Jiang Shishen disappeared, and the surroundings seemed to have changed, and nothing seemed to have changed.

Lingyu let out a long breath, closed her eyes, and her heartbeat slowly calmed down.

Before that, she never thought that these had become the magic obstacles in her heart.

These obstacles, uttered by the characters of Guò's fantasy, bloodily tear open the wounds she thought had healed, allowing her to confront her own heart.

It turned out that she had so much uncertainty and so much self-doubt.

On the fairy road, some people work harder than her, some people are stronger than her, and some people walk more resolutely than her, but they can't go to the end, why can she go on?

These doubts, the moment the dantian shattered, were buried deep in her heart. After sobering up, she re-embarked on the immortal road with the perseverance of Ning Bending, but these doubts never disappeared.

She is a person who does not admit defeat, since she was a child. There is unruliness buried deep in his bones, and he is unwilling to bow his head in front of anyone and anything. But she is also a freewheeling person, too honest to face her heart, whether she likes or hates it, she does whatever she wants, which makes her always live so freely and chicly. Her people are like her sword, they can be as light as a feather, they can be as heavy as a mountain, and there is a ruthless aura hidden in the change.

Before that, she had never felt that there was anything wrong with her attitude towards life. If you yearn for great power, then continue to move forward, and if you don't want to be bound, then throw away all the restraints.

Until the moment when the sword died, her self-righteous and chic was shattered as the sword broke.

However, she is still proud in her bones, so proud that she does not allow herself to admit defeat. So. She got up. Even this time. She is behind most people and will do everything in her power to catch up.

But despite this, the fragmentation of the creed of life cannot be covered up by three words.

She began to wonder, to wonder if she was on the right path, to wonder if she would be able to keep going. It turns out that there are so many people who are stronger than her, why should she go further than those people?

While gritting his teeth and catching up without admitting defeat, he doubted his life in his heart. Contradictions accumulate in the mind. Tangled into clumps. That's how she was before.

If it weren't for the experience just now, these contradictions might have erupted at the end of the day. If you can't get past it, you can't go over, so it's over.

This state of mind prohibition triggered her hidden dangers, and turned into a personal character to question her.

What do you have? Why are you?

So, she began to introspect.

Whether it's Cheng Junying. or Cheng Lingyu, they are not entangled. Confirm yourself wrong. She will adjust her attitude immediately, and if she is sure that she is right, she will stick to the end.

That's right, what Tu Qiurong said was right, what Xu Wei said was right, and what Luo Yun said was also right, these three people made her realize what she was missing, and she immediately admitted her shortcomings.

And Xu Jibo and Jiang Shishen represent the other side. In the midst of extreme self-doubt, it is easy for people to overturn their former self-esteem and distort their nature. If she is shocked by the questioning of the other three people and turns to doubt her beliefs, then she will be led astray by these two people.

A camp like Xu Jibo's Jiji camp is not the path she has to take. Her efforts are certainly commendable, but to be so eager, trying to use external forces to change her fate, instead of fundamentally improving her cultivation, is to put the cart before the horse, and choose the light.

As for Jiang Shishen, he is even more unbearable than Xu Jibo. No matter what, Xu Jibo is working hard, but he has already entered the magic barrier and completely embarked on the wrong path.

Even the root of cultivation has been abandoned, even if you have more resources? The way you go is already on the wrong foot, and the faster you go, the more you will only get wrong.

Lingyu opened her eyes and looked at her hand with a smile.

After facing the heart, it brings great ease.

She was wrong on the road she used to take, but it was not the direction that was wrong, but the attitude. Don't doubt the right beliefs because of your own inadequacies. Her goals have never changed, and there is no doubt that her heart is as strong as ever.

With a long breath, Lingyu raised her head.

Jiang Shidao, Xia Shuang, Bai Wuxun, and Xu Yi did not disappear, they were standing or sitting, and everyone seemed to be experiencing torture.

"Shut up, shut up!" It was Bai Wuxun who suddenly shouted, his voice was sharp, but he didn't have his previous pretentious posture, he glared angrily ahead: "I don't regret it, what do I have to regret?" If you can avenge Ah You, no matter how much you pay, what about it? ”

Immediately afterwards, his eyes changed, with great pity: "Ah You, my brother is not sad, not sad at all." When my brother becomes a Yuanying monk, he can reshape his body, and my brother is not sad at all......"

But the tears fell, and turned into low sobs.

Lingyu watched silently. It turns out that Bai Wuxun, who always makes people laugh, also has a sad and painful past.

Xia Shuangpan sat on the ground, his eyes closed, not as fierce as Bai Wuxun's reaction, but his head was covered with cold sweat, and he was obviously struggling.

Jiang Shidao stood with a blank look on his face, not knowing what he was experiencing.

Xu Yi's hand holding the sword was tense, he looked straight ahead, and shouted, "Enough!" If you say I'm ridiculous, I'm ridiculous, if you say I'm pitiful, I'm pitiful? Yes, I always thought I was better than you, and I always looked at you with sympathy, but in the end, I found that you were better than me. I know that you actually look down on me, think that I have the protection of the Sword Monarch to have today's Qiē, and think that I am obsessed with women and impure in my mind. I...... I'll admit that I'm too self-righteous, and you're better than me, but so what? The wrong person was never me! I am not the one who caused your misfortune, nor am I the one who made you carry this, I am sorry and disgusted with you, but I have no self-blame, let alone hatred. ”

“…… I've lost my identity, but I'm still me, no matter what it's called, I'm still me. This fact, neither you nor the Sword Monarch can erase it. ”

Sure enough, so......

The second one to come to his senses was Xu Yi. He saw the qiē in front of him, and his alert gaze immediately swept towards the others.

Bai Wuxun, Xia Shuang, and Jiang Shidao were still indulging in a fantasy state of mind, while Lingyu slowly opened his eyes.

She's just sober, right? Xu Yi thought like this and looked at Lingyu: "Cheng Daoyou, you ......"

Lingyu wiped the sweat on his forehead and showed him a somewhat reluctant smile: "Xu Daoyou is really determined, and he was almost lost in it, and it was difficult to break free. ”

Xu Yi breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Where, it's just a fluke......"

Then Bai Wuxun saw Lingyu and Xu Yi sitting in the corner, he was shocked and walked towards them: "Two Taoist friends, they are really extraordinary!" ”

Lingyu smiled: "It's just a step earlier, the ban here is really terrifying, like a state of mind torture." ”

"Yes," Bai Wuxun had something more in his eyes, and his attitude was much calmer, "It's worth it to be able to experience this state of mind torture." There are some things that I thought I had forgotten, but I didn't expect ......"

All three fell silent.

After a while, Xia Shuang also woke up, she saw them, and intuitively called: "Three Taoist friends......" Then seeing Jiang Shidao, who was not yet awake, she couldn't help but get nervous, "Brother Jiang!" ”

Jiang Shidao's state seemed to be steady, without a distorted expression and sweating profusely, but he was at a loss, and there was no sign of soberness.

Bai Wuxun said: "Xia Daoyou, this kind of thing, others can't help, it's better not to disturb him." ”

Xia Shuang came back to his senses and nodded: "What Bai Daoyou said is reasonable. Still, she nervously guarded the side.

Lingyu watched silently and shook her head.

"Cheng Daoyou doesn't seem to agree with Xia Daoyou's behavior?" Xu Yi's voice suddenly came from his ears, and he didn't speak, but the sound of the spell.

Lingyu's heart moved, and the voice replied: "Xia Dao's friendship is deep and meaningful, although it is admirable, but it is ......"

"But?"

"Love is a word, how troubled? Affectionate and ruthless, affectionate and affectionate, worried about the stomach, calculating...... It's better to wipe it with a stroke, and ask the immortal cleanly. ”

Xu Yi's eyes flickered: "That sounds ...... Cheng Daoyou seems to have a lot of understanding. ”

Lingyu laughed at herself: "It's just a little touching." If you are emotional, the other party is ruthless, how sad? Even if the other party is affectionate, they have to be entangled. Ups and downs, ups and downs...... Xu Daoyou, do you think that this can be achieved immortality? ”

"......" Xu Yi looked at her deeply, "It turns out that Cheng Daoyou has such lofty ambitions. ”

Lingyu laughed: "We immortal cultivators, if we don't think about immortality, what else can we think about?" My teacher once taught that people cannot always make mistakes, but can only reflect on themselves from time to time. Ask yourself, the road to immortality is what I want, what I want, everything else is trivial, don't do it. ”

"But...... The mind is accessible, all in the heart, as long as you hold the heart, there is affection and ruthlessness, it is the way. There are also many affectionate double monks in this world, why is Cheng Daoyou so desperate? Xu Yi's gaze was inquiring.

"Despair?" Lingyu said lightly, "I've never gotten it, so why despair?" I just didn't have hope. ”

"In this way, Cheng Daoyou just thinks that he will not encounter such a thing, so he ......"

Lingyu suddenly turned her head and looked at him: "Xu Daoyou, why are you so interested?" Did you say something that made you feel something? ”

Xu Yi was stunned and snorted: "It's just that I feel something, and I think Cheng Daoyou seems to think very clearly." ”

Lingyu shook her head: "What is transparent?" I just feel that on the road to cultivating immortals, immortality is the most important, and the rest don't need to be too demanding. ”

"Brother Jiang!" Xia Shuang's voice interrupted their conversation.

Jiang Shidao finally woke up, he opened his eyes, looked at Xia Shuang in front of him, and let out a long breath.

"Brother Jiang, are you okay?" Xia Shuang looked at him nervously.

"It's okay," Jiang Shidao smiled soothingly, and waved to a few of them, "There are a few people who have been waiting for a long time, since everyone has broken the ban, let's move on." (To be continued......)

PS: It's the middle of the month, should I ask for a pink or something? Well, I haven't asked for a ticket much, so I'm a little weak-hearted......