Chapter Twenty-Nine, Once Upon Once
"Na, Mo Zixuan......" opened his somewhat dizzy eyes, Xiang Qing looked at the dawn scene, and turned his head to stare at his handsome face.
Mo Zixuan seemed to be sleeping well, and the sound of even breathing knocked on her heart one by one, numb and crispy, and warm.
Xiang Qing is very strange, why even on the hard bench, that handsome man still sleeps so sweetly, like a newborn baby, so clear that people can't take their eyes off.
Why is his skin so smooth, his eyelashes are so slender and thick, compared to Mo Zixuan, she feels that she is really an ugly duckling.
His eyebrows tilted, and Mo Zixuan, who was already asleep, moved uneasily, and opened his eyes faintly in the gentle sunlight.
It turned out that it was already dawn.
"Let's go back!" Patting the dust on her body, Mo Zixuan smiled and kissed her crimson cheek, her black pupils full of tenderness.
"Huh?" Xiang Qing first touched her nose unconsciously, and then remembered, yes, I should go back, the sky is already dawning, and people in twos and threes have begun to walk this way.
"Can't you bear me?" Some numb long fingers naughtily poked her little head, and Mo Zixuan immediately stroked her long black hair, seemingly reluctant to leave.
"I ...... Not at all. Xiang Qing lowered her head, but thought in her heart, oops, I can't hide anything from this smart man.
In fact, if a boyfriend is too smart, it is not necessarily a good thing.
"Oh, that's right." Deliberately raising his voice, Mo Zixuan got up quietly, he felt the vibration in his pants pocket, and reached out and took out his mobile phone.
It's just that the phone number on the screen made him frown unconsciously, he was obviously in a good mood just now, but now there is nothing.
"Xiang Qing, I'm really leaving." The corners of his mouth picked helplessly, and Mo Zixuan's handsome face did not have a trace of reluctance, lowered his head, and stared at her crimson face carefully.
"Well, you're busy!" Biting her mouth, Xiang Qing had a sour mood in her heart, she smiled, raised her head, and squeezed out a smile at him.
"Fool, it's not like I won't come back." Mo Zixuan pinched her somewhat thin little face, he smiled lightly, although he was reluctant to leave, but there was no way.
"Oh." Xiang Qing swore that she really tried hard to hide her frustration, but, it seems, such a smart man still saw it.
"Otherwise, I'll come to you at night?" Mo Zixuan was a little funny, when would he comfort the little girl in front of him in a low voice.
"Really?" Xiang Qing raised her head suddenly, the corners of her mouth couldn't hide a smile, and she looked stupidly at the handsome man above her head.
He, is it true?
"Well, I'll come to you in the evening."
"But aren't you busy?" Xiang Qing knew that Mo Zixuan had long since stopped relying on the power of the family and had started his own business, so he was often very busy.
This is, Shen Xiaoxiao told her.
"It's okay." Mo Zixuan did not hesitate, he admitted in his heart that all the time, every moment, he always wanted to see this stupid girl.
Even, once he thought that it was absolutely impossible for him and Xiang Qing to be possible.
Mo Zixuan is gone......
Xiang Qing sat there blankly, she greedily recalled everything last night, as if it was all a sweet dream.
Last night, Mo Zixuan said a lot of things unprecedentedly, and he told her that she was an indispensable presence for him in his long life.
He said she was cute, albeit a little silly.
He said she didn't have to be afraid, he would protect her.
He also said, Xiang Qing, no matter what, I will never leave you.
Did he really promise that? Xiang Qing thought about it, her little face began to flush, she never thought that one day, Mo Zixuan would treat herself so gently.
Immersed in her own memories, the strong feeling in Xiang Qing's heart lingered for a long time, she looked up, looked at the sky that was gradually beginning to white, got up, and walked back to the dormitory.
But I don't want to......
"Xiaoxiao, what's wrong with you......" Xiang Qing returned to the dormitory, looking at the already messy place in almost disbelief, Xiaoxiao sat helplessly on the ground, and there was a layer of bits and pieces given to her by Cheng Jiaming.
"Xiang Qing, I was wrong!" The makeup on Shen Xiaoxiao's face had already been spent, and Rao no one thought that Shen Xiaoxiao, who was so happy, would be so embarrassed.
Walking forward quickly, Xiang Qing couldn't say anything, she looked at the mess everywhere she went in shock, and was so frightened that she hurriedly hugged her.
Later, Xiang Qing knew that Cheng Jiaming's mother was here, which meant that Shen Xiaoxiao and Cheng Jiaming were over again.
Xiang Qing later accompanied Shen Xiaoxiao to find Cheng Jiaming, but she found nothing, since then, whether she or Shen Xiaoxiao, no one has seen Cheng Jiaming, the man who is swaggering, but has a deep affection for Shen Xiaoxiao.
Perhaps, they have asked many people, but there is no news of Cheng Jiaming at all, some people may ask, Xiang Qing, why don't you ask Mo Zixuan?
Xiang Qing could only smile bitterly, pulling Shen Xiaoxiao, who was lost and depressed, and left.
There are always some things in the world, whether you want to or not, he will happen, and some people, whether you want to or not, he will leave.
Mo Zixuan, that's about it.
Xiang Qing will never forget that on that midsummer night, she took the Zhang Ji wonton stew she bought, and waited for a long time, it seemed to be a world so long.
Until dawn, the soup in her hand had completely dried up, Mo Zixuan, he broke his promise. He didn't come, but what did it matter?
Xiang Qing comforted herself, she thought, maybe he must be very busy, so he didn't come, so he didn't answer his call, so he disappeared for a whole week.
However, the results ......
When she stood stupidly in her strange rich area, looking at the tightly closed black door, she was dazed, crying and her throat began to breathe fire, but there was still no one to pay attention to her, they were all indifferent.
Mo Zixuan, why did he suddenly disappear, more than angry, angry, and lost, what remained in Xiang Qing's heart was more worry.
Until the arrival of a pair of black leather shoes, her expectant eyes became lost, and tears finally fell noisily.
Song Cheng said that Mo Zixuan went abroad, and he said that in the future, maybe they will never meet.
He said that Mo Zixuan asked him to tell her, Xiang Qing, I failed you, I'm sorry.
"Song Cheng, don't lie to me, I don't believe it." Going abroad, yes? Mo Zixuan wouldn't do this, he said he wouldn't leave him, not to mention, just a week, the visa wouldn't be so easy.
Xiang Qing knew that she was deceiving herself, but she still stubbornly refused to admit it, what he had clearly said, he had also said that he would not lie to her,
Who knows, Song Cheng's handsome face became more and more indifferent, he looked at Xiang Qing's little face, his brows were tightly wrinkled, and he said, Xiang Qing, you can't hurt him.
Xiang Qing cried speechlessly, she didn't understand how she hurt him, from beginning to end, she didn't ask for anything, she thought that she would live an ordinary life and live an ordinary life, but ......
Mo Zixuan, that man, he broke into his heart again and again.
"Xiang Qing, admit it, a man like Zixuan is not something you can control." Song Cheng's face softened, he understood that if Mo Zixuan saw this scene, he would definitely be soft-hearted.
"Then ......" Xiang Qing got up slowly, she never felt that other people's cynicism was so harsh and ugly, she stubbornly raised her head, Xiang Qing wiped away her tears, and said with a smile, "Please tell him that I don't want to see him again in my life." ”
Under the sun, Song Cheng looked at his limping and swaying figure, and felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, Xiang Qing, why don't you understand.
Everyone has their own helplessness.
The palms of her hands were already bloody, Xiang Qing smiled bitterly, looked at the rich area with villas halfway up the mountainside, and threw away the memories fiercely, strangely, she suddenly felt that she had woken up from a dream.
Mo Zixuan, no matter how helpless you are, you shouldn't turn around and leave so resolutely, I'm not afraid to face difficulties with you, but what I'm most afraid of is that I have always been an existence for you.
Shen Xiaoxiao looked at Xiang Qing, whose personality became more and more dull, her brows became more and more deep, she had a lot of worries, but she couldn't let go of Xiang Qing, her good friend.
She knew that when Xiang Qing was finished, her heart was already dead the moment Mo Zixuan threw it down.
The great sorrow experienced after the great joy is often more hurtful than wearing intestinal poison.
Obviously not the people of the same world, although they were put together by a coincidence of fate, the result, obviously, is a tragedy.
I am like this, and Xiang Qing is the same.
…… Dividing line ......
When she was young, Xiang Qing did the bravest and stupidest thing she ever did, that is, she met Mo Zixuan, secretly liked it, and in the end, she couldn't extricate herself.
In those long years, Xiang Qing would think of Mo Zixuan more than once, who was handsome and noble, but completely separated from him by the entire ocean, but it was useless.
Her days just continued peacefully, and in the years that Mo Zixuan left, Xiang Qing became more taciturn, and she decided not to fantasize anymore.
In fact, thinking about it later, she didn't seem to know anything about Mo Zixuan, and even when her excuse for self-deception was unraveled, she finally understood that Mo Zixuan had nothing but those days, that night, and the moments of contact.
Later, Xiang Qing, like most people, faced the upcoming senior year, she was busy every day, she would never think about the meaning of these busyness, she just felt that it was over.
Perhaps, only after truly understanding what is going on, will people truly awaken.
It's not so much a downturn, but just finding a path that suits you.
The past, the past full of youth, has long been in the past and turned into ashes, and the current Xiang Qing is no longer so naïve.
After graduating, she really realized that her previous self was really stupid, and from that cruel reality, she understood that they were really impossible.