387. (25) I know you don't want to see me

In the end, she raised her strength and called out his name again: "Su Jingchu, I also want to forgive you, and I am also reluctant to let us be happy at this time, but ......"

Taking a deep breath, she clutched her heart and said, "But I think it hurts here, and I can't get past my own level." ”

Fu Yao said to me, everything is just a thought, I also feel that everything is just a thought, I can wronged myself and choose not to care, but I can't accept that person is Yao Min! I can't help but mind! ”

Specifically, Fu Xue herself can't say the reason, why Yao Min just can't.

Maybe it's because she doesn't like Yao Min, or even hates it, so Su Jingchu can have a relationship with anyone, but not with her.

She knew that it was personal emotions and personal grievances that were angering, but so far, she really couldn't ignore it.

In the end, Fu Xue said: "Let's calm down with each other, let's separate for a while for the time being, and I will move out." ”

As she spoke, she opened the car door and wanted to get out of the car, but was dragged back by Su Jingchu.

He dragged her with one hand, clasped the car door with the other, closed the car door, and the whole person was on top of her.

After closing the door, he didn't get out of the way, but continued to maintain that posture.

His breath dissipated in her ears, burning her nerves and making her body tense.

There was an urgent emotion rolling in her body, which made her heart beat chaotically, hot and bloody, boiling and burning at the same time.

His kiss began to spread from the root of her ear, and when he touched it, it was dry fire.

Knowing that she should run away, but with nowhere to vent her bitterness and burning pain, she forced herself to reach out and hug him tightly.

The tears became more and more turbulent, she thought, she was really squeamish by him, and she had become so stingy, if she had been before, she would never have shed tears in front of him.

She thought, people, it is really not tolerable to take care of and enjoy, just like the truth that it is easy to go from thrift to luxury, and it is difficult to go from luxury to thrift.

After a short period of sinking, Fu Xue, who came back to his senses, finally rejected him ruthlessly.

But he didn't allow her refusal, and Su Jingchu was also full of anger and pain and wanted to vent.

He didn't even know what was going on, he had an extra daughter out of thin air, he felt wronged, and inexplicably, his adopted daughter became his own daughter.

When he first found out about this, he actually didn't believe it, even if he got the first paternity test, even if it was clearly written that he and the sprouts were father and daughter, he still didn't believe it.

He felt that there must be something wrong with this, and someone wanted to mess with him, so he did a second and third paternity test.

However, the result was the same, and at this moment, he finally had to give up.

During this time, this incident was like a boulder pressing on his heart, making him breathless.

He was anxious every day, for fear that Fu Xue would find something, and every time he went back to see the little bean sprouts, his mood was complicated.

originally thought that he would not have children in his life, but suddenly had a daughter, other men might be happy, but he Su Jingchu couldn't be happy.

Even sometimes, for a moment, he really wanted to throw the sprouts out, as if it would be safe, Fu Xue would not know anything, and he would not find anything.

But apparently, that's not a realistic thing.

Su Jingchu kissed her domineeringly, painful and sad, and the pain in his heart was vented by him in this way.

Obviously, she had the opportunity to speak, but Fu Xue pursed her lips and didn't squeak at all, but refused to act in action.

Regardless of her mood, Hu Stirring Wild Probed into her mouth, and his hand was not idle.

The palm he attached to the face was very forceful, making people lose control, and his body was paralyzed and weak, like a dou who couldn't be helped.

I thought he would go all the way to the end, but I didn't want him to stop suddenly.

His cheek was buried in the socket of her neck, and she heard his hoarse voice whisper in her ear:

"This time, even I don't know what's going on, and somehow I have an extra daughter."

"I don't know if it's that day." After a pause, he said, "That incident has always been a doubt in my heart. ”

After another pause, he continued: "That time I was on a business trip, and I drank a little too much at the dinner, but I knew that I was sent back to the hotel by my assistant, but when I woke up, I obviously felt that something was wrong. ”

The next words seemed a little difficult to speak, and he hesitated for a while before he said, "When I woke up, I found a used condom in my room. ”

That night was a mess for Su Jingchu, it stands to reason that if a person is drunk like mud, what else can he do except know that he sleeps like a dead man?

He can't even tell the difference between the southeast and the northwest, and he can't wait to sleep to death, what else can he do?

But that night he seemed to have a spring dream, and what was even more shocking was that the next day he found a used pregnancy avoidance condom on the bed, and the white liquid in it was understandable without thinking about it.

This is what surprised Su Jingchu the most, a drunk person, in that situation, even knew how to use that thing?

Fu Xue was very quiet, he knew that Su Jingchu was not a casual person, he had always been restrained, if it wasn't for special circumstances, he wouldn't have lost his head.

But hearing him say this at this time, she did not feel relaxed, nor did she feel happy.

She didn't look at him, her voice was faint, and she couldn't hear any emotion: "It's better for us to be apart for some time." ”

Her words made Su Jingchu very painful, he buried it in her neck, feeling that something was slowly lost from the bottom of his heart, which made him unbearable pain.

He feels unfair, he feels depressed, he doesn't feel that he is at fault, and even feels that he is also wronged, he has nowhere to redress his grievances, and he has nowhere to say his suffering, but this kind of thing is not something that can be forgiven and tolerated by these things.

In the end, Su Jingchu still didn't stop, he continued this matter and carried it out to the end.

The sound of ambiguous voices dissipated endlessly in the night, and under the dim street lamps, I saw the car swinging on the left, right, and right.

When Fu Xue opened her eyes the next day, she saw that she was the only one on the big bed at home, the other side of the bed was clean and tidy, and obviously no one had slept with her.

She only vaguely remembered that she was sent by Su Jingchu, and she couldn't remember what happened after that in a daze.

She stared blankly at the ceiling for a long time, until suddenly there was a sound of the door opening in the room, her eyes moved slightly, and then she saw Su Jingchu appear in sight.

Afraid that Fu Xue would be angry and that she wouldn't want to see him, he said, "I'll just come back and get two changes of clothes and leave immediately." ”

Fu Xue wanted to ask him where he was going, was he going on a business trip? But when the words came to her mouth, she still endured it and didn't say anything.

As if seeing what she was going to ask, Su Jingchu said: "I know you may not even want to see me recently, I'll go to live in the company." ”

Her eyelashes flickered, but she didn't squeak.

Seeing that she didn't mean to take care of herself, Su Jingchu didn't continue, and turned around to pack her luggage.

It wasn't until she heard the sound of the door closing that her eyelashes trembled again, and then she opened her eyes, only to see that he had long been absent from the empty room, so her heart was empty, and her hands could not lift their strength.

Fu Xue felt a headache, she stared blankly at the ceiling for a while, and then fell asleep in a daze.

Then she was woken up by a phone call, and the phone was called by Fu Yao, asking if she was okay.

Perhaps she was afraid that she would be upset, so she asked cautiously, as if she was afraid of touching her sadness.

Her throat was a little sore, and her voice was hoarse: "I'm fine, it's okay, don't worry, I just feel tired, I feel tired, and I'll be fine after sleeping." ”

After hanging up the phone, she fell asleep again.

She slept very tired this night, as if she couldn't wake up, hot and cold, and her head was heavy.

For a while, she felt as if she was stepping on soft cotton, and it was like flying in the air, and in a trance, she seemed to hear Su Jingchu's voice.

He called her anxiously and nervously.

"Ahh

"Let's bear with it a little longer, we'll be in the hospital soon," he said. ”

He said: "I know you are uncomfortable, I know you are in pain, bear with it a little longer, soon, it will soon pass." ”

For the fastest update to read error-free, please visit: com mobile phone please visit: