"What exactly do you want?"

"Xiao Song, the one who betrayed the agreement between us is you."

In the café, Song Yan and Yu Zhe sat facing each other, and on Yu Zhe's face, there was a sneer that made Song Yan feel a little irritable.

"That's because you cheated on me!" Song Yan clenched his fists, "My brother didn't die because of Lu Yinchen at all!" ”

"Even if it's not, then you can ignore all the damage he did to you before, right? Xiao Song, don't forget, if it weren't for meeting him, your life would be completely different now! ”

"If I really don't make him better, can my life change?" Song Yan looked at him, "No, Yu Zhe, I think if your sister is still in this world, she won't want to see you......"

Before Song Yan's words were finished, Yu Zhe had already interrupted directly and said, "Xiaorou's matter has nothing to do with you, and you are not qualified to evaluate!" ”

Song Yan's words came to his mouth, and he swallowed them slowly.

Yu Zhe looked at her, "Do you know how Xiaorou walked?" ”

Yu Zhe will never forget that day.

When he returned home, Yu Zhe didn't hear Xiaorou's voice, and there was a depressing silence in the whole house.

He shouted with a frown.

No one answered.

Yu Zhe walked to the door of Xiaorou's room.

"Xiaorou, are you in there?"

No answer was heard from him.

He knocked on the door, "Xiaorou? ”

The silence in the room made Yu Zhe a little panicked, and he raised his foot and kicked the closed door open!

When he saw the scene inside, Yu Zhe turned around and spit it out directly.

That kind of scene, Yu Zhe can only see this once in his life, if he is allowed to see it again, he would rather die!

Xiao Rou committed suicide.

She lay on the bed, sliced her wrist with a utility knife, and when Yu Zhe found out, the blood soaked directly through the sheets under her, and the whole room was filled with a disgusting smell of blood, no matter how many years passed, no matter how many times Yu Zhe scrubbed the things in the room, the smell could not be washed away.

When he heard Yu Zhe talk about this matter, Song Yan seemed to be able to imagine that scene.

On the blood-soaked sheets, lay the girl who was supposed to be at her best age, who was directly desperate for the world because of something and chose to leave.

Leave forever.

"Do you know why Xiaorou left like this? It's because of Lu Yinchen that she is so old, an eighteen-year-old girl, she is only eighteen years old! ”

When he said this, Yu Zhe's eyes turned red, and he looked at Song Yan, "Then, her age stopped forever at that time." ”

Song Yan grabbed the clothes on his body, "This is the same as Lu Yinchen...... What does it matter? ”

Yu Zhe smiled lightly, "You should know that Xu Xiangsi used to ...... Said that she was pregnant but still couldn't enter the Lu family, right? ”

Song Yan looked at him sharply.

"And the child that Yan Xieyi adopted, do you know the true identity of that child?"

"Yes, that's Xiaorou's child."

"She was only eighteen years old, and that bastard of Lu Yinchen made her pregnant, and then ...... He couldn't protect her at all in the Lu family! That old witch of the Lu family, do you know what she did? She found someone to rape Xiaorou directly! If it weren't for this, Xiaorou wouldn't have chosen to leave at all! Everything is Lu Yinchen's fault, all ...... It's all Lu Yinchen's fault! ”

……

"Song Yan? Yan Yan? ”

Hearing the voice, Song Yan slowly raised her head, and when she saw the face of the person in front of her, her spirit was a little trance.

"What's wrong with you? What did he say to you? Lu Yinchen's brows suddenly furrowed.

Song Yan looked at him, I don't know why, at that moment, she stretched out and held him.

"What's wrong? Why are your hands so cold? ”

Lu Yinchen held her hand, the hand that held Song Yan failed to give Song Yan much sense of security.

She looked at him and suddenly began to imagine what it was like when he was eighteen years old, the year he met Xiaorou.

Why...... Can he still spend so much time with her after hearing what Lu Yinhao's mother did to Xiaorou?

He ...... in his heart What the hell are you thinking?

"Yan Yan? Yan Yan! ”

In the end, Lu Yinchen's face slowly became blurry in Song Yan's eyes, and finally ...... It turned into darkness.

……

"Song Song?"

Hearing the voice, Song Yan slowly opened her eyes, but saw Min Jia sitting beside her, and she finally breathed a sigh of relief when she woke up.

"You're awake."

Song Yan's face was expressionless, Min Jia looked at her and suddenly felt that something was wrong, she looked at her, "What's wrong with you?" Is there anything else uncomfortable? ”

As soon as Min Jia's words were finished, Song Yan suddenly supported himself and got up from the bed.

"What about Lu Yinchen?"

"He just answered a phone call, and now he should be outside."

"You...... Let him in. ”

Min Jia immediately stood up, and when she had just taken two steps, Song Yan suddenly stopped her.

Min Jia turned her head, but saw Song Yan looking at her hand with her eyes down, "Forget it...... No need to let him in. ”

Song Yan's illness is not a big problem, it is a little hypoglycemia, and he was discharged after lying in the hospital for a long time, Lu Yinchen went directly to the company, and Chengcheng drove in the front seat, and Chengcheng sat in the passenger seat.

Song Yan looked out the car window and suddenly said, "Do you know which hospital Mu Mu is in?" ”

Song Yan's cold words made both of them stunned for a moment, and Song Yan looked at them, "I want to go and see him." ”

Over the years, Song Yan knew that Lu Yinchen had always taken care of him, and she never thought much about it, because just like Lu Yinchen would take care of Yan Jieyi, it didn't seem to be a strange thing for him to take care of the child she adopted.

But now, Song Yan suddenly remembered a lot of time.

When he heard that Mu Mu was sick and something had happened, Lu Yinchen could always run to the hospital as soon as possible.

Now that he thinks about it carefully, the time he spends on Mu Mu seems to be more time than on Lu Hengyi...... And more.

Song Yan didn't dare to think about it anymore.

I don't know why, but she has a very strong feeling in her heart.

If you continue to think about it, the real answer is what you don't want and don't want to admit.

The car stopped in front of the hospital.

When he saw Song Yan, Xu Xiangsi, who was originally sitting there, stood up.

"What are you doing here?!"

She looked into her eyes, a piece of resentment.

Song Yan remembered that the last time they met, it was at the wedding banquet of Su Jincheng and Ye Lianxin.

At that time, the person standing next to Lu Yinchen was also her.

Song Yan asked Lu Yinchen, in fact, at that time, they were not married at all.

It's just that they once took Mu Mu to the hospital together, and after being photographed by the media, they began to chase after the wind and said that the two were husband and wife.

And now, Song Yan feels that Xu Xiangsi will resent him, which is actually easy to understand.

If it weren't for her appearance, everything she has now might be hers.

Song Yan even thought, if it weren't for his appearance, would all the stories still happen according to the present?

Possible...... Still would.

But she was just a spectator in the clubhouse smiling and watching the scene.

"I'm coming to see the kids." Song Yan replied.

Xu Xiangsi laughed directly and left, "Song Yan, you don't have to pretend in front of me, what are you thinking in your heart?" ”

"No, I'm just here to see the kids." Song Yan's words said that the person had already walked in the direction of the hospital bed, but Xu Xiangsi stretched out his hand and pushed her away.

"I've put up with you for a long time! Don't think that Yinchen overturned the case for you, and my sister's matter has nothing to do with you! If it weren't for you, how could she be involved with those people? So Song Yan, you have been in prison for a year, and you are not wronged at all! ”

Song Yan raised his eyes, "What did you say?" ”

"Hehe, you don't have to pretend to be innocent in front of me! If it weren't for you snatching Yinchen away, how could my sister have thought of using such a method and cooperating with those people? ”

Song Yan's mind was in chaos.

"Cooperation? What cooperation? ”

"I don't want to tell you, you're not welcome here, you let me out!"

Song Yan wanted to step forward, but Xu Xiangsi kept blocking the child from letting her see it, Song Yan gritted his teeth and said, "He is also Lu Yinchen's child, isn't he?" ”

"You know everything?" Xu Xiangsi's brows furrowed slightly, but soon he sneered again, "Yes, he is Yinchen's child, do you think you are his favorite?" Actually, no, before you, no, it should be said that you can't replace this woman and your child in your life...... Also not to replace her children! ”

……

After leaving the hospital, Song Yan did not go back, and after making a long detour of the country, Song Yan suddenly said, "Go to prison." ”

Allure looked at her with some surprise.

Song Yan didn't speak again, but the light in his eyes made the two of them dare not refuse.

Regarding Lu Yuan's impression, Song Yan has always stayed at the first time they met.

She and Lu Yinchen were in the box, and he broke into the door.

At that time, he was intentional or unintentional, and Song Yan had no way to verify it.

From the moment his identity was revealed, Song Yan suddenly had an inexplicable fear.

That kind of feeling, as if everyone who appears in one's life is approached with a purpose, and everyone's identity is not as simple as what they see.

……

When he saw Song Yan, Lu Yuan's face was a little surprised.

He looked at Song Yan, "Why are you here?" ”

"There's something I want to figure out." Song Yan looked at him, "It's about everything that happened to Yan Xie back then." ”

The surprise slowly faded from Lu Yuan's face.

He chuckled softly, "Looks like someone told you something." ”

"What the hell is going on?" Song Yan's hand slapped heavily on the table, gritted his teeth and said.

"You're doing well with Lu Yinchen now, right? Since it's good, why don't you ask him? Why, you don't believe him? ”

"I don't like to hear the truth from a person's mouth." Song Yan replied.

Lu Yuan looked at her fixedly for a long time, and then laughed softly, "I see, then what do you want to know?" ”

"Back then...... Are you and Yan Xie Yi colluding together? What was your original plan? ”

"Song Yan, do you know? In fact, the person who should have died back then was you. ”

……

When Lu Yinchen went back, the room was pitch black.

In the past, no matter how late it was, Song Yan would always leave him a lamp.

Just when Lu Yinchen was in the dark and wanted to go in, a voice came, "You're back." ”

"You haven't slept yet?"

Lu Yinchen said that he was about to turn on the lights, but Song Yan stretched out his hand and stopped his movements.

"I have something to ask you."

Listening to her tone, Lu Yinchen's brows couldn't help frowning slightly, and then, he nodded lightly, "What's the matter?" ”

"About Yan Xiyi." Song Yan's voice was a little hoarse, "You know...... At that time, she and Lu Yuan had actually colluded, right? ”

Lu Yinchen's brows furrowed tightly.

In the dark, Song Yan couldn't see the expression on his face, and it was precisely because she couldn't see it that she had the courage to say it all.

Lu Yuan said, in fact, at that time, the person they originally wanted to attack was me. You know what? ”

"What did he tell you?" Lu Yinchen put the focus of this passage in front.

"yes, I'm going to look for him today."

"Why do you always have to do such things!" Lu Yinchen said a little roughly, "Even if she wanted to do this at that time, so what? She's gone, isn't she? What's the use of you pursuing these things now!? ”

"Is that you?" Song Yan said in a low voice.

Lu Yinchen looked at her sharply, "What did you say?" ”

"Isn't it you? Let Yan Xie Yi go over and replace me, isn't it? ”

Her hand was originally pulling him, and at that moment, Song Yan could clearly feel that the temperature of his body suddenly cooled down.

"Song Yan, in your eyes, I can do such a thing? If I knew, what I would do was stop it! ”

Song Yan didn't speak.

She also wanted to believe that it wasn't him.

After all, Yan Xieyi is also very important to him.

But if not him, then who?

Is...... Why.

Song Yan took a deep breath, "That'...... What about Mumu? ”

He ...... It's your kid, right? ”

This time, he didn't answer.

Song Yan closed his eyes for a moment and said, "He was born to you by Xiaorou...... Is that right? But so, why did you lie to me before...... You say, that's not your child......"

He was still silent.

Song Yan's hand also slowly cooled down, and then let go of his.

"Lu Yinchen, you know everything that Xiaorou has experienced, right? You...... Have you ever loved her? ”

"It's all in the past, why do you have to hold on to it!?" Lu Yinchen said rudely.

This is the second time he has lost control of his emotions tonight.

He has always been so emotionally relaxed.

Song Yan looked at him, "Have you passed?" Lu Yinchen, in your heart, have these things really passed? ”

"You'd rather know everything from other people's mouths, and now you question me, is it interesting?"

"If it weren't for someone telling me, would you take the initiative to tell me?"

Song Yan's words made Lu Yinchen fall silent again.

His hands clenched tightly, and his teeth creaked inside his lips with force.

Song Yan closed his eyes, "No, Lu Yinchen, you won't tell me anything, Lu Yinchen, what if...... If you really love Xiaorou, how can you ...... After knowing what Lu Lu Yinhao's mother did to her, she was still so calm? ”

Silence, on Lu Yinchen's face, is eternal silence.

I don't know why, Song Yan suddenly hated him for being silent at this time.

She turned around, and when she walked to the door, Lu Yinchen's voice came, "Where are you going?" ”

"I slept in my room tonight, and there are some things I need to think through."

"Stop."

Song Yan originally didn't want to care about him, however, just as she had just taken two steps out, Lu Yinchen grabbed her hand from behind.

Immediately after, his voice came, "I sleep in the guest room, you know the bed, you will not sleep well." ”

I don't know why, when I heard his words, Song Yan's eyes suddenly turned red, and he almost cried directly.

It's just that fortunately, in the dark, he couldn't see his appearance, so he just walked out in silence.

The door slammed shut, and silence returned to the room.

Song Yan sat on the bed.

She said she needed time to figure it out.

In fact, no matter how long it takes, she can't figure it out.

She could believe that Yan Yinchen didn't know anything before this.

But what about Xiao Rou's business?

How did he do it......

Thinking of Yu Zhe's description of Xiaorou, Song Yan had a dull feeling in his heart.

It's like...... It's the same with every pain I've experienced in the past.

……

"Auntie, did you quarrel with Daddy?"

Lu Hengyi's voice came unexpectedly, Song Yan's body couldn't help but stiffen, and then, she looked at Lu Hengyi.

Lu Hengyi was putting together a puzzle, a hundred pieces of the puzzle, which had been almost put together by him at this time.

"You didn't speak in the morning, and Daddy seemed in a bad mood."

Facing Lu Hengyi's words, Song Yan didn't know how to answer.

Lu Heng looked at her, "It seems that it should be, if not, at this time, you will definitely explain that it is not the same thing." ”

"Daddy's temper is not good, Aunt Song, you have to accommodate him a little." Lu Hengyi looked at her and said, "Daddy has let you so many times, why can't you let him once?" ”

Song Yan felt strange, "When did he let me?" ”

"Last time, the food you cooked was actually very unpalatable, and I didn't like it, but my father said that you are a woman, and I want to let you, even if it is unpalatable, you have to pretend to be happy to eat. Also, you don't look good in that blue dress at all, but Daddy also said that he wants to compliment you on looking good. ”

Lu Hengyi said a lot of things seriously, and many of them had been forgotten by Song Yan, but when Lu Hengyi said it at this time, she remembered that there really seemed to be such a thing.

Looking at Lu Hengyi, Song Yan suddenly said, "Baby, do you know Mu Mu?" ”

"Yes, Brother Mumu." Lu Hengyi replied, "Daddy often took me to see him before, and when I was in the hospital for injections before, Brother Mumu often came to see me. ”

"You...... Like him? ”

"Of course, Brother Mumu is very good!"

Lu Heng's answer without thinking about it made Song Yan suddenly not know what to say.

Just then, her phone rang too.

"I'm leaving now, can you come and see me off?"

……

Aerodrome.

When Song Yan arrived, he saw Su Jincheng sitting there at a glance, holding the child in the hands of the people around him.

Song Yan immediately stepped forward.

"You...... Going? Song Yan's brows furrowed tightly, "When will you come back?" ”

"Probably never coming back for the rest of my life." Su Jincheng said with a smile, "Su Jinhe has been imprisoned, and I have arranged the affairs of the company, and there is nothing to worry about." ”

"You're gone, she'......"

Song Yan suddenly stopped talking and bit his lip.

Su Jincheng looked at her and turned his eyes away, "I won't go to see her, and I will never tell the child that her mother is a criminal who attempted murder." ”

"Perhaps...... Have you ever thought that she was forced? ”

Song Yan's words made Su Jincheng laugh.

"Even if I was forced, I wouldn't forgive her." ”

In Su Jincheng's eyes, there was not the slightest hesitation.

When he met his eyes, Song Yan suddenly understood that this was the difference between love and non-love.

If he doesn't love it, he even trusts it...... will not give.

"Now that you've decided, all I can say is ...... Bon voyage. ”

Su Jincheng nodded and looked at her for a long time, "Can I hug you?" ”

Song Yan thought that she should refuse.

Because when he didn't even give Ye Lianxin a word of trust, she was not without resentment in her heart.

But Su Jincheng quickly said, "This should be the last time we meet." ”

When Song Yan met Su Jincheng, he was thirteen years old.

At that time, she was still the young lady of the Song family.

Innocent, likes to dream, and is proud of himself.

And now, she's in her thirties.

Almost twenty years.

Therefore, in the face of Su Jincheng's request, Song Yan suddenly ...... Can't refuse.

During the time she hesitated, Su Jincheng reached out and gently hugged her.

"I think, you and Lu Yinchen should be fine, if he treats you badly, you can come to me, okay?"

Song Yan did not answer.

Su Jincheng suddenly laughed, "It seems that I am still self-inflicted." Song Song, this time it's true...... Bye. ”

When Su Jincheng's figure disappeared from the security check, Song Yan turned around.

Almost the moment she turned around, a person also turned quickly.

Song Yan's face changed slightly, and then stepped forward.

She walked faster, and the man walked faster.

In the spacious airport, his figure was about to disappear into the crowd soon, Song Yan gritted his teeth, sat down directly on the ground, and shouted loudly, "Alas! ”

Just as she finished speaking, the man's footsteps stopped.

Song Yan only looked down at his ankles, pretending to be in pain, but in fact, there was nothing on it.

When he sensed his approach, Song Yan didn't want to reach out and grabbed him!