I simply sat up and said, "Then I'll have one too."

He said: It's not good for girls to smoke at night, and if two people smoke, your room smells of smoke.

I said, "It's okay, it's a lady cigarette, and the smell isn't that strong." Moreover, I am on fire, and I can't do it if I don't smoke.

He looked at me angrily and amusefully, then took one from the cigarette case, handed it to me, and lit it for me.

We both sat quietly and smoked for a while, and he said, "Well, what I'm about to say may be a bit long, do you mind?"

I said, "It's okay, you can say it."

He took another puff and said slowly: When I was in high school, I fell in love with a girl. Later, she also liked me. At that time, I was young and vigorous, and I didn't care about it, but I was admitted to the college entrance examination, but she didn't. Because in that year, I couldn't help but ask for her first time. As a result, she became pregnant.

After he finished speaking, a little melancholy, I nodded and listened quietly.

He said: At that time, we were all poor, you know, I am different from Dai Xiangwei, I can have today, it is all sweat and tears.

I nodded again, I knew this a long, long time ago.

He then said, "I simply told my family that I wouldn't read it." I was 18 years old that year, and I asked her to give birth to the baby, and we got married.

I was instantly shocked, and I said, "You had such a responsibility when you were 18 years old."

He laughed a little, and then said: I was young at that time, and I thought very simply. But she was more mature than me, and she insisted on not wanting it, so she ran behind my back to do it. Later, when I learned about it, I couldn't understand her cruelty and selfishness at all. I broke up with her, and I remember saying that on the day of the breakup, it was raining very hard, and she knelt on the ground in the rain and begged me for forgiveness, but I didn't. I left and bought a train ticket to the city the next day.

My mind immediately sketched the picture of them back then, no matter what, the hearts of the two of them should be very painful.

I tapped him on the shoulder, he shook his head to indicate that he was okay, then took a puff of his cigarette and continued: "At that time, I was young and had a very determined personality, and I felt that she killed my child, and I could not forgive her in this life, so I cut off all contact with her. Of course, this approach now seems naïve and extreme. But that year, it was indeed hateful.

I worked hard in this city alone, moved bricks on the construction site, worked in the factory, and later followed a master in the factory, who was willing to teach me the technique, so I followed him to learn. At that time, I never thought that I would have the current point of learning technology. Later, the master said, you have a flexible head and are young, so take advantage of the energy now to apply for the night college exam. I had a good foundation in high school, and when I heard what my master said, I really went. I chose to take the self-examination, and I went from junior college to undergraduate step by step, really, I had a lot of perseverance at that time, I didn't think about anything, I just worked hard with one mind. This exam took four years. ”

I was completely surprised, I never thought that his academic qualifications were actually tested little by little through self-examination, so persevering!

He continued: "In the past four years, my work has been constantly changing. By the time I got my bachelor's degree, I had already changed from a worker to a salesman in the company. At that time, salesmen were hard work, and many people didn't want to run. The master was very supportive, he said that I had the motivation to succeed and strongly recommended me to go.

So, I started running the business. In the years when I was running the business, I came into contact with a lot of girls, and I was also scared by the darkness of society. When I went into the society and saw all kinds of girls, I suddenly found that the former one she had behaved at that time was very normal, we were all so young, it was really immature to have a child at that time, she beat the child out for her own consideration, the starting point was right, and my breakup was too irresponsible.

By that time, I had already made a little money. I went home for the first time in four years, just to find her. As a result, she got married early. When I saw her again, she was already a mother of two. There was no previous look in her eyes, and the whole person became very sluggish, just kept muttering that you are back.

Later, a classmate told me that that year, she had some mental problems, and her family did not treat her, so she arranged a marriage early, and married her in this way.

I was so sore that I heard it, I gave her all the money I earned, and she was stupid and happy with me, she still remembered my name, she said Xu Cheng, you are so good, you are really a good person.

Back in the city, I will never forget her current situation. In those days, I was really crazy, working like crazy, and finding a lot of girls to solve my physical needs, but I was not in the mood to fall in love at all. For this reason, it also broke the hearts of many girls.

Later, I slowly became a sales manager, and then the company had some problems, and I took a group of my subordinates out to work alone.

Later, my mother called and said that it was time for me to start a family. I think after so many years, I really should calm down and find a suitable person to marry. But because I have money, I look for it, women are such material things, I want a pure and beautiful relationship, but in today's society, it is really a luxury.

I simply don't look for it, just like you can see, if you get along, you can be together everywhere, it doesn't matter if you fall in love, and you don't care about feelings. ”

At this point, he asked me, "Well, do you think my thoughts are incomprehensible?"

My whole heart has been strongly shaken, I never knew that behind this resolute man, there are so many things on my mind. Sure enough, no one succeeds casually.

I said, "I can understand it, because although we have different experiences, we have a lot of similar feelings, and I can understand you, really."

His eyes lit up for a moment, and then he began to continue, "Come, I met you. On the day I interviewed you, I felt that you were no different from the girls I knew. However, you have the guts, so I decided to give you a try.

But the more I get in touch, the more I find that you are different from other women, I can guess what other people think, but you, I can't figure it out. You won't take the initiative to cling to me, men seem to rush forward when they encounter any problems, we have socialized so many times, I haven't seen you bewitched by anyone. I'm starting to feel like you have a strong heart.

But that time you were so drunk that you almost walked with someone, and I asked you if you were not worried, and you said that people die for money, and birds die for food, which surprised me. I thought you had a bottom line, but that night, I realized I was wrong again.

Later, I found that our style of acting is very similar, and many times we are very tacit. But you never take the initiative, so I can't take the initiative.

I don't want to be emotional, I'm afraid to be sincere, so whenever I find out that I have feelings for you, I start to desperately transfer.

I have tried you, but you have not given me an answer. I don't think I can guess what you're thinking, I've lived to my age, I'm past the age of wishful thinking, you know, easy? ”

At that moment, I felt like my whole heart was about to explode. I never thought that Xu Cheng would tell me so much, and even, tell me how he felt about me. I always knew that he was a man with a story, and he was also a man who hid himself deeply. It never occurred to me that I would be a listener to his past; I didn't expect that he was longing for me to understand.

At that moment, I was already in tears, and I felt that these alone were enough to move me, and I couldn't help but throw myself into his arms, and I said: because I understand, I am compassionate. I never thought you and I would feel the same way.

He also hugged me with joy, and he said: "Zhizhi, I have always felt that you understand me, but I never dared to think that you really understand me."

Actually, why not. This quiet night, this tender man under the cold appearance, makes me especially grateful, how can I be able to make him cherish me.

I said, "Cheng, we've been working so hard like this."

He said: All the waiting is worth it, what do you say?

I said, "But after talking for a long time, I still don't understand why you don't want me."

He was taken aback by my sudden straightforwardness, and then he laughed instantly, and he said, "Don't you understand?" Because of my recklessness and willfulness, ruined a woman's life. So, I swear that if I meet the love of my life one day, I will not act rashly, and I must give her enough security before I can make her truly my woman. Now, the time has not yet come.

Yes...... My little heart, I haven't heard love words for too long, and I was made to beat by his heartfelt love words?

I said, "But you can treat other women so casually......

He hooked my nose and he said, "It's a matter of taking what you need, it's different." For men, it is possible to separate ig from love. And them, it's as simple as that, there are no superfluous ideas.

I said weakly, "Well, I thought you couldn't......

When he heard me say this, he pressed me hard under him, deliberately made me feel his huge hardness, and then gasped and said: Do you still think I can't do it? Would you like to give it a try?

I looked at his wicked smile and kissed him on the mouth without hesitation, it was the territory I had always wanted to capture, and I finally succeeded......

He probably didn't expect me to do this trick at all, and dumbfounded me to let my nimble tongue penetrate into the depths, then hugged me hard, and then responded to my kiss hard.

I feel like I can't have a deeper kiss in my life, it's not just a clash of lips, it's more of a soul-to-soul attraction......

I also hugged him, hugged him so hard, hugged so affectionately, I looked forward to this ending for so long, I almost thought I would never wait for it in my life.

Now, isn't it possible to keep the clouds open and see the moon? The best man always stays in the final ending. At that moment, I thought I had made the right decision to wait for him alone for so many years. Xu Cheng, I really want to say to you from the bottom of my heart: I love you so much.

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