"Thirty-Three" Have you ever loved me

After returning to the apartment to take a bath, it was already more than 10 o'clock in the evening, Yixi threw his mobile phone on the chest of drawers next to the bed, and was about to turn off the light and go to bed, but there was a knock at the door, strange, it was so late, who could it be?

Yixi opened the door with doubts, and standing outside the door was Takizawa Ming with a somewhat melancholy face, still carrying a large bag of things in his hand.

"Big brother?" Yixi shouted in slight surprise and turned sideways to let Takizawa enter the door.

"It's good that you didn't sleep, so I brought you some food!" Takizawa Ming smiled slightly, his voice was soft, and after entering the door, he walked straight to the dining table, put his things on, opened the bag, and began to take the contents inside. Yixi walked over and sat at the table, and when he saw that the food he took out was his favorite food, he couldn't help but smile.

"Are you trying to feed me like a pig?"

"You're too skinny!" Takizawa opened a box and pushed it in front of Yixi, it was his favorite yogurt rice crisp!

"I've gained a lot of weight!" took the spoon handed over by Takizawa Ming, dug a spoonful and put it in his mouth. Takizawa Ming looked at Yixi with a pampered face, and then he took out two bottles of sake from the bag, opened one bottle and drank it alone, his face became a little depressed.

"Big brother, what's wrong?" Sensing Takizawa's abnormality, Yixi asked with concern.

"Nothing, just want to have some drink!" Takizawa smiled faintly.

"Did something happen?" Yixi asked cautiously!

Takizawa didn't answer, looking at the gloomy cloud on Yixi's face that gradually condensed because of worry, he couldn't help but get entangled in his heart, and hesitated for a long time before speaking.

"Xiaoxi, come and have a few drinks with me!" As he spoke, he opened another bottle of wine, gave Yixi a drink, and pushed it over.

Yixi took the wine, although he was worried, but it was not easy to continue to ask, the eldest brother is somewhat similar to his own personality, Yixi understands, if he doesn't want to say something, no matter how he asks, he won't say it.

"Okay, then I'll give up my life to accompany the gentleman today!" Yixi said jokingly, and then dried it up.

"Don't drink like this, be careful of stomach upset!" Takizawa hurriedly stopped.

"Don't worry! It's okay for me! Yi Xi smiled.

"Let's eat something to pad my stomach first!"

"Okay, okay, just listen to you! You can't just drink alcohol, though. With that, Yixi took the pastry on the table and handed it over.

Takizawa Ming looked at Yixi and didn't answer, but took the wine glass and continued to drink by himself.

Yixi slowly put down the pastry, and felt a little sad in his heart, something must have happened to the eldest brother, "Is there an argument with grandpa?" Yixi asked tentatively.

Takizawa Ming shook his head, put down the wine glass, the corners of his mouth trembling slightly couldn't hide his sadness, and asked thoughtlessly: "Xiaoxi, will you hate me?" ”

"What?" Yixi looked at Takizawa Ming in confusion.

"No," Takizawa smiled bitterly, "What I should ask is, have you fallen in love with Kurosaki?" "The voice is low and sentimental!

Yixi's face also became dark, he looked at Takizawa Ming, and nodded slightly.

"But how long have you known each other?" Takizawa asked a little unwillingly.

"I never thought about the love I wanted, whether it was love at first sight or long-term love, it's just that love is coming, and it is coming!"

Takizawa Ming looked at Yixi for a long time, smiled self-deprecatingly, couldn't hide the loss and gloom on his face, poured a glass of wine and drank it.

"Big brother!" Yixi wants to dissuade him, but he doesn't know how to speak, many things are always inappropriate to say!

Putting down the wine glass, Takizawa Ming looked at Yixi with a blurred look, and in a trance, he seemed to see the girl who had clear eyes like blue waves many years ago, smiling at himself under the cherry blossom tree, and tugging at his heartstrings, at that time, he only had her, and she only had him, and they only had each other. At that time, Takizawa Ming thought that they would be like this for a long time, and it was logical! He just waits quietly, waits for her to grow up, waits for her to fall in love with him one day! But!

"Xiaoxi, then you, have you ever loved me? The kind of love that a woman has for a man! Finally, I couldn't help but open my mouth.

Yixi looked at Takizawa Ming silently, his heart was torn a little bit, have you ever loved it? If that's love, too?

At that time, when Yi Xi began to know what the love between men and women was, there was a figure of a person in her heart, eyes, and dreams, and that person had a warm smile, which gave her a glimmer of sunshine in the hazy sky. However, one day, Yixi was punished and knelt in front of the council hall, and his grandfather solemnly warned him, don't forget who you are, you can't think about Takizawa Ming, you can only be brothers and sisters after all, as the heir of the family, if he is ridiculed for these ordinary things, how can you let him hold his head? Xiaoxi, you can't be ungrateful!

"Xiaoxi, you can't be ungrateful!" This sentence has always warned and warned Yixi, yes, I was taught since I was a child that I should be grateful and repay, how can I be ungrateful! What's more, Yixi still has his own self-esteem and pride!

If this is also love, then, when this kind of love is still a seed, it is frozen in the cold winter and can no longer sprout, and from then on, brothers and sisters are just brothers and sisters!

"Big brother, I only have family affection for you, no love!" Yixi is not a person who likes to drag mud and water, so he answered very resolutely!

The air was silent for a moment, "I see!" Takizawa muttered to himself. He laughed sadly, picked up his glass and drank it down. That's fine, this way, you'll hate me too.

"Big brother, don't be like this, okay?" Yixi's voice is a little stalky, such a Takizawa Ming makes Yixi very sad!

Takizawa got up silently, walked to Yixi's side, gently picked up Yixi's face, and kissed Yixi on the forehead. But it's different from the past, kissing the forehead like a brother, but looking down towards Yixi's lips, Yixi was shocked by Takizawaming's transgression, broke free and dodged backwards, and hurriedly got up, but found that he was a little weak, his legs were weak, and he sat back on the stool!

"Big brother, you!" Yixi looked at Takizawa Ming in disbelief!

Takizawa didn't speak, he leaned forward, his hands caressed Yixi's face, the faces of the two were very close, he could even see the fine fluff of the snow-white and delicate skin, smelled the unique faint orchid fragrance on her body, ignored Yixi's faint struggle and the disappointment revealed in his eyes, just put his lips up and pasted the slightly cool red lips, Yixi stopped struggling, and let the lip flaps slowly fit together, he couldn't help but tremble a little, but saw that her eyes were misty and moist, and tears couldn't help but slip from the corners of her eyes, Wet Takizawa's cheeks, Takizawa stopped moving, and gently wiped Yixi's tears with his hand, and at that moment, the sad emotions slowly spread out from the bottom of his heart! It's like something falling from a height, smashing into your heart, filling your heart with sharp fragments, making you unable to breathe in pain.

Once secretly vowed to protect her for the rest of her life, he finally hurt her!