Chapter 236: It's better to miss each other than to be nostalgic
"I'm fine." Wei Weiyi shook her head gently, pulled out her wrist and continued to walk forward until the cold water overflowed her knees, she stopped and shouted loudly and hysterically, "Duan Xuchu, I don't love you anymore!" Duan Xuchu, I don't love you anymore.......", over and over again, the man she loved with her life, at the moment when she shouted that she didn't love him, every word seemed to be emptying her life.
A few years later, she and Duan Xu initially fell in love and said that they broke up in the sea, and now she is also using this way, which is also the last time, she thinks she will not like the sea in the future.
Wei Wei exhausted his strength, shouted hoarsely, tears welled up in his eyes, mixed with the sea water splashed on his face, his long hair flew away and his face was pale, and his thin body was shaky, as if he would be swallowed by the waves at any moment.
"The only one!" Pei Yanqiao suddenly hugged Wei Weiyi from behind, imprisoning Wei Weiyi's body that was about to slip into the sea water domineeringly on his hard and hot chest, his thin lips kissed Wei Weiyi's hair, his breath was hot and sultry, and whispered in Wei Weiyi's ear, "Wei Weiyi, I love you, I love you very much......."
Wei Wei shook his head.
That man used to hug her so tightly, and he used to say lingering and emotional words, but their lives were not halfway through, they once swore that even if they died, they would not give up on her, and they once promised to protect her with their lives, and he let go of himself so easily, she didn't hate him, but her heart was like ashes, and she no longer believed in the so-called true love in this world.
"I'm sorry." Wei Wei was held by Pei Yanqiao, but her whole body was cold and stiff, "It's not that I don't give you a chance, but I don't think I can do it in my life, I won't fall in love with any man again in the future, I will use the rest of my time to make up for it, I owe her too much in the past few years." ”
Pei Yanqiao's heart hurt as if he had been cut with a blunt knife, his muscles tensed for a long time before he relaxed, and he took Wei Wei into his arms more firmly, and he said with a smile on his lips and indifferently: "It's okay, you don't have to love me, as long as you allow me to love you, it's enough." I will spend my whole life taking care of you and you and giving you all my love. ”
Wei Weiyi's shoulders trembled, and he shook his head with a wry smile, "Why do you waste your mind on me? Yanqiao, you deserve a better woman. ”
"But I only want you, my heart is with you, and I can't take it back. ....... one by one" Pei Yanqiao's voice was hoarse, buried his head in Wei's only hair, and sniffed the fragrance on her body deeply, "Don't push me away, let me protect you for the rest of your life." ”
Wei Wei only felt the change in Pei Yanqiao's mood, she bit her lip, after all, she still couldn't bear to hurt such an infatuated man again, she turned around and held Pei Yanqiao's arm, "I'm fine, go back and see Nannan!" ”
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Nan Nan still locked herself in the bedroom, Wei Wei was really worried that something would happen to such a young child, so she asked Dr. Zhou to forcibly open the door.
The room here is not as warm as Duan Xuchu's residence, and in such a cold weather, Nannan sat on the ground and cried all the time, and when Dr. Zhou carried Nannan to the bed, he found that the child had a high fever and even passed out, and Dr. Zhou hurriedly gave Nannan injections and infusions.
Although Nan Nan didn't know how to speak in the past few years, Duan Xuchu took care of Nan Nan too well, with no more than three colds and fevers, and got sick just a few days after following Wei Wei, Wei Wei was both distressed and self-blaming, sitting at the head of the bed and stroking Nan Nan's face.
Really speaking, she is blind and can't see things, but the child takes more care of her: when she eats, she will serve her vegetables, rice, and soup, and when she gets up in the morning, she will bring her clothes, guide her how to dress, and will always hold her hand when she walks, reminding her not to fall........ In comparison, she has been hurting herself and feeling sorry for herself, saying that she will take good care of her, but in fact she has not done it.
Nan Nan is right, she is not a good mother, how can she seek death and life for the sake of a relationship that has ended? How could he not accept the antidote and give up treatment to fend for himself because he was disappointed in Duan Xuchu?
She's too headstrong.
She is not alone, she can't just care about her children's affection, and live for herself.
Duan Xuchu hoped that she would live well, Nan Nan needed her, Pei Yanqiao wanted to take her out, and Dr. Zhou accompanied her here, also hoping that she would let go of everything in the past and start over....... She hasn't lost everything, and there are so many people who care and love her.
"I'm sorry." Wei Wei clenched Nannan's little hand, tears fell, "Mom has only cared about her emotions in the past few days, ignoring Nannan, and she will never be again." You get better quickly, don't let mom worry about ......"
Fortunately, there were several professional doctors, and after the fever subsided, she slept for a few hours, woke up at 11 o'clock in the evening, opened her eyes and called out in a daze, "Mom." ”
Wei Wei always stayed by the bedside, and immediately responded when he heard it, "Nan, mom is here." She reached out to hug Nannan, and the tears in her eyes fell down again, "Nannan, are you awake?" You're scared your mom to death....... I'm sorry, mom was wrong. I don't want to stay here, so let's move to a beach tomorrow, okay? ”
Nan Nan was still struggling at first, but when she saw Wei Wei crying, she hugged Wei Wei's neck, drilled into Wei Wei's soft chest, and asked vaguely with sobs: "Then will Mom and Dad still be together?" I watch TV, even if I get divorced, I will remarry. ”
Wei Wei was speechless.
In fact, she and Duan Xuchu were not married at all, so how could they talk about remarriage? It's just that she was unmarried and pregnant, gave birth to a nannan, and the child has grown so big, she still hasn't walked to the palace of marriage with Duan Xuchu.
There are many such cases in society.
"I know Dad loves Mom very much, but what about you, Mom?" Nan Nan raised her head from Wei Weiyi's arms, her eyes were full of tears under the light, pure and clear, "Mom, do you still love Dad?" ”
"I ......," Wei Wei said.
She loves Duan Xuchu, but she wants to give up and stop loving.
Nan Nan kept staring at Wei Wei with dark eyes, quietly and innocently waiting for Wei Weiyi's answer.
Wei Wei was so confused that he was at a loss when Dr. Zhou pushed open the door and came in, "Miss Wei, Mr. Duan has called." ”
Wei Wei trembled, and it took a long time before she let go of Nannan, took the phone and put it to her ear, and did not speak immediately, Duan Xuchu over there called her in a low voice as usual, "Weiwei? ”
The five fingers of Wei Wei's other hand curled up and trembled, and Nan Nan climbed up to her knee at this time, lying on her shoulder and listening together, Wei Wei had no choice but to calmly respond to a word, "Hmm." ”
"In the afternoon, I heard Li Ao say that Nan Nan was looking for me, but I called Nan Nan, and her mobile phone may be out of battery and has been turned off. I had just come back from outside and called Dr. Zhou to find out that Nan Nan was sick. ”
Duan Xuchu's voice was gentle, as if they were not separated, and there was no hysterical quarrel and goodbye that night, everything was as usual, and he still had this attitude towards her: gentle and low words, patient explanations, and natural worry and care....... Everything, Wei Wei Wei can't resist.
She wanted to question him, or say a few sarcastic words coldly, hang up the phone and ignore him, but she endured it, she couldn't do it, and fine sweat broke out in her clenched palms.
Wei Wei tried his best to say calmly: "It's okay, you don't have to worry." There should have been a sentence "You and Pei Yanjie should rest early", but her heart was as sore as a knife, and she couldn't say it when she was stuck in her throat for a long time.
"It's okay." On the phone side of the phone, Duan Xuchu put one hand in the pocket of his pants, his tall and majestic figure stood in front of a glass wall, it was snowing heavily outside, and his left hand side was the Christmas tree a few years ago, and when he spoke to Wei Wei, his eyes were on the Christmas tree, and his voice became more and more gentle, "Don't blame yourself too much, it's common for children to get sick, and she has been living with me all these years, so she will rely on me more, you have known Nan Nan for a short time, and I don't know her preferences and temper very well." Since I have handed over the girl to you, I believe that you, as a mother, will take good care of her. ”
He knew what she was thinking, and he didn't blame her for ignoring Nannan, such an inclusive and empathetic man, Wei Wei couldn't complain, let alone hate, only a heart kept twitching, it hurt so much that she couldn't breathe, and the words she made were so difficult, "Hmm." ”
Duan Xuchu was silent, silent for a while, each other heard each other's shallow breathing, and the atmosphere was very good, but Duan Xuchu waited for a long time, and Wei Wei didn't say a word.
Duan Xu's heart was lost, but after all, he just smiled silently and bitterly, and his words were gentle and calm, "Let Nan Nan say a few words to me." ”
Nan Nan didn't wait for Wei Wei to give her a hand-picked hand, she took it herself first, but she called Duan Xuchu very aggrievedly, "Dad, Nan Nan is sick and very uncomfortable." ”
Duan Xuchu's lips were smiling, and the corners of his eyebrows and eyes were full of pity, "Don't be coquettish, your physical fitness is very good, and tomorrow will be lively again." After saying this, Nan Nan laughed "giggle" here, looking very heartless, Duan Xuchu was worried for most of the day, and then he was relieved.
After a pause, he explained to Nan Nan seriously, "My mother and I are only temporarily separated, and it was my father who did something wrong and made your mother sad, so she ignored Dad." But it doesn't matter, Dad will ask Mom to forgive Dad and chase your Mom back. ”
"That Uncle Pei is not a big threat to Dad, your mother only has Dad in her heart, she will not fall in love with Uncle Pei." Even if Wei Weiyi is disheartened with him now, he still doesn't doubt Wei Weiyi's feelings for him, so deep love, at least not in a short period of time, he is angry Pei Yanqiao kisses Wei Weiyi because he is jealous and jealous.
"And baby, the day after tomorrow Dad will come to you and your mother. Dad and Mom are not separated, you don't have to cry anymore, you know? Daddy isn't here, your mom can't see, you have to take care of mom for dad. ”
Wei Wei raised his hand to cover his mouth, and tears suddenly welled up.
Even if these words are just a way for Duan Xuchu to coax Nannan, it at least proves that Duan Xuchu still cares about her so much.
She was relieved, she really forgave Duan Xuchu from her heart.
Since you can't stay together, let's stay in your heart and miss it!