, get back to study for me!" ”

Yi Thirteen's words startled us, we didn't expect him to lose his temper, Fei Zai's expression was dull for a moment, and then he got up and said to Yi Thirteen: "Brother Thirteen, why are you angry, I'm just talking." ”

Yi 13 looked at Fei Zai and said: "It's not okay to talk about it, you kid remembered it for me, just a swallow, people rely on their own relationships, and I can't say anything, but you definitely can't, you want me or Yanzi to connect with you, you think beautiful, I tell you, only one day I'm here, I think Yitian will accept you!" ”

It may be that Yi Thirteen's words are a bit excessive, and Feizi is also angry, and he is dissatisfied: "No, what do you mean, oh, you can join the club to make a lot of money, but I can't join the club, why?" ”

Yi 13 didn't explain, just said that if it doesn't work, Feizi kicked the table and said: "If you don't accept it, you won't accept it, what's the big deal, everyone is a brother, why are you yelling at me?" Besides, I'm begging for a swallow, not for you, your thirteenth brother is powerful, you can look down on me, but you don't have to cut me off, right? ”

Yi 13 glared at Fei Zai and said, "You tell me what you just said again!" ”

Feizi pulled Lili and said to Yi Shisan: "If you tell me to say it, I'll say it, I'm your little brother?" Yi Thirteen, you're awesome, can't I go? ”

After finishing speaking, he took Lili and prepared to leave, and Yanzi went up to persuade Yi Thirteen, but I didn't move, but shouted in the direction of Feizai: "You said to go, don't you give me face, do you still think I am your boss?" ”

Feizi stopped, didn't look back, but said in a conversational manner: "Little brother, I don't want everyone to rely on you for the rest of my life, and I don't want to be a little brother for the rest of my life, I want to come out, I don't want to owe you too much!" ”