He is still as calm as ever, as if no matter how many variables there are in life, he is in control. I heard him say this, so I didn't ask any more. Just thinking of Jin Yan, my heart is still grateful and hurts slightly.

When he saw that I was no longer talking, he asked me softly, "What's wrong?" Thinking of Jin Yan so in a bad mood? ”

"Hmm."

"The best relationship state is to be happy with each other, too much love or no love, it is not a good thing. Xiaoshu, at the age you are currently in, what you should do should be to try to take control of your life, study more, get along with others more, and broaden your horizons more, instead of being distracted by too many feelings. The relationship between you and Jin Yan has too many immature elements, and you are bound to encounter countless obstacles together, so it's better to calm down first to improve yourself, understand? His words were a bit serious, and his tone was strikingly similar to that of my sister Ruqin.

I remember my sister once said something like this, and my sister said that only by working hard to improve your rank can you meet the man you like better. I think that perhaps successful people have one thing in common, and that commonality is a high degree of self-restraint.

I nodded, very instructive, but I didn't think so: "You talk to me so seriously now, like an ancient private school teacher." ”

He couldn't help but laugh and said: "I feel that I have an extra responsibility, and I can't help but expect something from you, this is my reason, my role is too fast." ”

"You must have had a lot of expectations for your sister in the past, didn't you?" I couldn't help but ask.

Speaking of his own sister, his eyes suddenly became melancholy, and he said: "Yes, my parents both died in a car accident, I was 15 years old that year, and my sister was only 5 years old. ”

I couldn't help but "chuckle" in my heart. Happy lives are mostly similar, while unhappy lives have their own misfortunes.

"I can suddenly understand why you're always so pessimistic." I said sadly.

Mr. Mu Xin said that pessimism is a kind of vision. Because you have tried a lot of pain too early, you will have enough resistance to happiness. Preparing for a rainy day is actually a kind of pessimistic vision. Xingfeng said.

"Then you raised your sister alone?" I couldn't help but ask.

"Yes, then I dropped out of school and couldn't find a job, so I had to go to the construction site to move bricks. Because of this, I gradually became familiar with the work process on the construction site, and later became familiar with the people, so I learned to do the work for the workers like others, and then established Guoqiang. At that time, my cousin happened to marry Jin Yan's father, and his father sympathized with my experience, and we were more compatible, and he helped me a lot, so I have today. Xing Feng's speed of speech was very steady, and those hard work experiences full of hardships and hardships were lightly brushed by him, and he attributed everything he has now to Jin Yan's father's support, but I understand that it is more because he has worked hard enough.

His words reminded me of one thing, and I couldn't help but have fun, and I asked, "Did you tell Jin Yan about your experience?" Or where did he come from to know about your experience? ”

He frowned and thought hard, then said, "Oh, yes, he asked me when he was in high school, and I told him. ”

"No wonder when I eloped to Henan, he resolutely wanted to move bricks, it turned out to be like this. You also moved bricks when you started, and his father seems to have moved too. He probably thought that it should be the beginning before all men succeeded, so he went so resolutely. I muttered to myself, thinking of the way he looked when he was grinding his fists and hating to give me the whole world, I felt both sad and funny.

"Haha," Xing Feng laughed directly, he said, "That stupid boy, he really went to the construction site?" Times are different now, and we live in an era where everyone is self-made and can succeed at any opportunity. The era we live in now is no longer the era we were in, and the previous way will not work at all. The silly boy has never suffered hardship, and he has a lot of energy in his stomach, he should want to go to the world alone, but he failed, so he will be so depressed when he comes back. ”

Xing Feng saw that Jin Yan did see it very thoroughly, and I echoed: "Yes, he said that he is not afraid of hardship, and he doesn't mind starting over." But at that time, we were very confused, suddenly out of the world we used to live in, and we didn't know how to move on. ”

"He's better than a lot of rich kids, but he still lacks training. The temper is too fierce like a wild horse, and his father just freed him, but he had to be kept in captivity. This is probably the sorrow of all the rich second generations, there is a large grassland, but they can only be led around in place. Xing Feng said slowly.

"And what if you have your own children in the future?" I couldn't help but ask, hearing him say that.

"If it was a girl, I would take her to travel around, deal with all kinds of life, watch all kinds of life, and make her spiritually rich all her life; If it is a boy, as soon as he is born, I will put him on a bamboo raft and let him float down the river, and whoever he floats to will be raised, preferably to the poor countryside, and I will pick him up when he is 18 years old. Xing Feng was obviously very serious in the first half of the sentence, but in the second half of the sentence, it was completely joking.

"I don't believe you're so cruel to your children." I said with a smile.

He also smiled, he said: "Xiaoshu, I didn't think about getting married, nor did I think about having children in the future, I don't think these are within the scope of my life. So I don't know what it will be like to have a family and children in the future, that kind of life is like the next life for me, and I am not ready for this kind of life. ”

"Your sister must have been well cared for by you, right?" I suddenly thought of the picture of his sister in his wallet and couldn't help but ask again.

Unexpectedly, when I asked, he had a rare emotional out-of-control, he braked the car suddenly, and his face showed a painful tangle. He has always given me the impression that he is an emotionally stable person, relaxed and slow-talking. Only my question made him feel painful.

"If so, I wouldn't be so guilty." He sat down in his chair, turned his head to look out the window, said only that, and then went on. I saw his chest heaving violently, as if there was too much emotion hidden in his depths.

I waited quietly for him to calm down, and after a few minutes, he started the car again, and then he resumed his previous tone: "I never talk to anyone about my family and my sister. You're different, I'm trying to treat you as my family right now. ”

Family...... What a heartwarming word.

I was so excited that I said, "I understand." ”

All heart-to-heart communication begins with familiarity with each other's past. Jin Yan and I are like this, and so is Xingfeng. Compared with Jin Yan's galloping passion, the wind of punishment gives me a kind of warmth like a spring breeze, for me now, passion always stays too fast and extremely luxurious, but this warm feeling is worth recalling from time to time in my heart.

The next day when I went to work, Xingfeng called me and He Shiying to the office, criticized us in a serious tone from my boss, and asked us to apologize to each other. He Shiying probably knew that she was at a loss, and she also understood that she was drunk and caused the incident, so she reluctantly apologized to me, and we could be regarded as shaking hands peacefully and "abandoning the previous suspicions".

Later, Xingfeng called me to the office to talk to me alone, to the effect that I should learn to get along with the people around me, deal well with my colleagues, not always keep my head down and not speak, and have the courage to express my own opinions.

I listened to them one by one, and since then, every time I see He Shiying, I greet him with a smile, and I respect every elder in the company very much, I slowly learn how to get along with my colleagues, and gradually begin to understand the basic etiquette of social interaction. Under the guidance of the criminal style, I have benefited a lot.

Time flies, and each day seems similar, but each day is different. The "May Day" holiday came in a blink of an eye, and I went home with Xiaohua, and after two days, we returned to H City again. She was anxious to see Xu Song, but I couldn't stand my father's scolding all the time.

On the afternoon of returning to H City, Xiaoxue borrowed a red Maserati from a customer and drove to the station to pick us up in a very stylish manner.

The car parked on the side of the road was very eye-catching, Xiaoxue was draped in wavy curly hair, wearing sunglasses, and wearing sexy clothes, which attracted the attention of countless people. Xiaohua screamed and rushed over to sit in the co-pilot, and I put my luggage away and sat in the back seat.

Xiaoxue drove us to the largest Shengda Plaza in the center of H City, the most high-end shopping center in H City, saying that she wanted to take us to eat and drink spicy food and feel the life of rich people today.

Xiaoxue recently followed a nouveau riche Mr. Zhao from Hong Kong, who was stumbling in appearance, but his pockets were very rich. Mr. Zhao went to the true color on the first day to be personally entertained by Xiaoxue, and since then he fell in love with Xiaoxue at first sight, and spent a lot of effort to impress Xiaoxue, flowers, diamond rings, Hermes bags, all kinds of offensives have been tried, but Xiaoxue was stunned and unmoved, which instead aroused Mr. Zhao's combat effectiveness, which lasted more than half a year, and finally succeeded in taking Xiaoxue into his arms. This Maserati was specially bought by Mr. Zhao for Xiaoxue to drive, but Mr. Zhao, who is shrewd, still writes his own name.

But Xiaoxue is now not worried about spending money, Mr. Zhao gave her a credit card with a large limit, she can buy whatever she wants, and do whatever she wants. There is only one request, Xiaoxue can't go to work anymore, and from then on he will be raised in his villa, waiting for him to be lucky two or three times a month.

Xiaoxue said that she was really fed up with the glamorous life, and she was fed up with the days of fighting for money until her stomach bleeds, she had fought with other sisters in order to compete for guests, and she was also threatened by the underworld, and she had tasted the so-called love, and she had gone around for more than ten years, and used her youth to raise her family's life to a well-off level, and built a house for each of her two younger brothers with a car. While it has not yet reached the point of losing flowers and willows, hurry up to find a long-term meal ticket and retire to the rivers and lakes, which can be regarded as a plan for your future.

Xiaoxue said that she had figured it out and understood that life was like this. The debts owed in the previous life, there will always be a day when they will be repaid in this life. The rest of the days, she's going to enjoy it, and the family and everything go to the side. From now on, she wants to live well, indulgently, and easily.

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