For a while, I was so stunned and stunned, struggling to advance or retreat.

Look at him again, his eyes are looking straight ahead, and he is spitting out smoke rings without a match, and his posture is comfortable and leisurely. All of a sudden, I hated it! I'd rather he scold me angrily, or just explain to me whether it's loose or together, no matter how sad and sad I am, just cry for a while.

But he just has to be so cold, and then appear in front of me from time to time, what's the matter? I did something wrong, I shouldn't have been so close to Zhao Yu over and over again, but that was the person who saved my life, what do you want me to be cruel to others?

Besides, Zhao Yu and I have never done anything out of the ordinary, didn't even Duan Muqing himself say it, people who really understand you will even understand what you want to say, how can it make you speechless?

I thought that even if the whole world would misunderstand me, he wouldn't. I thought he was the person who knew me best, but now I know that I was wrong!

Maybe in the past, I was ignorant and had never experienced marriage, and I would still want to grovel and continue to admit my mistakes, and then lower my posture resignedly.

But now, I won't.

I've loved it, but I'm afraid of it!

Women, learn to bow their heads appropriately, that is gentleness, but they will always only bow their heads, which is cowardice.

I've already paid a terrible price for the latter, and I don't want to repeat it.

Thinking of this, I clenched my fists and plucked up my courage and said, "Mu Qing, I know you've been avoiding me lately. I know why. I have a clear conscience about the events of that night, and I have not done anything to be sorry for you. Zhao Yu saved my life, I really can't just watch him jump into the fire pit. When I accompanied Director Fu to socialize, I saw Xiaoya, and it was Xiaoya who took me to find Zhao Yu. In the days when he disappeared, he had been racing black cars with people in the underground car market. ”

He listened quietly, not saying a word.

I continued, "I stopped him and took him home. It was too late at that time, and after letting him lie down first, he said that he didn't want to be alone like that anymore, and then he wouldn't be able to sleep. To be honest, I know that feeling better than anyone else, just such a person, struggling to survive until dawn. ”

After a pause, I continued, "So I sat next to him and talked to him for a while, and then I fell asleep in a daze. When I woke up, I opened the door and saw you. I know I've made you angry, and I know any man would be angry. But why don't you give me a chance to explain! ”

I looked at him blankly, "It's okay to just leave without saying a word, I regard it as a punishment for me, and I have a good reflection." But after you've been gone for so many days and come back, why do you still look so cold? I'd rather you scold me, call me, hate me, than be as silent as an iceberg like this. ”

He tilted his head, his gaze still not on me.

I sighed heavily, "Muqing, do you remember what I told you on the night we went on a business trip together?" In fact, I am a person with low self-esteem, and I can't learn how to love someone. I also told you that falling in love with someone like me is bound to be painful. Now you know? I didn't lie to you! Frankly, I'm thinking a lot about it alone these days. The more I thought about it, the more I felt that you could either just tell me what I should do, or just moderate a little bit and give me this chance to save our relationship. If you continue to be so cold, there is really nothing I can do! ”

I shook my head, "You can see through me at a glance without any effort, but even if I try my best, I can't guess the slightest bit of your thoughts." It's not that I don't want to redeem it, it's that I can't do anything about it. If you are like this, as long as your face sinks, I feel so scared! Really, it's scary! I'm afraid you'll leave me at any time, I'm afraid you'll never pay attention to me again! But even if you do, I want you to be honest with me. I don't blame you, and I want to thank you for making my life as warm and happy as living in heaven these days. ”

Seeing that he was still silent, I closed my eyes sadly, took a deep breath, and when I slowly opened my eyes, I suddenly made up my mind, "If you have completely died to me, we ...... Let's separate. ”

As soon as those words came out, I was shocked.

However, it was difficult to recover from the water.

Besides, those words that were blurted out without too much thought may be more representative of my truest heart at this time.

Hearing this, I could feel him stiffen obviously, and the cigarette that was about to be handed to his mouth paused, but then, he slowly put the cigarette into his mouth again, inhaled heavily, and after a few seconds, the white mist came out of his mouth softly, and the tears in my eyes also came out of my eyes.

"Muqing, I'm sorry...... Thank you. I said with difficulty, bowed my head, quickly let the tears drip down, and then gently wiped my face.

Somehow, I suddenly didn't want the man in front of me to see my vulnerability.

Not that I don't want to, but that I can't.

I looked up, stared straight at him, then turned my head and took a heavy, determined step.

Just as I had barely taken a few steps, he called out to me.

My heart beat up suddenly, and I turned around with hope in my eyes, only to see him casually spit out a cigarette, and then asked indifferently, "What are you going to do about the project?" ”

Falling from heaven to hell in an instant, it turns out that it only takes one sentence to really.

I smiled meaninglessly, "I won't bother you with this... End total. ”

After saying that, I stubbornly turned my head, and then as soon as I took a step, tears welled up. I tried my best to straighten my back, and I tried to keep my steps smooth, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't hold back the tears that flowed from the bottom of my heart.

Gradually, my eyes were blurred with tears and I was about to lose sight, and I hurriedly quickened my steps. Finally, before it completely collapsed, it came to a corner. I quickly flashed over, crouched down, covered my mouth tightly, and tears rained down.

After crying like this for a few minutes, I heard the faint sound of footsteps in my ears, and it was supposed that he was going back.

Then, I was still humbly imagining, would he know that I was actually hiding around the corner crying sadly, and then came over in distress and pulled me up, and then hugged me tightly into his arms?

However, the footsteps gradually faded away, until at last I was completely gone, and I sat limply on the ground, crying in despair......

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By the time I went to the bathroom to clean myself up and returned to the office, it was already afternoon. I still didn't have any appetite before I ate the rice, and after taking a glass of water and drinking it, I gently stroked my chest and comforted myself that everything would pass.

I looked at my phone again, shook my head, and remembered his last words, I clenched my fists tightly, thinking that I had to take this project down no matter what, I didn't want to be looked down upon by him!

I can't even forget what his expression was when he asked this, but at the time, I just felt like he was questioning.

Questioning me, I can't do anything without him!

I paced back and forth, thought and thought, and finally nodded with determination, and then began to prepare the relevant contract materials.

With the contract, I went home and changed into a more charming dress, and after dressing up carefully, I looked at the time, and rushed over at this time, just right!

Stopping the car to the hotel, I looked up at the luxurious building and let out a deep sigh.

Come on!

I was secretly cheering myself up in the bottom of my heart.

While waiting for the elevator, I took a closer look at my outfit through the reflective mirror of the elevator.

Not bad! It's fascinating!

I nodded in satisfaction.

At this time, I saw a familiar figure through the mirror. At that moment, I really thought I was dazzled.

How could he be here?

I turned around in surprise, and he was literally standing behind me. Seeing that I was looking at him blankly, he walked towards me with a smile.

After the two of them stood side by side, I opened my mouth, but I didn't know what to say. And he kept staring at the elevator mirror in front of him.

Perhaps, through there, he can see all my panic and helplessness at the moment! I thought to myself.

But why should I panic?

Thinking of this, I raised my head and looked straight ahead, staring at the mirror as he was staring into the mirror.

His face was calm.

At this time, the elevator door clanged, and a father and son came out, the father looked at us apologetically, and patted the child's head angrily, and the child stuck out his tongue.

I didn't know what was going on for a while, but when I walked in, I realized that the little kid actually pressed the elevator button all the way from the 1st floor to the 20th floor!

I glanced hatefully in the direction they were leaving, and then turned back to look at Duan Muqing, who had already walked in beside me. He stood motionless, his face indifferent.

I pressed the button and the elevator doors closed.

So, the elevator opened and ran up every time it reached the floor.

Every time the door opened, my heart tightened. I thought to myself, what the hell is he trying to do here? Come and see me in trouble, or come to help me? No, no, no! Perhaps, he just happened to pass by to run errands?

The elevator door, just like my heart at the moment, one step at a time, is straight.

When the elevator door cracked open again, I felt the person next to me seem to move.

!!