The sky is a little gloomy, the air is exceptionally humid, the wind is so cold, the pedestrians on the road all use all kinds of warm tools to get the meager temperature, the winter is always so uncomfortable, look at the weather, maybe there will be a snow later, or it may be rain, this kind of bad is even lower to my mood

It was nine o'clock in the morning when I arrived at the cemetery, and Angel and I parked the car and walked to the cemetery with a bouquet of flowers

We didn't have any kind of communication along the way until we got to Zuolan's tombstone

I stood in front of the tombstone and stared at it for a long time, the flowers I sent last time had been eroded by the wind and rain, and the tombstone was a little mottled, but there were some unknown dwarf plants growing in the corners, so lonely, as if in this harsh winter, people were telling about sadness and loneliness

What is the difference between life or death..... Do people have to live, but they have to die, and that's the only difference between the different paths and the same end, some people live happily and some people don't, but when they really die, the happiness or unhappiness becomes just a memory that will eventually be forgotten

Forgetting may be the whole value of survival

......

I placed the flowers in my hand in front of Zuo Lan's tombstone and wiped off some of the dust attached to the tombstone

"Dilemma, this is the nickname I gave you in the first place, because you scolded me with this nickname, in fact, I should have understood that you hate this nickname so much, because you are the person who will not be in a dilemma, every choice you make is so resolute, resolutely leave me, resolutely raise our children alone, resolutely leave the chance to live to me......."

I shook my head and choked up..... "Isn't it just four words, but we can't help but live or die, love or hate for these four words..... It's a shame because we live a custom life and we want to break free but we can't ......."

After a long time, I looked at Anqi, who had been silent beside me, and said, "Actually, it's not me who wants to see you today...... But I don't know how to introduce her to you..... I just hope you'll bless us, and if I don't have her, I'll be sad, and I can't forget it."

After I finished speaking, Angel looked at me, took a step forward, gently placed the flowers in her hand in front of the tombstone, and stared at the picture of Zuo Lan on the tombstone for a long time, just like me

The cold wind is getting stronger and stronger, and our hair is constantly covering the corners of our eyes, and it seems to urge us to ......

Angel pinned the wind-blown messy ends behind her ears Her hands were red from the cold I took her hand I longed to pass on the limited temperature to her

"You are a few months older than me, call you Sister Zuolan...... Until I'm standing here, I haven't figured out why I'm here...... If it weren't for this man next to us, we'd never have any contact, but we all loved him, loved him, maybe it was fate...... He said, "You left him the hope of being alive, and he thinks it's him, but I can understand you, because ..... I'm going to do the same..... I've asked myself countless times what he has to do on his own, and in fact, I don't have to stubbornly bother myself with this question, because the answer is simple: I love his real ......

"I've lived in many auras all my life, but these auras were given to me by others, and none of them are truly my own, but they are in awe of others, so before I met him, I felt that I was false, but in my heart I longed for the truth...... You know that he beat me, he scolded me, he cheated me, he was mean, he was a scoundrel, he was cowardly, he was inferior, he was naïve, he was hypocritical....... But it's so real, even his hypocrisy is so real...... I've cried and laughed for him A woman is like this for a man That's love, I've never wanted to think too much about love, I know that I love him, then he's all I have, I'm willing to live for him, die for him, .......wait for him."

I held Angel's hand tightly, and in her confession, my heart was already broken with pain......

......

Angel looked at me with tears in her eyes: "Bastard, don't you talk to see me laugh?"

"Hmm," I replied, my eyes wet

"Sister Zuo Lan, have you seen it, this is the man we love...... Is it hypocritical, is it childish?"

My emotions were finally released, and I could no longer control myself and hugged Angel tightly in my arms: "I love you...... Live for you, die for you, wait for ......"

......

We couldn't even stand on our feet when the cold wind blew Angie and I stood hand in hand in front of Zuo Lan's tombstone For a long, long time Until the sky was more hazy, we realized it was time to leave

I never thought that my promise of love with Angel would happen in front of Zuo Lan's tombstone, something that would never have happened, but it really happened, maybe it was fate, it was cause and effect

Zuo Lan's death once turned Angel and I from lovers to enemies, and even enemies, but in the end, we still found the long-lost love and commitment in front of her tombstone, isn't this cause and effect?

......

It's time to leave, and we really need to leave, because there's still a haze ahead of us, and obstacles waiting to be broken

I stood in front of Zuo Lan's tombstone: "Prettygirl I should go with my woman...... Next time we'll bring Pippi to see you, and we'll be the happiest family of three...... You're going to bless us, aren't you?"

"Sister Zuo Lan, Pippi is all you have, I know that the most you can't let go of must be him, I promise you, I will continue this maternal love and be a qualified mother...... Although there are still many unknowns to face between me and Zhang Yixi, I believe that this time he will not back down and be cowardly, because he is the most solemn promise he has made in front of your tombstone......

"No, I'm not going to back down anymore, I'm going to be cowardly...... Nothing can stop us from being together except death."

......

In the longing for the future, I seem to see Zuo Lan's smile, and she must be blessed to us, because this is the most noble inheritance and prairie fire for love

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It's not a lot of words, but it took four hours to write....... The closing part is too difficult to write From today onwards, every day 2 more 3 can't be written Forget it There are 13 days until the end of the month 2 more every day 26 chapters also contain almost all the content in the end

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