Chapter 64: Bear the Burden
I was completely unable to turn over by Zhao Tianyu, it can be said that my future is ruined, considering that I am not yet an adult, the court has adopted a closed trial for this case, and there is no suspense in this case, although my parents hired a lawyer to defend me, but they also said that they can only apply for a reduction in sentence as much as possible, and admit that they are unlucky.
I felt a pang of sadness in my heart, and I was speechless, for it didn't matter to me how many years I was sentenced, and when I got out of prison, my youth was gone. In the end, the court pronounced a verdict and sentenced me to six years in prison, and since I was only a few months short of being 18 years old, I was temporarily placed in a juvenile detention center for re-education and then transferred to prison when I became an adult.
The last time I saw my parents was the day before I was sent to the juvenile detention center, and my father comforted me very well and said, "It's only six years, you can behave well in it, maybe you can get your sentence reduced, and you will still be very young when you come out." "My mother is still crying vigorously, who wants to watch her own son go to jail?
I knelt in handcuffs in front of my parents, kowtowed to them, and then was put in a car and taken to a juvenile detention center. Six years may not be too bad for the whole life, but how many more years are there in the truly wonderful life of life? When I am released from prison, what will I do? How to integrate into this society?
The people in the juvenile detention center are all minors, and the time I first went can only be described as miserable, and the rapists are the most despised in it, and on the day I first arrived at the juvenile detention center, I was beaten by a group of people, and I didn't fight back at all, and I couldn't pay it back. Those who were caught in the juvenile detention center, where is the good stubble?
In addition to the tasks and corporal punishment arranged by the juvenile detention center, I also had to wash the clothes of the people in the dormitory, stinky socks, and wash the toilet every day.
Half a month after I was taken in, Sister Katsunan came to visit me in the juvenile detention center, and I was finally relieved to see that she was all safe, but she cried and red-eyed, kept apologizing to me, and kept blaming herself for hurting me. Sister Shengnan said: "I have never had the courage to come to see you, I dare not face you, let alone Uncle Lin and Auntie. ”
Through the glass wall, I could feel Sister Shengnan's self-blame and guilt, especially the scars on my face, she knew that I was living a very messy life in the juvenile detention center, I pretended to smile lightly: "I don't blame you for this matter, I didn't have a brain to get into the scheme, it's just six years, it's gone quickly, and I can reduce my sentence if I behave well in the future." ”
No matter what I say, Katsu still blames herself. I also knew from her mouth that she was indeed controlled by Zhao Tianyu that day, but she had been guarding against Zhao Tianyu a long time ago, and secretly befriended the seventh girl in the second middle school, and on the way to the hotel, the seventh girl appeared and saved her, but she forgot that the mobile phone was taken away by Zhao Tianyu, and I didn't expect Zhao Tianyu to use her to frame me.
Sister Shengnan said that she thought about finding Zhao Tianyu desperately, but she didn't dare to do it after all, Sister Shengnan's parents only have an only daughter like her, if something happens to her, her parents will have no successor. I hurriedly said: "I'm just worried about you messing around, don't blame yourself, something has happened, we can only face it, you have to take care of it, otherwise I won't feel at ease here, this is my wish, can you promise me?" Sister Katsunan bit her lip tightly, tears kept sliding down, but she still nodded.
Knowing that Sister Shengnan is fine, I am completely relieved, but I can't let go of Zhao Tianyu's hatred, let alone six years, even if it is sixty years, I am afraid that I will remember that between me and Zhao Tianyu, there is no common day, so I want to live well, and I will wait until I am released from prison to take revenge. No matter how hard and tired I was, no matter how much I was bullied, I gritted my teeth and endured it.
During those days in the juvenile detention center, I was really like a dog to endure humiliation, just like a tiger lying on a barren hill, dormant minions to endure, even if I was covered in bruises, I could only lick the wounds alone at night, whenever I couldn't hold on and was about to collapse, I always thought about Zhao Tianyu, thinking about hatred, and I persevered again.
Love can change a person, and so can hatred, and the hatred for Zhao Tianyu became my spiritual pillar at that time.
When I returned to the dormitory after breakfast that day, the people in the dormitory threw a bunch of stinky socks on the bed for me to wash, and those socks were really stinky, but I still went to wash them without saying a word, but I was just halfway washed, and the boss in our dormitory called Brother Lei, he kicked me in the back, and I was defenseless, and I almost fell into the urinal and hit my head against the wall.
Brother Lei held a pair of socks in his hand and scolded: "Grass mud horse, how do you wash these socks?" It's all washed by Lao Tzu. ”
After more than a month of patience, I got used to this kind of difficulty, so I calmed down and said, "I have a new pair of socks, and I will pay you for it." Brother Lei picked me up from the ground, slapped me and scolded, "What is yours? All your things belong to me. Damn it! ”
My ears were ringing, and I didn't fight back, if I had beaten him before, I would have beaten him so much that he didn't know his parents. Lei Ge said: "I heard that yesterday your family sent you something, and they were handed over to Lao Tzu. ”
In fact, the things my parents sent me were basically all looted by them, Brother Lei turned my bed into a mess, and turned out an MP3 from under my pillow, in fact, MP3 was no longer popular at that time, this was sent to me by Sister Shengnan, and there were a lot of words she recorded, all of which were said to me, and there were many songs I liked to listen to, some of which she sang to me, and I regarded them as treasures. Seeing Brother Lei holding the MP3 in his hand, I suddenly became anxious and said, "Brother Lei, you can take everything else, you can give this back to me." ”
Brother Lei glanced at me and said, "Is it a broken MP3?" Also, Lao Tzu repeats, all your things belong to Lao Tzu. Brother Lei plugged in the headphones and listened, and then said excitedly: "Fuck, this woman's voice is so good, shit, you are really fucking blessed, no, no, Lao Tzu can't help it." ”
He actually listened to my MP3, listened to the voice of Sister Katsu and ran directly to jerk off, I took a deep breath and chased after him and said, "Brother Lei, I beg you, give it back to me, this thing is useless to you." Brother Lei kicked me and scolded, "Get out! Don't sweep Lao Tzu's Yaxing, are you fucking looking for death today? ”
I got up from the ground, and the other people immediately came up and beat me up, and then the MP3 was robbed, I don't know how I managed to endure it, I just hope he will give it back to me in a few days. But a few days later, I asked Brother Lei, and he told me that he was tired of hearing it and threw it in the toilet, and my eyes immediately turned red when I heard this, and Brother Lei scolded: "What the fuck are you staring at?" Looking for death? ”
At that moment, I finally couldn't take it anymore, I had a fierce look in my eyes, and I smashed a punch into Lei Ge's face, and then knocked him down, and my fist smashed wildly down on him.
"You're fucking damned! Go to hell! I grabbed Brother Rei by the hair and slammed his head against the wall, and I beat him so hard that the others rushed up to me, and I yelled like a beast: "Come on! Fuck, I've put up with you for so long, why don't you just let me go? Whoever dares to come up today, Lao Tzu will kill whom! ”
I think I must have looked very scary and terrible at that time, this group of guys didn't dare to rush up, but I went up and grabbed a person and beat him half to death, I vented the humiliation of more than a month with every punch, and transferred the hatred for Zhao Tianyu to them, and the attack was completely to death, which scared the group of guys to shout for help.
"Come on! Grass and mud horses, all come to kill me! ”
I laughed hideously, chased them in the dormitory and beat them, those who usually beat me, I didn't let go of any of them, all of them fell to the ground, and finally dragged Brother Lei, who had no power to fight back, to the toilet, Brother Lei was scared and begged for mercy. I slapped him and said, "Keep the fuck beating me!" Get up and hit me! ”
Brother Lei said he didn't dare, and I kicked him and said, "Seed! Bad seeds! "I held down his head and kicked him into the urinal, Brother Lei's head was bleeding and dying, at this time the prison guards arrived and subdued me, I had no doubt that if the prison guards came later, Brother Lei might be killed by me, and the other people who bullied me in the dormitory were beaten by me to cry dad and mother.
The prison guards dragged me out, and I was like a bloody Shura, bloodthirsty and cruel. I was locked up in a small black house, except for three meals a day, I can't even see a little sunshine, silent, lonely, lonely around me, once I heard people say, the small black house is the most terrifying, some people are locked up for too long and have a mental breakdown and go crazy, who can endure this dark environment that doesn't even have a sound?
I don't know if I'm going crazy too! I can only keep telling myself that I can't break down, I still want revenge, and I still have worries in my heart.