"Sister, I've avenged you, that cheap man will definitely die a miserable death, you know? In order to avenge you, I paid too much, I prepared for two years, I even took advantage of the people around me, I was so scared, I was so afraid of being known by her, it's not that I have to use her, I have no way, sister, you tell me, what should I do? That time on the mountain, I thought I would die, and at that time I was thinking, although I took advantage of her, and it would be even if I could exchange my life for her safety in the end, but I didn't expect Xiaoxi to run back to save me regardless of the danger of her life......" Luo Shanshan's voice was sobbing, almost choking from crying, and she pressed back the words behind her.

I was shocked by her words, the word "utilization" was like a bomb suddenly exploding around me, shaking my head with a bang, using me! She's using me!

In order to take revenge, she has been preparing for two years, what are these so-called preparations?

Did she already know that I was going to 'Ann's'? Did she know that we would be colleagues? Does she know I'm going to help her? Does she know that I have the power to find out everything? Can she see the future?

Use me, she has been using me, I went to work at 'Leng's', she was good to me just to use me, I remembered Bai Wei's sentence 'Nothing to be courteous', yes, it's really nothing to be courteous!

I've always regarded her as a true good friend, and in order to avenge his sister, I almost died, but in exchange for a word of use.

Is it really as Leng Mochen said, I am easy to use, because I am easy to use, so they are all good to me!

So, what about An Chenxi? What about Zuo Yisen? What about Lu Yang? Are they all there to take advantage of me? Are they all planning for the future? I'm so good at taking advantage of, am I really that good at taking advantage of it?

Why? Why do this to me? I just want to make a few friends, and they all want to take advantage of me, why?

In this world, is the only thing that people can trust the most? Because the enemy hates you, he will never disguise himself in front of you, nor will he show favor, let alone take advantage of you.

I didn't want to cry, but the tears still fell uncontrollably, they all did this to me, they all did this to me!

I took a few steps back, and the sound of my high heels hitting the concrete floor made a "pop" sound, which alarmed Luo Shanshan, and she turned around towards me.

"Xiaoxi ......" Luo Shanshan's voice trembled a little.

"It turns out that nothing really doesn't give hospitality." I smiled faintly and laughed at the tears that were left in my eyes.

"Xiaoxi, it's not like that, you listen to me, can you listen to me? I'm really not trying to lie to you, Shinoshi. Luo Shanshan walked up to me and grabbed my hand: "Xiaoxi, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you forgive me, can you forgive me, I'm not ......"

"I hear it all." I slowly pushed her hand away, and unconsciously raised the corners of my lips: "It's really well-intentioned!"

"No, it's not like that, Shinoshi, it's really not like that." Luo Shanshan was in a hurry, and tears fell down her cheeks: "Xiaoxi, I really treat you as a good friend, I have always wanted to tell you about it, but I don't have the courage, I am afraid that you will ignore me in the future, so I have never dared to tell you, Xiaoxi, don't blame me, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."

"From the moment I entered the editorial department in the United States, you were treating me well, just to take advantage of me, you deliberately asked me to accompany you to the cemetery, you deliberately said those words in front of me, in order to help your sister avenge, in other words, I am a utility, right?" My eyes were glued to her, in fact, my tears had long blurred my vision, and I couldn't see her expression clearly.

"No, it's not like this, Xiaoxi, I'm really good to you, my sister's affairs really have nothing to do with my good to you, for my sister's business, I made myself like a psychopath, I was haunted all day long, I have almost no friends, I work in 'Leng', there are few people in the art editing department, I can't get along with Bai Wei, until you come, I don't think work is fun, I really want to be good to you, Xiaoxi, you believe me, do you believe me?" Luo Shanshan grabbed my hand again, her hand was a little cold.

This is the fourth time I've seen her cry for me, and I've seen her cry four times, three of them for me.

If it's really good for me, why lie to me? Wouldn't I help her if she told her about it? If I genuinely consider her a friend, how could I not help her?

"Why didn't you tell me? I really think of you as a friend, but you want to use me, do you know how heartbroken I am? I shook off her hand and cried out, I am not a virgin, I have no way to forgive those who hurt me.

"Xiaoxi, it's not that I won't tell you, I want to tell you, but it's too late, I can't help it."

"Too late? What does it mean to be too late? "What do you mean it's too late? Is everything in place? You owe me this east wind!

"Everything is stuck in a game, there's no way to stop it, there's no way to stop it." Luo Shanshan raised her hand to cover her mouth, as if trying to hold back her crying.

Although she was depressed again and again, I could still hear it clearly, she cried, she cried so sadly, if she wanted to do it in the first place, why should she cry now?

Are there some things that are really forced to do so? Is there really a word of suffering?

I nodded vaguely: "I know, I know, you give me some time, let me calm down."

"Shinoshio ......"

"Xu Hao is dead, and your sister's revenge has been avenged." With these words, I strode out, and when I got back to the car, I could take a breath.

I didn't think it would be like this, all of this is just a game.

From the day I went to work at Leng's, she gave me a trap, waiting for me to step into her trap step by step, and let me fall into it and couldn't extricate myself.

Even if she has a hard time, even if she once saved me with her life, at this moment, I can't accept it, she is my good friend, her best friend except my best friend, how can I accept her doing such a thing to me? How do you want me to accept it?

Once, I used my body to prove that sex has nothing to do with love.

Now, I have proved with my life that love and lies can go hand in hand.

Let me be quiet, let me be quiet, if I figure it out, maybe, this matter is over.

Sitting in the car, I didn't know where to go for a while, and when I was in a daze, Zuo Yisen called and asked me to go to the pedestrian street for dinner, anyway, I didn't know where to go, so I agreed directly.

I felt a little uncomfortable, took a deep breath, wiped the tears from my face, and tried to smile before driving over, I was injured somewhere else, can I get some comfort from him?

On the long-distance running line of my life, I will occasionally fall, occasionally get injured, so when I fall, who will pick me up? Who will comfort me when I am hurt?

Zuo Yisen, will he be so good to me for the rest of his life? Will he be with me for the rest of my life?

I arrived at the pedestrian street and parked the car and got down, Zuo Yisen leaned on the butt of the sports car and looked at me, with a warm smile.

I walked over to him, he greeted him with a smile, and was about to say something, I hugged him, and used his arms to make me feel at ease, I am really confused now.

Zuo Yisen's body was a little stiff, he probably didn't expect me to make this move, my face was against his chest, and I could clearly feel his heart beating.

His hand touched my back, hugged me, and said excitedly: "Xiaoxi, my heart is beating so fast, do you feel it?"

I nodded slightly: "Yisen, what would you do if your best friend did something sorry for you?"

"What's wrong? Xiaoxi, is someone bullying you, you