There was a constant chaotic sound of horns coming from the other end, and Chen Tu's voice was inexplicably clearer and more piercing in this noisy background.

The speed of speech was very slow, and he said almost word for word: "Liang Jianfang, passed away." ”

Before Chen Tu gave me this answer, I was already in my heart, and the people who could be close to Chen Tu were floating and sinking in my mind, I had thought about Chen Zheng, I had thought about Chen Jing, I had thought about Xiaozhi, and even thought about Lin Siai, Xie Bin, Xie Wu, every time I thought about one, my bones would be cold once. I just omitted Liang Jianfang, but it was Liang Jianfang.

Although I have a strong hatred for her, I feel an indescribable feeling in my heart when I think that a few days ago, even if she was haggard, she was still alive in front of me, and then I think that now, she may have become a handful of white ashes.

Holding the phone in a trance for a while, I said in a bit of confusion: "Why is it so sudden?" ”

Chen Tu's voice suddenly trembled to distortion: "Cerebral hemorrhage, walking in a hurry." ”

Even if I didn't meet Chen Tu face-to-face, I couldn't see his expression, and I could detect his mood swings from his words.

I was really relieved, I gritted my teeth: "I'll go to Tianlu to look for you." ”

Not too stubborn, Chen Tu quickly said: "Okay, pay attention to safety when driving." ”

In Shenzhen, a young and tumultuous city, the road conditions on Fridays are always unsatisfactory, and after experiencing large and small traffic jams, I arrived at Tianlu at early ten o'clock.

Under the shroud of night, there was only a white and dazzling lamp left in the huge courtyard, which was extremely cold and cold.

Getting out of the car, I shivered five times in a row, and these shivers caused me to be dizzy and suffocated, and I exhaled deeply and walked towards the hall.

In the whole emptiness, only Chen Tu sat there alone, he was hunched and buried his head, his hands crossed on his chin, he didn't know what he was thinking, I walked to him, he didn't realize it.

After I lightly touched his shoulder, he reacted, raised his head to look at me, and said in a dark voice: "Wu Yi, are you here?" ”

I was about to nod my head when I heard a cough coming from the hallway.

Subconsciously, my eyes slipped and I saw Chen Jing standing there against the guardrail, with a cigarette in his mouth. What is rare is that he does not have a hanging, nor is he too cynical, he just has a calm face, as if there are no emotional ups and downs.

After a few seconds of meeting with my gaze, Chen Jing shouted for the first time without "brother and sister", he looked away, as if he didn't see me, one turned upstairs, and disappeared in front of my eyes in three or two clicks.

Putting my eyes back on Chen Tu's body, I said in a deep voice: "What about Mr. Chen?" ”

Chen Tu's hand came up and covered the back of my hand, he turned his face slightly, and gestured in one direction inside: "He, Liu Chengyu, Lao Zhou, and Song Xiaoxi are sorting out Liang Jianfang's relics inside." ”

Leaning over, I put my two hands on Chen Tu's shoulders: "Mr. Chen, is he okay?" ”

With his back to me, Chen Tu didn't move, he didn't know if he was talking too much, and his voice became more and more hoarse: "When I saw off Liang Jianfang at the funeral home, I stumbled and fell a few times, but he was very calm on the surface, his thinking was very clear, and he kept giving orders, arranging this and that for us, very calm." He is like this, I want to comfort a few words, but I feel that it is too redundant. ”

When I said these words, Chen Tu's emotional veins were low and clear, and I was at a loss for a few seconds, and then I went around and sat down next to him, my hand wrapped around his arm like a vine.

After nearly three minutes of silence, Chen Tu broke the silent confrontation and said, "Wu Yi, if I say that I am actually a little sad, will you blame me, too unprincipled?" Will you resent me, and actually feel sorry for Liang Jianfang, an old woman who mutilated our children? ”

Without the slightest psychological preparation at all, I was a little dazed and stunned for a few seconds, my mouth moved a few times, but I still couldn't think of the most suitable words to respond to Chen Tu at this moment.

In my sorrowful time, Chen Tu's voice was like duckweed pushed by the wind, unhurriedly spread out again: "When I was seven or eight years old, Liang Jianfang liked to take me to Youman to play, she didn't use a wheelchair to confine her movements at that time, she walked like the wind under her feet, she wouldn't let the assistant help me buy ice cream, she went by herself, bought me lemon-flavored, orange-flavored, and even the most difficult lychee flavor, she could get it for me." When I was seven or eight years old, I didn't like to communicate with people, but I had some ADHD, not only did I eat all over my mouth, but I also dropped a lot on the floor, Liang Jianfang didn't scold me, nor did she condone me, she asked me to squat down with a paper towel and wipe the stains on the ground clean. If I don't do it, I probably won't be able to eat ice cream for a month. ”

"She would also buy me and Chen Jing a lot of new clothes and shoes, and after dressing us up, she would take us to the playground to play, and then whether I played bumper cars or merry-go-rounds, she would take a camera at us and keep taking pictures, and she took a lot of photos for us, which should add up to tens of thousands. She also takes every photo seriously, keeps them neat and orderly. ”

"Oh, she used to make bread for me and Chen Jing, make cakes, and make stews for us. Her skills were very poor before, but she slowly got better and better. At that time, she also accompanied us to catch butterflies in the yard and took us to the beach to play in the sand. She bought me and Chen Jing a lot of brand-new toys suitable for playing at the beach, which can shovel sand and build houses on the beach, which is very fun. When Chen Jing and I were chasing each other, she took a moisture mat and put it on the beach and kept watching us. ”

"The only time she hit me and Chen Jing was when we were in the first year of junior high school. It was summer, and the weather in Shenzhen was crazy, very hot. After Chen Jing and I got out of school, it was so hot that we didn't want to go home, so the two of us pooled our pocket money and used it to buy the driver who picked us up and asked him to take us to a small reservoir with a few other classmates to play, we played in the water, frolicked, and had a great time. But while playing, my thighs suddenly cramped and I almost drowned. Fortunately, Chen Jing immediately dragged me ashore, but I was sent to the hospital for examination because of sewage in my lungs. Liang Jianfang rushed over after receiving the news, and after the doctor made sure that I was fine, she raised her hand and slapped me twice. She scolded me for being fierce and for not wanting my life. That time, the only time, she made me feel like she was so close to me. ”

"But time passed slowly, and in the blink of an eye, it was another year, Liang Jianfang she never took me and Chen Jing out to play, didn't buy us new clothes, didn't buy us toys, and didn't make us cakes anymore, she became more and more busy, usually we didn't wake up in the morning before she went out, and she didn't come back until we slept, we had less and less contact, and there was less and less communication. Later, Chen Jing and I were kidnapped, and in the negotiation with the kidnappers, Chen Zheng and Liang Jianfang chose me, and when Chen Jing returned, the relationship between the family completely dropped to the freezing point. I always felt like something was changing, I was panicking, I was upset, I felt like I was losing something. ”

"For a long, long time, I felt like I was the executioner, that I had torn the atmosphere in the house to pieces, that I was careful and that I tried to please everything, and I thought that if I tried a little harder, everything would change back to what it used to be. Liang Jianfang, she will give me and Chen Jing a lot of company as before, and Chen Jing and I can shake hands and make peace and play together like before. But nothing can stand by time, and once something has passed, it will never come back. In the gradual distance from them, I have grown up completely, I began to fall in love, I began to have girls I liked, and the focus of my life slowly shifted, but I have actually been longing for Liang Jianfang to be as good to me as before, and Chen Jing to play with me like before, and say nothing. But inevitably, the ugly, the vicious, the dirty, the shocking and thrilling of the adult world kept coming at me. I first ushered in betrayal, and then ushered in a truth that broke my head. ”

"Wu Yi, I haven't mentioned it to you. It's not like I'm trying to deceive you about anything. But people are like this, for those dark memories, they are always reluctant to pick it up, thinking that they are buried deeply, as if it never existed. The first time we met, that day I made a big mistake for you, after you ran away, Lu Zhou and I were still tearing and beating, beating, he suddenly scolded me for being a wild child, my back was cold, my brain was blank for a few minutes, let Lu Zhou beat me, and then I asked him why he scolded me for being a wild child, he was angry and said that I am not the son of Liang Jianfang and Chen Zheng at all, I am just a rag picked up by Chen Zheng and Liang Jianfang, what a cow I am. From that day on, my nightmares were all revived. I began to find out that not only love is full of betrayal, even the so-called family affection makes me feel cold, I have called the mother of the woman for more than 20 years, she has no blood relationship with me, she is actually my mother-killing enemy. The hatred came very fiercely, like a surging river bursting its banks, I collapsed for a long time, I drunk myself on the beach, soaked in the sea water for several days, and when I came back to my senses, I had come to an irreconcilable opposite with Liang Jianfang. ”

"I dug a pit in my heart, buried all those hatreds, and hid my true self, I still greeted Liang Jianfang with a smile, I took the initiative to approach her, stick to her, and call her mother more eagerly. I used her fame to bring in the first money in my life, and I used the resources she brought me to develop and expand Roaming International, and I spent many years to lay it out, just to be able to give her the most fatal blow. In the process of this torment, I have softened my heart, I have been confused, but those hatreds dominate me, and I have no choice. In the end, she touched my bottom line again, she attacked you, she attacked our children, she was so guilty that I couldn't forgive, I can finally forget her love and care for me when I was a child, gritted my teeth and sent her to prison. But I was not as happy as I imagined for this result, and I could only comfort myself in a state of confusion that everyone should be held responsible for their actions, and she was the same. ”

Chen Tu, who had his back to me, seemed to smile, and continued: "I happened to be in Chen Zheng's old man's office in the morning to discuss a new project with him, and suddenly Chen Zheng received the news of her death. I should have bought a bunch of firecrackers to celebrate, but I was sad. But I don't dare to be too upset, because if I am a little more difficult, I will feel sorry for my mother, whose bones are still unknown, and for our child who died before she was born. When I was driving Chen Zheng to the funeral home, my mind kept replaying a lot of images, about her, about her treatment of me and Chen Jing, those pictures were too complicated, causing my brain to short circuit many times, I began to have some doubts, how much of the world I see now, those ugliness, how much is really ugly, those beautiful, and how much is really beautiful? Wu Yi, I can't tell the difference between reality and illusion anymore. ”

After saying such a bunch of words as if muttering to himself, Chen Tu's body began to tremble a little, his hand bent over, pulled my palm over, and hugged it tightly in his arms, like hugging a piece of driftwood in the sea, not moving, not daring to relax at all.

I hesitated for a moment and pulled my hand out, walked around, sat down next to Chen Tu, took his arm over, and said, "Chen Tu, be happy if you want to be happy, be sad if you want to be sad, don't use those rules and regulations to restrain yourself and suppress yourself." ”

Turning his face and looking at me, Chen Tu's eyes were full of confused twilight: "Wu Yi, I once hated Liang Jianfang for killing me and snatching the very important person in my life. But from her point of view, maybe she will think that we have robbed her of her otherwise happy and peaceful life. Before today, I didn't have any guilt towards Liu Chengyu, but after coming out of the funeral home, I was kidnapped by a strong sense of guilt, I think even if I don't have the consciousness to rob Liu Chengyu's things, but in a sense, the kind of feelings he should get have been held in my hands for more than 20 years. ”

Before Chen Tu's words had completely fallen, a rush of footsteps sounded immediately, glued together with his voice, I hugged Chen Tu's arm hard, and my eyes subconsciously swept in the direction of the footsteps.

Just one glance, and my brow furrowed instantly.

At this time, what is she here to join in?

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