The nurse may have been in for a few minutes, but for me and Zhao Alcohol waiting outside the door, every minute and second was so long and painful.

Later, Zhao Yu, who was too anxious, couldn't hold back and wanted to pound on the door of the operating room.

I grabbed him, "Zhao Alcohol, calm down!" ”

He shook his head in pain, so uncomfortable that he couldn't say a word.

At this moment, the door of the operating room finally opened, and the nurse hurried out and told us that there was a patient in the operating room who was already stitching, and that he would be able to continue the next operation soon.

The two of us sent Xiaoya in gratefully, and after the door closed heavily again, Zhao Yu sat down softly, muttering incessantly, "It's all my fault!" Blame me! ”

I looked at his injuries in distress, and comforted him softly, "Zhao Alcohol, just send him to the operating room, the doctor will try his best to save him." Don't worry too much! You see you're covered in injuries, otherwise I'll help you downstairs to the emergency room and find a nurse to help you clean it up first, otherwise what if you get infected? ”

He refused, "No! Before Xiaoya came out, I wouldn't go anywhere! It's all my fault that she's turned into this! ”

As he spoke, tears fell in large drops, and his shoulders twitched in pain.

"How can I blame you? It was an accident, who wouldn't want to encounter such a thing? ”

He cried and shook his head, "Just blame me!" I worked outside all day during the day, and I didn't have time to accompany her, leaving her alone at home, she was so bored that she finally begged me to take her to the street, but she originally said that the street, I thought it was too far, so I didn't agree to go. She went to the pedestrian street with me after listening to me, and it turned out that something happened, and I was to blame! Why should I go anywhere? ”

He couldn't stop beating his head, and I looked at his hands full of wounds, and my heart ached.

After asking the nurse who was treating the wound of a seriously injured patient for some alcohol, cotton and gauze, as well as a small pair of tweezers, I simply cleaned the wound of the man in the aisle.

I first carefully took out the glass slag on my back, and just thinking about it made me shiver, but he didn't snort, and kept telling me about Xiaoya.

"Sister Xi, since I grew up so much, except for you, Xiaoya has been the best for me. Really, I sometimes feel really sorry for her, she has a big belly, and she has to cook and wash clothes for me, and in the end, follow me to go shopping, and suffer such a big crime, Sister Xi, if something happens to their mother, I don't want to live! ”

"Zhao Alcohol, shut up for me! I'm not going to let you say that. It was an accident, not you! In this world, who can explain the unexpected? If you look at the violent slashing incident that happened at the Kunming railway station not long ago, what do you say were the cause of those victims? Didn't they just be a train, and they would suffer such a great sin? Zhao Alcohol, natural disasters**, who can say clearly, who can prevent it? At least when the disaster came, you were by her side to protect her, and you did what you could! ”

He closed his eyes, "I feel so useless, even if I protect her in my arms, her head is still cut by a blunt object that pops out, and the blood keeps flowing." Next to the store where the explosion occurred was a large fireworks shop, and the explosion ignited the firecrackers, and we were blown up, and the ambulance personnel outside did not dare to rush in. She held my hand vigorously, kept calling me to save her, saying that she was in pain, and at the end, she cried and begged me to save the child......"

He clasped his head tightly in his hands, "But I... I couldn't do anything but hold her and wait for the rescuers..."

"Zhao Alcohol..."

He sighed heavily, and continued, "I can't wait for an ambulance, but the road has been congested. There were a lot of wounded people in the small ambulance. I just hugged her like that, and saw that the blood on her face was disappearing little by little, Sister Xi... You say that this person is not ridiculous, when she is there, I always think that she is very annoying, that is a lot of words! But... Along the way, I wish she could open her eyes and talk to me! Even if it's just one sentence! ”

I also remembered a long conversation with Xiaoya before, this girl, it seems that she has not had a good life in her life, seeing that this hard life is about to end, she is happily looking forward to the arrival of a new life, but at this juncture... Heaven is really unfair, she is already so unfortunate, why should she be subjected to such a catastrophe?

While listening to Zhao Yu's crying, I cleaned up the wounds on his body that I could do. Judging from the traces of his injuries, when the explosion occurred, he really used his body to protect Xiaoya as soon as possible, but fate made people.

He blocked most of the damage for her, but he couldn't block the most fatal blow.

By the time the door of the operating room was pushed open again, nearly two hours had passed.

Zhao and I greeted us with great expectations, but the doctor sighed and shook his head at us, saying that it was too late, and even though they had done their best to save them, neither the adults nor the children could be saved.

As soon as he finished speaking, Zhao Yu beside me was completely paralyzed.

I, on the other hand, couldn't help but cry bitterly.

After that, Zhao Yu never said a word again.

Last time my grandmother had an accident, he was silently with me all the way.

This time, I will accompany him.

Seeing him kneeling in front of Xiaoya's hospital bed, crying in the dark, I feel distressed, I feel uncomfortable, but I am helpless.

In this life, how many helpless life and death must be separated before they can end peacefully!

Not to mention Zhao Alcohol, even I can't accept it, such a fresh life went so quietly.

In the next few days, I accompanied Zhao Yu to cremate the remains of Xiaoya's mother and son, and chose a pleasant and quiet place to place the urn.

In those days, the phone was always ringing, either in the store or in the company, and no, it was Duan Muqing.

We ignored the others, and I texted Duan Muqing to inform him. After he received the message, he immediately called him, and I was so uncomfortable that I really didn't know what to say to him, so I hung up and sent him another message to tell him that I was all right, don't read it.

After a long time, he texted back, and there were only two words.

"Wait for me."

Just those two words, I felt sad for a while.

There are so many helplessness in life, and sometimes we try our best, but after all, we can't resist a little joke made by God.

When I accompanied Zhao Yu back to his house, I saw a lot of things for children, small shoes, small rag dolls, and baby cots.

This family should have been joyful!

But in the blink of an eye, everything that should have been a joy has become a heart-wrenching reminder when you see it.

As soon as Zhao Yu got home, he sat down in a daze and didn't say a word.

The way he looked, to be honest, really scared me. I'd rather him cry and yell at him and throw things than I don't want him to be like this like a wooden man.

I gradually began to be a little scared, afraid that what he said before, 'If something happens to Xiaoya and her mother, he won't live' is true!

Even if I comfort myself again and again, it may be that I am too worried, but his appearance really makes me feel at ease!

After thinking about it for a while, I still called the escort to help me watch Xiao Jiujiu for a few more days, and I would pay more for the price.

The escort was also easy to talk to, and immediately agreed.

After hanging up the phone, I set about tidying up the kids' things in his house. Anything I felt would touch his scars, I quietly put them away.

After cleaning up, I cooked and brought it out, and as soon as he saw the bowl, tears fell from his eyes.

"That's Xiaoya's favorite bowl before." He cried and said this.

Seeing him crying, my heart was a little lighter.

It's good that you can still cry, as long as people can still cry, then sooner or later, there will be smiles again.

After that, he was quiet again, and just sat on the couch stupidly.

I didn't know what other words of comfort I could say, so I stayed by his side silently.

Oh, yes! At this moment, all I can do is accompany me.

I sat with him all night, saying nothing to each other. Afraid of disturbing him, I deliberately turned my phone to silent.

I don't know how I survived that night, when the sun poured in from the window, I was awakened by a knock on the door.

I hurriedly looked over, and luckily, he was still there!

He was probably tired too, so he leaned back on the couch and fell asleep. I got up lightly and got a small piece of felt and was about to cover him, when I saw him suddenly open his eyes.

"Y-You're awake?"

He nodded faintly, looked out the door, and said in a hoarse voice, "There is a knock on the door." ”

I put away the felt, "yes, but not knocking on your door." ”

"But the voice is so close, it's—" he looked at me in a daze, "knocking on your door." ”

It dawned on me, "Yes! How can I say that this voice is so close! Isn't this floor your house apart from mine? ”

I smiled bitterly as I spoke, and after putting down the felt, I prepared to open the door.

Just when I walked to the door and was about to open the door, Zhao Yu called me, and I looked back, he looked like he wanted to say something.

I turned around angrily and was about to open the door, but I don't know why, a very bad premonition suddenly came to me.

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