Chapter 134: Broken hair is like broken love
In fact, Lin Xi knew about Gu Wenlan, and it was when she was Lin Ziyun that she met Gu Wenlan in Japan.
At that time, I remember that it was winter in Hokkaido, and it was snow-capped, and a girl in a kimono was painting under a wooden house unique to Japan.
It was Gu Wenlan.
At that time, Gu Wenlan studied painting in Japan and stayed in a family in Japan, which was running a hotel, and Lin Ziyun happened to live there.
At that time, Lin Ziyun went there to negotiate a business for the Yuegu Group, so she stayed for two months. During this period, she and Gu Wenlan naturally intersected, but she always spoke Japanese, so Gu Wenlan also treated her as a Japanese and told her about her own things.
said that he fell in love with a person he shouldn't like, said that he came to Japan because this was where he was, said that he was here every day, and would see him pass by after class, and said that he carefully guarded the unknown feelings of the people and buried them in his heart.
At that time. Lin Ziyun felt that Gu Wenlan was a kind and lively girl. Because when she spoke, her eyes shone with a sparkling wave, as if her life would be illuminated just by mentioning that boy.
She also remembers cautiously asking why the relationship was not favorable. He listened to Gu Wenlan take a tone that had seen through all the vicissitudes of the world, and said slowly: "He is my uncle, my uncle." β
At that time, Lin Ziyun couldn't tell what mood she was in. Because she knew that according to the current social situation in China, such feelings would not be ...... Any result.
She didn't know how to comfort the girl who was about to cry, and she could still clearly remember that Gu Wenlan said to herself at that time: "I will never forget the joy I felt when I heard the little boy who was only a few years older than me calling himself an uncle in front of me." β
In the days that followed, two children of similar age grew up together, laughed and cried together, and left their childhood memories in the outrageously large mansion of the Gu family.
Childhood sweetheart,That's about it.γ
Gu Wenlan has a withdrawn personality and has not liked to communicate with boys since he was a child. Gu Tiannan is the only one of the opposite sex who has been in contact with him for the longest time, from the initial banging heart to the later inextricability, the feelings have been deepened in the passage of time.
Many people do not have the capital to fall in love at first sight, but they have the instinct to fall in love for a long time.
Confiding in a stranger about the long-sealed past in his heart seems to have found an outlet for catharsis. Gu Wenlan's explanation is no matter how big or small.
Even at the end, she smiled and said, "If you see him in the future, you can tell him that I know he has his own ambitions, so I won't let myself be a stain and humiliation on him." And no one ...... Who will always be waiting for. β
Lin Ziyun remembers asking, "Why did you let me say it?" β
"Because you're the only person in the world who knows about it except us."
"What if I don't see him in my life?"
"So be it. Anyway...... He wouldn't care. β
This is the last sentence that Gu Wenlan and Lin Ziyun said, the last full stop falls, it is permanently sealed, this secret can disappear forever with Lin Ziyun's death, but Lin Ziyun was reborn, and this secret was revealed again.
So this is not ...... A chance from God?
Lin Xi doesn't know whether she should match this relationship that seems to be intolerable to the world, but what she knows is that there is a ** to do happy things, human nature, and deep love, so she disregards ethics.
Therefore, Lin Xi heard his clear and serious voice: "What about you?" Do you like Gu Wenlan? β
Gu Tiannan obviously saw that Lin Xi was in a state of wandering outside the world, but he didn't expect that when he turned around and talked to himself, he suddenly said this, and his heartbeat suddenly increased a little faster, making his whole person a little blind.
"Huh...... Don't joke......" Gu Tiannan laughed dryly twice, and drank his coffee without being salty or light.
"In that case, don't give her any more chances." Lin Xi pursed her lips, "Because I am a girl, I know how easy it is for a girl to be teased by the opposite sex." β
"I didn't give her a chance." Gu Tiannan lowered his eyes. Lin Xi couldn't see the look in his eyes clearly, but his whole person seemed to reveal a heavy sadness, "The boundary between me and her is clear, very clear." β
"That's good." Lin Xi suddenly hooked his lips and smiled, "Wen Lan seems to be indifferent, but he is a simple and sensitive person. I'm sure you want to protect her better than anyone else. β
"Well, she's a very simple girl, I've always known it." Gu Tiannan nodded, with an elegant and gentle smile on his lips.
Xu is because of Gu Tiannan's profession, he has an elegant and calm temperament, but it is not the general deliberately made by Fu Zebing, but deeply cultivated in the scroll. Including his slow speech and gentle tone, it is no wonder that he will be called a male god professor of Jingcheng University.
"Actually, you don't need to know how I know about this. You just need to know that this matter is with me, and it will never be spread out. β
Gu Tiannan held the coffee in his hand and looked at her with some suspicion.
Lin Xi leaned back on the comfortable sofa and hooked his lips slightly: "Uncle." β
With a little uncle, any suspicion of Gu Tiannan dissipated.
Yes, she is Gu Jingnian's wife, and according to the relationship between Gu Jingnian and the two of them, Lin Xi will definitely be tight-lipped.
"That's fine." Gu Tiannan nodded, "Very good......
The last good word seemed to have taken a lot of his strength, and a tail note dissipated in the air, with a little trembling that was almost invisible, making Lin Xi sigh.
From his perspective today, looking at what Gu Wenlan said at the beginning, what kind of discouragement and despair should it be?
Gu Tiannan sat there with one hand on his forehead, hanging his head so that people couldn't see his facial expression clearly. Lin Xi didn't know how Gu Tiannan felt about Gu Wenlan, so he couldn't speak out to comfort him.
After a while, Lin Xi stood up.
She said hello to Gu Tiannan and said that she was leaving, but Gu Tiannan, who was immersed in her own world, didn't seem to hear it.
In fact, after being reborn, she was not indifferent when she thought of Fu Zebing and her previous experiences. Especially with Lin Xi's memory, I can more deeply experience the pain of transcending everything brought about by the unforgettable betrayal.
However, no matter how deep the wound is, there will be a day when it will heal, and the devastating pain will slowly disappear with the passage of time.
Especiallyβshe has to be gentle with Gu Jingnian at this time.
The sky outside the cafΓ© was very clear, and the sun poured down from the sky and sprinkled on her body, squinting slightly, looking at the warm sun, the depression in her heart was swept away.
People who have died once can better appreciate the preciousness of life and the great significance of love to people.
Lin Xi beckoned to stop a taxi: "Go to the private hospital in Beijing." β
Well, after yesterday's incident, she felt that she should go and see An Xin.
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At that time, JM was peeling apples for An Xin, and the two of them said something without saying a word. Seeing Lin Xi come in, he made a bitter expression.
Lin Xi looked at An Xin on the **, and didn't recognize it for a while.
"Sister An, what's wrong with your hair?" Lin Xi pointed to her uneven hair, a little speechless.
"I cut it, I cut it myself." An Xin took a bite of the crisp apple, the sweet juice flowed into her throat along the tip of her tongue, the sweet taste penetrated into her heart and lungs, and her whole body felt comfortable.
In the blink of an eye, she took another big bite and said a little indistinctly, "How's it going?" Is it good-looking? I'm a little tired of that old hairstyle. β
An Xin used to have waist-length big waves, dark brown, and a very fashionable hairstyle, which she has always carefully cared for. There can be a million variations of clothing, but hairstyles never change.
She also said to Lin Ziyun: "I saw that Xu Chuyan's girlfriend had this hairstyle, he seemed to like it very much, so I just combed it like this, maybe he will like me too?" When I don't love him anymore, I'll cut my hair off. But...... Impossible, how could I not love him? β
The words An Xin said at the beginning still echoed in her ears, but there was no longer the long hair that had been layered in front of her.
An Xin's current demeanor is delicate and lovely, and there is no way to be as dark and obscure as she was at the beginning. She smiled and ate the apple in her hand, the juice of which was so much that it ran down her wrist.
Her other hand was still wrapped in layers of bandages, and she couldn't move at all. And she couldn't wipe the apple in her hand, especially when her mouth was still chewing on the flesh, and the juice flowed down her slender wrist into the hospital gown, making her very uncomfortable.
JM picked up the towel from the cabinet and began to wipe An Xin's arms and hands. The movements are natural, as if they have been done thousands of times.
An Xin looked at him and smiled.
"When I woke up this morning, I felt that this hairstyle was not pleasing to the eye, so I simply took scissors and cut it off myself." An Xin tugged at her bangs and looked at JM with a smile, "Husband, do you think I'm so beautiful?" β
In fact, An Xin's face is very small, and this hairstyle can make her facial contours show off perfectly. Her face has been a little plumper recently, but it is more charming, her black and white eyes are bright, and she looks like she has lost a lot of age.
Before JM could answer, there was a loud bang at the door.
The fruit basket in Xu Chuyan's hand fell to the ground like this, and he didn't have time to pay attention to the probing eyes of those people on him, just looked at An Xin with his mouth open, exactly her hair.
The ancients said that breaking hair is like breaking love, so An Xin is true...... Don't even have any feelings at the beginning?
How did the love that was so strong at the beginning turn into smoke in an instant?