"Gao Ziran?" An impatient voice came to my ears, "! It's you! ”

When I heard this voice, even though my mind was so confused, I let go of it with peace of mind and clutched the hand on the door frame.

Passerby A in the room had already noticed a figure moving outside the door, and a second later, he let out a curse.

"Lin Shao, misunderstanding, this is Brother Li's friend, look at ......"

"What misunderstanding? What do you mean? Isn't opening a service place just to serve us? Yes? It's a good thing to spoil Lao Tzu, get out of here, all ***, get out of my way! ”

"Lin Shao, it's really a misunderstanding, that is our Brother Li's ......"

"No, I'm going to have her tonight! Come here, let him come over to me! ”

My mind was in a hurry, and I was grabbed by a tight arm, and even with the curses of two people, I couldn't hear who was who.

When I raised my head slightly, I saw the angular face.

Is it the plum tree?

"Brother Li, Lin Shao, he ......"

"Help me hold her......" The arm shook me aside, and the indifference revealed in his voice was very similar to that day.

"Yo, isn't this Li Shao? What's wrong? The face is so ugly? "It's the voice of the passerby.

"What did you mean just now, did you have a crush on her?" Li Shu snorted indifferently and said.

"I won't tell you Li Shao, it's true, you don't know, I just like this one, the surface is pure......"

"Bang!" The sound startled me, and I opened my eyes, only to see Li Shu's one hand grabbing the hair of passer-by A, and the other hand pulling his arm behind him, and then, "Bang Bang Bang" pushed Passerby A's head and smashed it down against the wall.

"Knock knock" and "oops, help" are sandwiched together, which makes me feel slightly satisfied.

To be honest, before the sophomore year of high school, I had never seen boys fight, because of curiosity, I argued with Gao Zijian for two days and two nights before he agreed to take me to the scene to observe.

They are all high school students of varying heights, but when they really do it, it's called a ruthless one. Punches and kicks, covered in blood, are not a few.

Because of this prevention, when I saw Li Shu pushing someone's head and smashing it down the wall mercilessly, I only had one thought, which was to applaud.

So, I stretched out my hand, smiled softly, and said, "Well done!" It's a good fight, it's a croak! ”

Someone who was carrying the head of the passer-by and smashing it against the wall seemed to hear my voice, turned his face to look at me, shook his hand, and quickly walked over.

"Before I come back, wipe the walls clean." After Li Shu's indifferent voice sounded, he dragged me hard with his arm and ran directly in the other direction.

Li Shu's strength was too great, and my arm hurt badly, so he gritted his teeth lightly, raised his head to look at him, and couldn't see anything else except those indifferent eyes.

Suddenly, a gate opened, and a cold wind blew in my face.

"Cold ......"

"What cold?" Li Shu dragged me and continued to walk forward, saying as he walked: "Gao Ziran, you can, you *** came here behind your brother's back, don't say it, you still mess with other men, okay, you can do it!" ”

"You ...... me," I exhaled.

"Miss Gao, do you think I want to take care of you, if it weren't for Gao Zijian's face, you think I would take care of you, just like you, even if you die inside, I don't bother to care about you!" The plum tree continued to drag me outward, and my feet were almost on the surface, so I didn't have to walk at all.

On the one hand, there is physical discomfort, and on the other hand, there is psychological discomfort. In fact, in the past two years, I have been accustomed to all of Li Shu, but what I am not used to is that he used to lose his temper with me, but after losing his temper, he would not coax me.

Any sin is found and suffered, and this time it is no different.

But I don't want to endure it anymore, why do I have to endure it all the time?

"You let go of my ......"

"You think I want to carry you? Yes? Gao Ziran, did you come to a place like a bar? Can't you study hard? Where is it bad to go? Come here and your heart is eaten by a dog? ”

"Yes!" I angrily shook off Li Shu's hand and said, "My heart was eaten by a dog!" What do you care about me? I'll tell you Li Shu, you must not take yourself seriously, in my place, you are not even a fart! You go away, I can go wherever I like, get out! ”

I don't want to see Li Shu, for a moment, for a second, I don't want to!

Li Shu let go of my hand after being scolded by me a few times, and I staggered forward, although I knew that he was standing behind me, but I didn't dare to look back.

I can't get anything back, so why should I despise myself so much?

Suddenly, a flash of light shone from my right hand, and before I could turn my face, a hand pulled behind me.

The piercing screams of two horns rang in my ears, and I seemed to understand something.

It was also at this moment that my consciousness was somewhat clear.

Raising his head, he looked at the eyes that were staring at me, Li Shu's eyes like a cheetah, looking at me coldly.

I pursed my lips and wanted to scold, but I couldn't. Is death a way to gain sympathy? A person who doesn't care about you at all, can't even win his sympathy for your death, what is there to panic at that moment just now?

My stomach was tumbling back and forth, and I shook off Li Shu's hand vigorously, and was pulled back by him again, and heard him say, "I'll send you back." ”

"No!"

"Less nonsense, hurry!" Li Shu tugged my arm and reached out to take a taxi.

After being forced into the car, I reached for the door to close, but was pushed in by Li Shu, who gave me an angry look and told the driver the address of my home.

"I'm not going back there!!" I stared at Li Shu, not knowing what to say, after all, Gao Jianguo and Gao Zijian didn't know about my return.

"Gao Ziran, you should be honest with me now, otherwise, when I get to your house, I will definitely tell me everything I just did!" Li Shu and I looked at each other and said in an irritable voice.

I also glared at him, and was just about to speak, when suddenly my stomach tumbled, and I vomited directly.

Gao Ziran ...... You...... You ......"

Li Shu's roaring voice sounded in my ears, and in the end, I had no choice but to report the location of the hotel to the driver.

I lay on the bed and pretended to be dead, and I could clearly hear the sound of washing in the bathroom next to me, and the pair of vomit just now was all covering Li Shu's body, and I felt quite cool to say.

The sound of the water suddenly stopped, and I closed my eyes nervously and lay on the bed pretending to be dead.

The bathroom door was opened, and the sound of slippers falling to the ground echoed throughout the room, and that voice was slowly approaching the bed.

I held my breath and tried to keep myself from showing any clues, and to my curiosity, Li Shu he, who seemed to be there, was close to me.

In the two years that are not a long time, I have been thinking about the day after the college entrance examination, I don't understand why Li Shu broke the promise between us with his own hands, in my opinion, the cruelty of that time really can't be described in simple words such as heartache.

If you really want to explain the feeling at that time, it may be the most realistic to use despair.

Now, he leaned against me, one arm slowly resting on mine, cautiously, as if afraid to wake me up.

Something unreal tender.

"Stupid ......" Li Shu suddenly spoke, which immediately made my body a little stiff.

Because his voice, although it is weak, but in the weakness, there is a kind of tenderness.

I was a little nervous. I don't know if this is a hallucination after I drank alcohol. After all, when we first met in the evening, we were still targeting each other and would not be close to each other.

"Gao Ziran, you are really a stupid ......" Li Shu muttered quietly, originally I wanted to turn over and fight with him, but after hearing his voice, that momentum suddenly disappeared.

"I don't understand...... The Gao family are all shrewd people, why are you a fool......" Li Shu's muttering this time was a little loud, and I could hear it clearly.

The first time I put up with it, but the second time, I couldn't help it. So, I quickly turned over, and immediately got up from the bed, because of drunkenness, I just got up, my eyes were dark, and I actually fell down.

It was Li Shu who held me up and pulled me into his arms.

I looked up at him, and he looked at me, eyes met, and for a second I seemed to see the familiar tenderness.

The next moment, that gentleness was gone.

"Li Shu, you tell me, it hurt my heart, are you happy with this feeling?" I don't know why I suddenly said this, in fact, what I want to ask is that the two of us said that we were going to elope, why did we keep one of them?

Why don't you count the things you promised me?

"Gao Ziran, don't force me to ......" Li Shu's pupils widened and he looked at me angrily.

"I'm forcing you? Li Shu, come, tell me, why did I force you? I don't understand you when you say this, I'm going to drink, it has nothing to do with you, right? ”

"Gao Ziran, are you ...... Do you dare to say it again, believe it or not, I will call your mother directly? ”

My body stiffened suddenly, looked at Li Shu in astonishment, and finally, smiled lightly, and said: "Okay, Li Shu, now I know that my mother is used to suppress me, two years earlier, if you stand on the same front with my mother so unified, I will hesitate to fart, and promise to get out!" ”

Li Shu looked at me, suddenly walked off the bed suddenly, turned his back to me, and said, "Gao Ziran, you go back to school obediently, don't think too much......"

As soon as I was about to speak, the mobile phone on the table rang, and when I picked it up, I saw that it was Lu Xiaoping calling.

I didn't dare to take it.

"You go, you have already paid off what you owe me, and from now on, we will not owe each other." I exhaled softly and uttered my bravest words.

Sometimes, the brave and the disobedient actually stand on the united front.

Li Shu walked out in a bathrobe, the bedroom door was closed, I texted Lu Xiaoping back, and I lay on the bed alone in a daze.

Gently closed his eyes, as if he was eighteen years old again.

I remember that night on the top of the fifth floor of the school, Li Shu said those words to me so decisively, I swore that I would never pay attention to him again, when Gao Jianguo took the graduation certificate to me, I suddenly felt that I was reluctant to leave here. Lu Xiaoping said with a smile, they all had to take the college entrance examination, and I, obviously with this blessing, had a sad face.

Of course, Lu Xiaoping knew why I was sad, and she found that Li Shu and I hadn't spoken for half a month. Just the morning before leaving, Lu Xiaoping was in the homework book and asked me to say goodbye to Li Shu.

On May 30th, it was cloudy, and it rained heavily after 12 o'clock at noon, and I was sitting alone in the classroom to sort out my schoolbag, and a cool breeze blew in from the window, which blew on my face and opened my Chinese textbook.

Lu Xiaoping's message once again told me that on the last day of staying in school, it was necessary to say goodbye to Li Shu.

But because of the stubbornness of my youth, I didn't take the initiative to find Li Shu.

I was the only one in the classroom, I raised my feet, walked to the last row, and looked at the messy books on the Li Shu's desk, and there was no trace of joy in my heart.

After a few minutes of stupefiing, I finally compromised.

I will never forget the rain that day, the lightning and thunder, the wind and rain, and the downpour was spectacular.

I went back to the dormitory alone, Lu Xiaoping and them, and they were still making final preparations in the classroom.

Just as I was sorting out my books, all of a sudden, the door to my dorm room opened. I turned around in a panic and was stunned.

Li Shu stood in front of me soaking wet, and the rain ran down his hair, dripping dripping, very embarrassed.

The lights in the dormitory were not turned on, and it was still pouring rain outside the window. A flash of lightning fell, and I shrank nervously.

Li Shu's hand behind his back stretched out, looked at me, and said, "Does this count?" ”

I bit my lip and said, "What do you think?" "Actually, I still kind of mind what he said that night, so the tone wasn't very good.

Li Shu didn't speak, he was soaking wet, he just stood there quietly, he was quiet, but there was fire in those eyes.

Suddenly, the language book in his hand fell to the ground, and an arrow ran towards me, holding my face with one hand, and putting the other hand around my waist, kissing me fiercely.

I remember that I was a little stunned at the time, Li Shu was arrogant, what I didn't expect was that he would actually appear in the girls' dormitory, and he was still in the girls' dormitory, so fanatical, kissed me.

Nervously pushed him, but he led him forward, and finally, he pressed him to the bed behind the door.

The dark eyes looked at me, the moist and fiery tongue quickly roamed, my mind was blank, all the grievances, all the grief and indignation, I could pretend that I was not pure at all.

Finally, he looked at me condescendingly, his shaking Adam's apple and fiery eyes, as if he was going to eat me in an instant.

"Are you afraid?" He looked at me and asked.

I pursed my lips and nodded slightly.

Li Shu did not act impulsively, even though we had met sincerely, he just hugged me tightly, kissed me lightly on the forehead, and said, "Wait for me, I have something to tell you." ”

- I will study hard, catch up with your pace, stand side by side with you, and be willing to dedicate my best self to you. After the college entrance examination, see you at the back door of the school.

What a youthful and childish word, but at that time, it seemed to be the most precious oath.

He also said to wait for me, but why did he send me away with his own hands?