578 Mother's love, let her not distinguish between right and wrong
Bao Wen, you wait for me!
You owe me, and I won't hesitate to get it back when we meet again! I will never, never have any hesitation because of how much you love me, because Song Jiayin is right, you love me is your thing, you move yourself, but you can no longer move me.
When we meet again, there will only be a life and death between the two of us, and at that time, if you call me again and let me kill you, I will not hesitate to skin you and cramp!
I want you to completely regret falling in love with me, I want you to regret pestering me, I want you to regret it for the rest of your life!
As soon as I thought of her, I felt that the blood all over my body was congealed, and every part of me trembled with anger, seeing that my emotions were so excited, Uncle Er hurriedly comforted me and said: "Chen Ming, don't be excited, you are not conducive to your condition like this." ”
I understand the principle of "stay in the green mountains, don't be afraid of no firewood", and I also know that I shouldn't be excited, so after a few breaths, I calmed down and said to Uncle Er: "Old man, I'm fine here, can you go and help me keep the good news?" I'm afraid she suddenly needs something from you. ”
Uncle Er was quite embarrassed and said, "But your situation ......"
"I'm fine, don't worry about me, you know my recovery ability, I say it's okay, it's okay." I said firmly.
Seeing that I was so persistent, Uncle Er sighed deeply, nodded and said, "I know, but you have to promise me that you must take good care of yourself, no matter what happens, don't be too excited, you know?" You have to be well, because your mother still needs your comfort, and can you bear to let one of her sons become fugitives and the other to fall? ”
When I mentioned my mother, my heart ached and I said, "My mother knows everything?" ”
"It's such a big deal, who can hide it from her?" Uncle Er said, with a sad face.
When I looked closer, I found that he seemed to be much older, and I immediately felt extremely guilty, because I knew that he was worried about me, so he was so old, and I thought that all the elders he knew halfway were so sad and tired for me, how painful and sad should my mother be?
I whispered, "I'm not worthy to be her son." ”
Uncle Er said with a smile: "Silly boy, you will always be a good boy that you are proud of your mother, and you are also the best descendant of the Chen family." ”
I was slightly stunned, I didn't expect Uncle Er to use the words 'descendants of the Chen family' to describe me, a little stunned, just about to ask him if he knew the Chen family and knew my father's affairs, I saw his face a little unnatural and said: "Okay, I won't tell you more, the medicine will be boiled soon, drink it while it's hot for a while, I'll go to the Song family now, don't worry, I will persuade the old man of the Song family, at least give you the opportunity to meet Song Jiayin." ”
Hearing this, I said to Uncle Er, "Thank you, old man, if I can really see good news pasta, I will be satisfied." Also, I also want to fight for it on the Song family's side, I don't want to ...... I don't want to miss her, and I don't want the two of us to not get the blessings of our elders......"
Uncle Er nodded and said, "I understand, child, I understand." ”
After speaking, Uncle Er left, Su Shihao asked me not to think too much, recuperate, and left, not long after he left, the sound of high heels came from outside, and after a while, I saw a person coming in from outside.
Dressed in a light-colored cheongsam, holding her hair in a bun, with a good face and elegant temperament, but she is extremely haggard, who is this person in front of her if she is not my mother?
I looked at my mother, she was standing there, holding on to the door, looking at me with tears in her eyes, I saw her trying to hold back her tears, I saw her tears coming out of her eyes, I saw her hiding her face and crying bitterly, I couldn't help but red my eyes, and said guiltily: "Mom, my son is not filial." ”
When I think of the confrontation with my mother, the words I said to her against my will, and the fact that I am a son of man, but I brutally persecuted her, deceived her, and humiliated her, the guilt in my heart is like turning over the river.
My uncle came in later, and when he saw my mother crying bitterly, he said distressedly: "Sister, don't cry, if you cry, how uncomfortable should Xiaoming's heart be?" ”
When my mother heard this, she wiped her tears, but where could the tears be controlled, she looked at me with teary eyes, stumbled over, hugged me in her arms, and said sadly: "Xiao Ming, how long do you have to lie to your mother?" You tell Mom, how long are you going to lie to me? ”
I lowered my head and didn't speak, my mother picked up my face, looked at my face carefully, and sobbed: "I'm damned, as a mother, I can't even recognize my own son, I ...... I almost killed you with my own hands, I'm a real failure, I'm a failed mother! ”
Hearing my mother's words of self-blame, I felt very guilty, I hugged my mother and said: "Mom, don't say that, it is me who should blame yourself, I am the one who deceives you, and I am not guilty if I don't know, I am guilty, I'm sorry for letting you bear so much." ”
My mother didn't listen to my persuasion, I knew that she was aggrieved, wronged, and very uncomfortable, painful, I think what made her most sad was not that I was Chen Ming, nor that she had almost killed me with her own hands, but that she suddenly knew that the son who had strangled me with her own hands and had been guilty for decades was still alive, but this son had become a heinous villain, two sons she loved deeply, fighting each other and killing each other.
I understand my mother's inner pain, so when she cried heartbreakingly, I didn't stop her, I knew that she urgently needed to vent her inner pain, otherwise she would be suffocated, she had endured all these grievances for so many years?
My mother cried for a long, long time, and my uncle was such a strong man, but he also cried several times, and later, my mother finally stopped crying, she helped me and said, "I'm sorry, your physical condition is so bad now, you should have a good rest, but your mother still bothers you." ”
Seeing that my mother's eyes were swollen into walnuts, I said uncomfortably: "Mom, I'm not annoyed, I can see you, I can call you 'Mom', I am very happy in my heart." ”
Uncle smiled on the side and said, "Yes, sister, the nickname is filial, how can I think you are annoying." ”
My mother didn't look at my uncle, there was a little anger in her eyes, I looked at my uncle, he gave me a look, a pleading look, I immediately understood, it seems that my mother was angry with my uncle who knew the truth because I hid her things, and she was reluctant to blame her son, this brother is different.
Thinking of this, I also felt aggrieved for my uncle, I smiled and said, "Mom, uncle, he didn't mean to hide from you, I asked him to ask him, he didn't say it, don't blame him." ”
My mother looked at me, her eyes were a little sad, she sighed, and said uncomfortably: "Don't lie to me, I know, you don't want to tell me, mainly because I'm afraid that I will feel guilty about your brother, and I will spare no effort to help him, and I will take myself and the entire Wei family on a road of no return, am I right?" ”
My heart was all exposed by my mother, and I inevitably felt embarrassed in my heart, although I hated the false name, and I firmly felt that he was guilty and deserved death, but he was my brother after all, even if he never had a good thought of me from beginning to end, the blood relationship between the two of us can never be changed.
Therefore, for my mother, no matter how excessive the fake Chen Ming has done, he will always be her son, and I can't imagine that under the 'instigation' of my mother's love, she will not be desperate to do stupid things that I regret.
My mom sighed, stroked my cheek, and looked at me kindly, but I always felt that she wasn't looking at me, but looking at another person through me, and that was the fake name.
My mom said, "Nickname, I had to make a choice between you and your brother...... I finally chose you, and when I made this choice, I was destined to owe her both mother and son, do you understand my words? ”
My heart hurt inexplicably, I looked at my mom, I looked at her gray hair overnight, I felt my chest get clogged, I guessed what my mom wanted to say next, I didn't want to continue the topic, because I knew that I couldn't promise her anything, I couldn't do it.
However, no matter how much I struggled in my heart and how much I avoided this topic, my mother did not intend to give up lobbying me, she whispered: "Your brother is alive, it is God who has mercy on him, and I am reluctant to let him die, I want to do my best to compensate him, if I can, I hope you will not compete with your brother again in the future." I understand that you have your position, you are opposite, and I also know that your brother has taken a path of no return, but ...... Whoever deals with him is fine, you are his brother, can you...... Can you not attack him? ”
Looking at my mother, who was bitter and pleading, I clenched my fists tightly and said bitterly: "Mom, you gave him life, strangled him, repaid and repaid, and the two do not owe each other, now, his surname is Song, and he is no longer your son." ”
My mother's face changed, and my uncle hurriedly said, "Nickname, don't say that, don't say that......"
I gritted my teeth, looked at my mother and said: "He only has hatred for us, no matter how good you are to him, you can't resolve his hatred, not to mention, he is now the enemy of the whole of China, Mom, I said, Dad has a great heart, you love him so much, are you willing to let him be ashamed?" ”
"Chen Ming!" My uncle yelled angrily.
I knew that to my uncle, my dad was a taboo for my mom, and no one wanted to mention my dad in front of her, let alone use my dad to put pressure on her.
However, I have no choice, for the sake of my mother and the Wei family, I can only force her to be a bad person and an unfilial son.
I looked at my mom and said, "Mom, I haven't seen my dad, but I admire him, his image in my heart is higher than the sky and the sea, he is a hero, and anyone who disgraces him is my enemy, even if that person is related to me by blood." What's more, my beloved woman is still lying on the hospital bed because of him, life and death are uncertain, you want me to give up dealing with him, that is, give up avenging Jiayin, I'm sorry, I can't do it. ”
Perhaps my words were too resolute and indifferent, and they seemed too heartless to my mother's ears, and she said bitterly, "But your father is dead, good news...... Jiayin, she is a member of the Song family after all, she is not surnamed Chen, living in this world, the only person who has the closest relationship with you is your brother, I will not let him have anything to do. ”
Seeing my mother's resolute expression, I knew that what I didn't want to see happened after all, and after knowing the identity of the fake name, my mother really felt more guilty and tolerant of him.
At this moment, I felt that my mother was so familiar and strange. What is familiar is her kindness and compassion as a mother, and what is strange is her indistinguishability between right and wrong.
I suddenly felt disappointed, and I could understand her feelings as a mother, but I couldn't agree with that. I gently pushed my mom away, she looked at me sadly, and I said word by word: "Mom said that a person's faith cannot be changed. However, my mother's faith has changed, and she is no longer my majestic father, but my faith has not changed, I love Song Jiayin, and I will not give up avenging her for a bullshit brother who wants to kill me everywhere and does all the evil things. If the mother really wants to help that wicked man and let the entire Wei family be buried for him, the son only has one sentence. ”
My mother's face turned pale in an instant, and my uncle said worriedly: "Xiaoming, if you have something to say, don't be impulsive." ”
I ignored my uncle, but said to my mother word by word: "The fate of our mother and son is over." ”