Chapter 50: Knowing and Giving Up
When Tang Luoran repeated those words of encouragement over and over again, although the pregnant woman had no way to respond, the little bit of recovered pulse clearly told her that the pregnant woman could hear it.
Even though you're in a coma, you can still hear her voice, right?
There was no time to think about anything else, Tang Luoran was wholeheartedly devoted to this operation, and the people standing around him didn't even dare to come out, let alone say anything to disturb.
About four hours passed, and when her waist was already stiff, the operation was finally completed.
The child was taken out before he could suffocate, but did not cry.
The assistant suddenly panicked, hugged the child, and looked at Tang Luoran worriedly, hoping that she could give a solution.
"Give it to me." In a few short words, it is very reassuring, Tang Luoran took the baby with a blue face, lifted the dry towel wrapped around him, and without hesitation, she turned the child upside down, grabbed the child's legs with one hand, and patted the back with the other.
No one was so frightened that their faces turned pale, especially Song Jiajia, who pretended to rush up and try to stop her, "How can you do this to the child?" ”
"What do I do, it's your turn to speak?" Raising his eyes calmly, Tang Luoran glanced at her expressionlessly.
Song Jiajia was speechless for a moment, took a few steps back, gritted her teeth in anger but was helpless.
It turned out that what Tang Luoran did was not meaningless, she patted it for a while, and the child spit out the dirt stuck in his throat, and his face gradually turned from iron blue to crimson.
After catching his breath, the child finally cried loudly, and Tang Luoran held him in his arms, looking at the little guy in his arms, with tenderness between his eyebrows and eyes.
Everyone breathed a sigh of relief, and the assistant came over and took the child from Tang Luoran's hands.
After cleaning the child, the nurse carried the child out, Tang Luoran turned her back to the door of the operating room, she was now more concerned about the patient lying on the operating table than the child.
As she approached the young mother, the cry of her patient's husband was heard behind her, not sad, but too happy to know how to express it.
How long she persevered, and what kind of mental journey she endured outside the operating room, she thought that only the patient's husband himself knew.
The only thing that is certain is that his anxious mood must have reached his wife's ears.
Coming back to his senses and looking down at the pale patient, Tang Luoran smiled indifferently, reached out to hold her cold fingertips, and stroked it carefully, "I really envy you, I feel so sorry for your husband." ”
And she, nothing.
She couldn't stay here for too long, or she would really lie down here, nearly eight hours of non-stop work had made her already tired body even more overwhelmed, and she knew that her physical strength had reached its limit.
After hurriedly washing her hands and drying them, Tang Luoran turned around and left the operating room, she walked in a hurry, and she didn't care that the few doctors and nurses behind her who had offended her just now were still bowing to her, and did a deep review, "Doctor Tang, I'm sorry!" ”
Tang Luoran didn't care about their attitudes, she never looked back.
Of course, even if she didn't look back, she knew that among so many people, except for the personal assistant who kept up, only Song Jiajia did not bow her head, because she was not willing to admit defeat at all.
She thought that this would stimulate Tang Luoran, but unfortunately, Tang Luoran was not surprised at all.
The distance from the operating room to the lounge was not long, but Tang Luoran felt that after a long time, she felt that her strength was lost little by little, replaced by a heavy feeling like lead.
Obviously, when she was in the operating room just now, she didn't feel anything.
Sighing silently, Tang Luoran had already walked to the end of the corridor, she turned a corner, and who knew that she would hit a wall of flesh head-on.
When did she walk so dazed?
Thinking subconsciously, Tang Luoran was physically exhausted, her center of gravity was unstable, and she fell backwards, but fortunately, the person standing in front of her and bumped into her reached out to hold her waist in time, so that she could avoid falling.
"Thank you......" After Tang Luoran stabilized his heels, he immediately thanked the other party, and looked up at the other party - it turned out to be Jiang Hanchen!
How did he end up here?
Seeing her suspicious face, Jiang Hanchen smiled softly, and he explained softly, "I heard that the operation was over, so I wanted to see how you were." ”
His words are somewhat ambiguous and difficult to fathom.
As for whether he cares about Tang Luoran or the result of Tang Luoran's operation, only he knows.
Out of instinct, Tang Luoran didn't answer, she simply pretended not to hear.
It's just that the atmosphere is still uncontrollably developing in an ambiguous and awkward direction.
Seeing this, the assistant behind him quickly disappeared from front of them with a lame reason, leaving the two of them standing awkwardly at the corner of the corridor, looking at each other, the wind whistling in their ears.
The hospital is full of people, and if others see their current posture, they will inevitably gossip.
In order to prevent this from happening, Jiang Hanchen couldn't help but take her to his personal lounge, which can only be regarded as a real private space.
As soon as he entered, he made her lie down on the bed, which made her a little baffled.
"After working eight hours straight without even eating in a hangover, I think you should be exhausted." Jiang Hanchen explained with a chuckle as he spoke, taking the lunch box from the table to the bedside table.
Tang Luoran suddenly had some doubts, obviously as the vice president and the attending surgeon, the workload of the day was definitely not less than her, but he always looked very relaxed.
To be honest, it's a little unpleasant to watch.
But she doesn't want to dwell on this issue now, what she needs most is to get some sleep first.
Since Jiang Hanchen's attitude was already so clear, Tang Luoran didn't need to be polite to him, just lay down on the bed, rubbed his flat shoes to the ground, nestled in the quilt, and closed his eyes.
No matter how tired you are, you can't fall asleep so quickly.
"Thank you for worrying so much about me, I'm so sorry." In a daze, she muttered, slurred, unsure if he would understand.
She opened her eyes, only to see Jiang Hanchen chuckling and shaking his head, his smile always gave people the feeling that he was very gentle.
Seeing that he wanted to speak and stopped, Tang Luoran simply turned sideways and looked at him, anyway, she didn't plan to really fall asleep here, she would be able to get off work later, and she was not in a hurry at this time.
"What do you want to ask? Just ask. She whispered, smiling indifferently.
Unexpectedly, she would see through his mind at a glance, Jiang Hanchen was a little overwhelmed for a while, but he quickly calmed down again, he hesitated for a moment, but still chose to answer the truth, "You look like you've cried." ”
A sentence made her heart chuckle inexplicably and fall to the bottom.
She did cry, when she drank with Zheng Xiaoying last night, she remembered that she shed tears, and when she was operating on a patient just now, she also felt it inexplicably.
I have never cried like this in the past, but now I live a life of washing my sorrow with tears.
It's too sad.
"You can see this, you are so powerful, I think you can guess that I am crying for the matter of Fu Zichen and Yin Zi, I also know that I shouldn't, but I can't help it, I can't let it go." Now that it has been exposed, she simply admits it.
Jiang Hanchen listened patiently, and he was happy to be the object of her confiding.
And Tang Luoran is just too lazy to hide, the rumors about her from the outside world are spreading, what else does she not know about others?
Maybe even if she stood up and told the truth, no one would want to believe her.
She smiled bitterly, lightly opened her thin lips, and continued, "But now I can see it, especially when I see that the two pregnant women who underwent surgery today learned that their husbands were waiting outside the door, I figured it out." ”
A child cannot live without a father, his previous generation has already become unhappy because of your rivalry, there is no reason for his generation to suffer from the previous generation, no one has the right to impose pain on him.
Yin Zi also needs someone to wait outside the operating room to have more hope of survival.
And this person must be Fu Zichen.
"So I will definitely divorce Fu Zichen, even if he doesn't want to, I must divorce, I can't let the child suffer, I'm also tired, dragging my tired body to live like this, I don't know how long I can go." She said, her heart sour.
Fortunately, she was sideways, so Jiang Hanchen didn't notice her emotions.
The look that flowed on his handsome face at the moment was neither sympathy nor embarrassment.
It's a relief for no reason.
Before he had time to think deeply, Tang Luoran closed his eyes and fell into endless darkness.
She wished she could never wake up.
In Jiang Hanchen's office, Tang Luoran fell asleep in a daze, and Jiang Hanchen also left the office later, and did not forget to close the door for her.
She didn't sleep long and woke up just in time for the end of work.
Subconsciously breathed a sigh of relief, Tang Luoran hurriedly sat up and put on her shoes, she didn't want Fu Zichen to be suspicious, thinking that she was having a tryst with another man outside, not afraid, but just not wanting to cause trouble.
Ten minutes didn't make her tiredness relieve much, but she casually turned her head and saw a mirror hanging on the wall, and her haggard self in the mirror, Tang Luoran couldn't even believe that it was her own appearance.
When did you become so emaciated?
She didn't even realize it at all, and thought that she looked no different from usual, at most, the dark circles under her eyes were a little heavier, but she didn't expect her face to be so pale.
In this way, it is no wonder that Jiang Hanchen is so worried about her.
In desperation, in order not to give others the opportunity to point fingers at her, Tang Luoran took out a lipstick from her entourage bag, adding a touch of red to her pale lips, and she looked really energetic.
Although she doesn't like to wear makeup very much, it's good to use lipstick once in a while to replenish her complexion.
After walking out of the office, Tang Luoran walked quickly, her shawl long hair swayed slightly with her rhythmic steps, and her back was very attractive, but people didn't dare to approach easily.
When she took the elevator to the underground parking lot, she had time to take out her mobile phone and call the maid at home - when she was on duty this morning, in order to make it easier for her to come before Fu Zichen, she specially asked the maid in charge of the number for the number.
"Has Fu Zichen arrived home?" As soon as the phone was connected, Tang Luoran opened his mouth and asked.
It's not so much that she doesn't want to be blamed by him, it's better that she doesn't want to meet him, anyway, every meeting is rare and unpleasant, and it's better not to meet in the first place.
On the other hand, she didn't want to be shaken every time she saw him.
The other party reacted for a moment before hurriedly responding to her, "Mr. Fu said that he didn't go home so soon tonight, saying that he had something to deal with, may I ask Mrs. Fu if you have something to do?" ”
"It's okay, I'll be home later, goodbye." Hanging up the phone, her tense nerves finally relaxed, her shoulders drooped, and Tang Luoran was obviously relieved.
However, she also knows that she still has to face it - she has to divorce Fu Zichen no matter what.
If he doesn't want to, then she can only go through legal channels.
was distracted for a while, and he didn't even hear the mobile phone ringing in his hand, until the elevator door opened, and the reflected self on the door disappeared on both sides of the door, Tang Luoran reacted, hurriedly picked up the phone, and walked out of the elevator.
The sound of flat shoes rubbing on the ground was much different from the sound of high heels on the ground, which made her a little unaccustomed. She subconsciously turned her head to look behind her, making sure there was no one else here but her.
Because of her hurry, she didn't even have time to look at the call number, and when she reacted, the other party had already spoken, "Doctor Tang, have you gone home now?" ”
The gentle voice and polite attitude immediately reminded people of Jiang Hanchen.
is the only one who can be called truly gentle and elegant, and he will never lose any grace in his gestures.
"Yes, I'm off work now, I don't know what's going on with the vice dean?" responded politely, Tang Luoran still called him the vice president, after all, they can't even be called friends now, at most it is the relationship between the boss and his subordinates.
She didn't have any special thoughts about Jiang Hanchen, and as for what he thought, it didn't matter to her at all.
She didn't care.
Tang Luoran's words made it clear that Jiang Hanchen dispelled the idea of letting her work overtime, but in fact, he didn't intend to ask a person who was too tired to work overtime, that was simply abuse.
couldn't help but chuckle, his laughter was hearty but not out of shape, which made people feel warm.