"I went skiing with Xu Song to the ski resort, and I didn't contact you because the signal was not good, you didn't worry about me, right?" She asked with a grin, it seemed that her relationship with Xu Song had developed harmoniously.

"It's been a busy few days, and I didn't bother you when I knew you were having a good time." I said lightly, rubbed my sore head, picked up a few pills, and swallowed them with water.

Xiaohua looked at me with a shocked face, I thought she would care about me when she saw me taking medicine, but I didn't expect that what surprised her was not that I took medicine, but the way I took medicine, she said: "Sister, you haven't eaten before you take medicine, you don't know it's bad for your stomach?" ”

I forced a smile and said, "I seem to have a fever, it's very uncomfortable, and I don't go to work these days." ”

"Huh?" She hurriedly walked over and touched my head, looked at me with helpless eyes, and was stunned for a few seconds before she reacted, and hurriedly said, "Sister, are you hungry?" I'll cook you a bowl of instant noodles! I'm not going to do anything else. ”

She never knew how to take care of people, and it was rare for her to think of cooking noodles for me.

I shook my head and I said, "I don't want to eat, I'll sleep a little longer." ”

I don't know if it's because of my physical discomfort or hunger, as soon as I lay down, the world spins, I gritted my teeth and didn't tell Xiaohua, first, I don't want her to worry, and second, even if she knows, it won't help.

I struggled to get out of bed, and the little painting asked me what I was doing, and I said I'd go pour some water to drink, and she sighed and continued to apply it in the mirror. I held on to the door and got up and walked out of the room, and just as I was about to go to the kitchen, there was a knock at the door, so I struggled to move to the door again.

As soon as the door opened, it turned out to be Xu Song.

He looked at me in amazement and asked, "Little book, why are you so pale?" Is it sick? ”

"I've got a fever." I smiled and motioned for him to come in.

He had breakfast in his hand, and when he saw that I was shaky, he hurriedly helped me to the sofa, and he said, "What's the matter?" Seems to be very sick. What about the little painting, haven't you gotten up yet? ”

"Songren, you're here!" The little painting opened the door like a bird, and ran towards Xu Song's arms with flowers and branches.

Xu Song hugged her firmly, and a doting smile suddenly appeared on his face: "How is it, did you sleep well last night?" ”

The two of them woke up as if no one was around, and I learned through their conversation that I had returned home in the middle of the night last night, and I had slept too deeply and had no consciousness at all.

When I saw them doing this, I got up and prepared to go to the kitchen to see if there was anything to eat. Xu Song stopped me, and he said, "Xiaoshu, don't be busy, drink some porridge first." ”

"Eat, I'll see if there's anything to eat in the kitchen." I replied weakly, and another wave of dizziness hit me, and I could barely hold it anymore and was about to collapse.

"It's okay, my sister will take care of herself. What good food did you bring? Heck, isn't that my favorite polenta with ribs? The little painting instantly became excited.

"Xiaohua, your sister is sick, let's give this porridge to your sister, what do you think?" Xu Song discussed in a good voice.

At this point, I had no time to pay attention to what they said, and after barely eating for a few days, I finally found a packet of soy milk powder in a drawer and busily opened it.

"Well, I think so too." Xiao Hua's voice came from the back room, and then Xiao Hua shouted at me: "Sister, come and drink porridge, Xu Song personally brought it to you." ”

"You guys eat, I'll make a cup of soy milk and drink it." I replied weakly, I felt like I couldn't hold it anymore, I was dizzy for the first time, and if it weren't for my hands on the door frame, I might have fallen to the ground.

Xu Song probably saw me, he got up again and walked quickly to the kitchen, helped me to the living room, he said: "Why are you so sick and don't go to the hospital, I almost fainted when I saw you a few times just now." ”

"My sister has anemia and has been prone to dizziness since she was a child." Xiaohua muttered quietly, then quickly sat down next to me, reached out and touched my forehead, and said with concern: "It's better than just now." Sister, you eat this bowl of porridge and then go to sleep. Come, I'll feed you. ”

I knew that if I continued to be hypocritical, I would have low blood sugar even if I didn't faint, so I took the spoon from Xiaohua's hand and barely finished the bowl of meat porridge without hesitation.

Xu Song handed over a bun, I excused myself and said I couldn't eat it, got up and returned to the room, covered my head with the quilt, and fell asleep in a daze.

When I woke up again, Xiaohua and Xu Songren were gone. I saw a bag of snacks and a bag of fruit on the table, and I guessed that the two of them were afraid that I would wake up hungry so they bought the one that was placed at the head of the bed, and I couldn't help but feel a pang of emotion.

During the few days when I was groggy and recuperating, Xiaohua went out with Xu Song every day, sometimes coming back at night, sometimes not coming back. Just after the New Year, the school has not yet opened, they have enough time to play around, I see more and more smiles on Xiaohua's face, and I see Xu Song's single-minded love for Xiaohua, and I am sincerely happy for Xiaohua.

I lived in a simple house according to Jin Yan's instructions, and during this period of time, I almost never went out in bed every day, I don't know where Jin Yan was at this time, whether he had gone abroad, and I didn't know if his father would still murder me against me, I felt that everything was so far away from me at this moment.

Who am I? A young woman in society who has nothing to do at home on vacation, destitute, surrounded by walls, lingering on the sickbed, and having nothing. Is that scene the other day real? Is it true that the violent boy told me all about it? Did he really appear in my life?

Everything seemed to have happened yesterday, and his kisses and hugs were so real; Everything has long since gone away, and the sudden intersection of two parallel lines that had no intersection is really too far-fetched.

When the storm passed, I was still me, and nothing changed.

I was infinitely confused. Whenever I'm confused, the first thing that comes to my mind is my sister. In my eyes, she is the embodiment of wisdom.

I called my sister and I told her that I had gone through something I wasn't supposed to be going through and that I was now feeling lost about the future. After listening to this, my sister only told me one sentence: "When your talent can't support your ambition, you should calm down and study hard." ”

The heart was suddenly quiet.

In the afternoon of the same day, there was a knock on my door, and Ah Song stood at the door and handed me an envelope and told me, "This is what Jin Shao asked me to give to you." ”

I took the thick envelope, and when I went back to my room, I opened it, and it was a stack of 10,000 yuan bills and a piece of stationery.

A few awkward lines were written on the letterhead: "You: Take care of yourself." Don't go to work. This money, go to school. Whatever you learn, it's up to you. Three months later, I came to the acceptance. If you don't learn well, break your legs. - Me"

It's really a letter that makes people laugh and cry. The handwriting is sloppy, not smooth, and even the names of each other are so awkward. But that's his style. As Jin Yan, it is very good that he is willing to write for me. This may be a love letter to him.

He still has a heart and knows that I love to read, so he wants me to learn something. This is probably his greatest sincerity to me. 10,000 yuan was just a drizzle for him, but it was a heavy comfort for me. It's the first time in my life that I've had that much cash in my hands, and it's scary.

I got up directly and took my bank card to the bank to deposit the money, this time I had selfish intentions, I didn't want Xiaohua to see the money again, because it was given by Jin Yan.

Women are really peculiar animals, and sometimes for the sake of love, they can even do a certain degree of disapproval of their six relatives.

When I finished saving money and walked down the road with my card, I couldn't help but feel ridiculous about my actions.

I read it more than a hundred times with a love letter that was not a love letter, and every night before I went to bed, I took it out and read it, I sewed a purse for myself, hid the letter in the purse and carried it to my chest, and fell asleep with it every night, and woke up in the morning with it still tightly held in my hand. Later, I could copy exactly the same words on the letter in my mind's head, and although the handwriting was scribbled and awkward, it was the most beautiful and beautiful memory in my whole world at the moment.

Xiaoxue is back. On the first day I came back, I noticed my abnormality.

I'm thinner. Often a person smirks out the window.

I stopped working, enrolled in adult night classes, majored in business administration, and struggled to flip through pages at home every day with textbooks in my hands.

She was amazed at the change in me, but supported my decision.

However, the small painting is completely incomprehensible. For a serious college student at a key university, adult night classes are too inadequate, and it is useless to try hard to pass the exam, and she thinks that I am not only in vain, but also a waste of money.

However, for the first time, I completely ignored her meaning, considered her opinion, and acted exactly as I wanted.

She was about to call her parents again, but this time, she was stopped by Xu Song.

Xu Song is a very understanding man, and I have never had a deeper communication with him, but he seems to understand my decision and discourages Xiaohua from respecting my life and not interfering. The little painting immersed in love obeyed Xu Song's words, so he let me choose this time.

It was at this time that something that made me even more excited.

My sister called me to tell me that the article she had encouraged me to submit had been published in an issue of that magazine, and that she had received a sample and a bill of payment.

I cried with emotion.

What this means to me is not only the manuscript fee, but the indescribable feeling that my words have become lead characters.

The god of fate seemed to have gently opened a window for me after giving me a series of blows, so that I could finally feel a trace of the sweetness of harvest.

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