1110 I will respect your decision

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Su Guangsha's last two sentences of "Mom" almost roared, I have never seen this burly man so grief-stricken and depressed as he is now, even in dealing with Su Shihao's affairs, he has been trying to restrain his emotions, for fear that others will see his fragile side.

However, when the mother who took care of him and loved him died like this, he could no longer restrain himself, and the grievances and pain during this time were like a wound with adhesive tape, torn apart alive and dripping with blood.

My dad sighed, and my mom crouched there with tears streaming down her face and said, "You...... Why are you so stupid? ”

I slowly knelt down and kowtowed a few times to Mrs. Su's ashes, she is Su Ruoshui's mother, that is, my mother, and she deserves this big gift. When Sun Nanbei saw me like this, they also knelt down one after another.

The mourning music sounded in his ears, and no one could tell the difference, this mourning was Shen Promise. Or poor Mrs. Sue. This mother and son, they can't meet in life, and can they be reunited in death? No one knows, just as no one knows if there will really be another world, but everyone hopes at this moment, hoping that their mother and son can meet.

It was raining lightly. It's like crying for this ill-fated mother and son.

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After the funeral, Su Guangsha did not leave, but leaned on Shen Nuoyan's tombstone, holding the urn deadly, looking at the empty distance. I crouched beside him, smoking cigarette after cigarette and not speaking. Because I know that it is superfluous to say anything at this time, and it is enough to be quietly with him at this time.

When I smoked the seventh cigarette, Su Guangsha finally spoke. He said, "Want to hear my story? ”

I actually knew his story from Song Jiayin a long time ago, but I still nodded and said, "If you are willing to say, I am also willing to listen." ”

Su Guangsha lowered his head, slowly stroked the urn and said, "My mother, my mother, like Aunt Wei, she likes your father deeply. ”

I was a little surprised, obviously, what Su Guangsha said was something I didn't know.

I listened quietly to what he said, and he said with red eyes: "My dad is very jealous of him and hates him to the core, so he vented all his hatred on my mother, an innocent woman. It's just because my mother has no background and is just an ordinary orphan. She was kind-hearted and conservative, and when such a thing happened, she didn't go to anyone to ask for justice for her, but quietly hid. ”

"Later, she found out that she was pregnant, and she wanted to beat me because she felt that I shouldn't have come into this world, but ...... But for the sake of his own plan, in order to let me cover up for the promise, forced her to give birth to me, he imprisoned her, waited for her to give birth to the child, and cruelly deprived the child from her, sent the promise to her, and waited for him to wait for him to be older, then killed her, aroused his hatred, and arranged him to Aunt Wei's side...... And then...... You know the rest of the story. ”

I nodded, patted Su Guangsha on the shoulder and said, "Brother Su, it's all over, he will definitely be punished for that brute." ”

Su Guangsha said obscurely: "So far, what's the point of him not being punished? My two mothers will never survive. ”

When he said this, he tilted his head and opened his eyes, I knew that he was afraid of tears coming out, he choked up and said: "After living for so many years, I always thought I was very happy, but in the end I found out that no one in this world wants me to exist, my own mother is unwilling to want me, my real father wants to use me, murder me, and hurt my mother for so many years...... When she knew that I was not her own son, she also left me ruthlessly, and I felt like a duckweed, floating for so long, and finally falling into the abyss, unable to find a way out. ”

At this time, Su Guangsha was no longer the one who stood up to the sky. A strong man who can protect everyone, he is like a confused child, a poor wounded worm.

If my life is bitter and then sweet, then his life is sweet first and then bitter, there is a saying that "first bitter and then sweet is not bitter." Sweet first and then bitter is not sweet", this heavy blow, I don't know how long it will take him to come out.

I said, "Brother Su, don't be like this, you have to remember that you still have a relative in this world." ”

Su Guangsha looked at me and said, "You mean Ruoshui......"

I nodded, and he said with a wry smile: "If Ruoshui knows that her own brother is a promise, I ......"

I said in a deep voice: "Don't think so, I don't know about others, but in Ruoshui's eyes, you will always be the brother who loves her the most, what she values most is never blood relationship, but who is good to her, she is good to whom, she depends on you, reveres you, no matter what happens, you are the 'big brother' she wants to rely on and trust." ”

I saw a flash of hope in Su Guangsha's eyes, and continued: "What's more, if so many things have happened, even you have to be depressed. How sad should she be when she wants to leave her? So, Brother Su, you have to cheer up, don't feel that you are not needed, if the water needs you, I need you. The country needs you too. ”

Su Guangsha looked at me in a daze, I nodded at him, he suddenly burst into tears, as if he had been suppressing the mood, and finally completely released, he lay on my shoulder, crying like a child, I patted his back, patted him like a child, and said: "Brother Su, in the future, you have to take care of Ruoshui, if I make her unhappy, you can beat me." ”

Su Guangsha said in a hoarse voice: "Thank you, Chen Ming, thank you." ”

I looked up at Shen Nuoyan's smiling face on the tombstone, and I thought that if he knew, he would definitely agree with me to do this, because in his eyes, Su Guangsha was also his good brother. He was so kind, how could he bear to let his good brother suffer.

With my comfort and companionship, Su Guangsha finally controlled his emotions, or rather, after venting, his whole person was much better. Next, I accompanied him to buy a cemetery, and we buried Mrs. Su in a cemetery not far from Shen Nuoyan.

Mrs. Su, who was once so enviable, even if she abandoned this identity, she was still the enviable daughter of everyone, but only me and Su Guangsha were present at the funeral, I think she would be very pleased if she knew that she could be by her biological son's side after her death.

When it got dark, Su Guangsha and I left the cemetery in the rain, and Su Guangsha asked, "Chen Ming, where are you going next?" ”

I said, "I don't know, I want to go and relax first......"

Su Guangsha said: "Go ahead, I will take care of Xiaoshui." ”

"When will you return to the capital?" I asked.

He looked into the void and said lightly: "Let's go, my mother is gone." If I don't go to the hospital either, with Xiaoshui's intelligence, I will definitely find out something, and I can't let her know about it. When I go back, I will tell her that for fear that my mother will be sad, I will arrange for someone to accompany my mother on a trip, and wait until she is well...... I'll confess to her again. ”

I nodded and said, "This is the best, it's just that I'm afraid that Mrs. Su's brothers and sisters ......"

Su Guangsha said: "Don't worry, I will tell them, they are all very understanding people and generous, I don't think they will embarrass me and will help me hide this matter." ”

I said, "Then I can rest assured, Brother Su, we will be a family in the future, no matter what problems you encounter, you can come to me." ”

Su Guangsha looked at me, smiled, and said, "I know, Chen Ming, thank you." ”

I said, "We're brothers, so don't talk about that." Brother Su, have a good trip. ”

Su Guangsha nodded and said, "You too, take a good break, I believe that everything will pass." ”

"yes. Everything will pass. ”

"Let's go, I'll call you if you have something."

After Su Guangsha finished speaking, he got into his big jeep, and I stood there, watching him drive away, and a wave of worry came to my heart.

I immediately picked up my mobile phone and called Song Jiayin, and before everyone left, Song Jiayin quietly told me that Duan Qinghu was going to find my father, so I asked her to unite Sun Nanbei and them, and try to stop Duan Qinghu first, if I wasn't worried about Su Guangsha, I would have passed a long time ago. So as soon as Su Guangsha left, I thought about it and immediately called her.

Song Jiayin quickly answered the phone, and she said, "Brother Su is gone?" ”

I hummed and said, "How's it going on over there?" ”

Song Jiayin said lightly: "The plan went more smoothly than expected, I asked someone to take Xiao Qingtian over, you know." Xiao Qingtian likes her aunt very much, but what she didn't expect was that she was also very kind to her uncle, who had never been masked, and the two of them played together for a day, and they were very happy. ”

"Qinghu, she didn't take action because of Xiao Qingtian, but Xiao Qingtian is tired now and is going to sleep, I think she may take action tonight."

My heart sank and I said, "I see." ”

Song Jiayin asked, "Chen Ming, tell me, do you have an idea?" How do you want to stop her? ”

There was a hint of concern in her voice, and I knew that with her intelligence, she must have guessed what I was going to do. I couldn't admit it, so I just smiled lightly and said, "Don't worry, you have to believe in my abilities, you know?" ”

Song Jiayin didn't speak, I felt depressed in my heart, I said, "Jiayin, do I make any decisions." Will you support me? ”

Song Jiayin still didn't speak, I sighed and said, "I want your support." ”

She was silent for a moment and said, "As long as it is your choice, I will respect your decision......"

Coiling Dragon