Chen Tu raised his eyes, and his didn't frown: "No." ”

Before I could say anything, Chen Tu's originally gloomy eyes flashed layer after layer of ruthlessness: "When I find out all the people who are in the way, I will definitely let them go to the eighteenth layer of hell together." ”

However, his ruthlessness only lasted for a few seconds, and he was relieved: "If I hadn't been too stupid, I wouldn't have fallen into the trap so easily and didn't realize it." If I can maintain normal judgment, trust you a little more, be a little more patient with you, suppress the fear of losing you, and communicate with you well from the beginning, no matter how seamless other people's designs are, they can only be indifferent, in the final analysis, I am not planted in other people's designs, I am indirectly planted in my own hands. ”

"Think about the past few years, since I graduated from college and became independent, I have encountered countless dilemmas in running a company, and I can solve them one by one, but when I treat feelings, I am easy to lose my mind and lose my judgment, and I plunge into it, all the way to the black, stupid and mentally retarded without knowing it, and I think that I am so awesome, and it is also a failure to be a man."

With a thick self-deprecation on his face, Chen Tu looked at me again, his eyes were full of mist, and the wry smile became more and more intense on his face: "I used to think that it was my luckiest thing to meet you." But compared to my good luck, your luck is not so good that you will meet someone like me. ”

My heart was clenched, and I was immersed in shaking for a while: "We have come to this point, I am also at fault, don't keep taking the responsibility on yourself." ”

Chen Tu shook his head slightly: "No." Protecting their women and children and defending their families is a man's responsibility. What's more, if you hadn't met me, your life wouldn't have to be so complicated. All the ups and downs you have endured are just because you have followed such an uncivilized man as me. I really shouldn't have been so desperate to use marriage as a binding when the conditions were not ripe. ”

My body stiffened slightly, and I actually followed Chen Tu's sentence: "When it comes to marriage, I actually can't understand why you agreed to go together to get a certificate, but you missed the appointment, and soon after, you proposed to me again, which was like a joke." ”

If his hand touched my hand, Chen Tu slowly: "The reason is actually quite simple. Because Chen Jing came back, he took the household registration book away. Chen Jing is so uncertain, you have seen it. I negotiated with him in private, and he finally had to go to my 2% share of Youman before agreeing to take out the household registration book. At that time, in addition to not wanting you to be involved with Chen Jing, I was also a little selfish, I was afraid that you would dislike my family and not marry me. ”

I was in a trance for a few seconds, and I also smiled bitterly: "But I finally got married." Then, again. Flash marriage, I can be regarded as catching a trend. ”

After a pause for a few seconds, I was filled with dark difficulty: "I also lost a child. ”

Touching my hand casually, Chen Tu's tone became extremely cautious: "Wu Yi, after I am discharged from the hospital, can I take the child... Son, leave it to me, I'll find a good place for the child. ”

I understand what Chen Tu means, referring to his desire to find a feng shui treasure for his child and let it settle in the ground.

I know that Chen Tu is so cautious and wants to take care of my feelings, but the feelings that can be taken into account can never be taken care of properly, after all, those wounds are like lush hills, and when you move, the sadness will be overwhelming.

I buried my head, my eyes glazed, and finally I said in a light tone: "Yes." ”

Chen Tu was silent, and I let the silence take over the air.

About half an hour later, Chen Tu broke the confinement of silence: "I thought that you were pregnant with my child, sitting in a chair in the hospital, and being kicked in the chair by me who was angry and confused, and then I thought that you were slapped by Lin Siai, but I ignored it because of anger." Then I let you bear the pain of losing your child alone, and bear the cruelty of your child being treated so inhumanely. I seem to be turning the clouds and raining down, but in the end, I can't even save my own child, and I feel like I'm not worthy of you from beginning to end. I finally became the kind of person I looked down on the most. ”

I was stunned, and said coldly: "Is Ash your son?" ”

Suddenly raised his head and looked directly into my eyes, Chen Tu suddenly threw out an earth-shattering sentence: "Xiaozhi is Chen Jing's biological son, but he is not born to Lin Siai." ”

I was so confused that it took me half a minute to sort out my thoughts: "On the day of Xiaozhi's peanut butter allergy, I received an express mail, and before I could open it, Mr. Liang asked me to go to her office, and then Xiaozhi was allergic to peanut butter, you came to the office and sent him to the hospital with me." When I came back from the hospital, I opened the express, and inside it was a paternity test, which judged that you and Ash were father and son. ”

Liang Jianfang is Chen Tu's mother in the end, and when I narrated this incident, I didn't directly accuse Liang Jianfang of deliberately putting me in this matter.

Glancing at me, Chen Tu adjusted his body slightly: "The person who called me anonymously, the person who sent you a message to ask you to come to Tianlu, the person who sent me a photo of you and Wu Yidi hugging each other and some artificially fabricated videos, the person who couriered you with a fake paternity certificate, and the person who didn't know who to follow and induced our child alive, I will find out one by one and make them pay a thousand times the price." Wu Yi, I'll do these things, you must not wade into troubled waters, some people are more brutal than you imagined, I will never let her have a good time, she must pay the due redemption and price for all the crimes she has committed! ”

The last three sentences, Chen Tu almost gritted his teeth, and his eyes even flashed with thick violence.

With such a fierce look in Chen Tu, I was so frightened that I took a few seconds to stabilize my emotions, and then turned the topic back as if I thought of something: "That day, I met Xiaozhi in Chen Jing's office. He didn't even recognize me, and he didn't say hello to me. Chen Jing said he had autism. Ash, a child who was once so lively and cheerful, how did he get autism. ”

His eyes wandered around for a while, Chen Tu coughed lightly, he had just woken up, and when his body was exhausted, he moved and leaned against the bed board, and his speech slowed down a lot: "Xiaozhi is Lin Siai, who found a way to get sperm from Chen Jing, and found a Chinese student abroad to do IVF surrogacy, and created a child. About half a year ago, I shuffled the cards of Youman, and soon after Lin Siai and Chen Jing fell out, they parted ways, Lin Siai didn't know what was going on, and quarreled with Chen Jing in front of Ash, in the process of quarreling Xiaozhi cried to Lin Siai, Lin Siai may have been angry with Chen Jing, took Ash out of anger, and said a lot of excessive words, later, Lin Siai also cut his wrist with a knife in front of Ash, the scene was too bloody, Ash was so frightened that he lost his speech, and since that day, he hasn't talked much, and he doesn't communicate with the outside world. ”

My heart was pinched hard, and the emotion of sympathy was stimulated, and I couldn't help but scold: "Can't you raise it well, what can you do with a child!" ”

After scolding, I thought about a child who was once so innocent, and escaped into that muddy self-isolation for no reason, my heart was like being cut by a knife, and I was dazed for a while, and I said quietly: "If it goes on like this, Ash will really be destroyed." ”

With a sigh, Chen Tu was full of amazement: "His birth was a mistake." He is surrounded by the complexity, greed and calculation of the adult world. ”

Raising his eyebrows again, Chen Tu chuckled abruptly and self-deprecatingly: "It's like a pathetic reincarnation." Ash's is now the past of me and Chen Jing. Reincarnated in a family that does not lack food and clothing, or even can be regarded as illustrious and wealthy, has lived in the envy of others since childhood, and it seems that there is nothing lacking, but in fact there is nothing. In this way, you have to live day and night in mutual calculations, even if you are not accurate at any moment, if you are not careful, you will lose everything. Ever since you told me that we had a child who didn't make it into this world, I had mixed feelings, and I don't know if I should be unfortunate or glad for it. In the future, if there is still a chance, if I can't provide a safe, healthy and sunny environment for my children, I really would rather not create a new life, after all, it is a cruelty to let him live a life full of ups and downs and conspiracies. ”

The heart is full of mixed feelings.

I used to only think that the life encounters I encountered were too cruel, but now when I compare them, I can only sigh that I am lonely and unheard.

A lot of emotions were mixed and fermented, and I was sad: "It stands to reason that Xiaozhi is Chen Zheng's grandson, right, Chen Zheng ignores it?" ”

Why didn't I mention Liang Jianfang, it was because I was sure that she was a scumbag, and Chen Zheng, since the time when Chen Tu was in a coma, all his performances were like a father who cherished family affection.

With a wry smile, Chen Tu's tone became lighter: "That old man, he wants to be reasonable, but he is also powerless." Chen Jing is too extreme, if the old man intervenes too much, I am afraid that Xiaozhi's life will be even more difficult. Maybe Ash will be used as a pawn again, kicking around. ”

"It was also because of Ash's peanut butter allergy that I was sent to the hospital, I found that Lin Siai's attitude towards this matter was too abnormal, and those so-called maternal love were too shallow, I was suspicious, and I went to check it out to know Ash's true life experience. Because Xiaozhi's biological mother received money to help with surrogacy, her behavior has been suspected of violating the law, even if she is found out, she does not have the right to raise Xiaozhi at the legal level, so Xiaozhi can only follow Chen Jing. Because Chen Jing is Xiaozhi's biological father, I have consulted a lawyer, and I cannot adopt Xiaozhi from formal channels, so far, I am powerless on this matter. ”

I don't know if it's my delusion, I always feel that Chen Tu is full of different emotions when he says the word "surrogacy", but I can't say what it is.

And Chen Tu, after he said this, he was completely silent.

At this point, the topic has become unsolvable.

Raising my hand weakly, I smiled at Chen Tu reluctantly: "Otherwise, you will sleep for a while?" ”

Moving his body again, Chen Tu quickly shook his head: "Don't sleep." Maybe I'll wake up asleep and you'll be gone. ”

Me: "........"

Chen Tu glanced at me again: "You go to sleep on the opposite bed for a while, your eyes are almost open." ”

I was really sleepy. Too lazy to be pretentious, standing up, I said, "Okay." ”

Just as I turned around, Chen Tu said coldly behind me: "When I recover, can I chase you?" ”

I was stunned, stunned for a while, and I didn't know how to respond.

No, Chen Tu said again: "You go to sleep." ”

I really couldn't stand it at all, and I fell on the bed and pulled the quilt, and slept in the dark.

I don't know how long I've been asleep, in a daze, I heard a muffled sound that seemed to be something hard hitting the door, I was excited, opened my eyes slightly, and saw that it was Lao Zhou pushing Liang Jianfang in.

Since the last time Chen Tu was at the meeting of Youman, he didn't give Liang Jianfang a roundabout face at all, I was actually very curious about how Liang Jianfang and Chen Tu got along now, and I thought if I could find some clues from their relationship patterns that I didn't know for the time being, so I closed my eyes quietly, pretended to be sleepy, twisted my body deeply, turned my face to the wall, buried my head in the quilt, and entered the mode of pretending to be asleep.

I can't quite accept the explanation that Chen Tu chose to save Lin Siai first. However, on the Baiyun Ridge that day, on the line of life and death, he finally forcefully asked Wu Yi to save Liu Chengyu first. Or in Chen Tu's heart, he completely regarded Wu Yi as his, so he unconsciously dominated everything about her and helped her make decisions. Also, life is Wu Yi's own, and this story is hers, only she can be responsible for her own choices, we, the readers, just watch the excitement. I've always hidden my noble identity as a reader, and I finally can't help but tell you today.