Chapter 37: Isn't it okay to have love?

66 Continued I learned some of the reasons for the matter, Sister Xu's parents objected to her and Uncle Hai's dealing, disgusted that Uncle Hai was just a driver and an orphan, so she wanted her daughter to find a right person, Sister Xu disagreed, she had to be good with Uncle Hai, and her mother was so angry that she lay down in bed directly. Sister Xu is a filial child, so she had to break up with Uncle Hai in tears and accept her family's arrangement.

The world is really strange, I heard that Xu's father and Xu's mother were supporters of free love, and they were not the right people, Xu's mother was a good scholar, but Xu's father was just a poor boy who came out of the countryside, Xu's mother didn't abandon the doctoral student arranged by her family and chose Xu's father, how did she get to her daughter and take the old road of feudal parents? People are so strange sometimes. What was desperately opposed in the past has been embraced many years later.

Now the key question is how to help Uncle Hymer, although he has returned to normal under his father's "education", but I know that it is only an illusion.

Daddy didn't allow me to meddle in Uncle Hai's affairs anymore, but my sister also objected, she said that this was a matter between the two of them, and we outsiders couldn't help, what else could you do with a child. I don't believe it, they are at a stalemate now, how can I make a cameo in the middle.

The key to this matter is still Sister Xu, and I decided to talk to Sister Xu about it.

Sister Xu has lost a lot, her pointed chin has come out, and there is a faint sadness in her eyes, which has never faded even when she laughs. Love is always a fatal wound to a woman.

It's the same seaside, the same red sun is rising, Sister Xu no longer shouts loudly, she sits on the reef with her hands and knees, and her shoulders are long and scattered, quiet like a sad angel, my heart suddenly hurts, and I really want to do something for this woman.

"Sister Xu, who is he?" I couldn't help but ask.

"Huh?" Sister Xu turned her head to look at me, her brows furrowed slightly.

"The person who was with you at the kindergarten gate that day." I explain.

"You saw it that day!" Sister Xu's tone was very erratic, as if she disappeared by accident. "My mom introduced me to a boyfriend who is a doctor, and he's a nice guy, right?" Sister Xu's smile was very far-fetched, and she didn't reach her eyes at all.

"Sister, don't laugh!" I covered her eyes as if so that she could stop being sad, "You make me feel bad when you laugh." ”

"First time, you are still young, you don't understand that people are helpless many times, even if you don't want to, you have to accept it, because you are not your alone, you are everyone's, you are the daughter of your parents, your grandfather's granddaughter, and your children's teacher, but not your own." Sister Xu took my hand, the tone made me sad, tilted my head, and I saw a tear slip down Sister Xu's cheek and fall into the silk.

At this moment, Sister Xu is like a lost lamb, I really want to help her, if there is one thing that can make her happy, I will definitely do it immediately. At this moment, I realized that Sister Xu was no less injured than Uncle Hai. Love is a double-edged sword, and it hurts two people.

I have a belly of words in my heart, but I don't know where to start, because what I say now is superfluous, and the bystander is light, and it is a relaxed "light".

In the middle of the night, I couldn't sleep after tossing and turning, so I simply sat up, and the shadows of the trees outside were mottled, like my chaotic mood.

"What's wrong with the first meeting?" Daddy woke up, sat up, and put the quilt over me, he was really alert, I had been as careful as I moved, and he was still woken up by me.

"What's wrong? Not happy? Daddy asked me, "Who messed with my precious daughter, tell Daddy, Daddy beat him all over the place." "When my father saw that I didn't speak, he teased me.

"I'm thinking about Sister Xu." I hugged my knees and said faintly, "Sister Xu is so pitiful!" "I really feel like this, caught between my loved ones and my loved ones, and I am torn between them.

"First Meeting!" Daddy took me into his arms and rested his chin on top of my head so I could hear his breathing clearly. "First time, you're still young, you don't understand!" After a while, my father said to me with great difficulty.

"No, I understand!" I retorted softly, in a firm tone, "I know, it's painful not to be with someone you like. "Just like me, in those solitary nights, I dance, listen to music, drink tea, but I am still lonely, unhappy, tossing and turning, and there is always one person missing.

"Daddy, what's right? Isn't it okay for Uncle Hai and Sister Xu to love each other like this? Isn't love enough? ”

Daddy's answer was to tighten his arms and hug me tightly, "See you for the first time!" "I know he just doesn't know how to tell me, and I don't expect him to answer me, I have my own answer, and I can't do it without love! For me.

I am such a little woman, what I like is nothing more than these little loves, I will laugh when I am happy, I will cry when I am unhappy, love is a stick to me, and my life will not change.

"If you can't even make your own decisions about love, then what's the point of living." My eyes lit up in the dark, "I'm going to have the final say in my love." I said to my father so firmly.

Daddy didn't speak, rubbed my head, gently, suddenly, suddenly!

The room was quiet, and I suddenly remembered the photo I saw in my father's book, that woman, my father understands, love but not get, is the biggest hidden pain, so he will be so out of shape in front of Uncle Hai. There must be a lot of things in his heart, and he just doesn't say it.

Before I could get out of the sluggish atmosphere, my sister called and said that Sister Xu had committed suicide by cutting her wrists. I was stunned all of a sudden, cut my wrists? Suicide? This is a plot that only exists in TV dramas, how can it appear on Sister Xu. When I thought of Sister Xu's fluttering words on the beach, my heart felt cold, it turned out that she was so desperate.

From ancient times to the present, suicide for love has never been an empty word