"Well, that's it, burn it." Lin Ran also followed and said, "Someone has already given you an order, you don't burn it, how bad is that, if people are angry, you have to coax, you look at people's tearful eyes, you can't see women crying." Lin Ran said this, looked up and looked at Xi Yu again, "Why don't you give orders." ”

Xi Yu smiled, "It has nothing to do with you, burn it or not, he will naturally make a decision himself." ”

"If you let him make his own decisions, then we can all stay here tonight, don't you, you know it in your heart, don't you?"

Xiyu looked at Lin Ran, "I don't understand anything." ”

"Hehe, in fact, I always thought you were quite innocent, but I didn't expect that there would be such a fake time."

"Does it have anything to do with you?"

Lin Ran shook his head, "It's okay" After Lin Ran finished speaking, he turned around and patted me on the shoulder, "Liuliu, you have to hurry up, it's late, you burn it out, I can leave, and it won't prevent the two of you from spending a good night together, don't sit here, don't speak, don't move, okay." ”

I was a little helpless, but I still didn't move, I was still silent, as if everything around me, everything had nothing to do with me,

"Wang Yue, please hurry up, okay, I still have to go home, it's late, I can't be here, spend the night with the two of you, do you say no." Lin Ran was still smiling, "Please, move quickly and quickly, okay, whether you burn it or not, you have to give an explanation." ”

"If you want to say anything, you want someone to burn it, just burn it." After Xi Yu finished speaking, he took a step forward, squatted next to me, and then reached out and touched my face, "Liu'er, burn it, okay." ”

I looked at Xiyu, and then shook my head,

Lin Ran smiled again, "Wang Yue, if you don't burn it, you will beat the chickens and eggs." ”

I paused for a moment, turned my head, and looked at Lin Ran,

"No, don't worry." Xi Yu smiled again, "Liu'er, you burned it today, this is the last time I repeat these words, if you are really reluctant to burn it, then I will leave, no longer bother you, you can see it yourself." ”

"Yo." Lin Ran smiled again, "Now that I have learned to speak like this, it's not easy." ”

Xi Yu glanced at Lin Ran, didn't say anything, just stood up, "Wang Yue, I'll give you three seconds." ”

Then Xiyu didn't start talking, I didn't even know what I was thinking at the time, the lighter in my right hand, I lit the fire,

Now, the surroundings are quiet,

After I hit it, I was a little dazed and overwhelmed, and I didn't even understand why I lit the fire.

Then, at this time, Lin Ran pushed my left hand, I turned my head to look at her, she didn't look at me, just pushed my left hand, connected with the letter I was holding in my hand, and went to the burning flames, I blindly hid with my right hand, I don't know why, I retreated, the flames and the letter, there is always a little distance,

Then, a cold little hand tightly held my right wrist, I turned my head, looked at Xiyu, and found that she had tears in her eyes.

Then, I reacted, turned my head, and saw the letter, which happened to be lit.

Then, those mountains and seas swore an oath,

Little by little, it was reduced to ashes,

Ashes are annihilated,

So much so that the lighter burned my hand, I didn't react, I knew it hurt, but I didn't want to hide,

It's just that Lin Ran, beside him, blew out the lighter in one breath, "Well done, Liuliu." ”

I bent over, bowed my head, and said not a word,

Then Lin Ran moved forward, reached out and hugged my head, and kissed me on the forehead, "Liuliu, I love you, I wish you happiness, remember me." After finishing speaking, Lin Ran smiled at me, just like just now, the smile was the same, it looked still sunny,

Then, Lin Ran took a few steps back, slowly, looked at me, walked to the door, and slowly, opened the door,

Lin Ran went to the door again, turned around and glanced at me,

The eyes are infinitely sad, as if they are nostalgic for our past and for so many years,

I was about to speak, and then, the cold little hand grabbed my wrist much harder.

I was clutched tightly by this cold little hand, and in the end, I still didn't speak.

I looked at Lin Ran, turned my head, and closed the door,

Then she turned her head, and the moment she closed the door, I saw tears falling from the corners of her eyes.

Perhaps, she must have endured it for a long, long time,

After Lin Ran left, the box was very quiet and quiet, only the sound in the movie, Xiao Xiyu, who had been squatting next to me, had not spoken,

It was silent for a long time, and her cold little hand kept tugging at my wrist,

I reached out and broke free of her hand, then took out the cigarette on the table, lit it, and smoked.

A cigarette, it didn't take much time, I finished smoking, and when I was done, I took out another cigarette and continued to light it.

And just like that, the third, when I took it out, the cold little hand grabbed my wrist again,

I turned my head and looked at Xiyu, without saying a word,

Xiyu grabbed my hand and was silent for a long time before he spoke, "Do you blame me?" ”

I didn't speak, I didn't move, I just slowly pushed her wrist away, and then I continued to pick up the wine, looked at the ashes on the ground, first poured some wine on it, then drank it myself, took a few sips of it myself, poured a few sips on the ground,

And then I laughed,

And, I don't know what to laugh at anymore,

"Liuliu, if I didn't do it right just now, please forgive me, but, just this time, really, I swear, just this once."

"Liuliu, do you know, I was so scared just now, I was really afraid that you would continue to follow her, if you really followed her and went back, what do you want me to do, I will go crazy, I don't want to be like this all the time, I also have a heart, I will also be uncomfortable."

"Six-six, so, please allow me to be selfish again, okay, I love you more than her, really, I will be better than her, better for you."

"Liuliu, I've never felt like this these days, I've never felt like you're so close to me, I want to hold on to something that belongs to me, I don't want her to snatch my happiness away again, I told you those two stories, didn't I."

Xiyu's voice suddenly choked a little,

"Six-six, I'm sorry."

"Liuliu, I love you."

I didn't say a word, I kept repeating the same action, drinking, eating peanuts, drinking again, eating again, I never knew what was going on in my head, what was going on again,

I looked at the ashes below, a little confused, more, it was heartache, the moment Lin Ran turned his head and went out, a tear in the corner of his eye made me feel so sad, like the taste of farewell,

Xiyu kept squatting next to me, watching me drink, and talking next to me, I didn't hear much, I just knew that she was not in a good mood,

I don't know why, I don't want to talk, I just want to drink, so, I keep drinking bitterly,

Drinking and drinking, I suddenly felt that my stomach was very uncomfortable, I still didn't speak, just repeated the action just now, drinking, drinking,

After drinking for a while, he poured a little over the pile of black ashes on the ground,

Drink, pour a little, just as I drink with those ashes, with the letters, with those vows, with those memories,

Slowly, I felt a little dizzy in my head, I smiled blankly, if everything was a dream, it would be great, it's just, everything, so realistic,

After a while, a bottle of liquor went down like this, I don't know how much I drank, I just knew that my stomach was very uncomfortable,

I stood up, went into the toilet, and then half knelt on the edge of the toilet, and then took a "wow", and began to vomit, vomiting heartbreakingly, and when I was done, I got up, went to the edge of the pool, rinsed my mouth, washed my face, and looked at myself in my glasses.

shook his head vigorously, at this time, I realized that I loved Lin Ran so much, and I thought that Lin Ran was so important.

Then I got up, went back to the box, took a deep breath, and lay down on the bed, a little dizzy.

Looking at Xiyu, she sat on a small chair, looked at the movie screen, in a daze,

My head is a little dizzy, at this time, I suddenly remembered, Zhou orangutan, I don't know, how he is doing in the hospital now, I hope that the nurse Xiao Li'er will not run to the ward to take special care of him, if that, Zhou Orangutan life, rest,

I thought about it, I don't know why, suddenly I was happy, and then, I sat up, picked up a beer, and drank it in one breath, after drinking, I threw the beer on the ground, took a deep breath, it was very comfortable, although it was uncomfortable to vomit, but drinking, it was really a good way to vent,

I smiled and picked up the second beer, opened it, and took a sip.

At this time, Xiyu stood up, walked to my side, reached out and grabbed my arm, "Are you enough?" ”

I glanced at her, then gave him a push of his hand, but didn't push it away.

Then, Xiyu snatched the wine from my hand, and then said to me, "You're enough, Liu'er." ”

I stretched out my hand and grabbed the wine bottle in Xiyu's hand,

As a result, Xi Yu took a step back, and then drank the remaining half of the beer, and drank it in one go, and after drinking it, Xi Yu threw the bottle to the ground and shouted at me, "Wang Yue, you are still finished." ”

I glanced at her, didn't speak, just bent over, trying to continue taking the beer,

Xiyu came over and slapped me on the arm, then reached out and picked up the bag on the ground and threw it aside, "Do you blame me?" ”

I sighed and lay down on the bed again,

"You blame me, you just say it directly, Wang Yue, you don't always look like this, I don't like it, it's even disgusting that you're like this, how many days, you've been like this, can you still get over this hurdle, I ask you, are you still alive, Wang Yue, don't speak, what do you want, you say."

I was silent for a long time,

Just lying in bed and watching a movie on the big screen,

After a long time, I sighed, "Why did you just force me." ”