"You say. ”

"Why do you hate me?"

Leng Mochen was silent for a moment, and replied non-sensitively: "Change one." ”

"Why do you want me to marry An Chenxi?"

"Another."

"On the street that day, do you really want to hand me over to Yao Zhonghao?"

"Another."

I laughed, laughed again, and I laughed all the tears out of my eyes.

Change? How to change? He couldn't answer any of the questions I wanted to ask, no matter how I changed them, he always couldn't answer them, no, it wasn't that he couldn't answer them, it was that he didn't want to answer them at all.

I cried and grabbed him on the shoulder, and said, "Why? Why didn't you tell me? You hate me, you hated me from the beginning, you hate me so much, why do you want to marry me? I struggled in this marriage for three years, but the more I struggled, the deeper I sank, and in the end it ended in failure, and I hurt my father and brother, why? Why do this to me? Why? ”

My hands were clutching at his shoulders, and my skin was scratched and scarlet on his shoulders, and my eyes were blurred with tears, and I couldn't see what it was.

Leng Mochen raised his hand to wipe away the tears that I had fallen, and said softly: "In the future, you will understand." ”

"Don't, I don't want to wait until later, I want to know now, I can't stand it, I'm going crazy, you tell me, you tell me why? Why? You tell me. "My strength is growing, but he has no intention of stopping me.

Leng Mochen stopped talking, just looked at me so deeply, and when I cried enough, when I was tired, he asked softly, "Can you answer me a few questions?" ”

I nodded, acquiescing, I could ask whatever he wanted, and I could answer his questions.

"Do you love me?"

"I don't love you, but I tried to love you, but unfortunately you didn't give me a chance." Yes, he didn't give me a chance, and from the very beginning, he strangled me in the cradle.

"If you were to love me well now, would you still love me?" Leng Mochen's gaze was a little sad, and under the illumination of the room light, it was crystal clear.

"No, I hate you because you ruined everything for me." My words are crisp and clear, yes, I hate him, I really hate him, but I am so cheap, I can still find feelings under him, and I am so willing to be happy with him.

Perhaps, this confirms what I said before, that sex has nothing to do with love.

Leng Mochen put me under him again, he wanted to say something, but he didn't say it, I wanted to ask, I didn't ask, we didn't say anything, he kissed my lips again, enjoying the beauty of this last good day.

I don't know how long it tossed, but I fell asleep tired in his arms.

When I woke up in the morning, the sun had already risen high, probably because I was too tired and slept too heavily last night.

I subconsciously looked to the side, Leng Mochen was not there, he didn't know when he got up and left, thinking that he would go to the Civil Affairs Bureau, I hurriedly got up from the bed, got dressed and walked out of the bedroom.

There was silence in the living room, and for some reason, I felt a little lost in my heart.

After washing up, I went downstairs to see what breakfast Zhang's mother had prepared, it was too much toss last night, and I was very hungry.

I thought Leng Mochen had gone out, but I didn't expect him to be at home, he stood at the door and looked outside, and when he saw me coming down, he turned around and walked to me, gently held my hand, and lowered his head and kissed me gently on the lips: "Good morning." ”