13. Secret (Revised)
I don't know why Li Shu is here, but as my eyes meet, I sense the slight anger in his eyes. Maybe it's the little suppressed flame in my heart that is doing tricks, and I feel happy to see him a little angry.
I know that this kind of thinking has made me lose my self-esteem, in short, a kind of shit.
But I couldn't control myself.
Li Shu was only wearing a black shirt on his body, the cuffs were slightly rolled up, exposing the green tendons on his arms, his face was not very good, the neckline was a little messy, and he could faintly see the bare muscles under the shirt.
I turned my back to Li Shu and closed my eyes slightly, trying to ignore his presence at the moment.
"Gao Ziran, are you going to live here tonight?" Li Shu's voice was hoarse, like a low and slow piano sound, word by word, tickling my heartbeat.
"It's none of your business." I took a breath and said, "My business, you don't have a half-dime relationship, right?" ”
There was silence behind him.
The two of them stood in the corridor with their own thoughts, and after a while they heard the sound of the elevator opening in the corridor, Li Shu did not speak, and I did not raise my feet.
I didn't think it was interesting to go on like this, so I raised my foot and said, "I'll go first, I wish you a good night." ”
"Gao Ziran......" Li Shu immediately picked up my words, walked in front of me in three steps and two steps, looked at me with his head down, and said, "To be honest, do you hate me very much?" Because you hate me, you want to find a boy to open a room casually? ”
I looked at Li Shu in surprise and said, "Li Shu, you think too highly of yourself." Since it has been decided that you will take your Yangguan Road and I will take my single-plank bridge, do you think I still care? ”
Li Shu was silent for a moment.
I know he still feels guilty about how he released my pigeons.
"Gao Ziran, you can't do this." Li Shu shook his head and said, "I know you hate me, but you can't be so uncaring for yourself, I'll call your brother now and ask him to pick you up." ”
After Li Shu finished speaking, he went to get the mobile phone, I raised my arm high, and shook off his hand vigorously, only to see the mobile phone suddenly fly out, leaving only Li Shu, who looked at me with hatred on his face.
"You ......"
"Li Shu, tonight, you hugged your woman, and I, hugged me...... My man, let's play our own games and don't disturb each other, that's all......"
I pulled my room card out of my pocket, lifted my foot and walked towards the room in the field.
Li Shu suddenly grabbed me from behind, roared angrily, and said, "Gao Ziran, how can you not torture me like this?" ”
Torturing him? Now I'm torturing him?
I turned my face, took a deep breath, and said, "You say I'm torturing you?" Hehe, Li Shu, I think this is the funniest joke I've ever heard, didn't you say it? Li Shu, I hate you. ”
Li Shu's hand holding me suddenly let go, I don't know if it was my delusion, because his eyes were red.
took out the room card, and just raised his hand, he heard the figure behind him say, "Gao Ziran, I know you hate me...... Not only do you hate me, I hate myself, I don't deserve you, so don't torture yourself. ”
Inexplicably being kind to a person, giving her hope, and then agreeing with each other to be together at the ends of the earth, and finally, releasing my pigeons, proving my stupidity alone.
And now, it is really ...... to describe it in three words
It's incredible.
"I'm not going to pester you, I've decided, let you go......" I said, looking at the tightly closed door, biting my lip.
"Gao Ziran, if I tell you, that day, I didn't have a ...... at all"
"Gao Ziran, why are you crying?" Before Li Shu could finish his words, Tian Ye rushed in through the door, and we glanced at each other, and thinking of someone standing behind me, I raised my foot and walked into the room.
Then, the door was closed.
"Gao Ziran, are you ...... Don't you cry......" Tian Ye hurriedly went to get the napkin, but my thoughts were still in what Li Shu said just now, that day, he didn't ...... at all
Didn't go at all? I know.
But I longed even more that there was a misunderstanding between us.
It's just a pity that I'm tired. Really, hating someone is far more tiring than loving someone, because when you hate him, you will think of his goodness, love and hate, and be tortured in the bottom of your heart.
"Gao Ziran, come, wipe ......" Tian Ye's hand was placed on my face, gently, carefully.
I looked at the tall figure in front of me, and suddenly leaned over, lay on the shoulders of the field, and began to cry loudly.
Tian Ye helped me closer to the couch, and I lay on his shoulder, thinking about myself saying that sentence, and my heart was broken.
Give up, let go, a word difference, but I don't dare to say what I mean.
After crying hysterically, I fell asleep.
In my dream, I dreamed again of the classroom in the corridor on the second floor of Li and the boy in the white shirt, but I knew that all this was over.
I woke up at three o'clock in the morning, hungry by roundworms in my stomach. Looking at the unfamiliar surroundings, I realized that I had really slept in the hotel.
After walking out of the bedroom, I suddenly found someone sleeping on the sofa.
Getting a little closer, he bumped into his shoes and woke up the field from his slumber.
He rubbed his eyes gently, looked at me in surprise, and said, "Are you awake?" ”
I nodded, clutched my stomach, and said, "I'm hungry." ”
Tian Ye rolled over and got up from the sofa, quickly put on his shoes, walked towards the door with his head down, and said, "I'll go down and buy you something to eat......
"Wait......" I hurriedly stopped him, walked up to him, pointed to the time on the phone screen, and said, "At this point, I'm afraid, there is nothing to eat." ”
"Not necessarily, I'll go down and take a look......" Tian Ye smiled and walked towards the door.
Anyway, I woke up, stretched out my hand to pull the field, and said, "Why don't we go down together?" ”
At half past three in the morning, Tian Ye and I walked down the street, there was a 24-hour convenience store nearby, bought two buckets of instant noodles, went around, and sat on a bench in the park to eat with relish.
I laughed at the food in the field, and he looked at me shyly and said that I was very domineering.
Finally, he took out a napkin and hooked his finger at me to help me wipe the rice stains from the corners of my mouth.
We looked at each other, and I realized that the field had big black eyes, a bunch of thick black eyebrows, and a straight nose.
Tian Ye's fair skin, coupled with his Zhengtai's hairstyle, the whole person looks well-behaved and cute.
Like the fat teddy that Tom raised.
I couldn't help but laugh.
"Laughing at what?" Tian Ye withdrew his finger and looked at me suspiciously.
"Has anyone told you that you look like a cute teddy, very likable?"
"Do you like that?" Tian Ye looked up at me and asked seriously.
I nodded, smiled and said, "Not bad." ”
Tian Ye stood up, took off his coat, put it on top of me, put the instant noodle bucket at his feet, and said, "Gao Ziran, ...... today." I overheard your conversation. ”
I looked at the field in surprise and said very uncomfortably, "You mean, me and Li Shu?" ”
"Yes," Tian Ye replied in a low voice, hanging his head.
"He thought I was going to sleep with you and scolded me." I shrugged my shoulders and said, "I've really hated him a little bit since that incident." ”
Tian Ye raised his head and looked at me and said, "Gao Ziran, I want to tell you something. Though...... When I say this, it may affect my ultimate goal of coming here, but I feel that I need to tell you. ”
I looked at the field and asked suspiciously, "What is it, so mysterious?" ”
Tian Ye turned his face, raised his head, looked at the gray sky above his head, and slowly spoke, "Gao Ziran, in fact, when you go to study in the UK, in addition to me and Lu Xiaoping are very reluctant, I think, there is another person, right?" ”
My heart suddenly tightened, I was not a fool, and vaguely, I had sensed something.
"Although I don't know what happened between you and Li Shu, but ...... The day after the college entrance examination, I saw Li Shu in the hospital. I asked the nurse and found out that he was hospitalized. ”
"Hospitalized?" I looked at the field in surprise and asked, "He is in such good health, why did he suddenly be hospitalized?" ”
Tian Ye sighed softly, turned his face to look at me, and said, "Gao Ziran, I heard from the nurse that it was a car accident. I didn't see Li Shu's case list, so I don't know who it is...... But I heard Lu Xiaoping say that you have been ...... because of something So ......"
Li Shu went to the hospital after the college entrance examination, and the nurse also said that it was a car accident? If the person who caused the car accident was Li Shu, then why, he never said.
Besides, it's impossible for Gao Zijian not to know about such a big thing, why have I never heard him mention it?
What the hell is going on?
"Tianye, thank you for telling me this, but I think these things have nothing to do with me, right?" He sighed softly, suppressed the excitement that stretched out from the bottom of his heart, and said sadly: "If this really happened, why didn't he tell me?" To sum up, just because, I'm not a girl worthy of his liking. ”
"Gao Ziran, don't say that, you ...... You are a kind girl. Tian Ye hurriedly raised his head and said with a smile.
Looking at his warm smile, I couldn't help but laugh too.
"Actually, I came here this time, and I have another thing I want to tell you......" Tian Ye lowered his head, one foot sketching on the ground, and his voice was low.
"If you have anything to say, you can say it directly!"
"That's ......" Tian Ye raised his head and looked at me, a pair of shining eyes showed waves, as if the moonlight was falling on the surface of the lake, and said calmly: "Gao Ziran, I know that you are still in the previous injury, but I still want to ask you very solemnly, if time permits, are you willing to give me a chance, let me soothe the pain in your heart, and be my Tian Ye's girlfriend?" ”
(Tianjin)