Chapter 191: She is gone, and she knows what desolation is

The lips were soft, Jiang Diyun was stunned, and Li Mengxi's unique body fragrance lingered on the tip of his nose, which was confusing.

He didn't know how to place his hand, and the world seemed to stop for a few seconds.

She was like the hottest fire, igniting a withered yellow grassland.

"Jiang Diyun ......" Her voice was rapid and trembling, she was not as calm as she imagined, and her heart was nervous and about to suffocate.

It was the first time she had called him by name.

Jiang Diyun was pulled back to reality in an instant, came to his senses, held her shoulders with both hands, and pulled her away from his arms: "Do you know what you are doing." ”

She's igniting a fire.

For a normal man who has not lived in that aspect for many years, Li Mengxi's fire is not small.

Li Mengxi knelt on the edge of the bed, her head down, her hair was scattered, she could hear the anger in his tone, in the room where there was only one night light, she slowly raised her head, and her beautiful face was dark and incomprehensible.

"Is there a person living in your heart, is it Qin Sheng, I saw her today, although we are somewhat similar, but I know, you must be very clear, I am me, she is her, right."

Her voice was neither sad nor joyful, neither hurried nor slow.

He stood beside the bed, looking at her condescendingly, seemingly weak, but revealing a stubbornness like a tough grass.

"Yes."

A word came out of his mouth, crisp and crisp.

Li Mengxi felt that his eyes were so sour, how could he answer so dryly, leaving no room at all, it was really annoying.

She turned her face away, suddenly straightened up, stared at him, and asked without giving up: "Then will you choose to take her in your heart, as a memory, and accept others again?" ”

"Never thought about it."

He knew that saying this would definitely hurt her heart, but he had to say it.

Better a finger off than always aching.

Sure enough, Li Mengxi suddenly cried, undisguised, did not hold back, and cried loudly, crying while accusing: "You liar, can't you just lie to me, your heart is made of stone, I won't play with you anymore, I want to go back to Beicheng, don't stay here." ”

She sobbed and cried, crying louder and louder, so she simply sat on the bed, cross-legged and cried slowly.

Jiang Diyun was a little at a loss, and just wanted to reach out and pat her on the shoulder to comfort her, but Li Mengxi suddenly said: "Forget it, I also knew before that you had been thinking about your ex-wife, but I overestimated myself, falling out of love, it's not a big deal, it's not the first time, break up a few more times, and I'll get used to it, it's okay." ”

She comforted herself first.

Jiang Diyun really couldn't keep up with the rhythm in her head, and withdrew his hand: "I'm sorry." ”

Li Mengxi waved his hand: "You don't have to say sorry, I ate and drank with you, and I asked for another kiss just now, I took advantage of it, by the way, uncle, your kiss skills are not good at all, if there is still a chance, I will teach you next time." ”

Jiang Diyun: "......"

Li Mengxi is the only one who has no heart to comment.

"You rest early."

She wiped away her tears and stopped him: "Uncle, can you grant me a wish?" ”

Jiang Diyun hadn't asked yet, she had already hugged him: "Let me hug you, just go down." ”

What she said was really a moment, Jiang Diyun didn't have time to raise her hand to hug her back, she had already left from her arms, and smiled as when she first met: "Okay, go back to your room and sleep, I'm going to sleep too, good night." ”

Uncle, I have retired, and this retreat is a lifetime.

Jiang Diyun suddenly felt a little embarrassed, and it was also very complicated, like a ball of wool that could no longer be sorted out.

He pursed his thin lips, there was no expression on his face, and his tone was light: "Good night." ”

He turned and left the room, walking from the side of the bed to the door, a dozen steps, too short, too short for him to think through many things.

Li Mengxi sat on the bed and watched him walk out little by little, closing the door, his figure was isolated from the door, one door, two worlds.

When Jiang Diyun returned to the room, he was always a little impetuous, unable to calm down, he took a shower and took a copy of the "Prajna Heart Sutra" to read in order to calm down.

Dawn dawns.

Jiang Diyun went for a morning run as usual, and then came back to take a shower and have breakfast.

Li Mengxi's biological clock is seven o'clock, and the hour hand is at half a o'clock, Li Mengxi has not come down to eat breakfast, Jiang Diyun asked Aunt Zhang to take a look.

Aunt Zhang hurriedly went downstairs after a while: "Sir, Miss Li is gone." ”

For a moment, Jiang Diyun felt that his world was gloomy, and he immediately got up and went upstairs, his steps were calm at first, and in the end, he unconsciously accelerated.

"Li Mengxi." He unscrewed the door, and the room was empty, the bed was well folded, the morning light was shining through, the wind was raising the curtains, and it was quiet except quiet.

She said that when she went back to Beicheng, she really left like this, and she walked cleanly, freely and neatly.

Jiang Diyun has a feeling of dreaming.

Aunt Zhang spoke on the side: "Sir, do you want to make a call to Miss Li." ”

"No need."

Jiang Diyun closed the door as if he had never opened the door.

He went downstairs and sat down in the dining room, and continued to eat breakfast, as if nothing had changed.

Wu Xinyi didn't fall asleep all night when she was angry, and she received a call from Aunt Zhang early in the morning, saying that Li Mengxi was gone, and her first reaction was stunned, and then she was happy.

She just brought Qin Sheng up, Li Mengxi left so quickly, she knew it was so easy, she still needed to be angry with Li Mengxi before?

Wu Xinyi has never thanked Qin Sheng like this at this moment.

The Holy Courtyard Hotel.

Qin Sheng and Xiao Junxian used their breakfast, they didn't come back for a long time, she wanted to go to the cemetery to see her mother.

Xiao Junxian accompanied him, this was also the first time he accompanied Qin Sheng to worship his mother-in-law.

When the two arrived at the cemetery, they found that Jiang Diyun was also in the cemetery.

The two looked at each other and walked over.

Jiang Diyun noticed that someone was approaching, looked sideways, and a flash of surprise flashed in his eyes: "You are here." ”

Xiao Junxian glanced at the photo on the tombstone, that is, Jiang Diyun's mother, Jiang Xiuqin, it was a photo of Jiang Xiuqin when she was young, and she glanced over, a bit like Yao Meina, and the tenderness in her eyebrows made him suddenly understand why Xiao Zhenguo could think about it for so many years.

On the one hand, what you can't get is always the best psychology, and another point is Jiang Xiuqin herself.

"Sheng Sheng hasn't come back for a long time, so I will accompany her to see her mother-in-law."

This opportunity is rare, otherwise Qin Sheng will give birth by then, and there will be children stumbling, so I am afraid that there will be fewer chances to come back.

Jiang Diyun also suddenly remembered, so he came to the cemetery to worship his mother.

Qin Sheng first went with Xiao Junxian to worship his mother, and Qin Shaode's tomb also went to see it by the way.

Seeing Qin Sheng looking at his mother's tombstone, with reluctance and guilt in his eyes, Xiao Junxian said: "It's better for us to move my mother's grave back to Beicheng, presumably Zhou Laoquan will be happy if he knows about it." ”

Qin Sheng was very moved by this proposal, his mother was originally the Zhou family, Qin Shaode failed his mother and did not go back to the Zhou family for decades, presumably his mother also wanted to go back, after all, it was her hometown.

Qin Sheng nodded: "Okay." ”

Where she is, Mother is there.

After worshipping, Qin Sheng glanced at Jiang Diyun and touched Xiao Junxian's waist with his elbow: "Do you think he is a little weird today, as if he is out of love." ”

Jiang Diyun stood in front of the tombstone, silent, very deep.

Xiao Junxian glanced at Jiang Diyun: "When did he fall in love?" ”

This is not in love, how can it be said that it has been lovelorn?

Qin Sheng rolled his eyes: "At the birthday party last night, the girl I mentioned, didn't you notice?" ”

Xiao Junxian said solemnly: "My eyes are used to see you, and I can't see other women." ”

Qin Sheng smiled: "Don't fill me with honey." ”

"Tell me the truth."

"Okay, well, you're telling the truth."

They flew back to Beicheng in the afternoon, and when they met Jiang Diyun here, they didn't have to say goodbye.

Xiao Junxian They came by taxi, and Jiang Diyun knew that they were going to the airport, so he sent them by car.

At the airport, Jiang Diyun's eyes unconsciously glanced around, and he didn't know if Li Mengxi left by plane, and now he is gone or not.

Xiao Junxian went to get the luggage, Qin Sheng took in Jiang Diyun's expression, and asked with a smile: "Looking for someone?" ”

Jiang Diyun calmed down: "Just take a look." ”

Qin Sheng asked casually: "Where did the little girl in your mouth who didn't know the height of the sky come from?" ”

The word crutch is really right.

Jiang Diyun couldn't even find the words to refute, he did turn Li Mengxi from Beicheng to Jiangcheng.

"She should be back in the North City."

Qin Sheng suddenly realized, and the smile in his eyes deepened: "I see, I said what are you looking around, it turns out that you are really out of love." ”

Jiang Diyun corrected: "I don't have anything to do with her, she just borrowed it from me for a few months......"

Seeing the smile in Qin Sheng's eyes, Jiang Diyun felt that this was a trick, and the more he explained, the more he couldn't explain it.

"She's ten years younger than me, but she is my little sister." Jiang Diyun explained again, he didn't know whether to let Qin Sheng believe it or let himself believe it.

Qin Sheng looked at him with a smile: "You are still the same as back then, you don't show the dew, you hide everything in your heart, let others guess, fortunately Jiang Zhan didn't let you continue to teach, otherwise I should worry about where to find my daughter-in-law in the future, some daughters-in-law are willing to take the bait, and some have to spend some effort and take the initiative to pursue, when necessary, you can't have a cheeky face." ”

"You have to learn from me at this point." Xiao Junxian's voice interjected.

Qin Sheng couldn't help laughing: "You still know that you didn't have a face and no skin at the beginning, this is not ashamed, but you are proud, right?" ”

Xiao Junxian is definitely the most scoundrel she has ever seen, stalking.

"If you want that bit of face, our little padded jacket doesn't know when it will come out." Xiao Junxian raised his eyebrows at Jiang Diyun: "If you don't understand anything about flirting with girls, please feel free to consult, it's free." ”

Jiang Diyun was crying and laughing by Xiao Junxian and his wife, the best love, marriage, is probably like them.

"You two don't sprinkle sugar in front of me, and when the little padded jacket is born, I will come to Beicheng again."

Qin Sheng and Xiao Junxian didn't say much, after all, this was Jiang Diyun's business, and it was useless for others to say more.

On the first day of Li Mengxi's departure, Jiang Diyun returned home at night and habitually shouted: "Li Mengxi." ”

Aunt Zhang said, "Sir, Miss Li has already left in the morning." ”

He realized later, yes, she's gone.

The day after Li Mengxi left, Jiang Diyun didn't have any feelings or reactions.

Until she was gone for half a month, a month......

At night, or passing by the room where she once lived, she would unconsciously remember.

A person can endure the darkness until he sees the sun, and perhaps the most uncomfortable loneliness in life is not that they have never met, but that they have gained and lost, making loneliness even more desolate.